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1997

A LONG WAY

I have come a long way since my separation.

Night Photos in the rain
I found someone special me. I count, I am not a slave to my sin and the lie of lies.

    I found someone special to me. I count, I am not a slave to my sin and the lie of lies. I saw the Truth, as they say, “The Truth shall set you free.” I take life a day at a time, and I am ready for significant changes.

    I miss my children something awful, and I have no trust in him, he admitted that he did not want everything he got. He told me for years this was going to happen. I have had four surgeries, three c-sections and nine-inch cut across my gut, gallbladder four months after my Son was born, five months after surgery pregnant again.

He made significant statements and enticed me a few times

and then turned around many years later and told me, “he deliberately lured me in on purpose.” He tried every lie in his books, to drive me crazy, admits that also. Then has the need, to ask me, “how I got through it,” all I could say was, “I never gave you my heart.”

I weighed every pro and con and ultimately abandoned my life

Because my life was one big lie. Except for my children. I could not do anything. I needed restoration, major reconstruction. I put up, and masked out the truth. I weighed all the circumstances, and I could not handle anything, life was entirely out of control. I tried to work when I was a mess; I knew I needed to recharge.

The only thing I could do was to let go, and let God,

Do His work. I had to go through a lot of healing, a lot of studying, learning. I had to let go of all the misconceptions, the reasons I went through my life that way. Mind games suck. It is weird how I was freed entirely when I should have been six feet under. I was dead inside; I completed turning the other cheek, seventy times seven plus. I had to do my penance.

I am the only one that could write, “In Presence of Spirit.”

    I had to live in conjunction with their pain and to put an end to the generational abuse that was passed down from generations. God was with me, even though I could not find him.

    Somethings I write you might not have an understanding for, and I might sound presumptuous, forgive me. I put up with a lot of sickness, mind games, lies, constant crap. I had three assault charges on him; I was not functioning right, when I left, I knew I was not going back.

His lie was a curse, and a blessing

Even though I lost everything. I found Christ within me, and my love, and worthiness are in Christ Jesus. I am free to love with all that I have, and it is formed in truth. I am not a disgrace in God’s Eye; I tested positive. I fought for the truth, and I followed the way out of the fire of Hell. I am not unworthy of happiness, and I have gotten stronger.  March 11, 1997, Wendy Yvette Greenwell

February 19, 2018, I left these out… I have to deal with it, so many women are suffering. Tomorrow is the 22nd Anniversary of my Divorce, and this year 2018 is 22 Years since I started writing in January 1996. I am going to Celebrate by going Social. “ha I did not.” I have my plugins already installed.

This is “In Presence of Spirit’s” 30th Anniversary Year. To be clear my first writing, In Spirit with The Lord. Even though I have loads of work to do on the archives and pages, the writings I have Published 86 this year, are ready.

    So I found forgiveness when I was given the choice in The Book “A Course in Miracles,” I picked him to forgive. It helped so much, then later the 2005 Writings. They are an intricate part of my sharing my writings with anyone who might find them one day. By sharing with him so I thought, I was sharing with the World already.

    In actuality the writings of “Reflections of In Presence of Spirit,” were’ not really inter-personal in the physical, they were all spiritual for anyone who is looking to forgive someone. Oh, my this says so much. I have to Publish it. This was written to a person, I never sent it. I mean I have Published so many, this one is different. I have not seen it for many years. I am going to Publish it now. Wendy

© 1997-2023 inpresenceofspirit.com Wendy Yvette Greenwell

2005

EVENTFUL DAY

It is eight p.m. on this once again eventful day.

Night Photo
Ever since I started my journey through the darkest corner of my soul.

    Now I have a question for you? People say, to be, in the spirit, in God, of God, that you must always be happy, joyous, or you are not a Christian. If I am no religion, am I Christian, or just spiritual at times, ever since I started my journey through the darkest corner of my soul.

    To the light, that is shining through, “In Presence of Spirit,” to you with love. The enemy has been on my back again and again. I am not joyous, does that mean God, is not in me? Na, How can it be?

I am going to organize the writings, put all the originals, and edited pieces together.

    I jumped into it unorganized. I did not know, what the plan was, and then of course, in the process, it showed itself, ” as the tongue of a ready writer.” First things first, I have to put all 2005 writings together, “this is what I am doing now.” I have a lot of letters most all of them are with you in spirit. Thank you for offering your mind to join mine. So I could complete this, which was given to me.

To complete my part in this awesome experience,

And realizing it has always been part of you, even though you did not know it. I remember the time you said, “you are all talk, no action,” but all the while I was acting on spiritual impulse. “To the ultimate plight to the light that is Jesus Christ in The Holy Spirit’s, coming home to every heart in eternity.”

    The Holy Spirit’s Eternity. The Holy Spirit’s, Ever Presence. In the Holy Spirit’s, Internal Purification. The Lamentations, and Supplications.

    In the giving, the Whole Existence, to the One Truth, in the Holy Spirit, is One in Heart, Soul, Love, Faith,  Cause,  Omniscience.  Ever-lasting Love.

    The Spoken Words in Spirit to the Apostles, Prophets, and now our generation has completed the renewal of the regeneration for everyone’s soul. I believe, so it is, TRUE!

I read some letters yesterday that I had found, they made me remember the ugliness.

    You told me to let you go. I thought I had. I did not interfere with any of your last eleven years. Without that person, you were’ married to for fourteen and a half years. I have not cried for you. I have given you to the Lord.

    You asked me to share, and I have. I gave you what the Lord, gave me to share with you. You will see it sooner or later. The inspiration was intense, and I let you back in a lot more than I should have, but I have accepted that you are staying with her, and your two children and that is, where you need to be.

It is OK that I voiced a bit in the flesh.

    Can you tell when the spirit of the Lord is moving the conversation, and or when the flesh of one’s being is taking control. There is a big difference, between the two.

    What’s up! Are you going with the flow?  This is an incredible experience with no one but R.H. God, Me, and now because of you. You helped me to come back to, “In Presence of Spirit,” and I love you, for this.

    So where are we still? Without, No, for within we are In Spirit of Our Dear Heavenly Father who is, was, and will always be, Our Only Savior of Our Souls.

    My expectations are in the Lord’s hands because I can do nothing without my love, my life, my only reason for multiplying, seventy times seventy, twenty more writings, I will have it.

    Thank You, Jesus Christ, for, “In Presence of Spirit,” and “In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord.” Because if it were’ not for all this work. I would have been a very unfulfilled, bored person, but I am not.

I progressed through adversity, and obstacles but You are by my side, so this is for you, Jesus Christ,

I give You To the World, through Our Writings, Your Salvation brought, to the heart of the children of God in Jesus Christ, You are the Resurrection and the Life.

    Thank You, Jesus Christ, for Your Presence in Spirit. Thank You for the name, “In Presence of Spirit,” it all just fell in to place, Your Place of Eternal Peace In You, With You, For You. Thank You, Jesus Christ.

    You are The Most Precious Being, through You is Life, by The Gift of Accepting You Unconditionally, there is no exception to the rule.  You know all that.

    Jesus Christ, Guide Us into tomorrow, for in the World as is, I have taken my stand, For You, With You,  on Your Feet, once again, Through You, From You, Because of You. Well, we are going to be OK. November 17, 2005, Wendy Yvette Greenwell

©2005-2023 inpresenceofspirit.com Wendy Yvette Greenwell

2005

ADVERTISING

I sent my ex-husband a twenty-page letter,

Night Picture
I have to overcome any obstacle, that might keep me from, Advertising My Writings,

which ended up being sixteen-page writing. I am confused but because of my present circumstances. I have to overcome any obstacle, that might keep me from, Advertising My Writings, or as others might say, Promote.

    I guess because he ignited the light in my heart again, to start writing, I focused a lot on him, because he asked me to pray with him. Still, all the writings from August 2005 to present are significant, even though I feel I overstepped my boundaries.

I found this letter you wrote on the twenty-six of August.

    “This is not an invitation it is a plea.” Wow! Good letter, thank you for remembering my reason for living still. Thank you for the encouragement, and The Spirituality you have found, In Spirit of Our Dear Heavenly Father.

I am almost finished editing.

    It has been a lot of fun, finishing off my book. I knew I had a lot of writings. I did not know how many. It is cool, to see, the presence of spirit, in you, and your letters, and now beautiful influential writings, full of love, full of compassion, full of insight.

    I am going to go through my papers one more time, to find anything about my book. I do not want to leave anything out — Wendy and You, The Husband of my youth, back for an incredible engagement of the Lord.

He is calling. I can hear Him, can you?

    I told my, first family what I was doing with my book. None of them believe in me, and that is OK, what is new. But just the same. I have worked on my writings for ten years plus, and they are the most critical productive thing, I have ever been part of. I have done it all, with no human teacher.

I do not really feel depressed about it.

    It is a completion of a beautiful journey from darkness to the light of Our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. I hope I still write afterward, but I really think, I am all booked out. Ten years of writings, incredible. Nothing I would keep out.

I am so happy to meet you in spirit.

    You know, I always longed to communicate like this, it is deeper and more intimate. (“WHAT!? And right then, and there, I was relieved of any restriction in the worldly, that would keep me from you, accept is that you are married.) Besides I love being divorced, and unattached to anyone except the Lord. November 5, 2005, Wendy Yvette Greenwell

©2005-2023 inpresenceofspirit.com Wendy Yvette Greenwell

2005

TRUTH OF EXISTENCE

I want to see the whole truth of existence.

Night Lights with a flash
I want to see the whole truth of existence

    Seventeen years since I wrote, “In Presence of Spirit,” the original, wow 2005, now it is eighteen years, double wow. Eighteen years since Jesus gave me the beginning of my heart’s quest.

    To stay with me and keep me and protect me, so the fulfillment of the nature of, “In Presence of Spirit,” is going to hit the hearts of the multitudes. Has to happen, it was written in the Spirit of Our Father.

Spirit of Spirit, Cooperation, United again,

To share the rest of the book, writings. How? The way and the means will be plentiful. Why not? It is, was and will always be; meant to be. I followed my call, and I completed the first part.

    The second is in the transfer. To open up: The heart of Your People and give them a piece of Heaven in One Heart, One Mind, To You With Love. From Jesus and Wendy in writing To You.

To every one of You, in The Whole World,

It is my Honor to Present the rest of the prayers and writings, quotes from me, Na, from the Holy Spirit of Jesus Christ, through me.

No closed doors, everything is opened and receptive.

    The decision has been made and done, start the process of ritual purification. “I think I am talking about a picture I wanted to put on the book.” I am sending it to you; it is heaven to me, it is deep and breathtaking, it reminds me of my first breath of life through Christ Jesus in the spirit of, “In Presence of Spirit.”

I am happy for your healing through Jesus Christ,

Cleansing waters, of shedding the scars of the past existence, before you met Christ. The spark is ignited, and you are in the process of cleansing, to freedom from sin, guilt, anything on the contrary of good and evil. All is One, in Christ Jesus, Love.

    It is all for His People to come inside the inner chamber of your innermost being. There you will knock, and the door will be opened. I let, “In Presence of Spirit,” go where it wills when that time comes. I hope my experience helps everyone else. Because that is what God gave me, Peace In Hope, and Faith of His, Ever Presence.

He is ours for the asking:

    A deep bottomless pit in which you have to reach down deep and then from the depths, there you will see the truth of existence and know all I want, is to be, “In Presence of Spirit.” Love and kisses from heavens door, open up you will be home soon. ‎5/20/13 2:41:16 AM input August 29, 2005-August 29, 2013

    God Bless The Whole Entire World. It means everything. I know every time my writings are read: “You are, and I am, In Presence of Spirit, in Conversations with The Lord.” I know this is what the Holy Spirit wanted me to do. Amen. Wendy Yvette Greenwell

    30 Years now. Wendy’s 30th Anniversary Year with My very own, “In Presence of Spirit,” that turned into, “You are, and I am In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord.” all extensions of the one writing. That is how I look at it. Even though I have “Reflections,” they still belong with the rest of the extensions. Okay, I read it. I am on #417.

© 2005-2023 inpresenceofspirit.com by Wendy Yvette Greenwell

2005

WHERE THERE IS NO KNOWLEDGE



Without, Within, Here we go again,

White light with the Sun
Without! Within! Here we go again

I will overcome this minor set back, and I am forgiven. Alright, you are a married man. I will not interrupt that. So no strings attached. We will overcome by the blood of Jesus Christ. There is away from the ashes of yesterday and the everlasting splendor of God’s Creation.

A way to be forgiven,

A form of release of the inner man, willing, waiting, to be freed from the bondage of any kind, but the enemy is attacking, he sees something going on, surprise attack, huh. No!

    Wipe my self off, and give my life, and my love, through the Lord, to you, to make you feel, one with the Spirit, of our Family. I needed a break from writing. I am just sorry it was the enemy at my back again, to finish off the realm of abominations, and to put an end to it through Christ Jesus.

See this is the way, I wrote my book.

    I showed you or tried to explain to you how I edit. Boy, I wish I could write again. I am but you are probably going to throw the letter, writings, away, and I am not going to copy them (they were sent out twice and returned to me, so that is why I have them) because they are a gift with love from Jesus and me. In Spirit of Our Oneness.

If we fall off the face of the earth for worldly, it will surely get burned.

    Protection is most important with the enemy slipping those negative, destructive thoughts of the wrong way instead of the right.

    Forgive me Jesus Christ for my sins. Forgive me in your name Christ Jesus. Thank You, Father God, my soul belongs to you. We will be alright.

    Well, we pray for humanity to heal itself through Christ, who is everlasting, and is here to wash our sins away. For the admission of no heart. Only the Lord’s reason must be the utmost on our minds. Everyday stresses need to be eradicated to a minimal.

“*W G* Please pray with me.”

    I think I handled the whole scenario like a pro in Christ Jesus who strengthened me. “the end of our marriage.”

    You want prayers; I pray, they come out. I want to be able to speak, but probably not. See I am not ashamed my book did not sell because once I let it go, it was out of my hands, it was like I lost it. I gave it away for a big price, but it was worth the experience of keeping focused on my several jobs, learning a new way of life with obstacles, tests, struggles, births, and death.

I had a vision,

Now since I have been asking for Jesus Christ back in my life, the enemy attacks again, but Jesus Christ stands, and forgives, and gives Authority in Spirit to Proclaim “In Presence of Spirit,” in the span of time, not mine. Thank you for asking me to pray with you. While you were’ asking, I was writing to the point of my first eye migraine.

    Congratulation! We Made It! There is a reason for this, and it is, in Jesus Christ’s hands. So you take care, and I will be writing to you soon. I hope you like your mail from me, and you’re blessed with understanding.

    Thank you, Jesus, for letting me write in structure not condemning. To my brother in Christ Jesus. August 25, 2005, Wendy Yvette Greenwell  This picture was right before the big white cloud on the top. Weird I know.

© 2005 – 2022 inpresenceofspirit.com by Wendy Yvette Greenwell

2004

VALUABLE

God Bless The World Today, in every way.

Beautiful, my favorite trees, and mountains.
God Bless The World Today, in every way.

God Bless Every Person, on this Planet Today in every way.

God Bless every living creature, on this Planet today.

God Bless every tree, plant, flower, dirt on this Planet today in every way, every mountain, ocean, sea, territory the whole everything that Earth is, today in every way.

God Bless every living soul,

That has not found, the kingdom of God, is within his, or her reach, and it is within him, or her, anyway. God Bless every living soul, that has found the kingdom of heaven is within.

God Bless every Person in the World,

that has received The Holy Spirits intercession and accepted Jesus Christ as Your Personal Savior. [“To those who have not. Please come to the Holy Spirit he is in you, and he is in me. He is ready to ignite the light that is his in mankind’s souls bringing love to a oneness of truth that is through the redemption of sins through Jesus Christ Our Lord and Savior, In God, He is the Resurrection and the Life.”]

I Am Grateful to You, Lord Jesus Christ.

    I am Grateful for Your Loving-Kindness, Your Guidance. Your Deliverance from evil. Your Compassion, for The Multitudes. For Your Awesome Testimonies of old, and new alike.

I am Grateful For Your Protection.

    Your Forgiveness of sin. For Your Courage, For Your Strength. I Am Grateful for Your Giving Your Life, Your Ministry, Your Love, Your Faithfulness, Your Self, in All Your Glory, To Cleanse The People, Past, and Present, To The Oneness of Truth, that is in You.

    Thank You, Lord Jesus Christ, for Your Salvation, Redemption through You. For: Your Peace of Mind, Heart, and Soul, that can be acquired through You, for Deliverance from evil. Your Testimonies of Everlasting Life, for Eternity, through You.

    Lord Thank You, for letting me write to You, and I give You, Thanks for what You, have given me through my writings. People whoever reads my writings, let them understand. Thank You, Jesus Christ, I Praise You for Your Love, throughout All Generations. August 28, 2004, Wendy Yvette Greenwell

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2013

WELL

Thank You for reading my writings I wrote, “Reflections of In Presence of Spirit,”

Perfect Atmosphere that night I captured this Photo in the rain.
It counts, when every single person, calls on the name of Jesus Christ.

With who I thought was the husband of my youth, in spirit, yes! They are unique writings because I opened up in a whole different way.

They are not about him,

But through him, to you. That is the only way I can write, Prayers of Forgiveness, Friendship, Compassion, Understanding, Encouraging, A Breath of Fresh Air. A Dynamic View, in an unfortunate situation. A place to escape, where it counts. It counts for every single conversation; I have with the Lord.

It counts, when every single person, calls on the name of Jesus Christ.

    Every conversation can be one sentence or pages upon pages. You do not have to forget your special times with the Lord. When you are bored, and you do not have anything to do. Write to the Lord.

    Write vocabulary words from the Bible, and write the definition and the thesaurus. Or have a conversation with the Lord. I prefer writing because then I can publish later. I am a weird one.

I have poured my soul out on paper to the Lord,

    Not just for me but the World. I believe this. Even in my poverty. Do not get me wrong. Richard, my friend, has provided a home that is comfortable. Accept the ceiling is going to cave in pretty soon. (From the roof because someone at the insurance agency stole the check to fix the roof.) This house is only 12 years old.

    I have had glaucoma for eight years now, and for some reason this last week, I have had high pressure. It was only eighteen when I went to the Doctor on Thursday. But it was high last Friday. Maybe it is all the time; I was spending on my blog. I pushed the computer back further from me, and it helps a little, I guess.

I think it was better for me to write, “Reflections of In Presence of Spirit,”

With or Too, or whatever, to the husband of my youth. It is not fun to hold a grudge. I did not want him to be in jail for Child Support even though; I do not think prison is the answer for non-payment. Well for him anyway.

    He was my friend, in the fire of my soul. He was my confidant. He is the one I talked to. Well, we remain friends. Weird in away. He is the Father of our three grown children, and grandfather to our ten grandchildren, one in heaven. And even though we do not share in that together, it is OK. September 23, 2013, Wendy Yvette Greenwell

January 17, 2018,

Since all my writings have all the dates, I edited them. I am going to leave the next bunch as it is. I do not care if anyone with a website that reads my writings, think this is awkward in any way. These writings are for me, they are mine, to share, “My Way.” As for the copyright. I am going to put © 2013-2018 inpresenceofspirit.com Wendy Yvette Greenwell from beginning to end.

    I have nothing to lose. I am fulfilling my hearts quest, and desire. To share my, “In Presence of Spirit,” with the World. It is meant to be.

    So I am going to work, as no one is watching, even though, I am sending them out to the World as is, and just maybe they are getting read, and hopefully prayerfully understood.

    God Bless the Holy Congregation of World Healing in and through the Love of God the Father, God the Son and God the Holy Spirit. Thank you, Lord, for giving me time with you in, “You are and I am In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord.” Shared with anyone who finds my writings. Lots of work to do. I have already started. Here’s to, “In Presence of Spirit’s, 30th Anniversary.” Wendy, now it is January 10, 2019.

©2013-2024 inpresenceofspirit.com Wendy Yvette Greenwell

2016

I NEED HELP

I want to see the light again.

Interesting Sunset
There is a time and a place for the manifestation of the truth

I need help from everyone here and there and everywhere. Automatic Writing? There is a time and a place for the expression of the fact, to be revealed. Awesome.

The time is now

    For you to go further than you have ever gone before. Sale your books on your website. Give your love to the World more abundantly. Open up the channels of communication again. Bring back the love and courage you have had through your journey in the wilderness. Keep sharing it to the World. I wrote that with my eyes closed.

    My twin sister is fishing, and I am on a beautiful Patio, with the large pier my Dad half owns at The Arroyo Colorado. It will be 21 years since I ended up here on December 29, 1995. I have Published so much that I had to take a break. Besides, I have minimal internet left on my Hotspot.

    I Paid $301.00, for my Hosting with Godaddy.com, A more expensive SSL because I have two sites running, I could put five, and I am at stage 3 Resources and Backups. I have five locations three of which are directed to inpresenceofspirit.com.

I have manifested my writing, into Publication,

    To offer you a gift of love, and compassion. I think my writings are beautiful. They are my sanity, still after all these years.

    The wind is blowing. It is an awesome night. We have been here my Twin and I, since Friday at 10:30 pm, Oh that we could stay another day. We left Tuesday afternoon, the 29th.

I Claim I have been, In Presence of Spirit,

and I am In Presence of Spirit. Seriously, I deserved to take a break. Oh Lord, I need help financially. I have done what I contracted to do for this elaborate reason. I have seen it through three years on my Website. I am calling out to the Universe the One Source of all of Creation, the oneness that is within every one of us, Cheers! To You My Friends. I have a gift of time in eternity.

    It is an Eternal Gift of Love, and Compassion. A time of praise, and words of encouragement, a time in the I am presence that is each one of us to ignite the passion of our souls. Tim’s birthday is tomorrow.

Can we!

    Stay here a for a few more days? Please, Angels let that happen. Oh Lord, help us, guide us, to Your eternal calling through your great gates of eternal life. Help me to financial independence even though I am disabled.

    This is the first time I have stayed with my sister while she is fishing. There is a lot of trout, and the shrimp are popping. She is going to be sore tomorrow. She has four more shrimp. I am not in a hurry to go anywhere.  Here it is beautiful.

Wendy, internal Wendy,

Light the way to the truth within your mind, and your being. Activate the ray of hope in your head. Elevate your horizon. Energize yourself with the light of the one true source of existence. One God the Father, Son and Holy Spirit. We are United in the Kingdom of heaven within our beings. We will see the manifestation of all documented material by me, on my websites.

    Raise me out of my hole, and into the vibration of oneness frequency through the light, and love of our one, and only Source of the Eternal God Head, United in One. One Love, One light, One Fulfillment, One Cause, One Hope, One Faith, One Guide, One-self-United in harmony, and understanding.

    We are coming into view. Our light is shining brightly even if we have not seen it or felt it. I am here where I wrote from January 1996 to February 10, 1996, writings. I have not Published all of them yet. I was burnt out. I have received my need to leave the Valley, and be in San Antonio, third trip down here, and the third trip back up. I do not want to stay here. I am sick of the flatland’s, and I love the hills even though the trees will be bare soon, I would rather be there.

    What shall we do? What shall I do? What are you going to do internal child of God? Throw out the old paradigm, and rain in the new. I am opened to new opportunities of Divine Will, Divine Guidance, Divine Love, which has been entwined in the Ever-Presence of the Eternal Majesty.

    Entwine yourself Wendy with the Ever Presence of the Divine Soul that is One with, The Universe. Open up to the truth within. “Ignite the light of You in my Soul. Bring Glad Tidings of Peace World Without End. Give Us this Day, and tomorrow will take care of itself. November 30, 2016, Wendy Yvette Greenwell written November 28, 2016, January 3, 2019, Oh, Wow! I just read it. Happy New Year! Wendy

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