Even though you want nothing what so ever, not even a simple text to do with me, it is OK. It helped me more than it hurt me. I finally let all of it go. You might freak when you find out, what I am going to do, and that I am not taking you out. I remembered you, even when I was not consciously thinking of you. You were just always part of me.
You inspired me, just by acknowledging my existence.
You just stayed with me. All my care was that you are happy, and you are OK. I am free to be me. Only you will know when you read it, that I was talking about you. I never wanted you physically. I tried to tell you about the book. “OK” and “I am so sorry,” I said that to you because I knew it was your calling. You cannot take one drop of how I cared for you, away from me.
Even though, it is done. I am not taking you out of my big entire excellent book, that The Lord himself gave me, “In Presence of Spirit.” In Jesus’ name bless Mike and his girlfriend with whatever they want for each other. April 5, 2011, Wendy Yvette Greenwell December 1, 2015, OK I am going to Publish this for two hours. “As Is” I did not!
December 12, 2015,
Today is my ex-husbands birthday, and tomorrow will be two years I have had my site up. I burnt out at 22 months. I refused to compete against myself, and I gave me rest for my eyes.
I knew I was going to do something spontaneous, I sure did. I feel this little note to myself, to one day publish, was meant for today.
I had to have some real person to love, even though I would never physically be with him. Spirit is Universal. Spurts here, and there of remarkable revelations. To one day Publish even without any response whatsoever.
The site is 793,291 views since December 13, 2013.
Thank you for viewing my writings. Reading well I can assume some of the views were read, but not sure, lol.
My twin had five fusions on her lumbar area, L2 to S1 her back repaired, five vertebrae, were worked on, five cadaver bones were inserted, they have grown. She still has pain; The Dr. had to do total restoration, not partial. And he is happy with the outcome.
We’re meeting up, the four kids visiting our Father. He is 83 now, and his wife is 95. This time it is not going to be too cold, and or too hot. It has been a while since I have been by water.
I have shared my writings like I always wanted to.
I did what I set out to do, even though I am still on my own on this venture. I know that the Lord gave me all my times, “In Presence of Spirit,” to be shared, and share, I have done.
At this point, I do not know if I am going to be inputting any more data. Ancient data of my twenty-year hobby, I would like to write, while I am in, “In Presence of Spirit,” again.
I need some inspiration. I am empty again. Maybe burnt out. Need the spark to reignite the light, that is Yours Lord Jesus in my heart, still.
Bless The World With Your Presence In Spirit,
Lord Jesus Christ. The World needs to be set free from this plague that seems to be taking over.
We need You, Lord! We are stuck, and want to be set free from the Hell, that is plaguing our brothers, and sisters in the World. Lord bring Your Presence down and rest with me for eternity.
I Love You, Jesus Christ. I did it, what You gave me to do. I am eternally grateful for Your Presence in Spirit. In, “In Presence of Spirit,” “You are, and I am In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord.” Wendy
I do not know how long; I will keep this on here. Maybe just today, I do not know. I will probably freak out when I wake up. Brother is flying in from California tonight.
He is landing now. Well, I have to Publish this. We will see if I have enough courage to keep it on. It is significant; everything put forth, months, years of advancing to the goal set before me, when the writing of, “In Presence of Spirit,” was written.
My writings are shared with anyone who will find them one day. And of course, everyone who needs a little time or a lot of time, “In Presence of Spirit,” With the Christ Spirit within Us All. God Bless The World and everyone in it. Happy Birthday to the husband of my youth. Wendy December 12, 2015, February 10, 2016, my birthday Wendy Greenwell February 19, 2016, tomorrow is my 20th Anniversary of being Divorced. I thought that I should delete this but really I have to leave it on. It is important to me, and that is all that matters. Wendy April 19, 2016,
July 5, 2016, I left it here, where it belongs, with all the writings. Do you think Mike has read it yet? Lord, I leave whatever reaction Mike had or has in your hands. It is for Your Purpose for which I have written all the writings. Thank You, Jesus Christ, for Your Presence in Spirit. Wendy July 22, 2016,
August 14, 2016 December 13, 2013 to the 31: 13,184, 2014: 413,397, 2015: 400,376, 2016: 215,574 = 1,042,531 views. Just “In Presence of Spirit.com.”
I have this on the original, I want it here on the page. “I can say I do not really love you. How can I love you for eternity ha because I have? You are the one that caught me entirely by surprise. You by that one gesture helped me come out of a darkened sleep of my closed up and closed off being, and pushed me into the writings of, “In Presence of Spirit,” and all the extensions. Even the ones that have not been Published, that is all it took. “I just had to put a name on the face.” I should have not but I did marry but not my one true love. Horrible as it is.
I have taken my stand time and time again. For years now. September 2011, 2012, 2013, 2014, 2015, 2016, 2017, six years. I have been Publishing my writings. Four years on my 2007 All in One HP Pavilion. It crashed on February 5, 2017. I lost everything all my pictures. I did not back up, I meant to but I procrastinated, to extinction. I did not cry. I have to let it go. It is almost a month since I have been on my site. Not knowing what to do?
March 23, 2018. This was fun I guess I wrote it in 2017. This is how you do it. 1:02 am, It is the 27th of March The stats are now at 82,494 for this year and 23,519 for the month. I am going to leave this here. Just because I can. WYG October 18, 2018, I have had Mike in Private for a while.
It is kind of weird how I can Publish the most personal things, but I do, I have and I will continue. Never saw him, or talked to him, but since February 9, 2011, I proceeded to make the way for my Publications, and I accomplished that. 225,569 views for 2018, for the month 34,870 views, and for all time, 2,012,215 views, changing in an hour.
inpresenceofspirit.com 1,395,725, I am changing my book room. My Dad built a room in the garage for my Son when we first moved in. Now after 17 years it is mine. I even painted the Kitchen, I have a little to finish that off. I am moving out, I need a change.
October 30, 2018, Now the book room is alone and I am over here in the Computer Room because I have to get all 500 edited and de-coded. I am on #247, this one is 500. I have been working on the site so much that it has received a bountiful blessing of views.
Thank you so much. 67,662 for October 2018 with today and tomorrow left. 258,361, for 2018, 1,428,517 inpresenceofspirit.com the total is 2,045,006. I hope you are A-OK. I am looking forward to seeing 500 in just a second. I am going to do it. December 1, 2018.
October ended up with 73,565, November 38,719 views, To date 1,473,536 for inpresenceofspirit.com, since December 13, 2013, 302,983 for the Year 2018, The writings of inpresenceofspirit.com have been viewed altogether 2,090,025 times. This one is only 500 because I had it in private for a while. Mike is the 326th Publication, one month to go, 174 to complete, that turns out to be 422 edits, I am going to finish in time. 5/18/19, Wendy
6/17/2020 I have this thing about deleting stuff. Or putting them in private. Just like all the videos I had on YouTube. My favorite songs etc. They are just for me now. I accepted your apology but I think you went to the wrong person to give that message to.
My daughter got us on three way, while I was on mute, and the truth came out. Just took five months. If it had not been that day before my 50 birthday, that you called and said that, I would not be this far into sharing my writings with the World. I am editing again, I am wounded myself, I fell in the garden on a piece of wood 4 months ago, and messed my left knee up.
Then thinking I could start the lawn mower, needing a spark plug, well, I could not walk the next day. So I am taking off, “You are, and I am In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord.” They are individual writings, that do go together as a whole but not here on inpresenceofspirit.com, anymore. Besides when I work on the writings I get lots of views. in fact the 16th I got 5,043 views, I had to fix something real fast on a hundred writings, that was really 200 with post, and page.
So, Mike, this morning inpresenceofspirit.com hit 1,801,474 views. I do not know if you have found my website, or for that matter “Mike,” it is weird yours is the only humans name on the site. We are all 25 years older. Just so you know I am not part of his family, have not been since the day of our divorce.
Just because our children had 18 grandchildren, one in heaven, “one great grandson, we do not share in that together. Seriously he is not your friend. He knows I have loved you since you clapped and rubbed your hands together and caught my attention. I told him after I found him coming out of her apartment, he left, and I knocked on her door and she answered with two pillows covering her, I said, you are …….my husband she said “know I am not.” He grabbed me, walked me home. I told him, I love you, and he was more jealous of that, then this whole marriage thing with her, three months after our divorce.
My Divorce a blessing from God and I celebrate every single year. It is a spiritual love. Not a fantasy love. Get my drift. I do not even know you. I have not seen you in over a decade. You inspired me that’s all. Take care, You are the only Mike in the World, that is part of this incredible venture I have been on. I loved you then, and I love you now, in my Wendy way. Dare me to PUBLISH! As is! Wendy
May 2022, was a great month. The site hit 75,130 page views, bringing the total of 2022, 226,535. Total for the site, 2,415,430. It is a worthy accomplishment. Sharing is caring. Wendy
This one just gets longer. I put Mike in private again. To start it off. My Dad, let me use his car to transport my twin back to San Antonio. My Son’s second Son, went with us. I drove behind my brother-in-law. We left Wednesday, and I came back by myself on Saturday.
She is not okay by any means. Her husband is king size and the truck and bed are, the same. He refused to take the hospital bed. She was here three months, he is worn out at one week. I can not go back. I miss her, we had not spent time together since we were separated by three hours.
I want to share the stats, from my hosting. As of the 14th of July 2022, 382,829, for the Year, all time, 2,401,724 page views. The site hit, 75,000 views in May. It was so much fun. I hope all is well with you, and yours. Wendy
Wow, I am going to Publish it again just because I can and it belongs Public one last time. 2022 was a good year, hitting 410,555, bring the total yesterday to 2,603,182 page views.
Cat scan on my lungs on Monday. Lung Dr. on January 31. Signed papers for Hospice for Richard. RN will come in once a week. The CNA comes in for a short time. Changing equipment, Monday before I have to go, stressful time. Hospital Bed, wheel chair, and hospital table he has one, Dad gets his now, that he is getting a new one.
The CNA will be here to transfer him. Because I cannot anymore. He has been bed bound for over a year. OMG, the only thing that has kept me going is my inpresenceofspirit.com. But still, one day maybe you will read this. 2299 words. Here I go again. 1/15/2023
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