I want all to be one in Spirit understanding The Universal Connection of Creation
I want all to be one in Spirit, understanding, The Universal Connection of Creation. I want to be One in Spirit, One in The Lord.
I want to feel the internal vibration of love in spirit for humanity. So they can find their kingdom of heaven within. I am not lost, but I am longing to be, “In Presence of Spirit” again. I ask for the return of my Salvation through and from Jesus Christ that opened my heart, and let it breathe again.
I want to feel the full ignition in the presence of my being. To fulfill my purpose, my gift to humanity. Is “You are, and I am In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord.” September 1, 2017, Wendy Yvette Greenwell
March 25, 2018, I started late and found this one. For some reason, I have dizzy spells. I guess I am going to have to force myself to go to the Doctor. I have had fun Publishing. I do not know if I am going to keep it up.
I had to put Security on my site because so many were trying to break in. I do not know what anyone thinks about what I have done by Publishing my writings to The World. They call it Global now. The site hit 80,952 views this morning for this year. Thank you for viewing my writings. If you think I am crazy, I do not care. February 17, 2019, Wendy
And see if someone will Publish, “The Writings,” not in any vain way. Kind of strange to read writings so powerful. I was deep in scripture, and I pained for every woman in my position, for the sufferings of all the World, and a clearing made me a productive witness in testimony in Jesus Christ, and the entire writings give an understanding to the ancient literature.
The passion of Christ entreats your soul to the peace that only comes through Jesus Christ from God.
It is that unknown you can not face. Oh to be freed from the daily degradation, humiliation, constant ridicule, day after day, week after week, year after year. How can any constructive well being have access into our lives, when it is muddled in all the generational abominations.
My outer world is faceless,
But my inner has an understanding even though I am weak right now. I feel I captured the presence of Jesus Christ Holy Spirit in my prayers and my research in God’s precious words.
I gave nine people the first twenty-four pages of writings.
I felt the I have to of it all despite my boldface expressions of capabilities only done from the inner chamber. I am not ashamed of what I wrote in any realm. My faith is in Christ Jesus and God’s promises, laws, statutes, commandments, judgment, all stated past, present future. To whom understanding is granted, let him understand.
I have seen the vision on the rooftop, and the seeds have been sown on the solid foundation.
We have to save our children, our families from any more loss of soul, bring them in the presence of God so that the cleansing can begin its development, from the core to realization, of the answers of the whole. So the peace can come, and the regeneration can take its place in the mass healing and awareness that all Society can obtain.
Wake the walking dead out of the sleep
That death and destruction have taken over, and bring them into the peace that is given through the promises of God to Our Fore Fathers and then delivered in the redemption of our sins through Christ Jesus to us. I believe with all my heart and soul. My state of being was total burn out of a losing battle. 1996 Wendy Yvette Greenwell
March 21, 2018, Well, I did follow through with Publishing Myself. To funny. As the saying goes, “If You Feel The I Have To of It All,” DO IT! February 17, 2019, Wendy
Flash Backs they are not as severe as they once were
The unveiling of the past was sheathed as shedding skin. The writings are through The Holy Spirit. I am going to put the entire pages together and see what The Lord wants me to do after that. In Jesus, Christ Name, Guide me Holy Spirit to do the right thing always. Show me through Jesus Christ my personal Savior. “Thy Will Be Done.” Thank You, Lord Jesus. July 29, 1996
In the last seven months,
I have absorbed the Bible in all its glorious words. I have written with a power greater than possibly imaginable. I declare the truth of Jesus Christ Our Savior. I have felt Jesus Christ and I know the truth of His Eternal Presence. In the writings, I know The Spirit of Christ was working through me. The visions of The Highest are manifested in my writing. If I may share them I will share them with you. Thanks be to God The Father, God The Son, God The Holy Spirit, “In Jesus Christ We Trust.” July 9, 1996
Flash Backs
They are not as severe as they once were. All were tightly weighing on my mind, my husband with another among the whirlwind of his alcoholism for eight and a half straight years. The last horrible months before my departure.
Every breath was a struggle until the pain was lifted right out of me. Then the next months proved to be the stepping stones to understanding, more awareness, a way to find a purpose, the reasons for my existence. Was not stupid because it is God’s life. I know what God means when he says, “go into thy inner chamber, there ye shall knock and the door shall be opened.” July 1996
Live-in Position
The elderly man I care for poked me with his big finger on my gallbladder scar and it hurt, I showed him where he poked me, my nine-inch scar across my gut. I had to tell him do not poke me and do not punch me and your sarcastic jokes with intent to hurt need to stop.
The tests I have been through, I have passed every one of them. They do not have much to complain about me. I am sick of doing laundry. I am forming a regular twenty-three days plus more to come. Thank you for encouraging me to go from a pauper to making the first step into a paycheck, it was an excellent experience. God tested me. I passed by the hair of my chin. When its God’s time.
I have been so deep in the inner chamber,
Studying in the Holy Spirit, through the Holy Spirit, round about the Holy Spirit, the Holy Spirit, has been shown to me personally, and I am in Spirit been taught every day, it is so cool, I wish I could share, but I am still a baby in Christ.
All my questions have been answered in the Bible, in my supplications, in my mourning for six months. In my giving, and my understanding. My observations round about, everyone is in hell around me, screaming, the anger, no positive, the lifeless energy oppressed with wants, super demands, abuse, neglect, each not taking care of their oneness with Christ. Judging has shown itself, and they are blind to it. July 25, 1996
Boundaries
I hope I have not crossed your boundaries by making plans. Thank you for all your blessings of knowledge, understanding, and all my trials, and tribulations. They have been worth it to come to you totally, with Your stretched out arms that caught me through pure inexhaustible love.
Lord, preserve the peace you have bestowed upon me. If it is your will for me to write let me continue. Lord grant that I may stay steadfast in Your Grace, in the insight You have bestowed on me. Your compassion through Your Spirit is felt. No one seems to see.
Thank You for the job, the room with your treasures in it. Thank You In Jesus Christ I trust, I have felt You, Awesome. Peace to You God, and Jesus Christ, the Holy Spirit, and all Your People. I Love You. July 29, 1996, Wendy Yvette Greenwell
It is easy reading when you have an understanding.
I have been reading, writing vocabulary, and writing scriptures. I cannot sing right now. I am not going to give up on getting a job.
You know I needed to be with my twin. For many years I was hurt, she was not with me back in the day, she hid out so to speak. Anyway, I have overcome a lot of things from the past. Boy, my twin and I are Twins. I feel safe with her; I wait for her, miss her. God did Bless me with a Twin. Growing up we always had each other period. So I was not ever a people person.
When you are a kid time is so slow,
It feels, then, fifteen years have gone by Nineteen years she has lived in San Antonio and me in the Valley. I have been here since February 10, 1996, my thirty-sixth birthday. I have been gone since December 29, 1995. I left. I had to for the kids; they refused to go to the shelter with me. I had no other choice.
This scripture is why I know it was and is right that I left. Malachi 4:6 “And he shall turn the heart of the fathers to the children, and the heart of the children to their fathers, lest I come and smite the earth with a curse.”
It is easy reading when you have an understanding.
As it is written, “as it is unto this day,” in many of the verses in the Bible. Writings pertain to the past, the present, the future.
The fascinating, powerful scriptures are Romans:
The whole Epistle. That is the one which should be read through in Church. The Gift is there in totality. If everyone read the Romans, they would have more understanding. Everything pertains, and we all have to find the Christ within.
I like reading the Bible, and when I come to a word Supplications entreat earnestly address in prayer. Daniel 9:23 “beginning of thy supplications the commandment came forth, and I come to show thee, for thou art greatly beloved; therefore understand the matter, and consider the vision.”
This is fun for me.
The Thesaurus of these words is incredible, so many words mean the same thing, all meaning in one word from God. I do freak out sometimes when we are on the expressway there are so many people, and how many are searching? How many are afflicted by abuse? How many? I try to see my part of society, and I withdraw. I lost fifteen years, and I am judged. I have some obstacles to jump over but, at least I am going forward. I am getting stronger, further from the past.
I have no idea what tomorrow is going to bring.
I do not know where I stand with my pre-teens. It has been a month since I have seen them. I have no plans to go down there, even if I wanted to it would be on someone else’s wallet, car time, so when I can do it myself, and when I am ready I will go, I might be being stingy, I am still affected by my loss, and I need more time.
I have accepted all of it because it was my choice in leaving, it is just a shame that I fell and lies prevailed. It is a shame. It is like I am dead. What is there to be here for but I am destined not to die to until He is ready to take me. I am probably depressing you sorry.
I am working on working I will overcome this sooner or later will see what time brings. I hope something good. This is the pits. May 14, 1996, Wendy Yvette Greenwell
Now why would I Publish my writings like this. My conversations, with my guardian angel. This one is a letter to her. It belongs with all the rest, no matter how uncomfortable I am at times. Wendy
Holy Spirit of You Jesus Christ, help me, guide me, direct me to where You want me to start working on the writings again
Jesus, I do not know what to do. I am at a standstill, and I am having a lot of eye pain, migraines, “that were not migraines at all.”
Oh, Jesus where is my passion?
Where is my focus? Where is my love? My life? My understanding? I am missing You, Oh Lord in Your Holy Spirit, I am calling out Lord Jesus Christ my Lord, my life, my only reason for living still.
I want to feel Your Presence.
I want to feel Your soft touch. I want to hear Your still small voice saying, “Complete Wendy what I have given you to do. Finish “In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord.”
I believe with all my heart
You are the Author through Your Holy Spirit with me and guided me even if sometimes I think I am alone. My Lord, My Savior, My Holy Father, My Husband, My Friend, My Companion, My Master of Creation, My Jesus Christ through Your Holy Spirit, I need to hear from You. April 23, 2007
Dear Lord in Your Name I do Pray.
Thank You, Jesus Christ, for this day help me, and everyone in all Your Ways. Bless The World with Your Salvation, Your Love Throughout All Ages.
Help me Lord do Your Will.
Holy Spirit of You Jesus Christ, help me, guide me, direct me to where You want me to start working on the writings again. I so desire to get closer to You. To hear You, when You speak, to be lit up with the joy of Your Everlasting Breath.
Bless me to understanding Your Words through the scriptures and whatever books, I need to read on getting closer to You. Thank You, Jesus Christ, Thank You Holy Spirit of Jesus Christ. April 21, 2007, Wendy Yvette Greenwell
Aches and pains feel like crawling in a hole and never coming out.
Inner self, please start peaking through show me help me
Desperate, at the end of the dead end. What is keeping me back? Where is any confidence?
Inner self, please start peaking through show me, help me, show me of my truth of existence, vice versa.
You know way more than I for I am but a pin, widen my perception. I see a lot the knowledge reasoning understanding of the Bible in an I was their text.
So we have God’s foundation, and the death and resurrection as Christ did, we have the Baptism through the Holy Spirit, God the Father, God the Son and God the Holy Spirit.
The deliverance from evil. Seven times will pass over. Seven mountains to climb. The death of the inner person who has an individual but equal soul to each and every potential, in the Spiritual plane in awareness. Inner Spiritual Wendy give me some help here. May 19, 1996, Wendy Yvette Greenwell
March 10, 2018, once again last minute Publication. Too much going on. I feel I need to Publish anyway. February 9, 2019, Wendy
In the name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit.
So what am I supposed to do
“As it was, in the beginning, is now and ever shall be the world without end.”
So what am I suppose to do? The Book says to be positive and affirm positive attributes and dedicate yourself to your conviction, and I have. Time, and time again. Through out the length of my writing days, and then some. I acknowledge that you have given me the greatest gift being, in presence of spirit with you in all my writings. January 14, 2010
Laser Tomorrow
Mr. Errol Grannum will be performing drilling a hole in my left eye and the will re-open the hole in my right eye. The ones that made this happen are Knights Templar out of Illinois. Thank you. They are paying for my surgery on my left eye, and since my Dad and His Wife paid in cash the first surgery and preliminary Doctor’s appointment, he is going to open the hole in my right eye.
It is a stressful time for me on the 27th I go before the Social Security Disability Judge, my third appeal. I have not had very many Doctor appointments because I do not qualify for any help because once again I am a pauper because I quit June 2007 because I was suffering from my eyes and yes forever thought they were’ eye migraines, turning out to be Narrow-Angle Glaucoma, with Cataracts that are not bad enough to take out.
I am not even eligible to get the help of any kind from the commissions for the Blind. Now if I were going to go back to work, they would help me. I figure I will go to them if I get denied again.
My brother is coming down from California
for my Twin and My 50th Birthday. Weird how swift time flies.
You see back in early 1996 I wrote a piece,
I asked the Lord for a friend, not a husband, Ha. There is a difference. He gave Richard and me our friendship. We have lived in this comfortable House for eight years. When I worked, I paid for my part. But since I have not worked in two years and seven months, he has taken care of all of it. It is only Him, my Son and me now. The girls have since seven months moved out.
Although I care for Richard with his needs, he has provided. Home for me. We remain friends, and of course, we are companions, we even share a room, but it does not mean we are common law married. “He is 75 now. Cerebral Palsy has taken its toll on him. I am thankful that God gave me the ability to care for him day in day out, although we like the nights I hate the Sun, the heat of South Texas.” Jesus Christ thank you for Richard, my best friend. Only a friend. I am worried, and no one will still help.
Oh Lord in your name I do pray. I am so confused about what I am supposed to do. I need your help in all areas of my life, my love, my book, the complete book. The Surgery on my eyes tomorrow, The court in front of the Judge for Disability with my Lawyer at least I will not be alone.
I have been reading 2005 writings
“Reflections of In Presence of Spirit.” To the husband of my youth, from the wife of his youth. It is beautiful that is when I had my first glaucoma attack. I am already on page 59. He still has not read it But my reading and editing further a feeling the vibration of such power prayers to the husband of my youth that is over one hundred pages and 29,000 plus a word count. Second to the highest words from all the years of writing.
It is for anyone, not just him. Truly it is verified. Hopefully, prayerfully you can find forgiveness in your heart, mind, and soul, it takes a ton of layers of your past and gives you the room to breathe through the cleansing of your hearts pain.
I know it works because that gut pain has not come back.
Even in extreme difficulties, to describe mine to the minute status. How else could I state that? I have choice minutes of anxiety depression, fear, I do not have the means and resources I need. Still, no transportation. January 21, 2010
I know I have been working on the writings, no one else was going to do it.
I told my Lawyer it is my hobby, Ha, it is a lot more than that, but because, “In Presence of Spirit,” only sold one book. There is no money involved it has nothing to do with my Court. I worked for The Lord and He will provide in His time. This, all this, is not, for greed it is to help, in the regeneration of our souls. Seriously I followed through with what I was given in Spirit to do. Even in my Mortality with my own problems and the way I am. The Holy Spirit of Jesus Christ blessed me with His Presence of Spirit.
Thank you, Jesus Christ, there is no way I would have made it through without you and our “You are and I am In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord.” “Knowledge had but impatiently been misplaced”
I knew that was the beginning of my book. I was going to be writing while I worked on it on the side. I was still writing every word that would one day be my complete, to be certified Book, of the offspring of my first, in writing communication, “In Presence of Spirit.”
Jesus Christ heard my prayers and answered it at the beginning of my soul’s voyage in search of peace in my soul. Now we know it is not all about me. It is for anyone who is searching and not finding. It is for you and for me. I still do not speak about all this, I have no questions to answer. My eyes feel better today. January 28, 2010, Wendy Yvette Greenwell
I need to say for some reason I call them excerpts
He would not have enabled me to write as I have and not do anything with it.
when in actuality they are extensions that are part of the one whole of all of, “In Presence of Spirit.com.” This is going to be five parts. I am ready.
Writing Excerpts
I have been writing excerpts from all the writing in which I was inspired to write. My 73-year-old living Guardian Angel and co-worker read seventy-three pages of the writings, and told me to continue in my quest for someone eventually to Publish. LOL!
My family say, “they are only for me, not anyone else.” oh what a shame. I have placed it all in God’s time, and I feel God’s time is near. He would not have enabled me to write as I have, and not do anything with it. I know, “In Presence of Spirit,” will be published, and many people will be soothed with the promises God has given us all along. January 20, 1997
We need proof of demise
And what happened outcome from an evasive past of the end of sin to find Christ as my Savior. I have a different perspective on this years later, but I can write it with emotions. This I must do. April 1997
Lord guide me, direct me, ignite the light of you in my heart.
Galatians 41:10 “ye observe days, and months, and times and years.” August 14, 1997
Help Me!
Where is my life as it is supposed to be? The seeds have been sown, and I demand fruition. The wages of yuk dung have fallen hard; we need to break the chains of bondage of any kind again until they cannot form one more time.
We are purposely here, to reach, and go beyond a radical potential that has been sleeping for ages. Go forward to the clearing of the misconceptions of Human Hood Into the Presence of the Most High, right here on Earth in the here, and now.
I want to write again,
I want to get out of these mundane perceptions, and jump into the truth that is ours for the asking. I cannot spend on trivia. I need to go beyond the comprehensible. I have to jump off the mountain and fly out into, “In Presence of Spirit,” Radical changes Wendy, where do you start?
Instant help stability satisfaction guarantee or you can stay in darkness. Get the job and start picking up again. October 7, 1997, This is an integration process that can be obtained by everyone, World over. Mass Awareness of the degenerative forces that have utterly consumed the planet with inexhaustible repetitious cycles of total deterioration. October 16, 1997, Wendy Yvette Greenwell Whoa, I had to put it in.
