My perception of life is not understood, in this day and age.
Our Purpose in Life Is Everlasting Life
There is Father, and Mother, Brother, and Sister, “Twin Sister.” Then life and times, of course, repeats itself, down the long stretch, of this century and all the rest.
How do we perceive time?
We can only imagine 2000 years ago, but we cannot be there. Just a few get to touch it by being archaeologists or traveling to the ancient cities. “or of course, living there.” Oh, to walk, where Jesus Christ, walked. Many of you, have walked, on the same streets and paths, Our Dear Lord, walked on.
What is this leading?
Our purpose in life is Everlasting Life!
We cannot see that but we can know in our hearts it is there. I want to use 100 percent of my brain! But how do you achieve that? The Lord, Our God, used His. “If you only have the faith of a mustard seed,” you can sow, all the riches, of the world, around. Mind you, not material things.What all of us, every one of us, need to do: Is put, “Our Faith Together,” and bring Love, Peace, Cures for Every Illness, Food, and Water, To Everyone, The World Over.
Can We All Be Brothers and Sisters? Yes, because We Are!
The graces of time, are not forgotten. We are all, a part of, Our Ancestors. The faith goes on. We live our lives, with barriers, of which we know not. We see, we touch, we hear, we feel, we taste, we survive. We can do more than survive. I remember, the voice, that used to tell me, “This is the right way,” and I would go left. How I wish, I would have listened. I would not have suffered, in the ways, I did.
I also recall struggling, to get my spirit to come back,
Only to let go, and be idle, lazy, feeling nothing. It’s such an awful waste of time, to destroy oneself, with negativity. It alters one’s functioning, ability. It is a disability, in every sense of the word. Every negative thought, is a disability, because it is so hard, to let yourself learn, to use, your thinking constructively. September 1989
My youngest daughter brought this with her January 16, 1998, The Husband of my youth gave me back my three teenagers in a brand new Mobile Home in Converse Texas. It is a special writing to me because she saved it for me, and because it does say a lot.
It was a spontaneous, writing. The best kind. Although, I have not written in a year. I have my writings to work on and share with you. I probably sound like, I am coming out of left field, but in actuality, I am coming out in right field.
I do not know what to do, so I am waiting. Besides my computer could crash at any time. And my eyes still work but they have issues. So I have not blogged around, because I have little memory on my computer, and I can only do what I am doing. Which is little, right now. So I wait. November 15, 2012, Wendy Yvette Greenwell
May 2, 2017, Just going through one last time. I have deactivated some accounts. I figure this will be my last months here on my site. I am tired and it is costing me money, I do not have.
As for my whole entire family that has not read it, I did it all for me. I do not care that the whole bunch of you think I am crazy, and did not even care to read, this is including my very own children, twin sister, older sister, brother. My deceased Mother that had four years, she could have read the book, but did not. You know what, even my husband of my youth only read a few pages.
They have always been with The Lord and me, and will always be, “In Presence of Spirit.” 1988 – 2017, 29 years my “In Presence of Spirit,” has been with me. Thank you, God for The Father, God The Son, Jesus Christ Holy Spirit, I am grateful for all our times, in “You are and I am In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord.” Wendy
Thank You, Jesus, for The Presence of Your Holy Spirit
Only in You, is life eternal, only in You, is the Salvation, of the World, In You, Through You, Round About: The Glory of You. In Your Excellence. In Your Omniscience. In Your Omnipresence. Your Holiness, throughout the ages.
Thank You, Jesus, for Your Love,
Your Understanding, Your Knowledge, Your Courage, Your Patience, Your Wisdom, Your Guidance, Your Passion, Your Presence, In Spirit.
Thank You, for leaving Your, Holy Spirit, To Minister, to the darkened corners of, everyone’s soul. In their time, they will come home, to the Christ Spirit, Within Us All.
“Christ in you the hope of Glory.”
Our time has come to Jesus, my Jesus. I must share, what you have shared with me. In Our Spirit To Spirit, Communications, the Conversations, I have with You, Jesus is Omnipresent, and They are Passionate. Even, in my seeming, unworthiness. I am worthy, to complete and submit for, Publication.
Open the door to sharing, the writings.
So we can make way, for my final publication, of the Twenty-First Century, and yes, I am allowed, to be positive, about my role, in this quest, I have undertaken.
Thank You, Jesus, for, The Presence of Your Holy Spirit,
throughout my writing, “In Presence of Spirit.” There were’ no words, until You sparked the light of, Salvation, in my heart. You walked me, out of the midst of the fire. You guided me, out of darkness, into the light, so shining through, “In Presence of Spirit,” You ignited the light, in my heart and soul.
You took the pain away. The fear. The impatience. No understanding, no knowledge, no courage, no wisdom, no meaning, no words and put beautiful words of encouragement. To light the way, for others, to find, that You are, Our Father, Son, and Holy Spirit.
You are The Presence of Spirit.
You are, Our Savior, Lord Jesus Christ. You are The Light of The World. You are, my love and my life, You are, my only reason for living still. Jesus Christ, I Love You. Bless You, Jesus Christ, for Your, giving Yourself, for all Mankind. To find You, in their internal, eternal house.
Open up my mind, heart, and soul again. Lord Jesus, guide and direct me, out of darkness into the light of, Your Ever Presence. Give me, the courage, to follow through, with all that you, have given me, to share.
Lord Jesus Christ. I need You. I want You, I need to feel, Your Presence. I give you me, and then I take me back, forgive me, Lord, forgive me my trespasses and iniquities, and give me the strength, I need to complete Our, Yours and Mine, “In Presence of Spirit.” August 3, 2009 Wendy Yvette Greenwell
The cycle is not being targeted or amended. We would have to modify, in Jesus Christ World Awakening, forever.
What will be, is meant to be, take the legalization of Abortion, off the face of the map, use protection or do not do it — the change from child to complete responsibility, for your new life. It is not hard. Transfer!
Stop legalized Abortion, completely! Stop children, from making up their minds. They have scars for life. Nothing, is ever the same, inside. The innocence has vanished.
The love that could have been, has been taken away,
The newness of life is gone. Always, having the pain of loss, of love, of life, literally. Abortion is not the answer.Bring back the innocence, in our children. Do not let them make a choice that will scar, them until they meet their maker. Give them two options. Have the baby. Or Adopt the baby to someone who needs to love a precious angel.
Now they do not let Parents involve themselves with the immediate details, of which their children are going through. Why has their choice been given to them? Every day you never forget, especially when you have nine grandchildren. In three’s at the same time, in nine years, one passed away at four months, SIDS.
This decision of termination, of a pregnancy, to a child, is insane.
The scars from the experience, do not just last, for a day. They are, ever-present, and there is not one thing, you can do about it after it is done. You suffer alienation, guilt, depression, anxiety, a secret, (among other repercussions,) then when you are pregnant with your Husband, you feel insecure, you think, you are going to be punished, for the tragedy, that befell you. You grieve not just days, weeks, months; you grieve for years. I am telling you. My happiness was destroyed, inside of me.
Clean, The World Up.Bring Back The Love, Understanding Innocence of The New Day.
Bring It Back Into The Hearts of Mankind.Take Abortion, out of their, vocabulary. If you want to play, you play for keeps, or you adopt your child — no more excuses.Russian rue-let, you play with adult matters. There are only seventy-two hours, to get pregnant, a month.
How many bull’s eyes? Millions. Do not do it. It is not fun. It is not loving, compassion, understanding, it is a servant, to the guy and then on call 24-7 for years, for your baby. Stop, Look, Listen! Does your gut say, No, but your body says yes, that is when you say, No and go home?
Always go with your gut instinct, that is Jesus,
Telling you to go the other way, and you decide to go, your way. Your approach is the wrong way. If you listen to that gut instinct, it will always be the right way. You cannot, go wrong.
You do not live with the guilt, that smothers the very presence of your inner being because it is clouded with heavy darkness. Because of that one time was devastating after that I was a mess, With what seems like, no way, out of the pain, and isolation, one goes through, in the in and out, of, The Abortion.
That is it! No turning back ever.
Only to the pain, and misery of that decision, that is made out of fear, no means, no childhood — a child taking care of a child. Or anyone’s agony having made such a huge decision, or someone else making that decision for you. Not knowing the repercussion of that horrible experience you can never take back. September 22, 2009
February 24, 2013,“My number one reason for Publishing this, is for the ones, that are about to make a choice, that will have a negative impact, on their life.”To make the ever after choice, is better, than the other — my misery to prove it.
NO! is the only choice. Give it to God. Think of God. Give yourselves through Jesus Christ to God. He is here in the here and now of yesterday’s, tomorrows. Go into your inner being accept His gift a new awakening shall take place. How can “Show them the way,” “Sweet Mercies,” “Abortion,” “In Presence of Spirit,“ be given to the ones that need to know now?I can not do it by myself. Wendy Yvette Greenwell
You are doing the Universal Thing. We Are All Here To Fulfill God’s Purpose
We need massive awareness, on account of, our brothers, and sisters, who are struggling, for understanding. “The wheel within the wheel.” You are, The Truth, You are, The Knowledge. You are, Salvation, To The Degree, Your Power, is All-Mighty, All Perfect.
For if all were figured, given in vision from, The Holy Ghost, then man would consume that also, for his abominations, rightfully so. Greed, adultery, abuse-spiritual, physical, mental, materialism, utilizing plows, against the abused. The abuser goes free, and the abused struck with fire.
Rightfully so. The sheathing is the purification, of one’s heart and soul. Outside obstruction, needs to be stamped out for one cannot focus, when the mind is scattered and has known hurt, by circumstances, of all life’s experiences.
We are all here To Fulfill God’s Purpose.
Each one of us, women and men, can know the whys, and reasons for each of their thoughts. It is all in the package, which started, at time’s beginning.
God is here. God is now. God surrounds us with The Glory. If we but blot out mind corruption, and meditate on God’s perfection. “God,” is there waiting. “God is understanding.” “God” is ready to sheath the spots, which have grown in the darkness, of a pit, with no light outlet, once the light starts peeking through, Whoa! Look!
No one could help the trauma, substantially. The lack of trust was never elevated, it came, to no amends, made for transgressions. I have an understanding of why I stayed for years.
What is Your plan for me, Lord? Help me see Your Light, with Knowledge, Understanding, Fortitude, Compassion. Passion for, Your Universal Love, and courage to follow your voice, in all that is discoursing.
A Course for The Light of Jesus Christ My Savior,
The only course that means everything to me, You are my Light. You are my Refuge. You are The Truth. You are my Guide. You are the mountains, the waters, the trees, the flowers, the plants.
You are the air and the wind. You are the breath, that has inspired me. You are my world. You are my heart, my soul. You are my beloved Jesus Christ, and I bow down at Your feet, with a holy kiss of love for You, Jesus Christ. For without You, all would be no more. There is One Ruler, Lord and it is You. In Jesus’ Christ Loving Living Blood.
I ask for your speedy return, with the passion, of your life, and parable mysteries. That is right past, present, and future. I know, I walked through faith, Lord Jesus. I have tasted your strength, your courage, and your guidance. I have and can read the writing on the wall.
All the Prophets wrote, Your True Essence.
You are, You have always been, You will still be. Our Lord Jesus Christ, Savior from Our Beloved, God Almighty. God the Maker of Heaven and Earth. To show the way, through the generational deterioration of unions of people, who have accomplished little, in two thousand years.
Man’s Stride has been in vain, for himself, to possess, and control the Peoples of the Congregations, of Our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. Many, to write, “It is not too late.”
All has been accomplished.
We know all have come short of, The Glory of God. We identify seven times, must pass over. Then the realization becomes, inward understanding. All of the answers are in God’s words.
The man is cocky. He has put God’s words aside, while he is lusting in his riches, in his adulteries, in his thoughtless, thoughts of being more than dust in the wind, that has regenerated, his own, selfless self, generation by generation.
For it is in the seed of generations, that subsides, our morbid realizations, of all the evil abominations, which have conquered men’s souls, since time began. We are the generation, to end the atrocities, the decay of lies, materialism, the greed of all kinds, control, and power, with no truth, in existence.
For if done with a dead heart, which is soul, and then truth prevails, who is the loser? Not I. For with all the sheathing of my life’s knowledge, circumstances, traumas, etc., I have walked without, and now my heart is open, honest, willing.
The understanding of God’s words has opened the ultimate gate of care.
Knowledge is seen, through Christ and only through Christ, Is Salvation, Understanding, The Baptism, Brings Wisdom, all of which belong to, Our Lord Jesus Christ.
Angels are spokespersons on one’s journey, through the wilderness, help from henceforth, and forever. Amen
The wheel within the wheel is the cycle of life. The circles become cycles, days become weeks, the weeks become months, the months become years, and you are in worse dung than you were before. If the problem is taken away for a while, the self is aware of relief, but substantially, has the effect, of the cycle of abuse, for many years. February 1996 Wendy Yvette Greenwell
So accessing, a surprise divorce attack, on October 23, 1997. I feel the imminent need, to write a note to you, regarding your answer, about divorce. Oh, your answers are glorified, but it is the man’s answer, not, The Woman’s, to any degree.
Outsiders, do not understand, why these women, have lost themselves, to jealousy, possessiveness, out of control obsession: it is a degenerative process.
After the honeymoon, then what?
The woman takes care of the man’s every need; feedings, not feelings, cleaning, do this, do that, get, this, get that, don’t do this, don’t do that, lecturing of bull dung and submitting ourselves, to their, every whim, their nights out, and all our, nights alone.
Then there comes the baby; then the child is first. Extra work, cycles into a degenerative process, and the women drown. Name-calling, acts of disrespect, the drinking days, become more frequent. The man gets less cared for, because the wife, is tending to the baby’s needs, which are on call, twenty-four hours a day. Who, does not know, that?
The woman is exhausted! The days, cycle to weeks, weeks to months, months to years. Baby two, once again days weeks, months. Baby three, no time off. 82, 84, 86, Gallbladder surgery September 28, 1984, nine-inch cut, sixty-nine stones. Four months, after my son, was born.
Even, if the woman, is not working out of the home.
She is taking care of not herself, but everyone else. No time off! Financially dependent, isolated, all needs magnified with Mom. Especially when left on her own, to do the daily devotional, and then nightly routine, day after day, week after week, month after month, year after year, the same routine, exhausted.
We lose our spontaneity and independence. Our husbands have to male bond, with outings of drinking, hearing the same stories, while wife gets over neglected.
The love that once was has taken a journey, to the other side. The control of the situation becomes a negative cycle. “silent abuser” anger, frustration, fights over money, man being dominant, over the woman, intimidated, isolated, controlled, acts of violence, called ugly disgusting names, having to submit to lies, deceit, etc.
They have their life, and we isolate with our children. We are beaten down verbally daily: nothing is good enough except sex-Ha! Of course we get poked, pinched, pulled, thrown, spit on, cursed at, called ugly disgusting names, squashed, joint crunches, bloody lips, bruised on the extremities, plus crunches in the glands around the jaw, that do not show bruising but hurt for so long, slaps, and pokes with objects. (Once is too much) Intimidated, we feel we are unworthy, so we withdraw deeper. We do complain, to a few, and we get told to leave the situation, but we know we cannot. It is not that easy.
The repetitious cycles, close ourselves off to relief, and we feel and are bound, in silent emotional, physical, mental, spiritual, verbal anguish.
Our Spirit of Life has hit, the darkened corners of, Our Presence, “death in the flesh.” Our soul, our life, is in bondage; the chains are linked, through the cobwebs of years, submitting to our alcoholic, controlling, dominating, male chauvinist, pig “Narcissist husbands. Then we find out, all the while, Our Once Beloved, has been loving someone else while abusing Us.
I am speaking for Women, in the World, who have lived the degradation of a blessed unity, that has turned to crap.
All of Us Will Overcome, Through The Blood of Christ Jesus. Where lies Justification, In Him, Through Him, Round About Him. From God Through Christ Jesus, To Us. Total Salvation, In The Oneness of Spirit, Through Christ Our Lord.
I demanded justification from the Judge Then I ended up losing my husband, my children, my home, and all my belongings, my choice at thirty-six years old, only having worked out of the house, a couple of months. I refused to say, I did not want, A Divorce. I turned to the system thirteen and a half years too late, and it did not recover me, and my three children.
So I gave my burden to God through Christ Jesus, and he and his new wife have everything. I found understanding, of the wherefore art thous, on these critical issues, and will publish a book, for all the afflicted. In Christ Jesus’ hands, this matter lies. I did send it to her, did not hear back.
He took me to Child Support Court, two months, before he gave me back, all three of my Children, January 17, 1998.
On the 17th, I came down to the Valley to go to Child Support, to tell them what he was doing. They said it was OK, so I went back, and on the 18th, I took total responsibility for my three teenagers.
9/3/15 At that time, I had two years of my book, and that is what is in, “In Presence of Spirit.” It was what I had ready. It was not complete. It took me till, October 1999, for them to take me off the CS and give me complete custody of my three Teenagers, oh and credit me, what I had paid, and what they said I owed, they did not pay me back a cent.
We lost two years, ten, twelve, fourteen, got them back twelve, fourteen and sixteen. So now all these years later, The second Mrs. of the husband of my youth, tells me on the phone, that My only and ever Husband, is not the Father, of my three living children, and my nine grandchildren, one in heaven, are not his grandchildren.
Blood-wise, they are, but he was not there for the grand-babies births or for that matter anything else. He has not even met his eighth grandchild, second girl. Yes, I did not want him, to go to jail, for his outstanding Child Support bill, so I wrote a note to the Attorney General and said I want to take it off, but it was only because everything he did for me when I did not work. I stayed home with my babies, where I wanted to be and he too.
So whatever I personally cost him, I am paid in full, and we are severed. He had the kids two years, 0 to ten, twelve and fourteen, then twelve, fourteen, sixteen, to date, To mention I carried them for 27 months of pregnancy. I am the one that has been here for them. August 3, 2014
October 12, 2014, Seriously I cannot force myself to fix this one, and Publish it, the right way. I cannot draft it, so your reading, as is, for now. It is the hardest one. oh man, I have to update. November 17, 2014, It is fixed as best as I can personally do. Thanks for reading. Wendy. Okay, I fixed it and added a little bit. Thank you for reading the writings of inpresenceofspirit.com. Wendy
