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2008

NO COVER UP FOR MY ABUSED SELF

You know I have felt, over the years,

Only In The Spirit of Our Dear Heavenly Father

since I started writing the book, at the beginning of 1996,

Who am I, to write what I have, and who cares, in the World. What I have done. But all the while, time and time again. It was my journey, from the darkness of my soul, to bring light to my soul. For the loss of my life, and my love.

Through my writings,

    It lifts me out of darkness, into a state of grace, Grace is given by Jesus Christ. I know my pain was buried, my pain was ugly. My pain was in my face. When I left, I was in shock.

    I searched deep into myself, all the readings, all the prayers, all the crying, mourning, the things I put up with, the emotional roller coaster of the negative, that had consumed our lives.

    I had no cover-up, for my abused self, from him and me, for losing me, to the lie. Because that is all, it was. I once said, “that if this was all a game, everyone lost.” Well you know, the only thing we lost, was the fight.

My straightforward being, is a constant, in the writings.

    Only in the Spirit of Our Dear Heavenly Father, that made my experience, A Gift, Not A Curse.

    A Gift, To Mankind, for The Remission of The World’s Sins. In God, I live through Jesus Christ, and His Holy Spirit has ignited the light in my soul. To Induce, The Omnipresence, of every prayer for humankind. To open up the kingdom of heaven within, each one of us.

    Oh please, Who am I? No one of myself, pick me apart. The Lord through me, gave me, His Holy Spirit. “To Perpetuate An On-Going Dialogue With Him, “In Presence of Spirit.” That is what is up. All summed up for me alone? No! not for a second.

It is made, “In Presence of Spirit,” for His Purpose, to stay with me, until the end of time, and forever.

    Now, this is the only forever, and I can only imagine. It was never a competition against or with the husband of my youth. Although it is obvious, I am not retarded. I stayed unmarried, and he is married all but three months of the fourteen years. Our kids are Adults; his kids are in the first grade, and kinder. Now he is staying, making it right.
    His little game caught up with him. Now that I know it was all his game, because he always competed with me, for some strange reason. The reasons that have come to pass.
    I survived every obstacle to come to complete for me, mine and the Lord’s, “In Presence of Spirit.” To be shared. A must of my desire and my quest.
I can not in my mortality, state it any different.
     I refuse to be embarrassed about my small part in this, repeat, “but what oneself is, To You Dear Lord.” He gave me my heart, and my soul back. “In Presence of Spirit,” The Original Writing.”
    I thought long and hard about that, the first piece of my heart, that he gave me eyes’ to see, to write it. “In Presence of Spirit,” and then closed they went. I was part of the negative inside me. Not just my negative, but everyone. Take it any way you want it.
    I have to see it through; no door has opened yet, this is all or nothing. What do I have to lose? I guess I am the one, that is going to open, that door. Hey! What? the door has been opened, and no one dared, to come into, “Wendy’s, In Presence of Spirit.” When they do, I know I will feel better.
I love it, he gave me meaning before, during, after, my misery.

    In the presence of my misery, Jesus took my hand, and guided me out of darkness, into the light of, His Ever Presence. I have been a silent partner with Christ in me, the hope of Glory. Silent, I must not be anymore. Too many are suffering. Although I still do not speak what I wrote, and if it is the Holy Spirit’s will for me to speak, at that time, so be it. With one heart to heal. October 27, 2008, Wendy Yvette Greenwell

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2008

TO YOU

Matthew 6:2 For where your treasure is, there will your heart be also.

Massive Waterfall
To You Who Is About To Read My Writings

Matthew 6:13, 14, Enter in the strait gate; for wide is the gate and broad is the way, that leadeth to destruction, and many there be which go in thereat: 14. Because strait is the gate, and narrow is the way, which leadeth unto life, and few there be that find it.

Matthew 7:7, 8, Ask, and it shall be given you, seek and ye shall find knock, and the door opens. Matthew 9:12, 13, They that be whole need a physician, but they that are sick. 13. But go ye and learn what that meaneth. I will have mercy, and not sacrifice: for I am not come to call the righteous, but sinners to repentance.
    

Matthew 10:26, Fear them not, therefore; for there is nothing covered, that shall not be revealed; and hid, that shall be known. Matthew 10:27, What I tell you in the darkness that speaketh ye in the light: and what ye hear in the ear, that preach ye upon the housetop. (King James Version) August 20, 2008
   

To You, who is about to read, my writings of, “In Presence of Spirit.”

    Making them a blog, original writings. May Our Lord Jesus Christ, Bless You, With Understanding. I am sharing my most precious keepsake. I feel the, “I have to,” of it all.

    These books are first editions that did not sell, did not, get read. I did not promote, in any way. It is, such “A Personal Journey,” that I have to, “Look Past Myself,” and give you, what Jesus Christ,  gave me. I feel. I am giving them to people. Who will not put it aside, and never read it?

     I am giving sharing it with you,

who needs a little, “In Presence of Spirit,” and when you need a lot of, “In Presence of Spirit.” I have that also, but it needs, to be, Published.  I am in the final stage, of completing “A Journey, From Darkness, To The Light,” in writing for everyone, not just myself, and I am the only one, who has read it?  Only one person knows about, all of it. 

    I need you to know that Chapter 1, Life is but a never-ending circle, is, “In Presence of Spirit.” The first writing. I wrote it in April 1988. In the end, creative joy is in your hands.

    Well, it took years.

    For it to come, out of me, creative joy, that is, but once it did. I had such relief, from my pain. That I felt, from the beginning, “I Wanted, To Share, With Everyone.”

     I believe with all my heart, 

    With all my soul, with all my mind, that Jesus Christ Holy Spirit, is the writer, through me, and with me, because I can not write, without him. I also would like for you to know, that I asked, know ones, advice or direction. It all came from the Lord.  I asked, no ones, permission. 

    Through all, adversity,

    Through all, the trials and tribulations, it was worth the wait. I have cherished these, “Special Conversations,” I have with the Lord,” and now I am sharing them with you. With one heart to heal. August 25, 2008

    Before I wrote this. I had my worst, glaucoma attack. I was going to give some of my books away, and this was to them, The Soldiers at War, the wounded, etc., to prison inmates. I was going to insert, it in the book. But now, is a different story. I have fifty three writings on my blog. 

    The only way these writings, can help wounded hearts, is to be shared. That is what I am doing, with my writings. I am still sharing my writings. I have Published 328 with Pictures it makes it 656. Not bad huh. Thank You Jesus Christ, for The Presence of Your Holy Spirit. Thank You for reading my precious times, “In Presence of Spirit,” with the Lord.

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