HEAVY HEART

I am writing with a heavy heart

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I Am Writing With A Heavy Heart

Nothing seems to be going right. I seem to be in a never-ending slump. For a lot of years, I told myself I was going to read the Bible, so finally, I started, Easter of this year. I read Matthew, Mark, Luke and half of John. I read almost every day for a month, and I was praying to and, then I stopped.

I was helping others, and the stress of all the problems brought me down.

    I have a little marital problem; I do not deal with very good. My husband is a workaholic, and he loves Mustang Classics. He talks to everyone except me, and that drives me up a wall.

    We very seldom talk, and then when I do have something to say he is either watching TV or whatever and ignores me. I am feeling neglected. I told him tonight he did not pay attention. When he lectures, all ears have to be on him.

 For a long time, I found it very hard, to submit.

    Now I do some, but what?  I have been giving a mile, and he does not even give an inch. He is supporting us well, but that is not all a Husband is for, he got neglected quite a bit, when I was having babies, and being Mommy, twenty-four hours a day. I tried to do what I could for him. More than I am getting now.

What is a person to do?

    I thought he was my friend. The only other person is my sister, and she is my twin, we are different. I have affirmed on, and off for years; I am healthy, active, young, powerful, loving, harmonious, prosperous and happy, but when? And how? Do I get there and stay there.

I know it’s through Jesus Christ, and I do believe, he died for our sins.

    I do love Him. How do I stay constant? My sister said a minute ago, “are you going to spill your guts to them? Do you know someone is going to read that?” Well, no one else understands my story, maybe whoever you are, you will, a little anyway.

My husband makes friends with everybody; he can talk to anyone.

    I have no friends, and it does not look like he is my friend either. I do have a friend, Jesus. I do, have to put, all this mess, in his hands. August 15, 1987, This was to, Silent Unity. W. Y. L., Wendy Yvette Greenwell

    January 16, 2016 “Once I was lost, and now I am found.” I Love having conversations with, The Holy Spirit of Jesus The Christ, to send forth, the forgiveness of sin, and to put an end to it, through Jesus Christ Our Lord and Savior of Eternities Souls, each and every one of them.

     God Bless The World! “Bring gladness to hearts for sure there is an end to the pain.” Thank You, Lord, for Your Presence in Spirit. Even though some may not see that, it does not mean, it is not true. Hello! Wendy

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