with me working very little on it. Last year 413,000 views. I worked on it.
I am going through a rough time. But I am managing following through with a major medical issue.
That little cm, nodule that they did a biopsy on, was benign a year ago, but is malignant now, or seems to be. Let me put it this way, it lit up on the pet scan.
The Dr. wanted to cut out a third of the bottom of my left lung. My twin was with me, said no way. Second opinion. We ended up agreeing to another Radiology go through my side to the lung to get another piece or take it out.
December 4, 2023. I slept on it. The next day I called the office, and I asked if he was an oncologist. She said, no. I told her cancel that surgery, and I am no longer going there.
It turns out they sent me to a different Dr. that was on the paper work. It is probably gone now.
So, I am trying to stay calm, and not totally freak out. I have been hibernating in my room, when not doing the daily devotionals.
I have wasted time, I could have been working on the writings. I just could not force myself. Twenty eight years, is a long time.
I have the oncologist appointment on the 19 of January. My ex-husband is going with me. My twin is not here. Four ears are better than two, and his wife does not mind.
They say The Dr. is the best Oncologist down here. Otherwise, I am going to try, and get into MD Anderson, in Houston. I just want to see if this Dr. can diagnose me, and hopefully, do it down here. That way Richard does not have to go into a Nursing Home.
I do not think they take my insurance. So I am not answering their calls until, I see the Dr. on the 19th.
I want to be able to pray, I am trying to get unstuck. I used to get so excited working on my writings, reading them, working on them, writing all of them, reading the King James Version of the Bible.
It has been an unproductive year on my site, but the site still got over 100,000 views. Here to be content, because again I could not force myself to work on it.
I need to find inspiration again. It has been to long. I just need some time, until they find out what they are going to do with my left lung.
I do have six nodules inside both my lungs. But they have not grown, only the one they did the biopsy on, I know I am repeating myself.
Well, this is as personal as it gets. I did not take care of myself. I am admitting it right here, right now. No if, ands, or buts about it. Wendy
I feel I have done my time being a friend for someone in tremendous need. I need help Lord. I need the stars to collide, not all of them, I need a miracle, and a retreat.
What do we do from here? Where do we go from here? How will we go from here? We are to be freed from bondage. Free to fly in the wings of a prayer, of all the prayers, I have prayed, in presence of spirit.
You see, “In Presence of Spirit,” is all mine, the whole thing. I would not have written, if it was not meant to be. It is in my heart, and soul, it is part of me, and part of everyone. Even the ones that will never read it.
It is in the wind. It is in the atmosphere, up and away, light years away. It has reached every dimension of time, place and significant reason. It is in the Cosmos, it is one in Spirit, one in the Lord. Forever more.
Oh Lord, open up the heavens, and rain down blessing to all. Blessings of your love and kindness. Blessing of union with you in Spirit. Blessings of unification World wide, in the eye of the needle.
Bring us out of darkness, and into the light of the ever presence of your Majesty. I Love You, I need you, I want to be one with you, in presence of spirit, in the awakening of all our souls. January 24, 2023 Wendy Y. Greenwell
Ask anything in Jesus Christ name and you will receive bountiful blessings of heavenly manna of forgiveness and all that entails.
I ask in your name Jesus Christ for the fulfillment of my hearts quest, and desire. To fulfill my part in sharing the writings.
You know, when I was moved by the Holy Spirit, and writing, life was exciting. It was a breath of fresh air, and to lose that has been a burden on me.
To come to the door of everyone’s soul. So, your healing in one heart, one mind, one soul, can ignite the passion for mass remission of sin from you with love.
Thank you Lord. Help me have patience through these treacherous days, guide me to where you want me.
Bring in the passion of your omnipresence to the Glory of God at your imminent calling. Through you life is granted.
Why do you call Mike an illusion? Why do you call me an illusion? In every writing I wrote, you were there with me, in presence of spirit.
So, if you were always there with me, in presence of spirit, the whole Galaxy, and beyond is with us, in presence of spirit, at the same time.
Action of relativity, which is omnipresent. Being present at the inscription, every time, and to me every time I read it. It is like the first time, as if I am, “In Presence of Spirit,” at the same time, right here, right now.
To tell you the truth. I wrote it all, “In Presence of Spirit.com,” so it was always meant to be shared. I new from the beginning that one day, through all the years, I was going to Publish, one way or another.
I refuse to be embarrassed.
I heard the call. Left it in time. I am calling out to you Lord.
All talk, no action, all because I am a human being, only one, who stayed the course of this. The entire of the whole of the extensions of, “In Presence of Spirit.com.”
The purpose of the manuscript is unified in the oneness of truth. Which only comes from the Holy Spirit from God through Jesus Christ, through the veil of, “In Presence of Spirit,” in the Spirit, he left everyone.
“Ask and it shall be given.”
Peace amid all the troubles, trials, and tribulations, that the World is suffering, right now.
Ask for him, united in the writings from darkness to the light.
Words are not flowing, wonder where they all have gone. Remember Wendy, the way to, “In Presence of Spirit.”
Inside, and personal in the most intimate way, in spirit with the Holy Spirit of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. Lord, help the World.
Call Me! What do you want? Out loud, all that I want is everything, I once wrote in spirit, not without.
I call on your name Jesus Christ for the purification of the World, from God the Father, through your hands. Wendy
I had to find forgiveness, and it just so happened to be with, the husband of my youth. But that is as far, as it goes. The writings, from 2005, it was the first time, I communicated with someone else, beautiful, forgiving writings; they are more about the Lord, then about him. So when I settle down, from my disposition on the whole matter of, the husband of my youth, I will share, I guess again.
If I can forgive the yuk, I went through, and hand it to the Lord. Then he asks me to pray with him, and all these beautiful prayers of forgiveness, come out. It is not of him; it is, The Lord’s, to do with, what he wills. I cannot change anything around, my writings usually are, “as is,” no add-on, nor subtracts.
OK, since this was to find my forgiveness, for what I went through, and it is not, about him. I am going to put them right back on where they belong on there own: wendyyvettegreenwell.blogspot.com. now: wendygreenwell.com
Reason being that it was for my healing, and it was for him. Also, the thing is, he never received them. These writings in 2005 are meant to be shared, just like my other ones. They are different because I am writing to a person. But as you can see they are all, “In Presence of Spirit.” September 6, 2013 Wendy Yvette Greenwell
I have to wait 20 minutes to 48 hours to go back to the way it is supposed to be. So I am going to keep it on here, but as soon as I can, I am going to Publish it on wendygreenwell.com. Not sure if I will delete it here. Wendy, I deleted it and put it over there it did not work and the second page is not there either so I am just going to leave it like this.
I am Sharing Your Love With The World. I do have two books, already. I was in detrimental anguish. I need your spark ignited for regeneration purposes.I have shared with You with the World. I am sharing Your Love with the World. You gave me the most beautiful revelations, to capture on paper, so to reflect on, In God’s Great Power Calling.
Bring me into the light again so that I can take, The World to Your Presence in Spirit, in, “In Presence of Spirit.” Thank you, Jesus Christ, for all Your Blessings. Thank You, Jesus Christ, for Your Love, throughout all Generations, since the beginning in your arms of grace. I Gave You My Love from flesh to “In Presence of Spirit.” I Love You, Jesus Christ, from henceforth to forever.
It is fun writing a journal
Of what is and ever shall be World without end. Paid in full, “In Presence of Spirit,” written by Wendy Greenwell. Oh Lord have mercy on me, and you, and everyone who finds that the kingdom of heaven, is within our being. Thank You, Jesus Christ, for Your Love, and Your Stamina, and Your Friendship in Spirit of Our Heavenly of Heaven, from heaven with love, awe.
Oh Lord, what to do? Help me decide, what to do. Oh Lord, what am I suppose to do now, after the Book is being Published. Oh God, I do not want to be afraid. I gave it to You, to take it where You want it to go. We will be Okay.
Oh God, I am heartily sorry for all my sins. We will be Okay; we are Okay, Ha, I am not, nothing is lacking, what to do? “In Presence of Spirit,” was given me to Bless The World from God through Jesus Christ, to us, His Children. All the God Family is home in a couple of days. Remembering: one day is as a thousand years, to the Lord.
I have faith that the book will sell, (one day.) We will be alright. The Spirit will take it around, The World. It is, it’s Destiny, To Touch Millions, not a one, will not know, that the way home, is close to one’s heart and soul, To The Oneness of Truth, Christ Is In Our Essence.
We are one in the Lord.
Yes, we are, Lord Help! I did not go crazy. I loved writing, and putting together, “In Presence of Spirit.” It is Jesus Christ Holy Spirit, In My Writings, In Spirit. Incredible that You gave me this job to do. “I asked for it.”
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Awe to be free with Christ is the answer.
Why do I continue to stagnate in inability? I need to; I have to, jump off the mountain, and fly out, into, “In Presence of Spirit,” because it is being completed. Up, Up, and away we go, this indeed is the dawning. We are The Chosen; we have been given the key, To Our Everlasting Hearts, from Jesus Christ Holy Spirit, With Love.
Oh Lord, I am sorry, I got hard on the ex-today. He has to make right by his first children. I do not have to feel his pain; he made his choices, he can stay in them. They always have to be involved, but if it were not for them, pushing me to the edge, I would not have been able to write. It is all so weird.
I am an Author, soon to be Published, Author,
I am not ready, but the book is. It is a beautiful piece of work, and we know, there is more for book 2. I do go straight to the point of the matter. “I will Publish a Book, for all the afflicted.” I need help Jesus, with myself. Help me find the door to walk through.
Man always ends up dominating the Woman. Just watch, and see, to whom has not seen yet, everyone is affected. My writings do state a positive approach, but I am choosing to be lost. When in that Holy instant, I can give it all to God, and He can, and will take care of it, for me.
There is not enough time in a night. I am tired of driving and catering. I do have to move back over there. I should make a complaint about the whole system, I have. The horror stories my kids have of school sickens me, and no one can do anything about it. High School, Middle, 9th grades are infested with drugs. Drugs, sex, fun in all the wrong places, and the Parents are to blame.
Not, it is the generational abominations; it is hell on Earth. It is a misunderstanding. It is controlled, and power, with no truth in existence. It is in the dark, till the light be ignited, from without to within. Help with all these problems I have.
The cover of the book is finished. Oh the cover of my book, it was all mine, and now, I must share it, to the World, anyone who is searching, will find. Lord find my way, To The Holy Spirit, today. Oh Lord Have Mercy On Us All.
What to do? Where to go? Stay still, listen, ask, to whom the seed was meant for, One Christ, One Mind. Oh Lord have Mercy on Everyone and I. I need to jump on Your Wings, and Fly-out into, “In Presence of Spirit.” I have published a book. I keep freaking. I can not take it back, I will not take it back, even with the small fear I have. It is beautiful, and people will understand it.
Whenever you feel the I have to of it, do it,
That is the vision. I have completed Book 1. I have book two but will see if I am supposed to Publish it. I have to work on it. No time right now. Well, everything is going to be alright. Oh Lord have mercy on me. Lord Be With Us. I did not write about the condition; I was in, I concentrated on Jesus Christ, in my writings, prayers, and supplications.
I wrote, “In Presence of Spirit,” April 1988,
The name did not come with the writing. Not overnight, it took me two months to name it. I thought about it long, and hard. It had to have a name, and it had to be perfect.
Then the name appeared to me, “In Presence of Spirit,” what a perfect name. What better name for the Book. It started with the first writing, few after, then years later when all was said, and done, I started writing. A whole book, plus one, yeah two books, but is there a second to be shared, or kept here, will see, what time brings.
Oh Lord Protect Us. Have Mercy on Us. Guide Us, Direct Us to Eternity, which You Possess. Lord, You brought Your words alive through Me. Thank You, Jesus. It is accomplished at least, the first part. I missed a lot, but oh well, I will get to it.
John 14, 15, 16, 17, Michael Arch Angel, Guide and Direct Humanity to Jesus Christ, in The Love. Jesus Christ, Protect Us, Show Us The Way Home to You, Lord Jesus Christ. We Love You. We have waited, what seems like an eternity, for You.
We ask for, Your Presence in Spirit. Lord We Love You. We need You. We have to have You. You are The Presence of Spirit. You are The One Humanity, has been paining for, for without You, they would still be void. With, You there is light.
Light the torch of the word, Lord. Jesus Bring The Christ Alive, in all Our Brothers, and Sisters, from the beginning to now and to the future.
Thank You for, “In Presence of Spirit.” Thank You for Your Love of Spirit, To Bring Peace To All, through You, Round About, The Glory of You, in Your Oneness of Omniscience.
Oh Lord, I Love You, I Need You, I ask You back, completely Lord. Your lessons of love, understanding, knowledge, have been verified. Bring Peace to All through You, from You; I Love You, Jesus Christ.
Restitution: the act of restoring the state of being restored amends, reparation, indemnity, compensation. 2001 Wendy Yvette Greenwell