No forgiveness, angry with the world, roundabout. No one could help, the internal purification. No one believed that in me, it was taking place a spiritual awakening.
No one realizing, they were knee-deep in their sins but persecuting me for mine. The same destructive, self-centered of the abominations, that has almost destroyed humankind, is taking place probably in every home.
The World is out of control. People give credit where credit is due, by putting forth, the new man through, Jesus Christ Our Savior.
You can be reborn at any age, and there is no shame. All is cleared, and you become internally purified, once the sheathing and the facts become more clear, your world round about becomes more peaceful, knowledge becomes part of your conscious.
Nature is instinctual with Christ, there you will see the truth of all existence, and there you will have peace, without all outside obstructions.
Stop the muck of Society today. Enter the inner chamber of your heart, accept God’s gift through Christ Jesus, and watch your sufferings subside, and walk the walk of Christ. He is the only way out of this Society we call home.
Our home is in and through Jesus Christ, and only through Christ Our Lord, do we live, move, and have our being. Beware time is short. July 11, 1996, Wendy Yvette Greenwell
The cycle is not being targeted or amended. We would have to modify, in Jesus Christ World Awakening, forever.
What will be, is meant to be, take the legalization of Abortion, off the face of the map, use protection or do not do it — the change from child to complete responsibility, for your new life. It is not hard. Transfer!
Stop legalized Abortion, completely! Stop children, from making up their minds. They have scars for life. Nothing, is ever the same, inside. The innocence has vanished.
The love that could have been, has been taken away,
The newness of life is gone. Always, having the pain of loss, of love, of life, literally. Abortion is not the answer.Bring back the innocence, in our children. Do not let them make a choice that will scar, them until they meet their maker. Give them two options. Have the baby. Or Adopt the baby to someone who needs to love a precious angel.
Now they do not let Parents involve themselves with the immediate details, of which their children are going through. Why has their choice been given to them? Every day you never forget, especially when you have nine grandchildren. In three’s at the same time, in nine years, one passed away at four months, SIDS.
This decision of termination, of a pregnancy, to a child, is insane.
The scars from the experience, do not just last, for a day. They are, ever-present, and there is not one thing, you can do about it after it is done. You suffer alienation, guilt, depression, anxiety, a secret, (among other repercussions,) then when you are pregnant with your Husband, you feel insecure, you think, you are going to be punished, for the tragedy, that befell you. You grieve not just days, weeks, months; you grieve for years. I am telling you. My happiness was destroyed, inside of me.
Clean, The World Up.Bring Back The Love, Understanding Innocence of The New Day.
Bring It Back Into The Hearts of Mankind.Take Abortion, out of their, vocabulary. If you want to play, you play for keeps, or you adopt your child — no more excuses.Russian rue-let, you play with adult matters. There are only seventy-two hours, to get pregnant, a month.
How many bull’s eyes? Millions. Do not do it. It is not fun. It is not loving, compassion, understanding, it is a servant, to the guy and then on call 24-7 for years, for your baby. Stop, Look, Listen! Does your gut say, No, but your body says yes, that is when you say, No and go home?
Always go with your gut instinct, that is Jesus,
Telling you to go the other way, and you decide to go, your way. Your approach is the wrong way. If you listen to that gut instinct, it will always be the right way. You cannot, go wrong.
You do not live with the guilt, that smothers the very presence of your inner being because it is clouded with heavy darkness. Because of that one time was devastating after that I was a mess, With what seems like, no way, out of the pain, and isolation, one goes through, in the in and out, of, The Abortion.
That is it! No turning back ever.
Only to the pain, and misery of that decision, that is made out of fear, no means, no childhood — a child taking care of a child. Or anyone’s agony having made such a huge decision, or someone else making that decision for you. Not knowing the repercussion of that horrible experience you can never take back. September 22, 2009
February 24, 2013,“My number one reason for Publishing this, is for the ones, that are about to make a choice, that will have a negative impact, on their life.”To make the ever after choice, is better, than the other — my misery to prove it.
NO! is the only choice. Give it to God. Think of God. Give yourselves through Jesus Christ to God. He is here in the here and now of yesterday’s, tomorrows. Go into your inner being accept His gift a new awakening shall take place. How can “Show them the way,” “Sweet Mercies,” “Abortion,” “In Presence of Spirit,“ be given to the ones that need to know now?I can not do it by myself. Wendy Yvette Greenwell
The Beginning of The End of my writing, this personal declaration of being, “In Presence of Spirit.”
of the end of my writing, this personal declaration of being, “In Presence of Spirit.” Each and everyone, of “My Conversations with the Lord,” is mine, To Share, and Share I Must Do.
In the name of The Father, The Son, and The Holy Spirit, I Pray, for World Healing, In and Through, The Love of God The Father, God The Son, and God The Holy Spirit, of You, Jesus Christ. In One, “With The Holy Spirit of Your Ever Presence.”
I have captured in writing, all my years of being, “In Presence of Spirit.” With You, Dear Lord, My Love, My Life. The Only One, who took that lost, alone, gut-wrenching pain, right out of me, and gave me, all my times, “In Presence of Spirit,” with You, where I want to be. no date Wendy Yvette Greenwell
It is better to be the subject to ridicule, then to be there, oneself.
Thanks, Be To God The Father
For because if thou art there, then does not thou mean, that ye listened. “Oh ye of little faith,” for if the wise do speak their truth. Then who am I, but the messenger, disguised through glasses, eyes of heavenly dew?
For it is better to bear the pain. For when the tide rolls in, there be I, with He, who made me — whole in His entirety, straightway from hell, into his heaven.
Thanks be to, The Father, Holy art thou, who made the Heavens, and the Earth, for it is, God the Father, God the Son, God the Holy Spirit. Which has brought us out of the dunghills?
I have lost man’s way, but in God’s way, I have triumphed. For God, straightway, showed me the way, out of the darkness. Through the long tunnel of darkness. I have not been satisfied, with man’s way. God’s way, is greater than you can imagine. He is the life and light of our souls. He has not forsaken us, we have Him.
Lord, forgive us, for being, so weak, in faith. Bless people, with the ability, to know, that you have been with them, all the while, and stir their spirit.
Bring a song to their ear, throughout their being. Bring dance, to their bodies, to rejoice, in the movements, of our bodies. Bring gladness, to hearts, for sure there is an end to pain. Lord, recognize not I, who am writing, but to all the people, who yet are afflicted. February 24, 1996, Wendy Yvette Greenwell
So accessing, a surprise divorce attack, on October 23, 1997. I feel the imminent need, to write a note to you, regarding your answer, about divorce. Oh, your answers are glorified, but it is the man’s answer, not, The Woman’s, to any degree.
Outsiders, do not understand, why these women, have lost themselves, to jealousy, possessiveness, out of control obsession: it is a degenerative process.
After the honeymoon, then what?
The woman takes care of the man’s every need; feedings, not feelings, cleaning, do this, do that, get, this, get that, don’t do this, don’t do that, lecturing of bull dung and submitting ourselves, to their, every whim, their nights out, and all our, nights alone.
Then there comes the baby; then the child is first. Extra work, cycles into a degenerative process, and the women drown. Name-calling, acts of disrespect, the drinking days, become more frequent. The man gets less cared for, because the wife, is tending to the baby’s needs, which are on call, twenty-four hours a day. Who, does not know, that?
The woman is exhausted! The days, cycle to weeks, weeks to months, months to years. Baby two, once again days weeks, months. Baby three, no time off. 82, 84, 86, Gallbladder surgery September 28, 1984, nine-inch cut, sixty-nine stones. Four months, after my son, was born.
Even, if the woman, is not working out of the home.
She is taking care of not herself, but everyone else. No time off! Financially dependent, isolated, all needs magnified with Mom. Especially when left on her own, to do the daily devotional, and then nightly routine, day after day, week after week, month after month, year after year, the same routine, exhausted.
We lose our spontaneity and independence. Our husbands have to male bond, with outings of drinking, hearing the same stories, while wife gets over neglected.
The love that once was has taken a journey, to the other side. The control of the situation becomes a negative cycle. “silent abuser” anger, frustration, fights over money, man being dominant, over the woman, intimidated, isolated, controlled, acts of violence, called ugly disgusting names, having to submit to lies, deceit, etc.
They have their life, and we isolate with our children. We are beaten down verbally daily: nothing is good enough except sex-Ha! Of course we get poked, pinched, pulled, thrown, spit on, cursed at, called ugly disgusting names, squashed, joint crunches, bloody lips, bruised on the extremities, plus crunches in the glands around the jaw, that do not show bruising but hurt for so long, slaps, and pokes with objects. (Once is too much) Intimidated, we feel we are unworthy, so we withdraw deeper. We do complain, to a few, and we get told to leave the situation, but we know we cannot. It is not that easy.
The repetitious cycles, close ourselves off to relief, and we feel and are bound, in silent emotional, physical, mental, spiritual, verbal anguish.
Our Spirit of Life has hit, the darkened corners of, Our Presence, “death in the flesh.” Our soul, our life, is in bondage; the chains are linked, through the cobwebs of years, submitting to our alcoholic, controlling, dominating, male chauvinist, pig “Narcissist husbands. Then we find out, all the while, Our Once Beloved, has been loving someone else while abusing Us.
I am speaking for Women, in the World, who have lived the degradation of a blessed unity, that has turned to crap.
All of Us Will Overcome, Through The Blood of Christ Jesus. Where lies Justification, In Him, Through Him, Round About Him. From God Through Christ Jesus, To Us. Total Salvation, In The Oneness of Spirit, Through Christ Our Lord.
I demanded justification from the Judge Then I ended up losing my husband, my children, my home, and all my belongings, my choice at thirty-six years old, only having worked out of the house, a couple of months. I refused to say, I did not want, A Divorce. I turned to the system thirteen and a half years too late, and it did not recover me, and my three children.
So I gave my burden to God through Christ Jesus, and he and his new wife have everything. I found understanding, of the wherefore art thous, on these critical issues, and will publish a book, for all the afflicted. In Christ Jesus’ hands, this matter lies. I did send it to her, did not hear back.
He took me to Child Support Court, two months, before he gave me back, all three of my Children, January 17, 1998.
On the 17th, I came down to the Valley to go to Child Support, to tell them what he was doing. They said it was OK, so I went back, and on the 18th, I took total responsibility for my three teenagers.
9/3/15 At that time, I had two years of my book, and that is what is in, “In Presence of Spirit.” It was what I had ready. It was not complete. It took me till, October 1999, for them to take me off the CS and give me complete custody of my three Teenagers, oh and credit me, what I had paid, and what they said I owed, they did not pay me back a cent.
We lost two years, ten, twelve, fourteen, got them back twelve, fourteen and sixteen. So now all these years later, The second Mrs. of the husband of my youth, tells me on the phone, that My only and ever Husband, is not the Father, of my three living children, and my nine grandchildren, one in heaven, are not his grandchildren.
Blood-wise, they are, but he was not there for the grand-babies births or for that matter anything else. He has not even met his eighth grandchild, second girl. Yes, I did not want him, to go to jail, for his outstanding Child Support bill, so I wrote a note to the Attorney General and said I want to take it off, but it was only because everything he did for me when I did not work. I stayed home with my babies, where I wanted to be and he too.
So whatever I personally cost him, I am paid in full, and we are severed. He had the kids two years, 0 to ten, twelve and fourteen, then twelve, fourteen, sixteen, to date, To mention I carried them for 27 months of pregnancy. I am the one that has been here for them. August 3, 2014
October 12, 2014, Seriously I cannot force myself to fix this one, and Publish it, the right way. I cannot draft it, so your reading, as is, for now. It is the hardest one. oh man, I have to update. November 17, 2014, It is fixed as best as I can personally do. Thanks for reading. Wendy. Okay, I fixed it and added a little bit. Thank you for reading the writings of inpresenceofspirit.com. Wendy
