2 Peter 1:21, For the righteous man dwelling among them,
The capture of the true meaning of life is in our hearts, planted there since time began.
in seeing and hearing vexed his righteous soul from day to day with their unlawful deeds.
2 Peter 3:8, but beloved, be not ignorant of this one thing, that one day is with the Lord as a thousand years and a thousand years as one day.
1 John 3:18, My little children, let us not love in word, neither in the tongue, but in deed and truth.
1 John 4:2, Hereby know ye the Spirit of God: Every spirit that confesses that Jesus Christ has come in the flesh is of God.
1 John 4:4 Ye are of God, little children and have overcome them because greater is He that is in you than he that is in the world. King James Version
Present Tense In All Principles of The Laws of The Universe.
God is All!God is Good! God is, Omnipresent, In Infinite Grace, Binding In, The Glory of, Our Savior Jesus Christ. Only through all, diligent search. Can entreat, my soul, to so much knowledge, and understanding of the past, essence of sin.
It is through Jesus Christ, in heart and soul, that we live, through the forgiveness, of sins, for which, Our Savior and Lord Jesus Christ, died for us.People think who is she, she is no one, with no money, behind her, she has not worked for pay.
I worked through, round about me, iniquity was surrounding me, everywhere I turned. Husband, liar, deceiver, manipulator, abuser, emotional, spiritual, physical, (at times), conclusive to torture of one’s reality of hell.
Nothing was good enough because everything was a lie. Turn your cheek, seventy times seventy, asking the Lord; I do not understand what you mean?
How do I get to you?
I’ve sinned so treacherously; I’ve not had the strength to hold steadfastly; lust, greed, and all the abominations are ’round about; cannot let go of my mistakes; cannot stop hurting; being dead entirely of feeling, of life, of spirit. I am tired after fourteen and a half years. I needed a rest, desired work.
There was no one on earth, as convicted as I, in sin, with being in limbo, for the revelation of, Jesus Christ, is a moment away, but seems like a lifetime.
The road is long and hard for the search of the truth. It is one within, but to go within, you need to let all, the outside distractions go.The capture, of the true meaning of life, is in our hearts, planted there since time began. For the redemption of our sins, Christ lived. Christ lives, in every one of us.
It is not human lusts, that will fulfill you, for there is nothing in materialism. You cannot take anything, with you. Not only that which is nothing, anyway, but the inner pain of loneliness, grips all of us, with or without people around us, loneliness, that is omnipresent.
For it is not, through lusts, that we live, move, and have our being,
But through, “The Blood of Jesus Christ Our Savior,” who is past, present and future. Who is life, now and forever. For without, Our Lord Jesus Christ, we are but pained, in the midst, of our world, alone. Lost, among the scattered sheep, searching, but not finding. For the answer, lies within, deep within, the passages of time, since the beginning of time.
I have, as with the world, live in ourselves. Knowing it does not matter. There is no satisfaction in the reality of the physical world for me. There is no meaning in it. All is material, greed, self-enveloped, self-absorbed, non-fundamental.
For it is through Christ Our Savior,
that peace, patience, endurance, and long-suffering, will have justification, in the end. Freed from the offspring of a man, with no shepherd.
The shepherd is calling us in.
All the scattered sheep, are coming home to, Father God through Jesus Christ Our Savior. Cool. Thank you, Lord, for understanding. In Jesus’ name, Lord, we are going into tomorrow. Twenty-four hours. Lord, help me be in your graces, the day through. Let my work, be through you, for in the world, as it is, there are memories of a marriage, that could have been rectified, in working through Christ, but was not forgiven, for a purpose.
Lord, if he chooses to marry her, I wish them no guile, for I am with you in truth. Deceit and no-trust do not become me. God’s way, is the true direction. For I was lost, without You, and now I am found. For My Love, Is In You, Through You, ‘Round About You, for You Are The Only Truth, That Is Omnipresent, Yesterday, Today, and Tomorrow.
Lord, please guide our children. Let them know, I am working on me with you, and it hopefully, be your will for me, to be with our children again. Your will be done, when it is your time, Lord. Thank You, Lord Jesus, In Your Ever Present Blood. In Jesus We Trust. Thank You, Heavenly of Heaven. He was already married, yes we got Divorced on February 20, 1996, and they married, May 18, 1996, I did not find out till later. I had already given it to the Lord. Amen! May 29, 1996, Wendy Yvette Greenwell
So accessing, a surprise divorce attack, on October 23, 1997. I feel the imminent need, to write a note to you, regarding your answer, about divorce. Oh, your answers are glorified, but it is the man’s answer, not, The Woman’s, to any degree.
Outsiders, do not understand, why these women, have lost themselves, to jealousy, possessiveness, out of control obsession: it is a degenerative process.
After the honeymoon, then what?
The woman takes care of the man’s every need; feedings, not feelings, cleaning, do this, do that, get, this, get that, don’t do this, don’t do that, lecturing of bull dung and submitting ourselves, to their, every whim, their nights out, and all our, nights alone.
Then there comes the baby; then the child is first. Extra work, cycles into a degenerative process, and the women drown. Name-calling, acts of disrespect, the drinking days, become more frequent. The man gets less cared for, because the wife, is tending to the baby’s needs, which are on call, twenty-four hours a day. Who, does not know, that?
The woman is exhausted! The days, cycle to weeks, weeks to months, months to years. Baby two, once again days weeks, months. Baby three, no time off. 82, 84, 86, Gallbladder surgery September 28, 1984, nine-inch cut, sixty-nine stones. Four months, after my son, was born.
Even, if the woman, is not working out of the home.
She is taking care of not herself, but everyone else. No time off! Financially dependent, isolated, all needs magnified with Mom. Especially when left on her own, to do the daily devotional, and then nightly routine, day after day, week after week, month after month, year after year, the same routine, exhausted.
We lose our spontaneity and independence. Our husbands have to male bond, with outings of drinking, hearing the same stories, while wife gets over neglected.
The love that once was has taken a journey, to the other side. The control of the situation becomes a negative cycle. “silent abuser” anger, frustration, fights over money, man being dominant, over the woman, intimidated, isolated, controlled, acts of violence, called ugly disgusting names, having to submit to lies, deceit, etc.
They have their life, and we isolate with our children. We are beaten down verbally daily: nothing is good enough except sex-Ha! Of course we get poked, pinched, pulled, thrown, spit on, cursed at, called ugly disgusting names, squashed, joint crunches, bloody lips, bruised on the extremities, plus crunches in the glands around the jaw, that do not show bruising but hurt for so long, slaps, and pokes with objects. (Once is too much) Intimidated, we feel we are unworthy, so we withdraw deeper. We do complain, to a few, and we get told to leave the situation, but we know we cannot. It is not that easy.
The repetitious cycles, close ourselves off to relief, and we feel and are bound, in silent emotional, physical, mental, spiritual, verbal anguish.
Our Spirit of Life has hit, the darkened corners of, Our Presence, “death in the flesh.” Our soul, our life, is in bondage; the chains are linked, through the cobwebs of years, submitting to our alcoholic, controlling, dominating, male chauvinist, pig “Narcissist husbands. Then we find out, all the while, Our Once Beloved, has been loving someone else while abusing Us.
I am speaking for Women, in the World, who have lived the degradation of a blessed unity, that has turned to crap.
All of Us Will Overcome, Through The Blood of Christ Jesus. Where lies Justification, In Him, Through Him, Round About Him. From God Through Christ Jesus, To Us. Total Salvation, In The Oneness of Spirit, Through Christ Our Lord.
I demanded justification from the Judge Then I ended up losing my husband, my children, my home, and all my belongings, my choice at thirty-six years old, only having worked out of the house, a couple of months. I refused to say, I did not want, A Divorce. I turned to the system thirteen and a half years too late, and it did not recover me, and my three children.
So I gave my burden to God through Christ Jesus, and he and his new wife have everything. I found understanding, of the wherefore art thous, on these critical issues, and will publish a book, for all the afflicted. In Christ Jesus’ hands, this matter lies. I did send it to her, did not hear back.
He took me to Child Support Court, two months, before he gave me back, all three of my Children, January 17, 1998.
On the 17th, I came down to the Valley to go to Child Support, to tell them what he was doing. They said it was OK, so I went back, and on the 18th, I took total responsibility for my three teenagers.
9/3/15 At that time, I had two years of my book, and that is what is in, “In Presence of Spirit.” It was what I had ready. It was not complete. It took me till, October 1999, for them to take me off the CS and give me complete custody of my three Teenagers, oh and credit me, what I had paid, and what they said I owed, they did not pay me back a cent.
We lost two years, ten, twelve, fourteen, got them back twelve, fourteen and sixteen. So now all these years later, The second Mrs. of the husband of my youth, tells me on the phone, that My only and ever Husband, is not the Father, of my three living children, and my nine grandchildren, one in heaven, are not his grandchildren.
Blood-wise, they are, but he was not there for the grand-babies births or for that matter anything else. He has not even met his eighth grandchild, second girl. Yes, I did not want him, to go to jail, for his outstanding Child Support bill, so I wrote a note to the Attorney General and said I want to take it off, but it was only because everything he did for me when I did not work. I stayed home with my babies, where I wanted to be and he too.
So whatever I personally cost him, I am paid in full, and we are severed. He had the kids two years, 0 to ten, twelve and fourteen, then twelve, fourteen, sixteen, to date, To mention I carried them for 27 months of pregnancy. I am the one that has been here for them. August 3, 2014
October 12, 2014, Seriously I cannot force myself to fix this one, and Publish it, the right way. I cannot draft it, so your reading, as is, for now. It is the hardest one. oh man, I have to update. November 17, 2014, It is fixed as best as I can personally do. Thanks for reading. Wendy. Okay, I fixed it and added a little bit. Thank you for reading the writings of inpresenceofspirit.com. Wendy
Oh, Jesus, so much of my writing to you is in the book.
You are, and I am In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord
I do not know how to write You, and not put it in. Right now, I am weak, and I feel, I do not have the boldness, to forget about me:
“Look past myself, and give you what Jesus Christ gave me.”
I could not of myself, written this book, all by myself, You were’, are, will always be in the midst of me.
You are the Resurrection, and The Life. You are Our Holy Father, Son, and Holy Spirit. You are the Holy Trinity, and even though, I am not in any order, as per Religious order.
You are still with me, and “You are, and I am In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord.”
Repeat, “You are, and I am In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord.” It is meant to be Jesus. It is just, that I am stuck, and worried, and my eyes need attention, from a specialist. Oh Lord execute the manuscript. To see it beyond the veil has given me, my purpose in this existence. Making it easier, to find You. in their, ever-presence.
In The Presence of Your Holy Spirit,
With You, Beside You, Through You, Round About, The Glory of You, Jesus Christ, in Your Coming Home. One In Spirit, One with You, Lord, In Presence of, Your Holy Spirit.
To the realities that be.
In the twinkling of the “I,” of you, and me, and each, and every one of us. To the unveiling, of Your, Presence in Spirit. To The Christ Spirit, Within Us All. Glory be to God the Father, God the Son, and God the Holy Spirit. September 7, 2009
This is when the name changed to,
“You are and I am In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord.” Wendy Yvette Greenwell, All of themare my favorites. I love them all, always and forever. I do not see anything wrong with sharing them with you, the one, and only one, who is reading right here, right now.
Matthew 6:2 For where your treasure is, there will your heart be also.
To You Who Is About To Read My Writings
Matthew 6:13, 14, Enter in the strait gate; for wide is the gate and broad is the way, that leadeth to destruction, and many there be which go in thereat: 14. Because strait is the gate, and narrow is the way, which leadeth unto life, and few there be that find it.
Matthew 7:7, 8, Ask, and it shall be given you, seek and ye shall find knock, and the door opens. Matthew 9:12, 13, They that be whole need a physician, but they that are sick. 13. But go ye and learn what that meaneth. I will have mercy, and not sacrifice: for I am not come to call the righteous, but sinners to repentance.
Matthew 10:26, Fear them not, therefore; for there is nothing covered, that shall not be revealed; and hid, that shall be known. Matthew 10:27, What I tell you in the darkness that speaketh ye in the light: and what ye hear in the ear, that preach ye upon the housetop. (King James Version) August 20, 2008
To You, who is about to read, my writings of, “In Presence of Spirit.”
Making them a blog, original writings. May Our Lord Jesus Christ, Bless You, With Understanding. I am sharing my most precious keepsake. I feel the, “I have to,” of it all.
These books are first editions that did not sell, did not, get read. I did not promote, in any way. It is, such “A Personal Journey,” that I have to, “Look Past Myself,” and give you, what Jesus Christ, gave me. I feel. I am giving them to people. Who will not put it aside, and never read it?
I am giving sharing it with you,
who needs a little, “In Presence of Spirit,” and when you need a lot of, “In Presence of Spirit.” I have that also, but it needs, to be, Published. I am in the final stage, of completing “A Journey, From Darkness, To The Light,” in writing for everyone, not just myself, and I am the only one, who has read it? Only one person knows about, all of it.
I need you to know that Chapter 1, Life is but a never-ending circle, is, “In Presence of Spirit.” The first writing. I wrote it in April 1988. In the end, creative joy is in your hands.
Well, it took years.
For it to come, out of me, creative joy, that is, but once it did. I had such relief, from my pain. That I felt, from the beginning, “I Wanted, To Share, With Everyone.”
I believe with all my heart,
With all my soul, with all my mind, that Jesus Christ Holy Spirit, is the writer, through me, and with me, because I can not write, without him. I also would like for you to know, that I asked, know ones, advice or direction. It all came from the Lord. I asked, no ones, permission.
Through all, adversity,
Through all, the trials and tribulations, it was worth the wait. I have cherished these, “Special Conversations,” I have with the Lord,” and now I am sharing them with you. With one heart to heal. August 25, 2008
Before I wrote this. I had my worst, glaucoma attack. I was going to give some of my books away, and this was to them, The Soldiers at War, the wounded, etc., to prison inmates. I was going to insert, it in the book. But now, is a different story. I have fifty three writings on my blog.
The only way these writings, can help wounded hearts, is to be shared. That is what I am doing, with my writings. I am still sharing my writings. I have Published 328 with Pictures it makes it 656. Not bad huh. Thank You Jesus Christ, for The Presence of Your Holy Spirit. Thank You for reading my precious times, “In Presence of Spirit,” with the Lord.
