My bull’s eye,

When it was time it showed itself

I erased it from the informative, “Mike,” a note, I did not know, I was going to Publish. How can I take it off, when it is one of a kind, all around, truth be told, even though it is done. I predicted, what I was going to do.

And when it was time, it showed itself, first to my first love, and a friend in September 2011 on Facebook. Oh my, I deleted everything. I guess it was about 21 or so writings.

October 2011,

    I started my Website on December 13, 2013. Three hundred forty-eight thousand eight hundred sixty-four views on inpresenceofspirit.blogspot.com 207 Writings.  “You are, and I am In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord.”

    One hundred fifty-nine thousand four hundred thirty-two views on wendyyvettegreenwellblogspot.com. One hundred writings, on “In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord” It is wendygreenwell.com now. I have to add my iposconversations.com all of which take you to, inpresenceofspirit.com

    People were stealing my views, and making money off my writings. Not jealous, I had to protect it. Sharing is caring. But not taking, for profit.

So I went to GoDaddy Inc.

    On the phone, of course, I Activated Hosting for inpresenceofspirit.com. Starting at zero. It was a choice, the only opportunity to make.

    I brought it all over here, in two sessions. Then I had to do, a multitude of things. I learned it, it just took awhile. Both parts merged into one. But in actuality, they are supposed to be separate; I do not know how to do that.

I had plenty of time with my writings,

And I always believed that one day, I would share. I know my writings are, “In Presence of Spirit,” which is “In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord.” and “Reflections of In Presence of Spirit,” and ultimately, ending up being, “You are, and I am In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord.”

    I Am Publishing my conversations with the Lord out there for anyone to find. They are personal in every respect. They were always meant to be shared. I love spending time, “In Presence of Spirit.” 

    So I have an update: 27,769 views as of this morning. 387,086 for 2015, 426,508 December 13, 2013 to December 31, 2014 = 813,594 views and of course my bloggers 508,289 views. My writings altogether have been viewed 1,321,883 times + wyg, at the time,159,432 views, brings the actual total to 1,481,315.

I have worked like I did not need the money.

    But I give it to the Lord because I have a thing about asking the Lord for money. I feel it will be in The Lord’s time or not at all. The Holy Spirit’s gift is freely given, and that is what I think about all the writings, The Holy Spirit, shared them with me, to share with you.  I feel like every one of my writings is a bull’s eye. The Lords Presence in Spirit is shared, with anyone, who will run across them, one day, and read them.

    I did not save the little piece, I wrote on the bull’s eye, on the other writing. But I felt I needed to write an end of the year, something. So this is it.

    I hope you are having your conversations with the Lord. The 29th of December is 24 hours of knowing, that is the day, I abandoned my life. 1995

    It was a must; I was way past empty. Thank You, so much Lord, for guiding me to all Our times, “In Presence of Spirit,” and thank you so much for The Divorce, going on 20 years.

That night I hit the bull’s eye a couple of times

because I do not think the green counts. It was special, a bull’s eye, well several, with an audience. So his story about me hitting the bull’s eye is true.

    He saw it before we ever thought of getting married, in the first place. He was a good husband, worked and supported our growing family.

    I was guided out of our futile relationship, and handed it, to the Lord. Besides he got married three months after our Divorce.

    Nothing compared to all the lessons, I learned through the fire of my soul, to find my Christ Jesus, again. It was worth the cleanse of my life’s circumstance.

    It was all meant to be, just the way it is.  Even without any correspondence at all. I am not embarrassed about all, that I have shared. Or what anyone but the Lord, thinks about it.

    I had a calling to fulfill. I am the only one, who could do it. I feel it has its purpose. Even though not everyone gives it a chance. To each his own.

    I also feel that it would help, people who are searching, and not finding what they are looking for. I feel its presence is preserved, for my Lord’s Purpose. To share our times, “In Presence of Spirit.”

    Your Presence is United with my Presence and Our Presence together, Entwined in The Ever Presence of Your Majesty. I Love You, Jesus Christ, and I have shared, “Our Writings With The World. “

    God Bless Everyone with Your Presence in Spirit. With one heart to heal. In the name of The Father, The Son, and The Holy Spirit, Your will here is done, roundabout.

    And here is this morning’s stats: 6th place so far,

Jan 2015 286 818 25,993 36,225 424.89 MB
Feb 2015 426 1,022 27,893 39,785 558.92 MB
Mar 2015 463 1,182 36,747 50,329 559.08 MB
Apr 2015 368 1,196 40,772 50,939 577.42 MB
May 2015 481 1,408 29,528 37,804 483.56 MB
Jun 2015 699 2,225 31,989 43,569 567.14 MB
Jul 2015 601 1,866 22,447 31,406 475.60 MB
Aug 2015 696 1,975 26,129 32,303 404.91 MB
Sep 2015 3,159 5,448 57,003 69,908 565.52 MB
Oct 2015 1,020 4,342 39,785 42,502 336.35 MB
Nov 2015 355 1,021 21,031 23,027 313.34 MB
Dec 2015 346 1,177 31,823 37,272 526.20 MB
Total 8,900 23,680 391,140 495,069 5.66 GB

     Unique Views – Number of visits, Pages, Hits, Bandwidth. This is my Awstats. Two and a half more days.

    I go by the views. The people are few, but they are reading, viewing. It used to be just me and then reading them to Richard. Than One Million, Three Hundred Seven Thousand, Six Hundred and Sixty-Eight. Since October 2011.

    Thank you for reading the writings of, “You are and I am In Presence of Spirit In Conversations with the Lord.” Wendy Yvette Greenwell December 29, 2015

     May God’s Presence Enlighten The Ever Presence of Your Spiritual Quest, and guide you to all the answers. So you can be free “In the Presence of Jesus Christ World Awakening.”

    Richard has the opportunity to bring a Dr. or PA, “home call.” What a blessing, and finally they can help, get the equipment, he needs.  Fourteen years is fourteen years. I need some help. Hello!

    Cerebral Palsy is a debilitating birth accident. 73 years this man has suffered physical crippling, and he is still going, with a little hand from his friend, me. God blessed me with not crying and despaired of the situation.

    We are best friends, His Mother told me before going into the Nursing Home, ” I blame myself for his disability,” I said, “it is not your fault,” she says, “I am worried, who is going to take care of him?” I said, “I will.” I have not let her down. They actually wanted him to go into the Nursing Home at 58 with them, Father and Mother 94, both. Thank You, Lord, for Richard’s and my friendship. I did ask the Lord for a “Handicap Accessible House.” In the Lord’s time, it is done. God Bless The World and Have a Happy New Year. To All of You in The World, love Wendy 12/29/15

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Well, Mike,

My Palm Tree, and Norfolk Island Pine Trees, Moonlit, I love it. Now it is gone. I was a twin Pine, yeah. Double loss.
You inspired me just by acknowledging my existence

Even though you want nothing what so ever, not even a simple text to do with me, it is Okay. It helped me, more than it hurt me. I finally let, all of it go. You might freak when you find out, what I am going to do, and that I am not taking you out. I remembered you, even when I was not consciously thinking of you. You were just always part of me.

You inspired me, just by acknowledging my existence.

    You just stayed with me. All my care was that you are happy, and you are Okay. I am free to be me. Only you will know when you read it, that I was talking about you. I never wanted you physically. I tried to tell you about the book. “OK” and “I am so sorry,” I said that to you because I knew it was you calling. You cannot take one drop of how I cared for you, away from me.

    Even though, it is done. I am not taking you out of my big entire excellent book, that The Lord himself gave me, “In Presence of Spirit.” In Jesus’ name bless Mike and his girlfriend with whatever they want for each other. April 5, 2011, Wendy Yvette Greenwell December 1, 2015, OK I am going to Publish this for two hours. “As Is” I did not!

December 12, 2015,

    Today is my ex-husband’s birthday, and tomorrow will be two years I have had my site up. I burnt out at 22 months. I refused to compete against myself, and I gave me rest for my eyes.

    I knew I was going to do something spontaneous, and I sure did. I feel this little note to myself, to one day publish, was meant for today. I had to have some real person to love, even though I would never physically be with him. Spirit is Universal. The insight here and there of remarkable revelations. To one day Publish even without any response whatsoever.

    The site is at 793,291 views since December 13, 2013, Thank you for viewing my writings. Reading well I can assume some of the views were read, but not sure.

    My twin had five fusions in her lumbar area, L-2 to S-1 her back repaired, five vertebrae, were worked on, five cadaver bones were inserted,  they have grown. She still has pain; The Dr. had to do total restoration, not partial, and he is happy with the outcome.

    We are meeting up, the four kids visiting our Father. He is 83 now, and his wife is 95. This time it is not going to be too cold, and or too hot, it has been a while since I have been by water.

I have shared my writings like I always wanted to.

     I did what I set out to do, even though I am still on my own in this venture. I know that the Lord gave me all my times, “In Presence of Spirit,” to be shared, and share, I have done.

    At this point, I do not know if I am going to be inputting any more data. Ancient data of my twenty-year hobby, I would like to write, while I am in, “In Presence of Spirit,” again. I need some inspiration; I am empty still. I am maybe burnt out. Need the spark to reignite the light, that is Yours Lord Jesus in my heart, again.

Bless The World With Your Presence In Spirit, Lord Jesus Christ.

    The World needs to be set free from this plague that seems to be taking over. We need You, Lord! We are stuck, and want to be set free from the Hell, that is plaguing our brothers and sisters in the World. Lord bring Your Presence down and rest with me, “all of us, humanity,” for eternity.

    I Love You, Jesus Christ. I did it, what You gave me to do. I am eternally grateful for Your Presence in Spirit, In, “In Presence of Spirit,”You are, and I am In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord.” Wendy

    I do not know how long; I will keep this on here. Maybe just today, I do not know. I will probably freak out when I wake up. Brother is flying in from California tonight.

    He is landing now. Well, I have to Publish this. We will see if I have enough courage to keep it on. It is significant; everything put forth, months, years of advancing to the goal set before me, when the writing of, “In Presence of Spirit,” was written.

    My writings are shared with anyone who will find them one day, and of course, everyone who needs a little time or a lot of time, “In Presence of Spirit,” With the Christ Spirit within Us All. God Bless The World and everyone in it. Happy Birthday to the husband of my youth. Wendy 12/12/15

February 10, 2016, my birthday Wendy Greenwell, February 19, 2016, tomorrow is my 20th Anniversary of being Divorced. I should delete this, but I have to leave it on. It is important to me, and that is all that matters. Wendy July 22, 2016,

August 14, 2016, December 13, to 31: 13,184, 2014: 413,397 2015: 400,376, 2016: 215,574 = 1,042,531 views just, “In Presence of Spirit.com” June 17, 2017 Editing again, Hello! Wendy

I found one that does not have a date.

    See how time flies. Okay, it is March 23, 2018, sure enough. I have Published 58 days this Year 2018. 488  writings, 123 this year. Seventeen thousand five hundred sixty-five page views for this month. Seventy-six thousand five hundred forty for the year. I found the one,  so I am going to add it to Mike. Here we go, I am going to Publish this, why because I can.

    I can say I do not really love you. How can I love you for eternity ha because I have? You are the one that caught me entirely by surprise. You by that one gesture helped me come out of a darkened sleep of my closed up and closed off being, and pushed me into the writings of, “In Presence of Spirit,” and all the extensions. Even the ones that have not been Published, that is all it took. “I just had to put a name on the face.”

    I should have not, but I did marry, but not my one true love. Horrible as it is. I have taken my stand time and time again. For years now. September 2011, 2012, 2013, 2014, 2015, 2016, 2017, six years, I have been Publishing my writings. Four years on my 2007 All in One HP Pavilion. It crashed on February 5, 2017. I lost everything all my pictures. I did not back up, I meant to but I procrastinated, to extinction. I did not cry. I have to let it go. It is almost a month since I have been on my site. Not knowing what to do? March 23, 2018,

    This was fun I guess I wrote it in 2017. This is how you do it. 1:02 am, It is the 27th of March The stats are now at 82,494 for this year and 23,519 for the month. I am going to leave this here. Just because I can. W.Y.G

    October 18, 2018, I have had Mike in Private for a while. It is kind of weird how I can Publish the most personal things, but I do, I have and I will continue. Never saw him, or talked to him, but since February 9, 2011, I proceeded to make the way for my Publications, and I accomplished that. 225,569 views for 2018, for the month 34,870 views, and for all time, 2,012,215 views, changing in an hour.

    inpresenceofspirit.com 1,395,725, I am changing my book room. My Dad built a room in the garage for my Son when we first moved in. Now after 17 years it is mine. I even painted the Kitchen, I have a little to finish that off. I am moving out, I need a change.

    October 30, 2018, Now the book room is alone and I am over here in the Computer Room because I have to get all 500 edited and de-coded. I am on #247, this one is 500.

    I have been working on the site so much that it has received a bountiful blessing of views. Thank you so much. 67,662 for October 2018 with today and tomorrow left. 258,361, for 2018, 1,428,517 inpresenceofspirit.com the total is 2,045,006.

    I hope you are A-OK. I am looking forward to seeing 500 Writings, in just a second. I am going to do it. December 1, 2018.

    October ended up with 73,565, November 38,719 views, To date 1,473,536 for inpresenceofspirit.com, since December 13, 2013, 302,983 for the Year 2018.

    The writings of inpresenceofspirit.com have been viewed altogether 2,090,025 times. This one is only 500 because I had it in private for a while. Mike is the 322th Publication, one month to go, 174 to complete, that turns out to be 422 edits, I am going to finish in time. I was going to write some more…as I will say this, inpresenceofspirit.com is at 1,667,848 views as of this morning, 156,604 views this year. Maybe this time you will find, “Mike.” 1,493 words, and I am sticking it to the top of my website.  5/2/2020

    I took it off and on, several times. To date, inpresenceofspirit.com is at 1,760,909 views. I started working on it the 16th of April again, I only had 1000 views, I ended the month with 34,904 views. Bringing the year to 81,662 views. If I work on it, it gets viewed.

    I have it closed down, I do not get comments, no communication at all. No users, it is not on Social. It is too much. This way I am private so to speak. My writings have been on the internet since October 2011. That is what our little conversation brought to the surface. All my inpresenceofspirit.com. Cheers Mike! 6/17/2020

    I have this thing about deleting stuff. Or putting them in private. Just like all the videos I had on YouTube. My favorite songs etc. They are just for me now. I accepted your apology but I think you went to the wrong person to give that message to.

    My daughter got us on three way, while I was on mute, and the truth came out. Just took five months. If it had not been that day before my 50 birthday, that you called and said that, I would not be this far into sharing my writings with the World.

    I am editing again, I am wounded, I fell in the garden on a piece of wood 4 months ago, and messed my left knee up. Then thinking I could start the lawn mower, needing a spark plug, well, I could not walk the next day.

    So I am taking off, “You are, and I am In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord.” They are individual writings, that do go together as a whole but not here on inpresenceofspirit.com, anymore. Besides when I work on the writings I get lots of views. in fact the 16th I got 5,043 views, I had to fix something real fast on a hundred writings, that was really 200 with post and page.

    So, Mike, this morning inpresenceofspirit.com hit 1,801,474 views. I do not know if you have found my website, or for that matter “Mike,” it is weird yours is the only humans name on the site of names. We are all 25 years older.

    Just so you know I am not part of his family, have not been since the day of our divorce. Just because our children had 18 grandchildren, one in heaven, we do not share in that together, one great grandson. 

    Seriously he is not your friend. He knows I have loved you since you clapped, and rubbed your hands together and caught my attention. I told him after I found him coming out of her apartment, he left, and I knocked on her door, and she answered with two pillows covering her, I said, “you are fucking my husband,” she said, “know I am not.” He grabbed me, walked me home. I told him, I love Mike, and he was more jealous of that, then this whole marriage thing with her, three months after our divorce.

    My Divorce a blessing from God, and I celebrate every single year. It is a spiritual love. Not a fantasy love. Get my drift. I do not even know you. I have not seen you in over a decade. You inspired me, that’s all.

    Take care, You are the only Mike in the World, that is part of this incredible venture I have been on. I loved you then, and I love you now in my Wendy way. Dare me to PUBLISH! May 5, 2021,

    The site hit 2,000,000 views all by itself on April 25, 2021. Once again I stopped working on it. Not sure what to do anymore, add or stop. Today I want to make Mike Public again maybe this time you will find it. Time is ticking away. I want to see you, one more encounter. Just to say hi, and bye. Whatever.

    May 2022, was a great month. The site hit 75,130 page views, bringing the total of 2022 – 226,535. Total for the site, 2,415,430. It is a worthy accomplishment. Sharing is caring. Wendy

    Wow, I am going to Publish it again just because I can and it belongs Public one last time. 2022 was a good year, hitting 410,555, bring the total yesterday to 2,603,182 page views.

    Cat scan on my lungs on Monday.  Lung Dr. on January 31. Signed papers for Hospice for Richard. RN will come in once a week. The CNA comes in for a short time. Changing equipment, Monday before I have to go, stressful time. Hospital Bed, wheel chair, and hospital table he has one, Dad gets his now that he is getting a new one.

    The CNA will be here to transfer him. Because I cannot anymore.  He has been bed bound for over a year. OMG, the only thing that has kept me going is my inpresenceofspirit.com. But still, one day maybe you will read this. 2299 words. Here I go again.

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