What Would Have Been

May 29, 1996,

The day before what would have been our fifteenth anniversary, he remarried on May 18, 1996, a few months after the divorce. I did not know at this time he was already married.

In Jesus name, Lord, we are going into tomorrow, twenty-four hours. Lord, help me in your graces the day and night through. Let my work be with You.

For in the world, as it is, there are memories of the marriage that could have been rectified in working through Christ but was not forgiven, for a purpose.

Lord, if he chooses to marry her, I wish them no guile, for I am with You in truth; deceit and untrust do not become me.

God’s way is the true direction, for I was lost without You, and now I am found. For my love is in you, through you, and round about you. You are the only truth that is omnipresent, yesterday, today, and forever.

Lord, please guide our children; let them know I am working on me with You, and it is hopefully Your will for me to be with our children again. “Your will be done.” When it is your time, Lord.

Thank you, Lord Jesus Christ, for your ever-present blood. “In Jesus We Trust.” May 29, 1996, Wendy Yvette Greenwell.