Category Archives: The Beginning


In search of truth this last year.

It was a nice storm in the back yard.
I have to put this on now

I have revealed over hierarchy in a spiritual professional: Vice Principal, teachers, counselors, at the schools and Principle. Keith great Counselor, I shocked him, I guess I have shocked many. Oh well. Keith told me I needed 150 Alanon meetings and to go to three meetings before Monday, when I would meet Gail.

    Well, I did hit three meetings, and in the next two and a half months, I went to sixty Al-Anon meetings, five Counselors, “Women Together,” Tris, Mary which were extremely important because I got to cleanse without shame, things pouring out, I had never told anyone. (Not even my twin.)

My feelings as the worthy person started sparking.

    Two and two were’ coming along fine. The Revelations of the truth the real truth of why we live in our hell with everyone else’s on top of ours.

    Our faith is there, even though we do not think we have any. Okay, I ended up the only compassionate certified work I could get. I applied and pleaded my desperation to the RN. She enrolled me in Certified Nurses Assistant, training.

He left January 1995; this was already March.

   The first week of school was Spring Break, and I had always been with my children. 7:15 to 5:15. Can you imagine me in whites, yuk? So I went the two weeks, the kids survived, no one was hurt. No one checked on them.

   I went in, on the 27th of March to take my hands-on State Test, I passed it. On the 28th I went in for the written test on a Bacardi hangover. Results in six weeks. I was supposed to start work the next week.

Tuesday night I was alone,

Wednesday at a friend, Thursday reserved reservations, Hazelden bound, Friday I was in Minnesota.

Everyone wondered why there.

    I was not loony tunes; I was a co-dependent disaster. I was the fastest person to go through Hazelden’s System. To a mind-altering drug prescribed, Zoloft by a Psychiatrist, I needed something. April 1995 W. Y. L.

August 24, 2015

I was there a week in October 1994, for “Family Recovery.” Then I got accepted because of my condition. Not because I am an alcoholic. That got me in though. I needed to be in Minnesota; it was just what the Lord ordered. I was there for thirty days. I learned a lot, met a lot of people. Heard their stories, it was an extraordinary paradise; I got to be there for me. “Paradise accepted me, and I went.”

    After I left there I went to Church, and the rest is history. My history anyway of why “In Presence of Spirit’s,” writing, and extensions are so vital for me to share.  Wendy Yvette Greenwell

© 1995-2024 by Wendy Yvette Greenwell


Life is but a never-ending circle,

Let’s Lift Our Hearts and Minds To The Heavens

ageless at times but fascinating; the circles become cycles day by day week by week month by month year by year time never-ending but standing still. Prayers can reach the heavens, and evil seems to lurk, all around.

Where do you turn?

    Heaven is the way, not hell. We are all here for a purpose, to fulfill God’s Plan. He’s waiting, watching in every corner, for his people to say: “I give back To You Dear Lord, what you have given me: my love, and my life to fulfill the plan, You have made, for every person, on this planet, we call Earth.”

    Life is but a dream. The trials and tribulations, we face are human-made. To fulfill, Our Creator’s Plan, we need to pray, and give ourselves, to the Lord, and then life will kick on, in high gear.

God’s Plan is Everlasting Life.

    Ours is, to repent our sins, to pray daily, too fast at times, and to believe, that, Our Lord Jesus Christ, died for Our Salvation. He died, so we may live eternal if we submit, ourselves to God.

So many people are suffering, in all negative ways.

    They try to reach for peace, but they cannot find it. Oh, so many destructive patterns, man has made for himself. God, did not make these, unfortunate circumstances. The man started making these, before the flood in Noah’s time: it is true, “oh ye of little faith.” We lose our faith, at the drop of a pin, but the Lord is there, to pick us right up, and love us no matter what.
We can repent our sins,

     Forgive ourselves and others, and hand it right to the Lord, in Jesus’ name. What a joy, to know, we can be saved, and we can live beautiful, peaceful lives if we abide by the words through the prophets of God. Everything that the people of this world should know, what is right is in the Bible.

     Our Eternal Lives are at hand. Give yourselves through Jesus Christ, To God, and he will take care of every one of us. There is too much ugliness, In The World.  So let us, raise our hearts, and minds to the heavens, and bring back the beautiful aspects, of life, therefore making us, open souls, to rise to heaven when God is ready for us.

     Let us not wait, much longer. Love your husbands, love your wives, love your children,  your family,  your friends, and by all means love yourself. Think. Creative joy is in your hands.  Edited July 1988

    I feel the imminent need, to exercise My Rights As A United States Citizen, My Rights of Freedom of Speech. My Rights of Freedom of Press. My Rights of Freedom of Religion. Which is Spiritual entire of itself? Wendy Yvette Thatcher Greenwell.

    This is my favorite picture, so it is on several times. Wow! The big picture is not on here anymore because I changed the size to save bandwidth for others.

    Last edit, “In Presence of Spirit,” Three decades old. Happy 30th Anniversary, “In Presence of Spirit,” The Original and the edited one, this one. I went from no words to, “In Presence of Spirit,” out of the blue. All the extensions are part of the whole of my conversations with the Lord. “You are and I am In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord. “To You with Love, January 22, 2019, Wendy

© 1988 -2024 by Wendy Yvette Greenwell


Love in crisis: what do you do?

Love In Crisis What Do You Do

Life in turmoil: where do you turn? Truth in existence is right in front of you. Know the truth, and the truth shall set you free.

    Know thyself. How? To Think. How? Soul search. How To talk to yourself, How to talk to God, How To Confess your guilt! Confess your innermost secrets to the Lord, and ask him to take them away, so they cannot haunt you anymore.

    Why? It is the only way you can receive forgiveness, and by doing that, you can be set free from your pain. Forgiving yourself is the key, June 11 and then you forgive others through Jesus Christ’s love. August 29, 1988, Wendy Yvette Lyke I put this on the preface of the book because that is where it belonged, but now it has it’s home right here. Picture Kauai

© 1988 – 2024 by Wendy Yvette Greenwell


I am writing with a heavy heart 

Twin Waterfalls
I Am Writing With A Heavy Heart

Nothing seems to be going right. I seem to be in a never-ending slump. For a lot of years, I told myself I was going to read the Bible, so finally, I started, Easter of this year. I read Matthew, Mark, Luke, and half of John. I read almost every day for a month, and I was praying to and, then I stopped.

I was helping others, and the stress of all the problems brought me down.

    I have a little marital problem; I do not deal with very good. My husband is a workaholic, and he loves Mustang Classics. He talks to everyone except me, and that drives me up a wall.

    We very seldom talk, and then when I do have something to say he is either watching TV or whatever and ignores me. I am feeling neglected. I told him tonight he did not pay attention. When he lectures, all ears have to be on him.    

 For a long time, I found it very hard, to submit.

    Now I do some, but what?  I have been giving a mile, and he does not even give an inch. He is supporting us well, but that is not all a Husband is for, he got neglected quite a bit, when I was having babies, and being Mommy, twenty-four hours a day. I tried to do what I could for him. More than I am getting now.     

What is a person to do?

    I thought he was my friend. The only other person is my sister, and she is my twin, we are different. I have affirmed on and off for years; I am healthy, active, young, powerful, loving, harmonious, prosperous and happy, but when? And how? Do I get there and stay there.    

I know it’s through Jesus Christ, and I do believe, he died for our sins.

    I do love Him. How do I stay constant? My sister said a minute ago, “are you going to spill your guts to them? Do you know someone is going to read that?” Well, no one else understands my story, maybe whoever you are, you will, a little anyway.    

My husband makes friends with everybody; he can talk to anyone.

    I have no friends, and it does not look like he is my friend either. I do have a friend, Jesus. I do, have to put, all this mess, in his hands. August 15, 1987,  W.Y.L. This was to, Silent Unity.  Wendy Yvette Greenwell 

    January 16, 2016 “Once I was lost, and now I am found.” I Love having conversations with, The Holy Spirit of Jesus The Christ, to send forth, the forgiveness of sin, and to put an end to it, through Jesus Christ Our Lord and Savior of Eternities Souls, each and every one of them.

    God Bless The World! “Bring gladness to hearts for sure there is an end to the pain.” Thank You, Lord, for Your Presence in Spirit. Even though some may not see that, does not mean, it is not true. Hello! Wendy

© 1987-2024 by Wendy Yvette Greenwell


My perception of life is not understood, in this day and age.

Our Purpose in Life Is Everlasting Life
There is Father, and Mother, Brother, and Sister, “Twin Sister.” Then life and times, of course, repeats itself, down the long stretch, of this century and all the rest.

How do we perceive time? 

    We can only imagine 2000 years ago, but we cannot be there. Just a few get to touch it by being archaeologists or traveling to the ancient cities. “or of course, living there.” Oh, to walk, where Jesus Christ, walked. Many of you, have walked, on the same streets and paths, Our Dear Lord, walked on. 

What is this leading? 

Our purpose in life is Everlasting Life!

    We cannot see that but we can know in our hearts it is there. I want to use 100 percent of my brain! But how do you achieve that? The Lord, Our God, used His. “If you only have the faith of a mustard seed,” you can sow, all the riches, of the world, around. Mind you, not material things. What all of us, every one of us, need to do: Is put, “Our Faith Together,” and bring Love, Peace, Cures for Every Illness, Food, and Water, To Everyone, The World Over.
Can We All Be Brothers and Sisters? Yes, because We Are!
    The graces of time, are not forgotten. We are all, a part of, Our Ancestors. The faith goes on. We live our lives, with barriers, of which we know not. We see, we touch, we hear, we feel, we taste, we survive. We can do more than survive. I remember, the voice, that used to tell me, “This is the right way,” and I would go left. How I wish, I would have listened. I would not have suffered, in the ways, I did.
 I also recall struggling, to get my spirit to come back,
    Only to let go, and be idle, lazy, feeling nothing. It’s such an awful waste of time, to destroy oneself, with negativity. It alters one’s functioning, ability. It is a disability, in every sense of the word. Every negative thought, is a disability, because it is so hard, to let yourself learn, to use, your thinking constructively. September 1989  

    My youngest daughter brought this with her January 16, 1998, The Husband of my youth gave me back my three teenagers in a brand new Mobile Home in Converse Texas. It is a special writing to me because she saved it for me, and because it does say a lot.

    It was a spontaneous, writing. The best kind. Although, I have not written in a year. I have my writings to work on and share with you. I probably sound like, I am coming out of left field, but in actuality, I am coming out in right field. 

    I do not know what to do, so I am waiting. Besides my computer could crash at any time. And my eyes still work but they have issues. So I have not blogged around, because I have little memory on my computer, and I can only do what I am doing. Which is little, right now. So I wait. November 15, 2012, Wendy Yvette Greenwell

    May 2, 2017, Just going through one last time. I have deactivated some accounts. I figure this will be my last months here on my site. I am tired and it is costing me money, I do not have.

    As for my whole entire family that has not read it, I did it all for me. I do not care that the whole bunch of you think I am crazy, and did not even care to read, this is including my very own children, twin sister, older sister, brother. My deceased Mother that had four years, she could have read the book, but did not. You know what, even my husband of my youth only read a few pages.

    They have always been with The Lord and me, and will always be, “In Presence of Spirit.” 1988 – 2017, 29 years my “In Presence of Spirit,” has been with me. Thank you, God for The Father, God The Son, Jesus Christ Holy Spirit, I am grateful for all our times, in “You are and I am In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord.” Wendy

© 1989-2024 by Wendy Yvette Greenwell