April 10, 2020

I played out in the rain again.

 

The solar lights have been working for a year. They are so pretty. I lent my lawnmower out, and I tried to mow yesterday, and it is broken. Yeah, so what did I do? I ate and went to sleep for three and a half hours.

To me, I used to be able to write. Now I am trying to write again, but it is not the same. Nothing is the same. My son is not physically here anymore. I cannot see my girls and all my 18 grandchildren, one in heaven grand children.

    I have deleted people off my Facebook and blocked others. I am detached from being emotional. It hurts my eyes to cry.

I have shared hundreds, five hundred and six to be exact, conversations I have had with the Lord. I still believe they are meant to be shared. As for my hobby, taking videos and photos at night in the rain. I think they are beautiful.

All of my writings were ‘essentially for me first. Because I needed it desperately. I was never bored while I worked on them. I always knew one day I would publish them. Like actually sharing them without interaction with the people that have and are reading the writings and watching the few videos I have on here. Not minding if anyone in the world thinks I am crazy.

It is amazing that so much information is on one page, one site, or, well, with me, three domains all forwarded to 6hr.ca8.myftpupload.com/. They all needed to be together. Because I do not know what to do with the other domains. Kind of like a pressure deal. Oh, you have one domain; you have to get more. Then if you stop paying, someone buys it, and you have lost your name. Well, In Presence of Spirit, is all mine. I have shared it with the world on this site since December 13, 2013.

I wrote it, I named it, and it has been mine for 32 years. That is three decades and two years. It is mine, Wendy, forever, even after I am not here anymore. The extensions have been with me for twenty-four years. I have worked like I did not need the money all along.

So with this, protect yourselves from this horrible virus that has caused havoc in all our lives. “Raise your hearts and minds up to the heavens, and bring back the true beautiful aspects of life. Therefore making us open souls to rise to heaven when God is ready for us. For our children, for our families, for our neighbors, and for the world.” God bless the world as one in spirit, one in the Lord. April 12, 2020, Wendy Yvette Greenwell