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2010

SO WHAT!

In the name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit.

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So what am I supposed to do

“As it was, in the beginning, is now and ever shall be the world without end.”

So what am I suppose to do? The Book says to be positive and affirm positive attributes and dedicate yourself to your conviction, and I have. Time, and time again. Through out the length of my writing days, and then some. I acknowledge that you have given me the greatest gift being, in presence of spirit with you in all my writings. January 14, 2010

Laser Tomorrow

Mr. Errol Grannum will be performing drilling a hole in my left eye and the will re-open the hole in my right eye. The ones that made this happen are Knights Templar out of Illinois. Thank you. They are paying for my surgery on my left eye, and since my Dad and His Wife paid in cash the first surgery and preliminary Doctor’s appointment, he is going to open the hole in my right eye.

    It is a stressful time for me on the 27th I go before the Social Security Disability Judge, my third appeal. I have not had very many Doctor appointments because I do not qualify for any help because once again I am a pauper because I quit June 2007 because I was suffering from my eyes and yes forever thought they were’ eye migraines, turning out to be Narrow-Angle Glaucoma, with Cataracts that are not bad enough to take out.

    I am not even eligible to get the help of any kind from the commissions for the Blind. Now if I were going to go back to work, they would help me. I figure I will go to them if I get denied again.

My brother is coming down from California

for my Twin and My 50th Birthday. Weird how swift time flies.

You see back in early 1996 I wrote a piece,

    I asked the Lord for a friend, not a husband, Ha. There is a difference. He gave Richard and me our friendship. We have lived in this comfortable House for eight years. When I worked, I paid for my part. But since I have not worked in two years and seven months, he has taken care of all of it. It is only Him, my Son and me now. The girls have since seven months moved out.

    Although I care for Richard with his needs, he has provided. Home for me. We remain friends, and of course, we are companions, we even share a room, but it does not mean we are common law married. “He is 75 now. Cerebral Palsy has taken its toll on him. I am thankful that God gave me the ability to care for him day in day out, although we like the nights I hate the Sun, the heat of South Texas.” Jesus Christ thank you for Richard, my best friend. Only a friend. I am worried, and no one will still help.

    Oh Lord in your name I do pray.  I am so confused about what I am supposed to do. I need your help in all areas of my life, my love, my book, the complete book. The Surgery on my eyes tomorrow, The court in front of the Judge for Disability with my Lawyer at least I will not be alone.

I have been reading 2005 writings

“Reflections of In Presence of Spirit.” To the husband of my youth, from the wife of his youth. It is beautiful that is when I had my first glaucoma attack. I am already on page 59. He still has not read it But my reading and editing further a feeling the vibration of such power prayers to the husband of my youth that is over one hundred pages and 29,000 plus a word count. Second to the highest words from all the years of writing.

    It is for anyone, not just him. Truly it is verified. Hopefully, prayerfully you can find forgiveness in your heart, mind, and soul, it takes a ton of layers of your past and gives you the room to breathe through the cleansing of your hearts pain.

I know it works because that gut pain has not come back.

    Even in extreme difficulties, to describe mine to the minute status. How else could I state that? I have choice minutes of anxiety depression, fear, I do not have the means and resources I need. Still, no transportation. January 21, 2010

I know I have been working on the writings, no one else was going to do it.

    I told my Lawyer it is my hobby, Ha, it is a lot more than that, but because, “In Presence of Spirit,” only sold one book. There is no money involved it has nothing to do with my Court. I worked for The Lord and He will provide in His time. This, all this, is not, for greed it is to help, in the regeneration of our souls. Seriously I followed through with what I was given in Spirit to do. Even in my Mortality with my own problems and the way I am. The Holy Spirit of Jesus Christ blessed me with His Presence of Spirit.

    Thank you, Jesus Christ, there is no way I would have made it through without you and our “You are and I am In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord.” “Knowledge had but impatiently been misplaced”

    I knew that was the beginning of my book. I was going to be writing while I worked on it on the side. I was still writing every word that would one day be my complete, to be certified Book, of the offspring of my first, in writing communication, “In Presence of Spirit.”

      Jesus Christ heard my prayers and answered it at the beginning of my soul’s voyage in search of peace in my soul. Now we know it is not all about me. It is for anyone who is searching and not finding. It is for you and for me. I still do not speak about all this, I have no questions to answer. My eyes feel better today. January 28, 2010, Wendy Yvette Greenwell

©2010-2023 inpresenceofspirit.com Wendy Yvette Greenwell

2005

SENDING TO YOU

I am sending this to you with love.

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Choose to keep it, or give it to Jesus.

    You will be understanding of the gift, I give to you in prison, for all to find the Christ within. I love you babe in Christ who has brought us where we are supposed to do the most healing.

This time together with Our Lord and Savior

who has healed the pain of not understanding. Choose to keep it, or give it to Jesus. The Holy Spirit, will be there every inch of the way. Even though you lost the way in the fog.

You will be surprised at what I am giving you.

    A part of a journey from darkness to the light. In the Light of Jesus Christ World Awakening. In Heaven, it can be reached, “ask and it shall be given.”

    We will overcome every obstacle. To give back a piece of my book like I said I would. What better place, to place, “In Presence of Spirit.” People, peace through their awakening, and then, they can breathe again.

    Regenerate, The Light of Jesus Christ in every soul in The World. It can be done in the twinkling of my weak eye. Oh Christopher, Thank you for asking for prayer with me. I was living on the outside of myself, and not being able to tap into, The Holy Spirit.

    I lost my way, and I got drained, again. Or just the experience years of the same ole. 2005 Wendy Yvette Greenwell February 21, 2018, Ultimately I am sending this for the first time to him. That is forgiveness to a significant degree. Wendy

© 2005-2023 inpresenceofspirit.com Wendy Yvette Greenwell

1997

A LONG WAY

I have come a long way since my separation.

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I found someone special me. I count, I am not a slave to my sin and the lie of lies.

    I found someone special to me. I count, I am not a slave to my sin and the lie of lies. I saw the Truth, as they say, “The Truth shall set you free.” I take life a day at a time, and I am ready for significant changes.

    I miss my children something awful, and I have no trust in him, he admitted that he did not want everything he got. He told me for years this was going to happen. I have had four surgeries, three c-sections and nine-inch cut across my gut, gallbladder four months after my Son was born, five months after surgery pregnant again.

He made significant statements and enticed me a few times

and then turned around many years later and told me, “he deliberately lured me in on purpose.” He tried every lie in his books, to drive me crazy, admits that also. Then has the need, to ask me, “how I got through it,” all I could say was, “I never gave you my heart.”

I weighed every pro and con and ultimately abandoned my life

Because my life was one big lie. Except for my children. I could not do anything. I needed restoration, major reconstruction. I put up, and masked out the truth. I weighed all the circumstances, and I could not handle anything, life was entirely out of control. I tried to work when I was a mess; I knew I needed to recharge.

The only thing I could do was to let go, and let God,

Do His work. I had to go through a lot of healing, a lot of studying, learning. I had to let go of all the misconceptions, the reasons I went through my life that way. Mind games suck. It is weird how I was freed entirely when I should have been six feet under. I was dead inside; I completed turning the other cheek, seventy times seven plus. I had to do my penance.

I am the only one that could write, “In Presence of Spirit.”

    I had to live in conjunction with their pain and to put an end to the generational abuse that was passed down from generations. God was with me, even though I could not find him.

    Somethings I write you might not have an understanding for, and I might sound presumptuous, forgive me. I put up with a lot of sickness, mind games, lies, constant crap. I had three assault charges on him; I was not functioning right, when I left, I knew I was not going back.

His lie was a curse, and a blessing

Even though I lost everything. I found Christ within me, and my love, and worthiness are in Christ Jesus. I am free to love with all that I have, and it is formed in truth. I am not a disgrace in God’s Eye; I tested positive. I fought for the truth, and I followed the way out of the fire of Hell. I am not unworthy of happiness, and I have gotten stronger.  March 11, 1997, Wendy Yvette Greenwell

February 19, 2018, I left these out… I have to deal with it, so many women are suffering. Tomorrow is the 22nd Anniversary of my Divorce, and this year 2018 is 22 Years since I started writing in January 1996. I am going to Celebrate by going Social. “ha I did not.” I have my plugins already installed.

This is “In Presence of Spirit’s” 30th Anniversary Year. To be clear my first writing, In Spirit with The Lord. Even though I have loads of work to do on the archives and pages, the writings I have Published 86 this year, are ready.

    So I found forgiveness when I was given the choice in The Book “A Course in Miracles,” I picked him to forgive. It helped so much, then later the 2005 Writings. They are an intricate part of my sharing my writings with anyone who might find them one day. By sharing with him so I thought, I was sharing with the World already.

    In actuality the writings of “Reflections of In Presence of Spirit,” were’ not really inter-personal in the physical, they were all spiritual for anyone who is looking to forgive someone. Oh, my this says so much. I have to Publish it. This was written to a person, I never sent it. I mean I have Published so many, this one is different. I have not seen it for many years. I am going to Publish it now. Wendy

© 1997-2023 inpresenceofspirit.com Wendy Yvette Greenwell

2005

SIMILARITIES

You will find non-fiction testimonies of Jesus Christ,

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In The Kingdom of Heaven Within, The Whole Panoramic Universe.

They will have similarities of exactly, what you are going through.

You know me now in spirit, or you are learning of me.

    I am not a failure, and neither are you. Jesus worked with me, as with everyone who asks, but personally me; all these writings are work with Jesus, no one else. Only Jesus gave me the go-ahead. Five hundred twenty writings, and seven more to edit. Wow! Awesome! It has to be meant to be.

You can most, always tell, when it is Spirit Guided,

and when it is the person, with his and or her, free will. As with me, and my writings. Too much information for little ole’ me, by myself, now I Am, “In Presence of Spirit,”  in its entirety. Thank You, Jesus.

Awe, I hope you can fully realize your special place,

In the Kingdom of Heaven Within, the Whole Panoramic Universe. You are not alone, in your spiritual quest. You are among, “The Spiritual Awakening of The Twenty-First Century.” I, on the other hand, have spent a decade with the Lord by myself in the writings, with verification four years and eight months. That is when R.H. came in.

Still, my writings, are all from my own experience,

and this is the first time. I have had a spiritual partner, and for it to be you, the husband of my youth, it is so exciting, because I am with you, even though we have been apart ten years.

You are not alone.

    You are not crazy to have conversations with the Lord. He loves our communication with Him; this is my Church. The Kingdom of Heaven Within, and it is for each one, to find. The Christ Our Lord, Is In Our Ever Presence.

    I hope and pray this letter finds you in good spirit’s. Jesus Christ has all the answers. The Holy Spirit will teach you and accompany you in every stage of your experience. Sometimes you think you are alone, but you are not. December 22, 2005, Wendy Yvette Greenwell

©2005-2023 inpresenceofspirit.com Wendy Yvette Greenwell

2005

WOW JESUS

Wow, Jesus, the last day of the year.

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Wow, Jesus, the last day of the year.

    I missed my tenth anniversary, December 29, 1995, my departure. All our writings since January 1996, to all the next 365 days, is The Writings, Decade Anniversaries.

Thank You, Jesus, for: “In Presence of Spirit,”

I have opted, to put all that is edited, so it is longer, and it states in some cases, what I was going through, not much of that Jesus because I wrote to You for the answers.

I wrote You the Praises, the Feelings, I never had in the flesh of my existence.

    The words I never used, the vocabulary, I never had, the passion that was hiding, until You Sparked the Light, of my eye. Jesus Christ, I Need You, desperately to show me, what You want me to do. My Family, actually think, I am crazy. They do not understand anything, that, You have given me.

    Nine envelops with twenty-eight letters, and twenty-eight writings, I sent to him. Where are they? With him, or on there way back to me? One year he has been in jail. Oh Lord, help him in his ever presence. Teach him every second.

Clean the cobwebs of misconception.

     I have no energy after they fight, and put me in the middle of it, then take anyway. I do not want fifteen minutes of fame. This is for Your Glory. Your Love Throughout All Generations. Your Passion For Cause, Salvation Through You, Is The Solution. We can, and will overcome. I need to complete my book for you, through you. December 31, 2005, Happy New Year ‎input 6/‎22/‎2013 11:16:45 PM

I have no words weird.

    Well, 2005, was an experience. To this second, he has not read any of it. He knows about it. He needed prayer. I am not going to put his letters in here, because they are personally to our children, who are now 31, 29, 27. And as for the letters he wrote to me, they were useful for the time. This weblog is not about him. They are to him, because still after eighteen years now, he is the only one who asked me to pray with him.

    I am not writing; it has been some time, I miss writing. I have a few that will probably find there way on my other weblog, since 2011, when I started, sharing my writings.

    On the other hand, I still have quite a few to share. I will not run out anytime soon, just with this one. I am going to go through my papers and see if I left anything out of 2005 writings because sixty-four writings do not sound right. So when I find them, I will put them in. Thank you for reading my writings that are intended to share. God Bless the World, Wendy Yvette Greenwell 10/4/2013

March 2, 2016:

    It has been a voyage going down memory lane with me, “Reflections of In Presence of Spirit.” I always knew, I would share them, even though or “if” he has not read them. It does not matter to me because I know someone read them, and maybe they are finding forgiveness in their hearts, and that is, all that matters.

     When it was online without protection: HTTPS: The writings had 45,848 starting January 18, 2016. Last night the wendygreenwell.com had 17,888 views, since the transfer, bringing the total to 63,736 views, since I started.

    I am counting all views for myself. Sharing it, for those who might want to know. Thank You for viewing my, wendygreenwell.com. Thank you for viewing, The writings, of “Reflections of In Presence of Spirit” 2005, on inpresenceofspirit.com. They are home now. January 30, 2019, Wendy

©2005-2023 inpresenceofspirit.com Wendy Yvette Greenwell

2005

A BIT UNLEARNED

I hope all is well with you.

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So I am stuck with the I have to complete my part

    I am a bit unlearned, in your spiritual writing to the Lord. So I am stuck with the I have to finish my part, even though, I am unsure about your piece.  It is for, The Lord and this is how, He made me come out to you, in prayer.

    I always wrote something interesting about the Spirit of God. Man to bad! You know it does not matter, because I am conversing, In Spirit with Our Dear Heavenly Father.

    So, I am, nor was I ever, alone. So, no regrets. It is nice to share it with you now. The only thing is I keep, keeping them. It is because they all have writings, and every time, I write to you, I feel now, I have to edit. That is why I have so many writings.

We are sharing an insight, into a gorgeous realization of, the one hope in Christ we are.

    I think my misspellings, and my punctuation, is insignificant, on the opening of the whole realm of existence. I can not pick at one part, I would lose myself, because there are, so many beautiful prayers. A little bit of different writing. Statements of truth, verses, prayers, poems, praises, thanks, understanding, knowledge, wisdom.

Sharing, a piece of the whole incredible trip

    From beyond the dead to life, In Christ, is so awesome, and each person has the opportunity to see for him or her, own self. I have been procrastinating the inevitable. You know through all my years of prayer’s, Writings in Faith of, the glorious treasure of the kingdom of heaven within.

I knew, to share with you. I was sharing with the World,

    Not through you, but because of you, and you were’ the only person, to do that, through Jesus. I am sorry for you having to deal with my inescapable pain, you were’ not the cause, and surely we had good times, but because the last three and a half years of our marriage, was awful. I chose to close that part of me, and give it to God. I can not do anything with it, pain, suffering, frustration, degraded, below the bottom, I mean.

I am a living, breathing, capable of a loving person,

    That is sharing, her relationship, with Our Father in Heaven, to the World. I can do that, you know. It is mine to share. For the love of the Lord.

    I was looking for an answer that I did not find, and that, well, I need to let you go. Now, what is my motive? When you fall hard, do the unthinkable, and your reward is in sharing. I am content, to be home, and take care of Richard, and my grandchildren.

    So if we end up on the street in a month, we won’t because we will be forced to get an apartment. I will lose all my trees; I planted all eighteen of them, where will I put my plants? Well, this is why drastic measures, under dramatic circumstances.

I have something to share and say, and Sweetheart, I said it.

    I really and honestly did it. I can not believe myself. No one on earth could have told me yea or nay, who would I listen. When I was ordered from Him, that sent me to open up your eyes, and “to turn them from darkness to the light and from the power of Satan unto God, that they may receive forgiveness of sins and inheritance among men which are sanctified by faith that is in me.” Jesus Christ Acts 26:17 or 18.

    Some people think I should have written about the daily trauma. But you know for what purpose, it is a big negative, and the book is, Positively, In Spirit, of the Ever Presence. How long has it been since I told you, I love you? November 13, 2005, Wendy Yvette Greenwell

©2005-2023 inpresenceofspirit.com Wendy Yvette Greenwell

2005

FIFTEEN PAGES

Jesus Christ, thank you for the fifteen pages

Interesting Lights in the elements
The prayers have been answered.

Of, Inspiring Presence of Your Spirit to Spirit for the husband of my youth, I have everyone back. My stuff needs its room. I changed my mind about the letters, they came back to me, and I edited them and wrote them all over again, structured. When I write, I write straight through, no indention, no paragraphs, just straight writing.

    Fifteen pages of insight of, The Holy Spirit of You Lord, Your Presence is seen, and felt, through the entire writing, thirty-six pages, my handwriting, The first letters were still in the flesh, I was mean not horrible, but I reminded him of whatever, I had to for past sake.

When you came in, I was in awe.

    Then after the letters were’ sent out, I continued writing. But what I am prepared to send you is unbelievable. What you have let me share with him, Lord.

    Then to realize this was the husband of my youth, that has been gone for eleven years, ten divorced. And all I ever wanted was for him, to be, in the presence of The Most Holy, you Lord, to ease his pain. He has found you, and you and he are working together, in a place where the lost have found the shelter of a sort.

Jesus Bless every person in the World,

That is, behind bars. Bring peace and understanding to their souls, and guide, and direct them, To Your Calling. Come home into the presence of spirit, and rest while you are in transformation. Cleanse your soul through Christ Jesus. He will open up your entire being, to the presence of peace and forgiveness.

    Do not hold any one’s burden, at this point everyone for himself. Then after the cleansing, knowledge, and understanding come in. The process has been described, and shown, “then you feel calm through the rockiest year of your life, but with the strength, and guidance, God offers through His Magnificent Gift.”

Salvation.

    Complete Inheritance of The Kingdom of God Within and you know you are not alone anymore. You are the Congregation of Our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. He is Calling, them that can hear, let him come at once, and enter the inner chamber of your soul.

Jesus Christ, I always knew you were with me,

These past five years since I sent our book to be published. I just lost myself for a while, but I was working, making a paycheck. Going through all the trials and tribulations of raising three teenagers and three teenage pregnancies, then losing one to S.I.D.S. Now two years later another baby, so that is four in teens and one on the way.

I have been working.

R.H. is weaker, needs me twenty-four-seven, so I make a little, but I am saving a lot. Ha, and I am working on the writings, I did not put in the book. I edited all that was set before me.

    First come, first serve. I was just stricken with the omnipresence of the writings, incredible. So I have fifteen pages of writings to you, and all the other ones, I have not seen or read in several years or so. They have always been with me. I just stopped going through them. No time, no energy, no desire, put in a rut, with trauma every day. The ugliness is subsiding.

    The prayers have been answered. Even if I can not speak in presence, I can write, In presence again, for You Jesus Christ, because you ignited the light in my soul.

    Thank You, Jesus Christ, for the husband of my youth, asking me to pray with him, and I have. Even though he does not know it yet. Thank you, Jesus Christ, for opening the heavens. September 6, 2005, Wendy Yvette Greenwell

© 2005-2023 inpresenceofspirit.com by Wendy Yvette Greenwell

2005

SURPRISE

Well, it is going to be a surprise when you receive my letters.

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I would not have captured, the essence of sweet-savory had Jesus not saved me

    I told my Dad, “You know; I do not hate him.” he said, “yes” A gift to you and everyone in every prison in the World and to those that are in jail, even if they are not behind bars, no way out. That is what the Doctor ordered. Love to all from someone who cares.

What else can I say?

    Beautiful prayers came out in writing, and I can not pray out loud. I would not have captured, the essence of sweet-savory had Jesus not saved me, from myself. What I share is a piece of heaven. September 2, 2005, Wendy Yvette Greenwell

GOOD THING:

    It is a good thing we have the before and after, on the table, because that is verification, something happened. Flesh vs. Spirit, SPIRIT WON! I got my writing back, and it is to you, for a purpose. An incredible mission. You were the one that is, was, and will always be, destined.

In The Realm of Our Existence,

There is a peephole, and it can be found, and you found it. The light in your heart, even in dramatic conditions. Jesus is guiding you, to help lost souls. I want to share on that journey; you are undertaking.

    All in all, take it to the limit. Look at the trivia out there. Been there, done it, seen it, read it.

“In Presence of Spirit.com,” is out there,

waiting to be set free, floating around. You know everyone is going to be blessed. Heaven’s knocking, are you going to open up and let the Son, shine in.

Let Freedom Will, through Christ Who

Strengthens the Peoples of the Congregations. So you can get through the inside process of the Lord, and then you can be free from your pain, you know, that gut-wrenching pain of sustained trauma, year after year, ending in isolation. Even us on the outside, isolate or relate to the worldly and all it’s associates.

    Hello, and everyone knows how bad it is everywhere in the World, right now. So put on the Armor of Christ Jesus. He will open up the winds of time, and dump it, so it can not haunt you anymore, and bring peace to your soul. Through the Holy Spirit, in spirit, round about spirit, In Jesus Christ, we are.

    So I Share 2005 Writings, with You, because you are who they were destined for. With one heart to heal. Thank You, Jesus Christ, for Your Presence in Spirit, and all the encouraging words. September 6, 2005, Wendy Yvette Greenwell

     I am still not able to read 2005, I am editing with Grammarly and updating. The photos that I put on here are Water Particles magnetized by the camera flash. Wendy

© 2005-2023 inpresenceofspirit.com by Wendy Yvette Greenwell