I am getting a Pet Scan on my Lungs. Head to my thighs. Yeah, both sides. They did a biopsy, that was benign, next Cat Scan said it grew to 1.5 cm.
November 2023, Pet Scan, came out the biopsy put a touch of malignant, why because it lit up. It ended up, I was not even seeing an Oncologist, and they sent me to a lung specialist that wanted to use the knew technology.
He suggested starting out cutting a third of my left lower lung out. My twin was with me she said No, second opinion. I am not going to find out the results until the first of March. Just thought I would share.
The Pet Scan came out negative for cancer. It does not change the fact that I have three nodules, on one side of my lungs, and three on the other side.
The blood biopsy came out with no cancer. I have not read the paper work. It was a long 16 months. The nodule, that lit up went down, 1.5 to 1.2.
I have some time to finish this website. I was trying to change the name on my YouTube, I opened it back up because I had an out of the ordinary experience.
I was trying to name it, “Unexpected Visitations.” I guess I am going to leave it as Wendy Yvette Greenwell. Weird, well, that is how I did it back then.
No one even knows me. The Video’s, still photo’s and the newest ones of the end of December 2023, are meant to be shared. Just like all the writings that I have put on this Website.
GoDaddy.com, changed IP addresses, I had it updated a couple of days ago. It looks like every thing is here. I am going to go through all of it one more time, before I attach it to Google Analytics.
Yep, I am not ready to go all in even after all these years. I am not private but I am not found easily. Well, my site. It is what I am meant to do. So, I did it, without anyone’s permission.
You see, my inpresenceofspirit.com started on December 13, 2013, I just calculated the total views, 2,720,483, eleven years.
I am going to have to force myself to make all the activations. Even though it has taken me a decade, this year, I am going to do it. It is meant to be fulfilled.
Even though some may be embarrassed for me or of me. I do not care. This is a gift to me, because I would not have made it without all my times, “In Presence of Spirit.” Wendy
Normally, I hide in the past, with the pages, I wrote, through out, all the years. Lately it is different. Only in Spirit, I am bold. I can not take it back. The words, I wrote, write, all the Publications.
What am I supposed to do Lord, with all our conversations in, “Spirit Unity.” I heard recently, “God is our One True Love.” I was universally united in spirit in my writing, in spurts.
It is what I needed, and wanted to do. Years later fifteen years, I started sharing on the internet. I had an accident with the brain of a stereo, fell off the shelf, and hit me under my right eye. That is when I drafted the website.
I could not stop Publishing, I felt the need to share. Who am I? Everyone’s sister in Christ Consciousness.
March 6, 2023, It has been a few days since I Published, Mike 2. I can not believe my boldness sometimes. It is every thing I needed him to know. I am laughing, sorta. Who does this?
He was an important part, I will not leave him out. It was the activation, and I felt it open up the circuits of my preservation of “me, myself, and I,” which is all in one.” We, are We, always, and forever more and then some.
1:51 am twelve hours before I go to my Lung Doctor. I have been through so much. My girls, all the grandchildren, seven without their Dad. Not to forget the 19th on the way. 20, one great grand child.
I panicked and told the RN that I do not want to do this anymore. I have been crying more than I have in decades. My Son’s pup, he gave me passed away yesterday. I will never get another animal.
I need a break, a retreat, a respite, five days is not enough. I told the RN if I leave for five days, I am not coming back. Is it really fair.
I did it for my friend. I do not want to watch him pass. I am tired does any one get it. Now, I will see what’s in my lung, then he will tell me what needs to be done. This is going to be interesting. I will probably tell you.
It has been since the eighth of February at two am that I smoked my last cigarette. Hospital at one pm. The investigation experiment, exploration, in my lung. They started at 4:30 pm. There was something stuck in my air waves, they sucked it out.
Then off to find that one and a half centimeter nodgel. A pin prick enough to analyze, and give me the results, yesterday at 1:40 pm. Benign, another cat scan in six weeks, twenty one days, I have not had a cigarette.
I put myself on the patch the night I got home. The gum was not helping, withdrawal was not going to happen. So I finally put my first patch on, Step One 21 mg of nicotine, in a twenty four hour period.
Today is twenty one patches. “today 31, oh wow what a difference, I have not smoked since the exploration of my lungs. Two and a half years something was stuck in my air waves. “Hour over, patch time. Break!”
3/13/23, The computer froze, and so I left it, until now. I feel I need to finish it, and Publish it. So here it goes.
One night, my sis and I went to the neighbor hood Wal-Mart, I did not feel right, so, we finished up, put stuff in the car, left to go to my soda store, looked around no wallet.
Back to Wal-Mart, and I get out of the car, and a man in a white Van told me he took it to the office. I thanked him, virtual hug, and blew a kiss with both hands. Everything was in it. So when I got home I told my Dad and he got his mini locks, so I have it locked into my purse now.
The patch had fallen off, and I was having nicotine withdrawals. When I realized I put another one on and I was okay as I can be under these circumstances.
All of them, including, not limited, in one shape, or form of my entire writing, and Publishing, “In Presence of Spirit.com.”
June 17, 2023: I Published my personal conversations with the Lord, because I felt I needed to share, from the beginning, “In Presence of Spirit.” So, December 13, 2013, I opened this website, all at once.
I started Publishing October 2011, on blogger. It is drafted. I looked through the months and years, on this website on my phone a couple of hours ago. For the first time in months. I have not Published since January of this year.
I need to say, that my times, “In Presence of Spirit,” saved me through all the years. Everything I wrote, was in spirit, not without. I shared with anyone that might find it. I felt I had to. No one could stop me.
Even though I did not write about the specifics of my situation, I was praying to the Lord, for comfort through the rockiest years of my life with my teenagers, their significant others, and all my grandchildren. None of it was easy. In a couple of weeks or less, my oldest daughter, 40, will be having my nineteenth grandchild, a girl.
7/27/2023, The baby is here, last week. She is beautiful, tiny. I still do not know what to do with my website. I edited less than ten a while ago, I read them. I can not take them back. To me, they are inpresenceofspirit.com. Wendy
Thank you God, for this beautiful hot day here in deep South Texas.
My mirror image Norfolk Island Pine that the freeze froze
Where am I, when I am without the Holy Spirit? The teaching is even though we might think we are without the Holy Spirit, we are not. By the grace of the divine blood.
In the name of our Father that has conquered defeat. The Holy Spirit lives, in every one of us. All we have to do is activate the ritual cleansing to ritual purification in the Spirit, with the Spirit, beside Spirit, through Spirit, round about the Glory of God, in presence of Spirit. I am fixing to let it fly out of the nest.
My nest of omnipresent writing in spirit. “In Presence of Spirit,” with the Holy Spirit, and Wendy, writing to the World. I am bold because in spirit I have achieved an understanding that I once, and for all have to share.
It was, is and will always be the I have to of it all. I did the right thing. Even those closest to me that new, did not care to know. It has always been okay because I know, and Richard knows, my writings are significant to the fulfillment of my hearts desire, and my hearts quest.
In presence of the Holy Spirit, has guided me through. I will not let my love, and my life not be read. I believe with all my heart, with all my soul, that the Holy Spirit is my eternal companion, and it is for God’s purpose that I share. It never was for me alone. God the Father, God the Son, God the Holy Spirit, are “In Presence of Spirit,” with everyone. May 7, 2009 Wendy
How high can you go, to infinity, because it is already here. I am blocked. But a peep of light popped in.
Something different then the norm
Two new Nurses came by to see Richard. The Company felt like their services were not for Richard anymore, I guess. They said, he needs to be in Hospice. She told us about the program. Richard agreed, and I agreed.
They will not take his medicine away. An RN will come in once a week and a CNA can come in five days a week. On call twenty-four-seven. The supplies he needs. Plus a Chaplin for a visit or two.
I can have a five day respite. They will pick him up and take him to a facility. Just so, everyone knows Richard and I are not common law married. We are friends, even though we have lived here for over two decades.
Yeah, these last years have been the hardest. With me not being able to take care of my own health seriously. Two herniated disks. I wont mention all the other stuff.
Today Hospice is coming in to do the paper work. Lung specialist on the 31 of this month, with the results of my lung situation. Partial results anyway. My forty year old daughter is pregnant. The youngest of all the 18 grandkids, one in heaven, is five, and one great grandson 2.
Now I can figure out how I am supposed to finish my website, and have it up, and running for a few years after I am gone. I have always been a “I” writer, I this, I that. I heard the other night to change the “I,” to “We.”
We will overcome. We have faith, we have love, we have understanding, we have knowledge, we have courage. We have wisdom, we have strength, we have power.
We are in spirit, at all times. We are Spiritual Beings. We are finding our way back to the basics of life, love, liberty, and justice for all. For all time. January 2023 Wendy
I feel I have done my time being a friend for someone in tremendous need. I need help Lord. I need the stars to collide, not all of them, I need a miracle, and a retreat.
What do we do from here? Where do we go from here? How will we go from here? We are to be freed from bondage. Free to fly in the wings of a prayer, of all the prayers, I have prayed, in presence of spirit.
You see, “In Presence of Spirit,” is all mine, the whole thing. I would not have written, if it was not meant to be. It is in my heart, and soul, it is part of me, and part of everyone. Even the ones that will never read it.
It is in the wind. It is in the atmosphere, up and away, light years away. It has reached every dimension of time, place and significant reason. It is in the Cosmos, it is one in Spirit, one in the Lord. Forever more.
Oh Lord, open up the heavens, and rain down blessing to all. Blessings of your love and kindness. Blessing of union with you in Spirit. Blessings of unification World wide, in the eye of the needle.
Bring us out of darkness, and into the light of the ever presence of your Majesty. I Love You, I need you, I want to be one with you, in presence of spirit, in the awakening of all our souls. January 24, 2023 Wendy Y. Greenwell
