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I sent my ex-husband a twenty-page letter,

Which ended up being a sixteen-page writing. I am confused, but because of my present circumstances, I have to overcome any obstacle that might keep me from advertising my writings—or, as others might say, promoting them.

I guess because he ignited the light in my heart again to start writing, I focused a lot on him, especially since he asked me to pray with him. Still, all the writings from August 2005 to the present are significant, even though I feel I may have overstepped my boundaries.

I found this letter you wrote on the twenty-sixth of August:

“This is not an invitation—it is a plea.”

Wow. Good letter. Thank you for remembering my reason for living. Thank you for the encouragement, and for the spirituality you have found in the Spirit of our dear Heavenly Father.

I am almost finished editing.

It has been a lot of fun finishing my book. I knew I had many writings—I just did not know how many. It is beautiful to see the presence of Spirit in you, in your letters, and now in these influential writings—full of love, compassion, and insight.

I am going to go through my papers one more time to find anything related to my book. I would rather not leave anything out—Wendy and you, the husband of my youth, brought back together for an incredible engagement of the Lord.

He is calling. I can hear Him—can you?

I told my first family what I was doing with my book. None of them believe in me, and that is okay—what else is new? But just the same, I have worked on my writings for over ten years, and they are the most meaningful and productive thing I have ever been part of. I have done it all with no human teacher.

I do not really feel depressed about it.

It is the completion of a beautiful journey—from darkness to the light of our Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ. I hope I will continue writing afterward, but I truly feel I am “all written out.” Ten years of writings—remarkable. There is nothing I would leave out.

I am so happy to meet you in spirit.

You know, I always longed to communicate like this—it is deeper and more intimate. (“What!?” And right then and there, I was relieved of any worldly restriction that would keep me from you—except that you are married. Besides, I love being divorced and unattached to anyone except the Lord.

November 5, 2005
Wendy Yvette Greenwell