THE POINT NO RETURN

It has been forever, and a day since I sat down in the back yard.

Night Photo’s with no rain

Before the freeze, that wiped out all the Norfolk Island Pines. The remanence are still standing, they should cut them all down. They are a hazard.

    It has gotten to the point of no return. On issues that are declared law. It is up to the States to pass laws for the afflicted in extreme conditions. Which is rape, incest, tube pregnancies, life or death situations.

    Here is where you protect the Women, of all ages. No female left out. Now is the time to stop playing with the males, not caring to control their release, because to them that is all it is.

    Why haven’t they made a oral contraceptive for the Men? Why only the Women?

    I had a spark of light lets in my being when the verdict of The Supreme Court, came out. It’s time for the Women to take control, and let them jack off.

    It is not about sex, and drugs, and alcohol, and fun in all the wrong places. It is going back to the innocence of our babies, our families, our heritage.

    The Supreme Court of The United States, has taken their stand. No more legal murders. That is exactly what Abortion is. Life starts at conception. The days of Roe vs Wade, are gone with the wind.

    You are wasting precious energy being mad about The Supreme Court’s decision. Make the Laws, protecting extreme cases of pregnancy.

    Make the Wellness Centers for the Women, and the Children. Make it accessible for all Women who need help in their nine months of need, and after, as well, and give them the options to adopt or keep them.

    No one is left out. Everyone of them are going to be here, not gone forever. Seventy million never got the chance, because that one woman’s circumstances.

    It has been three months, my sister has been here, broke her knee cap in half. Surgery twenty days later. Next week, she will be going home. Sharing is caring. I am tired.

    No more get up, and go just for sex. No it has to be earned. Not as payment, as love, as friendship, as partners. No more free bees, just to get your rocks off. You are hurting Women, and then you go onto another, if not sooner, than later.

    No trust, no love, no understanding, no courage, no patience, no wisdom, caught in a bodily figment of sex being love, every thing after is messed up. Sex is over, and you go on your marry way, then what happens, you shun your responsibility after which you move onto the next. Just for the fun of it. Chalk another one up.

    Who are we? Spiritual or Flesh? We are both. We need to tap into it. My scars did not go away when I was absolved all those years ago. Every time I went I confessed the same sin, that and my cussing.

    The beginning of my writing the extensions to, “In Presence of Spirit.” I blurted out, and “the two who were inappropriately terminated of life which left me in darkness to the light!”

    “I suffered the repercussions of a master piece manipulator at my gate to finish off the realm of abominations, and to put, and end to it through Jesus Christ our Savior, our Redeemer, our Deliver, our benefit into the Glory of God is a generational cleansing to a oneness in truth.”

     Cut the ties to the past. Fight against the cause, eradicate the barriers. Make a contraceptive for men. They are the ones that get the women pregnant. Hit and miss.

    I think is affects more Men. You PLAY, you pay the whole price. No more games, no more lying, no more cheating, no more. When you play, you play for keeps. Or you pay the price. Be responsible to your respective.

    If you are ready to make a family at 15, 16, 17, 18. I know, all three of my teenagers had their babies. 18 to be exact. One great grandchild, one in heaven. None of it was easy. First one 15, then three by three, they were born, it was always a reminder of the loss I suffered. The inner pain, I felt was relieved when I accepted Jesus Christ, in totality.

    The Lord, is the reason, I wrote, Heavy Heart, to In Presence of Spirit, then to all the extensions was, an incredible experience. There is not anything I want to take out.

    Even though the boldness in my writing is over the top, it is imperative, that I continue so, I can give it, it’s end. Change from darkness to the light. Stand up for your rights. Absolutely make sure you are, and he is protected in every way. Forget the spontaneity of the act.

    Think of the consequences, and there is no easy way out. Give your love, admiration to the Lord, and ask him to show you out of darkness into the light.

    Open up, and let the light shine on all the conceptions in the World, in the United States and make room for “Safe Haven’s for the transitional year after the last fight with yourself.” 

    The Supreme Court has saved the fetus for the purpose of cleaning up our Universal Rights. All the conceptions in the United States.

    Get the laws written to protect the innocent. Pass on through, fast as you can. Play time is over, this is serious. This way, Life starts at conception the way it has always been. Even though that person changed the Law. If that is Women’s Liberation, it really sucked. It gave more control to the man.

    Love is love, sex is sex, caring is sharing, as one, but how does one get to that.

    How about the disrespect, you get after. You have to feed them, and be their servant, you are left in the dark, while they have their life, and we isolate with our children. To many manipulator’s out there. It’s time for every one to have responsibility, for their actions, instead of some Abortion Clinic deleting the existence of the next generation.

    My Son has been gone, thirty three months. Nothing is the same without him. Nothing was ever the same after, I was a shell of a person.

    My pain was so deep, I do not deserve my physical one true love, to this day. He is not out there. I am still tainted even though I was absolved in the Catholic Church.

    Forty four years, and I have not gotten over it. Just tell them NO! Save yourselves from being used, and abused. Make them care, and share. Instead of shake, and bake and wham bam thank you.

    Give yourselves through Jesus Christ to God, and he will take care of everyone of us. Lets lift our hearts, and minds up to the heavens, and bring back the true beautiful aspects of life. For our children, for the families, for the Universal Rights of every conception. July 2, 2022 Wendy

© 2022 inpresenceofspirit.com Wendy Yvette Greenwell

WE WILL BE FINE

Well, we will be fine.

Just a Moon Photo

We can do it! Yes we can! I can do it, finish this off. The whole extensions of it, everything in order.

    We can, and we will overcome by the love of God the Father, God the Son, and God the Holy Spirit. One in Spirit, altogether, no one left out. At most, in the bubble of our Unities, “In Presence of Spirit,” In Presence of the Holy Spirit.

    While the pieces are being put back together from long ago, and far away. My innocence shattered in a million pieces, inner turmoil, with gut wrenching pain.

    I have not felt that pain since I accepted in complete totality, Jesus Christ as my personal Savior. This is a gift from God. It is a burden to feel, the weight in your inner being. The clearing, and the cleansing out the cob-webs, has begun.

    It is the process you flow through without outside interferences. You are guided out of the darkened corners of your entire being. Inside, outside, round about.

    In every dimension of existence, as above, so below, at the same time. In every direction, height, depth, width, length of our individual existence.

    Who knows what tomorrow will bring. Prayerfully regeneration for the Unity of Our, Collective, One in Christ Consciousness.

    No one left out, for all Centuries, and generations, and all time, since the first day of existence, we are one in Spirit. Even though we may not understand we are, In Presence of Spirit, everyone of us, always and forever.

    Help me, guide me, ignite the light of spiritual upliftment in my soul. Lord Jesus Christ, open my heart, and soul to understanding, help me come into the I am of me that will overcome the obstacles that has closed myself off to happiness. Wendy

© 2022 inpresenceofspirit.com Wendy Yvette Greenwell

 

DO YOU THINK

My inpresenceofspirit.com, hit 56,833 page views for this month.

Night fog photo's
I used to love foggy nights.

It is the most viewed because I am making changes, and adding code. I am a developer, that is behind in the times.

    My simple SEO, required me to shorten the main name of my website, then I had to shorten the names on many posts, making pages on them, so they doubled. This is why I have more pages, then posts, right now. 

    Now, that I know, the reason, I will go back to it another time. This month is the highest month in views, not Website views, updates, and posts, and pages.

    I have not fully opened this site, to Social. For whatever reason I have, so be it. The analytics are not working yet. Last time I looked no, so I am just going to finish this up. Posts, Pages, taking off the extra photo’s, so it is lighter. I loved the Featured Photo’s, I had to take them off.

    Help Lord, that is what a Preacher said to say, “Help Jesus.” The other woman, said to pray like that also. I do not understand that. Even though I am not able to pray, and have conversations in spirit. I still think it is so much more than, “Help Jesus.”

    I feel displaced. I do not mind sharing my room with my sister. My desks, wall unit, dresser, and book shelves, are here. The displacement is the fact that it does not feel like home anymore.

    I was left with not one, but four other people relying on me. Two bed bound, I want to cry, just a little water. I just put my medicine in my eyes, they burn, that is how I know it is working. Weird huh.

    I have to drive my sister across town, South side. I used to only go once every six months. Now, today will be six times in six months.

    Piddle paddle. At least Dad is not getting on latter’s anymore. This is not going anywhere. So, this years total is 208,172, changing in a couple of hours. Bringing the all time to the site, 2,397,067 page views. As we know I did not know how important the pages were. I thought it was the posts.

    I still have Posts to Publish. I do not have time, editing, 600 posts, and adding the pages, is a process. One by one. Now to go back when I have already completed 360, in record time.

    When I do not touch the computer, it gets less than 200 views. The highest one this month was 5,600 views in one twenty four hour period. All in all, it is a great month.

    I could not have made it this far, with all my writings, if it was not meant to be. It is, and it is all right here. So weird, how it can put 600 hundred personal posts and pages on one page. Well, that was the cue, page not post, to reiterate.

    I had a dream of my first love, I woke up, came in, and told my twin, and I started crying, the dream was, “that he hates me.” Wow, forty six years ago. Now that is weird.

    I am not following any thing about news accept for Johnny Depp. I am months behind on that. It is almost over. Good tidings of recovery for you, Mr. Depp.

    I felt like writing, and letting you know what I am doing with the site. I know that I want to wrap it up, this year, for some reason. Maybe because it is an even year. I have no idea. I have said for many years, that I was finished. Although this time, I am not writing, like I used to be able to.

    So, with all this God Bless the Universe, Space, the Cosmos, all our brothers, and sisters from here to kingdom come, with the presence of the Holy Spirit. Wendy

© 2022 inpresenceofspirit.com Wendy Yvette Greenwell

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY

Happy Anniversary

Photo in the back yard
So, much light from one camera phone flash

to the Woman who married my husband of fourteen, and a half years, three months after our divorce, twenty six years ago, today.

    “May the God of Our Father adorn the souls of all existence with the presence of the Holy Spirit.” In the name of Jesus Christ, I rebuke you Satan, from eternities souls.

    One Love, One God Almighty. One Father, One Son, One Holy Spirit. All are one in the Spirit, one in the Lord. Together to bring together the people’s of the Congregation of our Lord Jesus Christ.

    Faith, of God surrounding us with the presence in spirit. On every page of my writings. I share my innermost conversations with the Lord, with you.

    Thirty four years with me, “In Presence of Spirit,” Publishing for eleven years. It is a, “I have to do it,” no matter what. I did. I did it, all by myself. 

    I was never by myself, in spirit, with the Holy Spirit guiding me to the next writing. It was all for me, my pain was deep. I needed the stars to collide, and that is what happened, when Mike and my eyes met. That is all it took.

    He is the one that got my attention. He clapped his hands, and rubbed his hands together, and I looked, and there he was. It was the most special moment of my life.

    It has lasted a couple of decades. Spiritually in every respect. I am not that crazy. My Mom before she passed in 2006, told me to pray for him, to be with me. I told her, no Mom, I will not do that.

    My prayers, are not just for me, they are for anyone who is searching, and not finding, their one true love. In one with God the Father, God the Son, God the Holy Spirit. Not leaving anyone out.

    God Bless, to All United in the Holy Family of all our existence. Just so you know, all I want to be is, “In Presence of Spirit.” Wendy

© 2022 inpresenceofspirit.com Wendy Yvette Greenwell

NAME CHANGE

Out of the blue, I cut “in Conversations with the Lord,”

Photo at South Padre Island
So few Photo’s I got to take

off the name. It did not take long to figure it out. “You are, and I am In Presence of Spirit” Tag name, Journey from darkness to the light.

    I checked out some plug-ins, took off, put on Analytics. When Awstat on my Hosting does fine by itself.

    I have been updating, and deleting, the extra photo’s, now I am going to keep the codes because one way or another they will get activated.

    I can not pay to get information. Well, I did it fifteen minutes ago, deleted for the second time in one week. I do like the SEO I installed. It is simple. Not complicated, and drawn out.

    Yesterday hit 5,607 views, most in years. It is because I am working on it fast. According to how many pages I am Publishing, for the first time.

    Now is the time, no other. My sisters, Dr. visit is on Friday. I have to transport her by myself. I did coming back from surgery. She screams in agony when she tries to get up. Tomorrow will be interesting.

     No one else to do it but me. My sister has her pace maker in. I picked her up from the Hospital, yesterday.

    Oh Lord, wrap your arms around the whole World and bring peace to all the World without end. Bring Love down, Bring your Presence in Spirit, in everyone that was, is, and ever shall be world with out end.

     Guide us through today, so every day will be full of the Grace of God the Father, God the Son, and God the Holy Spirit. Bring gladness to hearts for sure there is an end to the pain.

    I would like to say, “The month is at 30,742, this year is 182,081 views. 2,370,976 page views, all time, inpresenceofspirit.com. It is important to me to continue.

    Even, if my sister was not behind me on her Hospital bed, I would be right here on my site, working on it. Because it needs a lot of tender loving care from me. She has not walked in a month.

    Richard, is going to get 1200, for three months of someone coming over so I can water my plants, or grocery shop. So funny. That is what the woman told me.

    I wonder, some times, what I did in my past life. But what it really is, I wrote about it in the beginning.

    I have been Richard’s right hand for twenty one years. Now, it is time to call the Calvary. Lord please help me with this situation.

    I am okay, because I have my website to work on. Everything will fall into place in God’s time. My website, is my gift to anyone, who needs a little or a lot of “In Presence of Spirit’s extensions.”

    I am trying to get to a place where I am comfortable going every where. Because it is not every where, it is here, and there. I will figure it out. Take care, and know all I want to be is, “In Presence of Spirit.” Wendy

© 2022 inpresenceofspirit.com Wendy Yvette Greenwell

OH ME, OH MY

I completed inserting the codes on all my Posts.

Photo at the Beach
From roaring waves, and wind to calm

I did not mess with the pages. I did not know the pages were so important. I forgot how to do it.

    Well, I did some other editing, taking off the featured photo. I do not know how it affected the pages. I am going to go through all of them again, and delete the code because it takes to much room, anyway, and it is not needed.

    After waiting two hours for Godaddy.com to answer, I got the answers to all my questions. I have updated to PHP 8.1, will see if the site likes the upgrade. I reinstalled an important Analytics.  So, that I can see how it works.

    It has been a busy week. My sister had her knee surgery last Friday. Richard’s Dr. came through with a new Hospital bed, and new wheel chair for Richard, and my sister got his old one but with the new mattress.

    My bed is in the laundry room. It was my Dad’s, they accidently got a memory foam bed, he would slide off, so we traded beds. It was comfortable but not good for her, in her condition.

    I picked her up from the Hospital by myself. I had her half of the room all set up. She said, she was not getting off for four days. My half of the room is my desks, my computer, my stuff.

    Tomorrow Dad, and I are going to put the Trapeze on her bed. She will be able to lift herself up. Richard could not use it, his arms are bent. Fingers are so crippled.

    Wednesday, I have to get her up, and out because the Dr. is going to look at it. That is going to be fun. Her husband is in San Antonio. I got the living room back after two days, in the closet.

    Everything has changed, with my twin. After a five fusion on her back, now this. My older sister is getting another pace maker, put in on the right side, on Tuesday. She felt all the pain because she refused any pain killers. Take her, and pick her up. Man, that is scary. I am responsible for way to much. Start with Monday taking my Dad to a urologist.

    So, I am going to have some fun taking the codes off. I am exploring options. A lot has been written on this website, and I am wanting to share to more. I am not writing anymore. I am really stuck more than ever, where I want to be.

    I wish I had some words of encouragement. Like once I used to. Now, I really can not go to the races. Take care, and no, all I want to be is “In Presence of Spirit.” Wendy

© 2022 inpresenceofspirit.com Wendy Yvette Greenwell

 

SUNRISE AT THE ISLAND

The last time I was at the Island, our Dad took us to Daddy’s for our 50th birthday.

Sunrise at the beach
My first view of the ocean when I woke up

Twelve years flew by. My twin sister, is having surgery on Friday. 18 days in distress.

It is different then being Richard’s right hand friend, and all that entails, 79 with Cerebral Palsy, and is bed bound now.

OMG, I had the chance to leave for 15 hours, and I took it. A friend took me in my Son’s truck. He replaced the front brakes, and drums, a couple of weeks ago.

Sunrise at South Padre
I only had a few minutes to take photo’s.

The wind was outrageous, the roaring waves, high tide, full of clouds, and then at 3 am the whole panoramic view of the whole sky. It was incredible. I slept in the truck for a few hours, then at 6:30 am I wake up to the most beautiful Sunrise, and only had a few minutes to take photos.

    Well, things have changed. For the first time in 21 years, last night, I made my bed in my closet. My sister is on my bed, her husband is in the living room on a air mattress, with memory foam.

Sunrise at the beach
My daughter put my website on the photo’s

I folded my memory queen size foam put some covers and my pillows, two little fans, it was interesting to say the least.

    Dad gets his results from his Nuclear tests on his heart, later on today. I am not a morning person so, it is extra special, getting up so early. It has already been a full week.

    I am at a loss for words. It has been a hard twenty nine months. My writings have helped me through for twenty six years. They are important to me since day one, each one of them.

    Take care, and know, all I want to be is, “In Presence of Spirit.” Wendy

© 2022 inpresenceofspirit.com Wendy Yvette Greenwell

A Journey from darkness to the light.