Devastating

I read A Prayer of Consecration to The Holy Trinity, on a candle.

I had no idea. The reason being—I am forty-five years old. I was baptized young and confirmed about thirty-eight years ago, and I left the religion because I was cut off.

It was, for the most part, a devastating experience.

And then, when you told me the Church does not accept us as ever being married, that truly sank the ball in the basket. So I ended up bypassing religion altogether—

and anyone else’s view of my self-worth. I went straight to Jesus Christ Himself, and you know—He heard me. He answered me. He gave me incredible passion in the Ever-Presence.

He guided and directed me, even through great adversity.

You know, I was thinking about this last night, and what makes ours a unique revelation—if that is the right word. I know what I have. I know what I have been working on for over ten years, along with everything else. But I was given a purpose—to fulfill a destiny with hope, joy, and love, through Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior. In God we trust.

As you can see, I have given my pain to the Lord.

I am still in the flesh, and I still have moments of weakness—times when I speak out in frustration. I am still walking through everything with our children, even though they are now young adults.

All these years later, to read these beautiful prayers—in the Spirit of our dear Heavenly Father—and all the while praying in Spirit for world healing and reunion, through and in Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior… in God, He is.

I share this with you

because you were not meant to go through this awakening of your spirit behind bars by yourself. Jesus is here. I am here to help you through your journey—from death to life in Christ. It is so powerful. I have not felt this way until you gave me insight through such a one-on-one openness.

My prayers were always expressions of Jesus’ teachings through the ages,

and I captured a deep intimacy in prayer with Jesus Christ, my beloved. Now I am sharing in a different way—because of your understanding, and because of the letters you have sent to the children, and the twenty I have received from you.

I was, and I am, worthy—deserving of all that the Spirit of the Lord has to offer through the magnificent gift of salvation in Jesus Christ.

My studies in solitude were entirely what Jesus Christ called me to do. But first, you must ask—and you will receive insight into the universal laws of cause and effect.

I took action because the weight of sin had consumed the world. The world needed prayer.

To return to the matter at hand—I sent out many letters in the beginning, but to no avail.

I always gave it to the Lord, because no one understood the meaning of the words given through the Spirit of our Lord and Savior. I prayed, I wrote—I wrote directly to Jesus Christ. I believe Jesus has given us this time together, and for this, I am grateful.

I know you are in the Spirit of our Lord, and that the Holy Spirit is guiding and directing your eternal path. Be that as it may—the world still needs to find its way.

November 10, 2005
Wendy Yvette Greenwell