Eventful Day

It is eight p.m. on this once again eventful day.

Now I have a question for you. People say that to be in the Spirit, in God, of God, you must always be happy and joyous—or else you are not a Christian. If I have no religion, am I a Christian, or just spiritual at times, ever since I began my journey through the darkest corners of my soul?

To the light that is shining through, “In Presence of Spirit,” to you, with love. The enemy has been on my back again and again. I am not always joyous—does that mean God is not in me? No… how could that be?

I am going to organize the writings, putting all the originals and edited pieces together.

I jumped into this unorganized. Furthermore, I did not know what the plan was, and then, of course, in the process, it revealed itself—“as the tongue of a ready writer.” First things first, I have to gather all the 2005 writings together. This is what I am doing now. I have many letters; most of them are with you in spirit. Thank you for offering your mind to join mine, so I could complete this, which was given to me.

To complete my part in this incredible experience…

And to realize it has always been part of you, even though you did not know it. I remember the time you said, “You are all talk, no action,” but all the while I was acting on spiritual impulse—to the ultimate plight, to the Light that is Jesus Christ in the Holy Spirit, coming home to every heart in eternity.

The Holy Spirit’s eternity. The Holy Spirit’s ever-presence. The Holy Spirit’s internal purification. The lamentations and supplications.

In giving the whole existence to the One Truth, in the Holy Spirit, we are one—in heart, soul, love, faith, cause, omniscience, and everlasting love.

The spoken words in Spirit to the apostles and prophets—and now our generation—have completed the renewal, the regeneration, for every soul. I believe it, and so it is true.

I read some letters yesterday that I had found. They made me remember the ugliness.

You told me to let you go. I thought I had. I did not interfere with any of your last eleven years, or with the person you were married to for fourteen and a half years. Furthermore, I have not cried for you. Not only that, but I have given you to the Lord.

You asked me to share, and I have. I gave you what the Lord gave me to share with you. You will see it eventually. The inspiration was intense, and I let you back in more than I should have. But I have accepted that you are staying with her and your two children—and that is where you need to be.

It is okay that I voiced a bit in the flesh.

Can you tell when the Spirit of the Lord is moving the conversation, and when the flesh takes control? There is a big difference between the two.

What’s happening? Are you going with the flow? This is an incredible experience—with no one but R.H., God, me, and now you. You helped bring me back to “In Presence of Spirit,” and I love you for this.

So where are we still? Without? No—within. For within, we are in the spirit of our dear Heavenly Father, who is, was, and always will be the Savior of our souls.

My expectations are in the Lord’s hands, because I can do nothing without my love, my life, my only reason. Multiplying seventy times seventy—twenty more writings, and I will have it.

Thank you, Jesus Christ, for “In Presence of Spirit” and “In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord.” Because if it were not for all this work, I would have been a very unfulfilled, bored person—but I am not.

I have progressed through adversity and obstacles, but You are by my side. So this is for you, Jesus Christ.

I give You to the world through our writings—Your salvation brought to the hearts of the children of God. In Jesus Christ, You are the Resurrection and the Life.

Thank you, Jesus Christ, for your presence in spirit. Thank you for the name “In Presence of Spirit.” It all just fell into place—your place of eternal peace: in you, with you, for you.

You are the most precious being. Through you is life. By the gift of accepting You unconditionally, there is no exception to this truth. You know all that.

Jesus Christ, guide us into tomorrow. For in the world as it is, I have taken my stand—for You, with You, on Your feet once again. Through You, from You, because of You… we will be okay.

November 17, 2005
Wendy Yvette Greenwell