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PET SCAN

02/23/2024 @ 2:30 pm,

Out of the ordinary
Love the light rain shows

I am getting a Pet Scan on my Lungs. Head to my thighs. Yeah, both sides. They did a biopsy, that was benign, next Cat Scan said it grew to 1.5 cm.

    November 2023, Pet Scan, came out the biopsy put a touch of malignant, why because it lit up. It ended up, I was not even seeing an Oncologist, and they sent me to a lung specialist that wanted to use the knew technology.

     He suggested starting out cutting a third of my left lower lung out. My twin was with me she said No, second opinion. I am not going to find out the results until the first of March. Just thought I would share.

     The Pet Scan came out negative for cancer. It does not change the fact that I have three nodules, on one side of my lungs, and three on the other side.

     The blood biopsy came out with no cancer. I have not read the paper work. It was a long 16 months.  The nodule, that lit up went down, 1.5 to 1.2.

    I have some time to finish this website. I was trying to change the name on my YouTube, I opened it back up because I had an out of the ordinary experience.

    I was trying to name it, “Unexpected Visitations.” I guess I am going to leave it as Wendy Yvette Greenwell. Weird, well, that is how I did it back then.

    No one even knows me. The Video’s, still photo’s and the newest ones of the end of December 2023, are meant to be shared. Just like all the writings that I have put on this Website.

     GoDaddy.com, changed IP addresses, I had it updated a couple of days ago. It looks like every thing is here. I am going to go through all of it one more time, before I attach it to Google Analytics.

    Yep, I am not ready to go all in even after all these years. I am not private but I am not found easily. Well, my site. It is what I am meant to do. So, I did it, without anyone’s permission.

    You see, my inpresenceofspirit.com started on December 13, 2013, I just calculated the total views, 2,720,483, eleven years.

    I am going to have to force myself to make all the activations. Even though it has taken me a decade, this year, I am going to do it. It is meant to be fulfilled.

    Even though some may be embarrassed for me or of me. I do not care. This is a gift to me, because I would not have made it without all my times, “In Presence of Spirit.” Wendy

© 2024 inpresenceofspirit.com Wendy Yvette Greenwell

LONG TIME

This year it is over 100.000 views,

Night Photo in the rain
One of those nights I was taking photos in the dark

with me working very little on it. Last year 413,000 views. I worked on it.

    I am going through a rough time. But I am managing following through with a major medical issue.

    That little cm, nodule that they did a biopsy on, was benign a year ago, but is malignant now, or seems to be. Let me put it this way, it lit up on the pet scan.

    The Dr. wanted to cut out a third of the bottom of my left lung. My twin was with me, said no way. Second opinion. We ended up agreeing to another Radiology go through my side to the lung to get another piece or take it out.

    December 4, 2023. I slept on it. The next day I called the office, and I asked if he was an oncologist. She said, no. I told her cancel that surgery, and I am no longer going there.

    It turns out they sent me to a different Dr. that was on the paper work. It is probably gone now.

    So, I am trying to stay calm, and not totally freak out. I have been hibernating in my room, when not doing the daily devotionals.

    I have wasted time, I could have been working on the writings. I just could not force myself. Twenty eight years, is a long time.

    I have the oncologist appointment on the 19 of January. My ex-husband is going with me. My twin is not here. Four ears are better than two, and his wife does not mind.

    They say The Dr. is the best Oncologist down here. Otherwise, I am going to try, and get into MD Anderson, in Houston. I just want to see if this Dr. can diagnose me, and hopefully, do it down here. That way Richard does not have to go into a Nursing Home.

    I do not think they take my insurance. So I am not answering their calls until, I see the Dr. on the 19th.

    I want to be able to pray, I am trying to get unstuck. I used to get so excited working on my writings, reading them, working on them, writing all of them, reading the King James Version of the Bible.

    It has been an unproductive year on my site, but the site still got over 100,000 views. Here to be content, because again I could not force myself to work on it.

    I need to find inspiration again. It has been to long. I just need some time, until they find out what they are going to do with my left lung.

    I do have six nodules inside both my lungs. But they have not grown, only the one they did the biopsy on, I know I am repeating myself.

    Well, this is as personal as it gets. I did not take care of myself. I am admitting it right here, right now. No if, ands, or buts about it. Wendy

© 2024 inpresenceofspirit.com Wendy Yvette Greenwell

BEAUTIFUL DAY

Thank you God, for this beautiful hot day here in deep South Texas.

The tree froze, had to cut it down, but not forgotten.
My mirror image Norfolk Island Pine that the freeze froze

    Where am I, when I am without the Holy Spirit? The teaching is even though we might think we are without the Holy Spirit, we are not. By the grace of the divine blood.

    In the name of our Father that has conquered defeat. The Holy Spirit lives, in every one of us. All we have to do is activate the ritual cleansing to ritual purification in the Spirit, with the Spirit, beside Spirit, through Spirit, round about the Glory of God, in presence of Spirit. I am fixing to let it fly out of the nest.

    My nest of omnipresent writing in spirit. “In Presence of Spirit,” with the Holy Spirit, and Wendy, writing to the World. I am bold because in spirit I have achieved an understanding that I once, and for all have to share.

    It was, is and will always be the I have to of it all. I did the right thing. Even those closest to me that new, did not care to know. It has always been okay because I know, and Richard knows, my writings are significant to the fulfillment of my hearts desire, and my hearts quest.

    In presence of the Holy Spirit, has guided me through. I will not let my love, and my life not be read. I believe with all my heart, with all my soul, that the Holy Spirit is my eternal companion, and it is for God’s purpose that I share. It never was for me alone. God the Father, God the Son, God the Holy Spirit, are “In Presence of Spirit,” with everyone. May 7, 2009 Wendy

©  2009- 2023 inpresenceofspirit.com Wendy Yvette Greenwell

SO LOW

2,473, so, low, how low can you go, the website.

How high can you go, to infinity, because it is already here. I am blocked. But a peep of light popped in.

Something different then the norm

    Two new Nurses came by to see Richard. The Company felt like their services were not for Richard anymore, I guess. They said, he needs to be in Hospice. She told us about the program. Richard agreed, and I agreed.

    They will not take his medicine away. An RN will come in once a week and a CNA can come in five days a week. On call twenty-four-seven. The supplies he needs. Plus a Chaplin for a visit or two.

    I can have a five day respite. They will pick him up and take him to a facility. Just so, everyone knows Richard and I are not common law married. We are friends, even though we have lived here for over two decades.

    Yeah, these last years have been the hardest. With me not being able to take care of my own health seriously. Two herniated disks. I wont mention all the other stuff.

    Today Hospice is coming in to do the paper work. Lung specialist on the 31 of this month, with the results of my lung situation. Partial results anyway. My forty year old daughter is pregnant. The youngest of all the 18 grandkids, one in heaven, is five, and one great grandson 2.

    Now I can figure out how I am supposed to finish my website, and have it up, and running for a few years after I am gone. I have always been a “I” writer, I this, I that. I heard the other night to change the “I,” to “We.”

    We will overcome. We have faith, we have love, we have understanding, we have knowledge, we have courage. We have wisdom, we have strength, we have power.

    We are in spirit, at all times. We are Spiritual Beings. We are finding our way back to the basics of life, love, liberty, and justice for all. For all time. January 2023 Wendy

© 2023 inpresenceofspirit.com Wendy Yvette Greenwell

FROM THE PAST

This must go out to the World.

Photo in the night fog.
Blast from the past

I am weary. I have the Lord to back me up, but no human person has touched my writings.

    Yes, all done by me, Wendy, my conversations are from the past, we are all, one in presence of spirit. I shared 610 personal conversation I had, in presence of spirit, with anyone who stops by, and reads it.

    I must at some point make it more accessible. I blame this solely on myself. It is overwhelming, I have to do it myself.

    I have to look past myself, and send it out to the World. I do not correspond  with anyone. I freak, that is why this website has been silent, so to speak.

    10,555, views since I hit 400,000 page views 2022, Bringing the total to 2,599,450 page views since December 13, 2013. It is significant to me. Sharing is caring. Always and forever meant to be shared. I believe this for eternity.

    I was full of Publication at the first of the year. Publishing for the first time with no dates. It was out of the ordinary experience for me in every sense of the word. Then all the responsibility came tumbling down.

    That was then now is now. This is the third time the site hit, 400,000 views, in one year. This year was the highest. 410,555 bringing it up to 2, 604,846 page views. Anyway the writings from 2022 are from 1996-2022.

    Pieces put together to become the whole of 2022 writings from the past, future and now. These  times I had “In Presence of Spirit,” are for all of us. No one left out. No how, no way could I have come up with this without the Presence of the Holy Spirit.

    It all fell into place, each piece on it’s own. It stopped being a book a long time ago. I started on the internet in October 2011, I had shared twenty writings on Facebook to two people, that were open. so they were passed on, I guess. I deleted it all, kept no copy for myself.

    The whole, In Presence of Spirit.com is my gift to anyone who will ever read my conversations with the Lord. What do I do? Waller or get this show on the road.

    The heart knows what is written is, in presence of spirit. It is a gift of thanksgiving of God the Father, God the Son, and God the Holy Spirit. In faith of the Unities of our eternal existence. 11:38 December 29, 2022. Wendy

© 2022-2023 inpresenceofspirit.com Wendy Yvette Greenwell