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1997

A LONG WAY

I have come a long way since my separation.

Night Photos in the rain
I found someone special me. I count, I am not a slave to my sin and the lie of lies.

    I found someone special to me. I count, I am not a slave to my sin and the lie of lies. I saw the Truth, as they say, “The Truth shall set you free.” I take life a day at a time, and I am ready for significant changes.

    I miss my children something awful, and I have no trust in him, he admitted that he did not want everything he got. He told me for years this was going to happen. I have had four surgeries, three c-sections and nine-inch cut across my gut, gallbladder four months after my Son was born, five months after surgery pregnant again.

He made significant statements and enticed me a few times

and then turned around many years later and told me, “he deliberately lured me in on purpose.” He tried every lie in his books, to drive me crazy, admits that also. Then has the need, to ask me, “how I got through it,” all I could say was, “I never gave you my heart.”

I weighed every pro and con and ultimately abandoned my life

Because my life was one big lie. Except for my children. I could not do anything. I needed restoration, major reconstruction. I put up, and masked out the truth. I weighed all the circumstances, and I could not handle anything, life was entirely out of control. I tried to work when I was a mess; I knew I needed to recharge.

The only thing I could do was to let go, and let God,

Do His work. I had to go through a lot of healing, a lot of studying, learning. I had to let go of all the misconceptions, the reasons I went through my life that way. Mind games suck. It is weird how I was freed entirely when I should have been six feet under. I was dead inside; I completed turning the other cheek, seventy times seven plus. I had to do my penance.

I am the only one that could write, “In Presence of Spirit.”

    I had to live in conjunction with their pain and to put an end to the generational abuse that was passed down from generations. God was with me, even though I could not find him.

    Somethings I write you might not have an understanding for, and I might sound presumptuous, forgive me. I put up with a lot of sickness, mind games, lies, constant crap. I had three assault charges on him; I was not functioning right, when I left, I knew I was not going back.

His lie was a curse, and a blessing

Even though I lost everything. I found Christ within me, and my love, and worthiness are in Christ Jesus. I am free to love with all that I have, and it is formed in truth. I am not a disgrace in God’s Eye; I tested positive. I fought for the truth, and I followed the way out of the fire of Hell. I am not unworthy of happiness, and I have gotten stronger.  March 11, 1997, Wendy Yvette Greenwell

February 19, 2018, I left these out… I have to deal with it, so many women are suffering. Tomorrow is the 22nd Anniversary of my Divorce, and this year 2018 is 22 Years since I started writing in January 1996. I am going to Celebrate by going Social. “ha I did not.” I have my plugins already installed.

This is “In Presence of Spirit’s” 30th Anniversary Year. To be clear my first writing, In Spirit with The Lord. Even though I have loads of work to do on the archives and pages, the writings I have Published 86 this year, are ready.

    So I found forgiveness when I was given the choice in The Book “A Course in Miracles,” I picked him to forgive. It helped so much, then later the 2005 Writings. They are an intricate part of my sharing my writings with anyone who might find them one day. By sharing with him so I thought, I was sharing with the World already.

    In actuality the writings of “Reflections of In Presence of Spirit,” were’ not really inter-personal in the physical, they were all spiritual for anyone who is looking to forgive someone. Oh, my this says so much. I have to Publish it. This was written to a person, I never sent it. I mean I have Published so many, this one is different. I have not seen it for many years. I am going to Publish it now. Wendy

© 1997-2023 inpresenceofspirit.com Wendy Yvette Greenwell

2005

SIMILARITIES

You will find non-fiction testimonies of Jesus Christ,

Partial Sphere and tube of light with a flash
In The Kingdom of Heaven Within, The Whole Panoramic Universe.

They will have similarities of exactly, what you are going through.

You know me now in spirit, or you are learning of me.

    I am not a failure, and neither are you. Jesus worked with me, as with everyone who asks, but personally me; all these writings are work with Jesus, no one else. Only Jesus gave me the go-ahead. Five hundred twenty writings, and seven more to edit. Wow! Awesome! It has to be meant to be.

You can most, always tell, when it is Spirit Guided,

and when it is the person, with his and or her, free will. As with me, and my writings. Too much information for little ole’ me, by myself, now I Am, “In Presence of Spirit,”  in its entirety. Thank You, Jesus.

Awe, I hope you can fully realize your special place,

In the Kingdom of Heaven Within, the Whole Panoramic Universe. You are not alone, in your spiritual quest. You are among, “The Spiritual Awakening of The Twenty-First Century.” I, on the other hand, have spent a decade with the Lord by myself in the writings, with verification four years and eight months. That is when R.H. came in.

Still, my writings, are all from my own experience,

and this is the first time. I have had a spiritual partner, and for it to be you, the husband of my youth, it is so exciting, because I am with you, even though we have been apart ten years.

You are not alone.

    You are not crazy to have conversations with the Lord. He loves our communication with Him; this is my Church. The Kingdom of Heaven Within, and it is for each one, to find. The Christ Our Lord, Is In Our Ever Presence.

    I hope and pray this letter finds you in good spirit’s. Jesus Christ has all the answers. The Holy Spirit will teach you and accompany you in every stage of your experience. Sometimes you think you are alone, but you are not. December 22, 2005, Wendy Yvette Greenwell

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2005

WOW JESUS

Wow, Jesus, the last day of the year.

Bright Rain Drop
Wow, Jesus, the last day of the year.

    I missed my tenth anniversary, December 29, 1995, my departure. All our writings since January 1996, to all the next 365 days, is The Writings, Decade Anniversaries.

Thank You, Jesus, for: “In Presence of Spirit,”

I have opted, to put all that is edited, so it is longer, and it states in some cases, what I was going through, not much of that Jesus because I wrote to You for the answers.

I wrote You the Praises, the Feelings, I never had in the flesh of my existence.

    The words I never used, the vocabulary, I never had, the passion that was hiding, until You Sparked the Light, of my eye. Jesus Christ, I Need You, desperately to show me, what You want me to do. My Family, actually think, I am crazy. They do not understand anything, that, You have given me.

    Nine envelops with twenty-eight letters, and twenty-eight writings, I sent to him. Where are they? With him, or on there way back to me? One year he has been in jail. Oh Lord, help him in his ever presence. Teach him every second.

Clean the cobwebs of misconception.

     I have no energy after they fight, and put me in the middle of it, then take anyway. I do not want fifteen minutes of fame. This is for Your Glory. Your Love Throughout All Generations. Your Passion For Cause, Salvation Through You, Is The Solution. We can, and will overcome. I need to complete my book for you, through you. December 31, 2005, Happy New Year ‎input 6/‎22/‎2013 11:16:45 PM

I have no words weird.

    Well, 2005, was an experience. To this second, he has not read any of it. He knows about it. He needed prayer. I am not going to put his letters in here, because they are personally to our children, who are now 31, 29, 27. And as for the letters he wrote to me, they were useful for the time. This weblog is not about him. They are to him, because still after eighteen years now, he is the only one who asked me to pray with him.

    I am not writing; it has been some time, I miss writing. I have a few that will probably find there way on my other weblog, since 2011, when I started, sharing my writings.

    On the other hand, I still have quite a few to share. I will not run out anytime soon, just with this one. I am going to go through my papers and see if I left anything out of 2005 writings because sixty-four writings do not sound right. So when I find them, I will put them in. Thank you for reading my writings that are intended to share. God Bless the World, Wendy Yvette Greenwell 10/4/2013

March 2, 2016:

    It has been a voyage going down memory lane with me, “Reflections of In Presence of Spirit.” I always knew, I would share them, even though or “if” he has not read them. It does not matter to me because I know someone read them, and maybe they are finding forgiveness in their hearts, and that is, all that matters.

     When it was online without protection: HTTPS: The writings had 45,848 starting January 18, 2016. Last night the wendygreenwell.com had 17,888 views, since the transfer, bringing the total to 63,736 views, since I started.

    I am counting all views for myself. Sharing it, for those who might want to know. Thank You for viewing my, wendygreenwell.com. Thank you for viewing, The writings, of “Reflections of In Presence of Spirit” 2005, on inpresenceofspirit.com. They are home now. January 30, 2019, Wendy

©2005-2023 inpresenceofspirit.com Wendy Yvette Greenwell

2005

A BIT UNLEARNED

I hope all is well with you.

Night flash Photo
So I am stuck with the I have to complete my part

    I am a bit unlearned, in your spiritual writing to the Lord. So I am stuck with the I have to finish my part, even though, I am unsure about your piece.  It is for, The Lord and this is how, He made me come out to you, in prayer.

    I always wrote something interesting about the Spirit of God. Man to bad! You know it does not matter, because I am conversing, In Spirit with Our Dear Heavenly Father.

    So, I am, nor was I ever, alone. So, no regrets. It is nice to share it with you now. The only thing is I keep, keeping them. It is because they all have writings, and every time, I write to you, I feel now, I have to edit. That is why I have so many writings.

We are sharing an insight, into a gorgeous realization of, the one hope in Christ we are.

    I think my misspellings, and my punctuation, is insignificant, on the opening of the whole realm of existence. I can not pick at one part, I would lose myself, because there are, so many beautiful prayers. A little bit of different writing. Statements of truth, verses, prayers, poems, praises, thanks, understanding, knowledge, wisdom.

Sharing, a piece of the whole incredible trip

    From beyond the dead to life, In Christ, is so awesome, and each person has the opportunity to see for him or her, own self. I have been procrastinating the inevitable. You know through all my years of prayer’s, Writings in Faith of, the glorious treasure of the kingdom of heaven within.

I knew, to share with you. I was sharing with the World,

    Not through you, but because of you, and you were’ the only person, to do that, through Jesus. I am sorry for you having to deal with my inescapable pain, you were’ not the cause, and surely we had good times, but because the last three and a half years of our marriage, was awful. I chose to close that part of me, and give it to God. I can not do anything with it, pain, suffering, frustration, degraded, below the bottom, I mean.

I am a living, breathing, capable of a loving person,

    That is sharing, her relationship, with Our Father in Heaven, to the World. I can do that, you know. It is mine to share. For the love of the Lord.

    I was looking for an answer that I did not find, and that, well, I need to let you go. Now, what is my motive? When you fall hard, do the unthinkable, and your reward is in sharing. I am content, to be home, and take care of Richard, and my grandchildren.

    So if we end up on the street in a month, we won’t because we will be forced to get an apartment. I will lose all my trees; I planted all eighteen of them, where will I put my plants? Well, this is why drastic measures, under dramatic circumstances.

I have something to share and say, and Sweetheart, I said it.

    I really and honestly did it. I can not believe myself. No one on earth could have told me yea or nay, who would I listen. When I was ordered from Him, that sent me to open up your eyes, and “to turn them from darkness to the light and from the power of Satan unto God, that they may receive forgiveness of sins and inheritance among men which are sanctified by faith that is in me.” Jesus Christ Acts 26:17 or 18.

    Some people think I should have written about the daily trauma. But you know for what purpose, it is a big negative, and the book is, Positively, In Spirit, of the Ever Presence. How long has it been since I told you, I love you? November 13, 2005, Wendy Yvette Greenwell

©2005-2023 inpresenceofspirit.com Wendy Yvette Greenwell

2005

FIFTEEN PAGES

Jesus Christ, thank you for the fifteen pages

Interesting Lights in the elements
The prayers have been answered.

Of, Inspiring Presence of Your Spirit to Spirit for the husband of my youth, I have everyone back. My stuff needs its room. I changed my mind about the letters, they came back to me, and I edited them and wrote them all over again, structured. When I write, I write straight through, no indention, no paragraphs, just straight writing.

    Fifteen pages of insight of, The Holy Spirit of You Lord, Your Presence is seen, and felt, through the entire writing, thirty-six pages, my handwriting, The first letters were still in the flesh, I was mean not horrible, but I reminded him of whatever, I had to for past sake.

When you came in, I was in awe.

    Then after the letters were’ sent out, I continued writing. But what I am prepared to send you is unbelievable. What you have let me share with him, Lord.

    Then to realize this was the husband of my youth, that has been gone for eleven years, ten divorced. And all I ever wanted was for him, to be, in the presence of The Most Holy, you Lord, to ease his pain. He has found you, and you and he are working together, in a place where the lost have found the shelter of a sort.

Jesus Bless every person in the World,

That is, behind bars. Bring peace and understanding to their souls, and guide, and direct them, To Your Calling. Come home into the presence of spirit, and rest while you are in transformation. Cleanse your soul through Christ Jesus. He will open up your entire being, to the presence of peace and forgiveness.

    Do not hold any one’s burden, at this point everyone for himself. Then after the cleansing, knowledge, and understanding come in. The process has been described, and shown, “then you feel calm through the rockiest year of your life, but with the strength, and guidance, God offers through His Magnificent Gift.”

Salvation.

    Complete Inheritance of The Kingdom of God Within and you know you are not alone anymore. You are the Congregation of Our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. He is Calling, them that can hear, let him come at once, and enter the inner chamber of your soul.

Jesus Christ, I always knew you were with me,

These past five years since I sent our book to be published. I just lost myself for a while, but I was working, making a paycheck. Going through all the trials and tribulations of raising three teenagers and three teenage pregnancies, then losing one to S.I.D.S. Now two years later another baby, so that is four in teens and one on the way.

I have been working.

R.H. is weaker, needs me twenty-four-seven, so I make a little, but I am saving a lot. Ha, and I am working on the writings, I did not put in the book. I edited all that was set before me.

    First come, first serve. I was just stricken with the omnipresence of the writings, incredible. So I have fifteen pages of writings to you, and all the other ones, I have not seen or read in several years or so. They have always been with me. I just stopped going through them. No time, no energy, no desire, put in a rut, with trauma every day. The ugliness is subsiding.

    The prayers have been answered. Even if I can not speak in presence, I can write, In presence again, for You Jesus Christ, because you ignited the light in my soul.

    Thank You, Jesus Christ, for the husband of my youth, asking me to pray with him, and I have. Even though he does not know it yet. Thank you, Jesus Christ, for opening the heavens. September 6, 2005, Wendy Yvette Greenwell

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