Started Writing

I started writing in January 1996,

The unveiling of the past was sheathed as shedding skin. The writings are through the Holy Spirit. I am going to put the entire pages together and see what the Lord wants me to do after that. In Jesus Christ’s name, guide me, Holy Spirit, to do the right thing always. Show me through Jesus Christ, my personal Savior. “Thy Will Be Done.” Thank you, Lord Jesus. July 29, 1996

In the last seven months,

I have absorbed the Bible in all its glorious words. I have written with a power greater than possibly imaginable. I declare the truth of Jesus Christ, our Savior. I have felt Jesus Christ, and I know the truth of His Eternal Presence. In the writings, I know the Spirit of Christ was working through me. The visions of the Highest are manifested in my writing. If I may share them, I will share them with you. Thanks be to God the Father, God the Son, and God the Holy Spirit, “In Jesus Christ We Trust.” July 9, 1996

Flash Backs

They are not as severe as they once were. All were tightly weighing on my mind, my husband with another among the whirlwind of his alcoholism for eight and a half straight years. The last horrible months before my departure.

Every breath was a struggle until the pain was lifted right out of me. Then the next months proved to be the stepping stones to understanding, more awareness, a way to find a purpose, and the reasons for my existence. It was not stupid because it is God’s life. I know what God means when he says, “Go into thy inner chamber; there ye shall knock, and the door shall be opened.” July 1996

Live-in Position

The elderly man I care for poked me with his big finger on my gallbladder scar, and it hurt. I showed him where he poked me, my nine-inch scar across my gut. I had to tell him, Do not poke me and do not punch me, and your sarcastic jokes with intent to hurt need to stop.

The tests I have been through, I have passed every one of them. They do not have much to complain about me. I am sick of doing laundry. I am forming a regular twenty-three days, plus more to come. Thank you for encouraging me to go from a pauper to making the first step into a paycheck; it was an excellent experience. God tested me. I passed by the hair on my chin. When it’s God’s time.

I have been so deep in the inner chamber,

Studying in the Holy Spirit, through the Holy Spirit, round about the Holy Spirit, the Holy Spirit, has been shown to me personally, and I am in spirit being taught every day. It is so cool; I wish I could share, but I am still a baby in Christ.

All my questions have been answered in the Bible, in my supplications, and in my mourning for six months. In my giving and my understanding. My observations round about, everyone is in hell around me, screaming, the anger, no positive, the lifeless energy oppressed with wants, super demands, abuse, neglect, each not taking care of their oneness with Christ. Judging has shown itself, and they are blind to it. July 25, 1996

Boundaries

I hope I have not crossed your boundaries by making plans. Thank you for all your blessings of knowledge, understanding, and all my trials and tribulations. They have been worth it to come to you totally, with your stretched-out arms that caught me through pure, inexhaustible love.

Lord, preserve the peace you have bestowed upon me. If it is your will for me to write, let me continue. Lord, grant that I may stay steadfast in Your Grace, in the insight You have bestowed on me. Your compassion through Your Spirit is felt. No one seems to see.

Thank you for the job and the room with your treasures in it. Thank you. In Jesus Christ I trust; I have felt you. Awesome. Peace to You, God, and Jesus Christ, the Holy Spirit, and all Your People. I love you. July 29, 1996, Wendy Yvette Greenwell.