I had to find forgiveness, and it just so happened to be with, the husband of my youth. But that is as far, as it goes. The writings, from 2005, it was the first time, I communicated with someone else, beautiful, forgiving writings; they are more about the Lord, then about him. So when I settle down, from my disposition on the whole matter of, the husband of my youth, I will share, I guess again.