02/23/2024 @ 2:30 pm, I am getting a PET scan on my lungs. Head to my thighs. Yeah, both sides. They did a benign biopsy; next, a CAT scan said it grew to 1.5 cm. In November 2023, the PET scan came out, and the biopsy put a touch of malignancy. Why? Because it lit…
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“Oh yeah, what better name.” Normally, I hide in the past, with the pages I wrote throughout all the years. Lately it is different. Only in spirit am I bold. I cannot take it back. The words I wrote, write, and all the publications. What am I supposed to do, Lord, with all our conversations…
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If you are married, double sorry, If you have a girlfriend, I’m sorry—it is what it is. Seeing what happened on February 9, 2011, that fateful day, you smiled at me, and that moment stayed. Writing became everything—words became like a “sword,” something alive, something that carried meaning. That day marked the beginning of so…
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Thank you, God, for this beautiful, hot day here in deep South Texas. Where am I when I feel without the Holy Spirit? The truth is, even when we think we are without the Holy Spirit, we are not—by the grace of the divine blood. In the name of our Father, who has conquered defeat,…
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2,473—so low. How low can you go, the website? How high can you go? To infinity, because it is already here. I am blocked. But a peep of light popped in. Two new nurses came by to see Richard. The company felt like their services were not right for him anymore, I guess. They said…
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Oh, dear God in heaven, I need your help. I feel I have done my time being a friend for someone in tremendous need. I require help, Lord. I require the stars to collide—not all of them—I need a miracle and a retreat. What do we do from here? Where do we go from here?…
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I need to pray For the way to open up the heavens again—within myself—for the purification of the entire now. Currently, yesterday, and tomorrow. Currently, I long to be in communication in spirit with everyone at the same time. Being here or not, in all other galaxies, the whole cosmos—the entirety of everything seen and…
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I had a short conversation with my twin About my publications, she said, “I once said that it will help the universe.” I replied, “If you wrote a book, I would read it.” Yeah, right—me? Yes. None of them want to write. I had to keep to myself because, in this world, I am withdrawn.…
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We, have come a long way since my first respite at South Padre. I do not care if I ever go there again—once and for all time. I cannot repeat the first peace I found within myself. We—meaning the whole world—even though I do not watch the news. I cannot handle it. So I write…
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To those who have read some of my writings, I know that you are in the presence of Spirit—in the spirit of humanity—one in Spirit, one in the Lord, all at the same time. If it were not for my “In Presence of Spirit,” I would have had a very difficult time. I feel I…
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