You are, and I am In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord
I am writing with a heavy heart nothing seems to be going right. I seem to be in a never-ending slump. For a lot of years, I told myself I was going to read the Bible, so finally, I started, Easter of this year.
I read Matthew, Mark, Luke, and half of John. I read almost every day for a month, and I was praying to and then I stopped. I was helping others, and the stress of all the problems brought me down.
I have a little marital problem; I do not deal with very well. My husband is a workaholic, and he loves Mustang Classics. He talks to everyone except me, and that drives me up a wall.
We very seldom talk, and then when I do have something to say he is either watching TV or whatever and ignores me. I am feeling neglected. I told him tonight he did not pay attention. When he lectures, all ears have to be on him.
For a long time, I found it very hard, to submit. Now I do some, but what? I have been giving a mile, and he does not even give an inch. He is supporting us well, but that is not all a Husband is for, he got neglected quite a bit, when I was having babies, and being Mommy, twenty-four hours a day. I tried to do what I could for him. More than I am getting now.
What is a person to do? I thought he was my friend. The only other person is my sister, and she is my twin, we are different. I have affirmed on and off for years; I am healthy, active, young, powerful, loving, harmonious, prosperous and happy, but when? And how? Do I get there and stay there.
I know it’s through Jesus Christ, and I do believe, he died for our sins. I do love Him. How do I stay constant? My sister said a minute ago, “are you going to spill your guts to them? Do you know someone is going to read that?” Well, no one else understands my story, maybe whoever you are, you will, a little anyway.
My husband makes friends with everybody; he can talk to anyone. I have no friends, and it does not look like he is my friend either. I do have a friend, Jesus. I do, have to put, all this mess, in his hands. August 15, 1987, W.Y.L. This was to, Silent Unity. Wendy Yvette Greenwell
January 16, 2016 “Once I was lost, and now I am found.” I Love having conversations with, The Holy Spirit of Jesus The Christ, to send forth, the forgiveness of sin, and to put an end to it, through Jesus Christ Our Lord and Savior of Eternities Souls, each and every one of them. God Bless The World! “Bring gladness to hearts for sure there is an end to the pain.”
Thank You, Lord, for Your Presence in Spirit. Even though some may not see that, it does not mean, it is not true. Hello! Wendy
IN PRESENCE OF SPIRIT
Life is but a never-ending circle, ageless at times but none-the-less fascinating. The circles become cycles, day by day, week by week, month by month, year by year, time never-ending but standing still.
Prayer can reach the heavens, and evil seems to lurk all around. Where do you turn? Heaven is the way, not hell. We all, are here, for a short time. We have ourselves, to offer, in service, for our fellow people, but what! Oneself is to You, Dear Lord. What You, have given me, my love, my life, to fulfill the plan, you have made, for every person, on this planet, We Call Earth.
Life is but a dream. The trials and tribulations, we face, are human-made. To fulfill, Our Creator’s Plan, we need to pray and give ourselves to the Lord, and then life will kick on, in high gear.
God’s Plan is Everlasting Life. Ours is to repent our sins, to pray daily, too fast at times, and to believe that, Our Lord Jesus Christ, died for, Our Salvation. He died so we may live eternal if We Submit Ourselves to God.
So many people are suffering, In all negative ways. They try to reach for peace, but they cannot find it. Oh, so many destructive patterns, man has made, for himself. God, did not make these, unfortunate circumstances. The man started making these before the flood in Noah’s time; it is true, “oh ye of little faith.”
We all lose our faith, at the drop of a pin, but the Lord, is there, to pick us right up and love us no matter what. We can repent our sins, forgive ourselves and others, and hand it, directly: To The Lord in Jesus’ name.
What a joy to know, We can be saved, and we can live beautiful, peaceful lives. If we abide, by the words, from, The Prophets, from God. Everything, The People of, The World should know, what is right and “true,” is in the Bible.
Our Eternal Lives are at hand. Give yourselves, through Jesus Christ, To God and He will take care, of every one of us.
There is too much ugliness in, The World, so let us raise our hearts and minds. Up to the heavens and bring back, the truly beautiful aspects, of life. Therefore, making us, open souls, to rise to heaven, when God, is ready, for us.
Let us, not wait, much longer. Love your husbands, love your wives, love your children, love your family, love your friends, and by all means love yourself. Think! Creative joy is in your hands. April 1988 Wendy Yvette Lyke, Wendy Yvette Greenwell,
This is, “In Presence of Spirit,” the first writing saved me, for this, I am thankful for all of the writing extensions of, “In Presence of Spirit.” Thank You, Lord, for Your Presence in Spirit, in all the writings, from beginning to end.
IN PRESENCE OF SPIRIT 2, Edited:
Life is but a never-ending circle, ageless at times but fascinating; the circles become cycles day by day week by week month by month year by year time never-ending but standing still.
Prayers can reach the heavens, and evil seems to lurk, all around. Where do you turn? Heaven is the way, not hell. We are all here for a purpose, to fulfill God’s Plan. He’s waiting, watching in every corner, for his people to say: “I give back To You Dear Lord, what you have given me: my love, and my life to fulfill the plan, You have made, for every person, on this planet, we call Earth.”
Life is but a dream. The trials and tribulations, we face are human-made. To fulfill, Our Creator’s Plan, we need to pray, and give ourselves, to the Lord, and then life will kick on, in high gear.
God’s Plan is Everlasting Life. Ours is, to repent our sins, to pray daily, too fast at times, and to believe, that, Our Lord Jesus Christ, died for Our Salvation. He died, so we may live eternal if we submit, ourselves to God.
So many people are suffering, in all negative ways. They try to reach for peace, but they cannot find it. Oh, so many destructive patterns, man has made for himself.
God, did not make these, unfortunate circumstances. The man started making these, before the flood in Noah’s time: it is true, “oh ye of little faith.” We lose our faith, at the drop of a pin, but the Lord is there, to pick us right up, and love us no matter what.
We can repent our sins, Forgive ourselves and others, and hand it right to the Lord, in Jesus’ name. What a joy, to know, we can be saved, and we can live beautiful, peaceful lives if we abide by the words through the prophets of God. Everything that the people of this world should know, what is right is in the Bible.
Our Eternal Lives are at hand. Give yourselves through Jesus Christ, To God, and he will take care of every one of us. There is too much ugliness, In The World. So let us, raise our hearts, and minds to the heavens, and bring back the beautiful aspects, of life, therefore making us, open souls, to rise to heaven when God is ready for us.
Let us not wait, much longer. Love your husbands, love your wives, love your children, your family, your friends, and by all means love yourself. Think. Creative joy is in your hands. Edited July 1988
I feel the imminent need, to exercise My Rights As A United States Citizen, My Rights of Freedom of Speech. My Rights of Freedom of Press. My Rights of Freedom of Religion. Which is Spiritual entire of itself? Wendy Yvette Thatcher Greenwell
Wendy’s Last edit, “In Presence of Spirit,” Three decades old. Happy 30th Anniversary, “In Presence of Spirit,” The Original and the edited one, this one. I went from no words to, “In Presence of Spirit,” out of the blue. All the extensions are part of the whole of my conversations with the Lord. “You are and I am In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord.” To You with Love, January 22, 2019, Wendy
Creativity, I have always wondered what I could do. But I am idle, Not really, I am taking care of my three children. 1982, 1984, 1986. 6, 4, 2. I start things then let them go. I have not done a third of the things that Our Lord, has put me on this earth to do.
I have not soul searched. I am not well-read; I am not organized, I feel I am in confusion a good deal of the time.
So how could I write such a beautiful piece of inspiration like? “In Presence of Spirit.” I have wasted so much time, Why no strength, I can not see the end of the rainbow, it is right in front of me, but I go right past it.
My faith needs to grow stronger. Faith in every single aspect of my life. When I was young, I used to think I wanted to help people. I can not even help myself. I will not fail You, Lord. Wendy Lyke August 24, 1988
LOVE IN CRISIS
Love in crisis: what do you do? Life in turmoil: where do you turn? Truth in existence is right in front of you. Know the truth, and the truth shall set you free.
Know thyself. How? To Think. How? Soul search. How To talk to yourself, How to talk to God, How To Confess your guilt! Confess your innermost secrets to the Lord, and ask him to take them away, so they cannot haunt you anymore.
Why? It is the only way you can receive forgiveness, and by doing that, you can be set free from your pain. Forgiving yourself is the key, and then you forgive others through Jesus Christ’s love. August 29, 1988, Wendy Yvette Lyke I put this on the preface of the book because that is where it belonged, but now it has it’s home right here.
LIFE AND TIMES
My perception of life is not understood, in this day and age. There is Father, and Mother, Brother, and Sister, (Twin Sister.) Then life and times, of course, repeats itself, down the long stretch, of this century and all the rest.
How do we perceive time? We can only imagine 2000 years ago, but we cannot be there. Just a few get to touch it by being archaeologists or traveling to the ancient cities. “or of course, living there.” Oh, to walk, where Jesus Christ, walked. Many of you, have walked, on the same streets and paths, Our Dear Lord, walked on.
What is this leading? Our purpose in life is Everlasting Life! We cannot see that but we can know in our hearts it is there. I want to use 100 percent of my brain! But how do you achieve that?
The Lord, Our God, used His. “If you only have the faith of a mustard seed,” you can sow, all the riches, of the world, around. Mind you, not material things.
What all of us, every one of us, need to do: Is put, “Our Faith Together,” and bring Love, Peace, Cures for Every Illness, Food, and Water, To Everyone, The World Over. Can We All Be Brothers and Sisters? Yes, because We Are!
The graces of time, are not forgotten. We are all, a part of, Our Ancestors. The faith goes on. We live our lives, with barriers, of which we know not. We see we touch, we hear, we feel, we taste, we survive. We can do more than survive.
I remember, the voice, that used to tell me, “This is the right way,” and I would go left. How I wish, I would have listened. I would not have suffered, in the ways, I did.
I also recall struggling, to get my spirit to come back, only to let go, and be idle, lazy, feeling nothing. It’s such an awful waste of time, to destroy oneself, with negativity. It alters one’s functioning, ability. It is a disability, in every sense of the word. Every negative thought, is a disability, because it is so hard, to let yourself learn, to use, your thinking constructively. September 1989
My youngest daughter brought this with her on January 16, 1998, The Husband of my youth gave me back my three teenagers in a brand new Mobile Home in Converse. It is special writing to me because she saved it for me, and because it does say a lot. It was spontaneous, writing. The best kind.
Although, I have not written in a year. I have my writings to work on and share with you. I probably sound like, I am coming out of the left-field, but in actuality, I am coming out in the right field. I do not know what to do, so I am waiting.
Besides my computer could crash at any time, and my eyes still work but they have issues. So I have not blogged around, because I have little memory on my computer, and I can only do what I am doing. Which is little, right now. So I wait. November 15, 2012
May 2, 2017, Just going through one last time. I have deactivated some accounts on Pinterest and Facebook. I figure this will be my last month here on my site. I am tired and it is costing me money, I do not have. I do love all my writings, even though some of them are difficult for me. I felt I needed to Publish them anyway. I am making me, my personal book of writings, so I will be updating as I go.
As for my whole entire family that has not read it, I did it all for me. I do not care that the whole bunch of you think I am crazy, and did not even care to read, this is including my very own children, twin sister, older sister, brother. My deceased Mother that had four years, she could have read the book, but did not. You know what, even my husband of my youth only read a few pages.
They have always been with the Lord and me, and will always be, “In Presence of Spirit.” 1988 – 2017 29 years my “In Presence of Spirit,” has been with me. Thank you, God, for The Father, God The Son, Jesus Christ Holy Spirit, I am grateful for all our times, in “You are and I am In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord.” Wendy
In search of truth this last year. I have revealed over hierarchy in a spiritual professional: Vice Principal, teachers, counselors, at the schools and Principle. Keith great Counselor, I shocked him, I guess I have shocked many. Oh well. Keith told me I needed 150 Alanon meetings and to go to three meetings before Monday, when I would meet Gail.
Well, I did hit three meetings, and in the next two and a half months, I went to sixty Al-Anon meetings, five Counselors, “Women Together,” Tris, Mary which were extremely important because I got to cleanse without shame, things pouring out, I had never told anyone. (Not even my twin.)
My feelings as a worthy person started sparking. Two and two were’ coming along fine. The Revelations of the truth the real truth of why we live in our hell with everyone else’s on top of ours. Our faith is there, even though we do not think we have any.
Okay, I ended up the only compassionate certified work I could get. I applied and pleaded my desperation to the RN. She enrolled me in Certified Nurses Assistant, training.
He left January 1995; this was already March. The first week of school was Spring Break, and I had always been with my children. 7:15 to 5:15. Can you imagine me in whites, yuk? So I went the two weeks, the kids survived, no one was hurt. No one checked on them.
I went in, on the 27th of March to take my hands-on State Test, I passed it. On the 28th I went in for the written test on a Bacardi hangover. Results in six weeks. I was supposed to start work the next week. Tuesday night I was alone, Wednesday at a friend, Thursday reserved reservations, Hazelden bound, Friday I was in Minnesota.
Everyone wondered why there. I was not loony tunes; I was a co-dependent disaster. I was the fastest person to go through Hazelden’s System. To a mind-altering drug prescribed, Zoloft by a Psychiatrist, I needed something. April 1995 W. Y. L.
August 24, 2015: I was there a week in October 1994, for “Family Recovery.” Then I got accepted because of my condition. Not because I am an alcoholic. That got me in though. I needed to be in Minnesota; it was just what the Lord ordered. I was there for thirty days.
I learned a lot, met a lot of people. Heard their stories, it was an extraordinary paradise; I got to be there for me. “Paradise accepted me, and I went.”
After I left there I went to Church and the rest is history. My history anyway of why “In Presence of Spirit’s,” writing and extensions are so vital for me to share.
Let your “Wise Woman,” drive the bus. Read daily. List three ways to do God’s will. Walk. Write. “Serenity Prayer.” 1000 times, Probably. Do something fun. Three things I am grateful for today.
It is very difficult to ask for help. I went to sixty Al-Anon meetings, and they shared experiences, strength, and hope. I had to make all the decisions, and it would take time, I would figure it out; it was so cool.
I went through so many stages, but I did not write a journal, at all. It all fell into place. That is a Higher Power more significant than me, opening the doors to go through unfolding my process to recovery.
I could not function anymore when I came here. I had exhausted all my energies. I had no more spirit; I was desperate for answers. I do believe in God, but I have a problem turning my will over to Him, and waiting for my solution.
This is where all my sixty meetings, six counselors, sponsors, priest, friends, rehabilitation, to figure it all out in three months of growth. But I was burnt out!
I want to walk in the affirmative, light not the negative, dark. I want to be open-minded and feel alive in mind, body, and soul. I am sick of being dead. I do believe in God, and I feel God can help me, but I have not pursued that relationship.
I thought I had it, and I lost it again. When my husband left, God opened so many doors for me, pain, school, job, friends that cared, counselors, to help me sort, figure out. I worked my brain off, that is why I came in so frazzled, scattered.
While all this was going on, God was opening doors, every time I turned around, that last one was taking off, one day notice to come to Minnesota. I know it was God putting me on that plane. The Higher Power is working in my life. I just lost touch again, and I want it back. I am empty.
I need to do the work. Open, willing, able. Listen, talk, share, read, go to meetings. Your experiences, strengths, and hopes. “Live one day at a time,” Ask Higher Power for help, understanding, guidance, wisdom, knowledge. All positive things and “Thy will be done.” Willing, honest, opened. I know I need to ask for help and the doors will be opened. April 1995 W. Y. L.,
I feel I must put these first ones, they belong here on My Website. It is not a blog anymore; it is My Website, https://inpresenceofspirit.com. I am still doing this all by myself. This one and the next one are hard for me to Publish. But I think it will show you, how traumatic my experience was.
Sometimes I cannot believe that I have Published all 400 plus writings, but I have, and it is only for His Purpose, that I share “In Presence of Spirit.com,” with anyone who wants to read it.
231,033 for the year, 426,939 December 13, 2013 to December 31, 2014 = 657,972 views. Blogger had 508,289 views, that makes it, viewed altogether 1,166,261 times. But it has not been read that many times. Whatever. Wendy
inpresenceofspirit.com has 949,316 views, since December 13, 2013. wendygreenwell.com has 75,148 views since January 18, 2016 and of course the blogger that is drafted 508, 289 = 1,532,753 views.
Thank You, Jesus Christ, for Your’s and my, “In Presence of Spirit,” and all it’s extensions. Thank you for viewing my writings. Wendy
TO WHOM I MAY CONCERN
I am of sound mind and body. The Accounts, are, therefore, brought forth, To Be Certified, when completed. The following, It is a sparse account, of my life in order, to fulfill my heart’s desire?
I must, therefore, take appropriate measures, to achieve, my heart’s quest. If Only For The Truth, of My Innermost Being, and The Acknowledgement of The Reality, of The Distance, Between Space and Time.
Read on to learn, what misunderstandings, can do to people’s lives, plus how it is in all honesty, someone’s My worst nightmare, especially after total realizations, and accounts of such. November 25, 1995, Wendy Yvette Lyke, Wendy Yvette Greenwell, The funny thing is, I had not started writing, yet.
February 8, 2020, One down twenty-three to go. I do not know if this is acceptable to my site and hosting and all it entails. But since I have not been Publishing I thought since it is the beginning all together that I will Publish it here. It is 3817 words. I have some ideas bouncing around, I will see. The next edit is 19,000 words. Thank you for reading the writings of https://inpresenceofspirit.com Wendy Yvette Greenwell 2020