I lost momentum. Zapped of my energy. Hard to do! What! Stop, look, listen, and hear, what I am supposed to do next.
If I could laugh,
I would. Nothing is funny. The World is suffering. So many lives lost everyday. The love that once was, is now, and forever, In Presence of Spirit.com. All my conversations with the Lord, shared not hoarded.
Even though it took me fifteen years, to put it on the Internet. I have been on-line since October 2011. Not publishing to my hearts desire, because there were bumps in the road.
I think five hundred, and forty one posts is big.
It can get bigger. I am going through the left over pages again, and throwing away, what is not essential.
No one will know what to do with my writings when I pass on. I hope they do not get thrown away. I guess I need to Publish them fast, before my death, no one is going to do it after I am gone.
I know this is morbid to write. I do have ailments that put me over the limits. Down here in deep South Texas, the virus is spreading. Fifteen miles from the Border.
I cannot put this situation in a man’s hand. The only one who can do anything about this is, through the Love of God the Father, God the Son, and God the Holy Spirit.
Lord, I pray to you in Jesus Christ name, bring down the Holy Spirit, through, and through. Bring light to the broken hearted. Bring love to a oneness of truth, that is through the only begotten Son.
To show the way out of the wilderness. Bring them into the light of the ever presence of the Holy Spirit. Bring healing waters of enlightenment to the World United, One in Spirit, One in the Lord.
You know, I have given all of this to the Lord. All of the writings on inpresenceofspirit.com, belong to the one, and only ruler of our soul, shared to anyone who wants to read it.
This is a freehand, I have not done in a long time. I missed the last two days. I could not force myself to Publish. 25,442 views, as of this morning. When I Publish the site gets more views.
They do not come to the site much, they just get it where it goes, lightning speed. So great. Maybe I am overboard with my Photo’s. From night blind, to my first camera with a flash, was fascinating. I enjoyed it.
Nothing is the same since my Son’s passing. Well, all I can say is, wont you please have your own conversations with the Lord. To the Christ Spirit within us all. Wendy
is the end of, writing extensions of, In Presence of Spirit, all of them. There is no end, but I must give it to the Lord. So, much work to do. Oh, Lord, help from henceforth to forever.
“In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord,” and “Reflections of In Presence of Spirit.”
Only done in the inner chamber of my inner being. Be that as it may. I am one in spirit, and I have a relationship with the Holy Spirit, given by Christ Jesus.
Scribbles, this is what I do when I have nothing to write, nothing. When I write it flows from the depth of me, and bubbles to flowing out words, which make many writings.
Now, we, The Holy Spirit and I, have the completed, “In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord.” and “Reflections of In Presence of Spirit.” All for the Glory of God the Father, God the Son, God the Holy Spirit.
Oh Lord, have mercy on me. It is inspired revelations, prophesy to the end of time.
Oh Lord, bless this, and everyday with the light of your love throughout all generations. Blessed to, “In Presence of Spirit.”
It was good to go to Church. It was about time. It was nice, calming, I received the communion legally.
Oh Lord, help from henceforth, and forever. Help bring the holy comforter down, show them the way.
Help Lord, I can not live in poverty of heart, and soul, after everything the holy comfort has brought me through, the conversations in spirit.
What I have done, I had to do from the depths of my souls voyage to find my Christ Jesus again.
Each year is different but essentially they are one in spirit. All of them are with you in spirit. Really searching, having a stronger message, a friend from the heart.
This is why “Reflections of In Presence of Spirit,” is important. I prayed in spirit with him, specific, which brought forgiveness, concern, compassion, understanding, encouragement, passion for Christ Jesus, for me to share my writings, with my ex-husband. To communicate in spirit, to him, the spirit of the Lord, and me.
They have said, that one person can help change the World. The Holy Spirit has heard me, guided me, forgiven me, written with me.
The Holy Spirit’s presence is in me, and all of us. Jesus Christ, is the Holy Spirit, who was given to us in Spirit by Christ Jesus. He gave his Holy Spirit to everyone of us, who ask.
In Jesus Christ, name I pray. Lord Jesus, forgive my sins, and my trespasses, forgive me for not knowing how to get to you sooner.
I have been searching, and not finding answers to the questions of my existence. This pain, this suffering, this void in my breast plate. The pain in my gut, not a peep hole of light.
The darkness has closed my inner being with no haven. It is overcome, and distraught. It is hanging by a thread of sanity. It is lurking in the fog.
The clouds are thick, it is hard to breathe. The pain, the isolation, the loneliness, it grips my soul with, or without people around.
“I am describing how I felt before I accepted Christ Jesus, and he accepted me. description in, “State of Being.”
Well, for all the reasons that be. I learned a big lesson, and I was fundamentally ready, to spread my wings, and fly out into, “In Presence of Spirit.”
Bring the light of Christ Jesus into the hearts, minds, and soul of Humanity, and heal their being. Wendy
Love the design, and the detail, Mother Nature with a flash
what a big manuscript I have. This is the I have to of it all. There had to be more to life then misery.
I have glimpsed the presence of spirit, in writing. I reached, “In Presence of Spirit,” because here it is for me to share. Then the Holy Spirit, will guide my direction, in purpose.
Jesus Christ, I ask in your name, what do you want me to do with our writings? Complete it, and then I will know what I am supposed to do.
Help me Jesus. Guide me, direct me to the next power calling. I want to be in the presence. I want the presence in me. Hold fast the love. Lord for we have shared a lot with each other.
Inner me Wendy, the “I,” of me, we need to think. We need to put forth the fulfillment of my hearts desire, yours, mine, and ours. That would be me, and I am universally present in the realm of both realities outer and inner.
All the writings go together as one. No one of them is different, they each hold the same value that the very first one did. They each belong, they each connect to the next one.
So, once again what has been written, and put in, by me, being everything, and the only one to do it.
This is a work in progress. It carries on, each phase, comes new experience, one drops off, the other is the way it should be. One in harmony with the Lord of Lords, the Christ Spirit, in everyone in the World. That has been going on with every Ministry, People of the Congregation of Our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ.
Jesus Christ, it is time. Show me your way. My way is to rough. Open the door to which I present my love to you.
It is full of love to you, for you, through you, the Spirit is alive in our writings. Even though I am not fully what, and who I am supposed to be. I am fulfilling this, I call my massive amount of conversations with the Lord. For the Lord, beside the Lord, in the Lord’s, arms there I am.
Jesus Christ, I love you, I give to you “my love and my life, to fulfill the plan you have made for every person on this Planet we call Earth.”
“But what oneself is to you dear Lord, what you have given me, my love, and my life to fulfill the plan you have made for every person on this Planet we call Earth.”1988 Original, “In Presence of Spirit.” Wendy
until the name changed to, “In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord.”
To me all of it is, “In Presence of Spirit,” forever more. Omnipresent writings, from end to beginning.
Fourteen years gathering my conversations with the Lord. It is fascinating to me. It always calms my Spirit. The I of me that is not a body, it is who I am, and will ever be in eternity.
We will meet in spirit. We need a miracle. A miracle from you, Jesus Christ Holy Spirit. I know I am not finished. This is to be accomplished.
This one has to be given the end. To all pain, and suffering, in heart, mind, and soul. Through the love of Christ Jesus, for humanity, and eternity.
I am ready to Publish. The name has, had a rising number of significant revelations. Adding on to the name changed, and I verified it by stating it. By means of hand written everything. By writing it, and of course by reading it, to Richard piece by piece.
All verified. I then input the whole thing. It took another five years. It is all worth it. To come to write “In Presence of Spirit,” has been a gift to me first, then to you first.
I will see the finished manuscript on paper. One of these days, will be that day. I am sending it out soon. I feel it in my internal house, home, being.
Jesus in your name, I do converse with you, pray, talk, write. I am not pretending to do it. I talk to you Jesus Christ, and you always answer me.
I guess there was never a better time than now, to complete that which you have given me so graciously.
It is my treasure house of conversations with you in spirit. I did what I did, and I think still, that it is significant to the fulfillment of my life’s desire, and my life’s quest.
Even in isolation, no transportation for sixteen months. Eyes not able to take the Sun. It is a good thing I planted twenty three trees, they shade the whole house. Then not now.
What will be, will be. It is what it is. Conversations with the Lord. Who could have thought all this up. Not me, and I am the writer.
Captured on paper so as to reflect on in Christ Jesus Great Power Calling, through me to you everyone that will find my conversations with the Lord, and read them.
I said it out loud, “Where do you want me to go from here.” I am going as fast as I possibly can to Publication. Me, myself, and the I of me, that is, “In Presence of Spirit.” I have to. It is the beginning. Wendy
It is a matter of days, weeks, months, no more years for this book.
I figure I will keep it open until the opportunity arises for the manuscript to be printed.
Oh, it has to be almost perfect. My way complete this time. Accept my quoting myself. The Spirit of me, and him who gave this beautiful book to me.
The Holy Spirit, knew I would share, even though to date it has not been read. It was a meant to be published even though it did not sale or has not been read. The first book.
“In Presence of Spirit,” still means the same thing today as it did the day I wrote them, all of them. I am still adding. I figure any one of these days will be the day I manuscript my personal writing to the Lord. Conversations with the Lord.
Thank you for showing me my place in your plan, through you Holy Spirit of Christ Jesus. The time has come, I can not wait anymore. It is step by step, it is meant to be. It is not my imagination. It is what it is. “A gift to you and yours, and from you and yours, to put an end to the pain, and peace to our souls” through Jesus Christ our Lord, and Savior.
I do not know what is going on with me. I am excited about the writings, and how big it is. All the work I have done. The Chronological is in order.
I know in my heart that it is significant, to the fulfillment, of my personal journey, from darkness to light.
My book writing days are coming to an end. What will I do? God will show me. It is not over, it is the beginning. I am sending it out soon.
I feel it. I have projected it’s out come since, “To Whom I May Concern,” November 25, 1995. It is altogether, now.
It is meant to be completed and certified into Publication. Without any outsiders making any decision against it, in any way, shape, or form.
This is a maximum input. It is maintained, it is consistent, it is extensions of, “In Presence of Spirit.com” It is the rest of, my conversations with the Lord.
It is the way I wrote them, and it is meant to be. If it was not, it would not be present, and it is all here, written by me, myself, and I. The proof, the verification, the credential, Published Book. “I still have them they are twenty years old now.” Wendy
my Father’s second wife past on, she was 101, and eight months. They were married fourteen years. He is going to be 89, the first week of February.
My Father, is living here now, with his two, fourteen year old dogs. They are good chihuahua’s. I had to take driving privilege’s away from him, he is happy about that. He has Neuropathy in his feet, and cannot feel them. It is like a foreign country here to him. He also has a pig valve, they say it is good for ten years. It has been about eleven.
I drive him in the car my brother bought for the home. Dad has his own car. Sitting in the drive way which is fine, and dandy with me.
I have a monster 2000 F-150, I took him to the storage in it, and he said, I am a good driver. I have a steel foot stool, he stands up on that, and he gets the bar, and I stand there in case he gets dizzy. Oh me, oh my.
I have not lived with my Dad since I was 21, I am going on 62. I have not watched television in a month. So funny.
I watch CSI on Pluto on my phone, and computer sometimes. I am not interested anymore. I cut news out last year. I do read my news feeds, some of them.
This is not the half of it. Richard fell down, December 9, 2020, has not walked since, he could stand and hold onto his walker. Since, November 05, 2021, he is bed bound.
My sister and I tag team, I do the transferring to, and from the porta. His body is atrophied, stiff, three fingers work on his left hand. I use a gate belt, with my left hand, and hold his three fingers that work, and pull him up and over. Then when I bring him back his legs are straight they do not bend, half way off the bed. Do the clean up, then I get the gate belt, bring his legs around on the bed. Then he pulls with his left arm, and hand to the top of his bed. Then the diaper change. My sister does the prepping. It is sad, but he is strong willed. He was not ready for Hospice. I am not going to call on them. He is 79 with Cerebral Palsy.
They are sending a Dr. over here to make a house call. It was supposed to happen last week. They canceled, I only found out because I called. I did not want an excuse. He has to wait until the 21st. They are going to give him a provider, for some hours a week. My Dad needs one also. I believe it. 1/09/2022
1/11/2022 – I think this is why I have decided to start Publishing again. Without dates. They go back in time. In sentence form even though I am indenting them all.
It has been my way, since the beginning. I am the Author of “In Presence of Spirit,” out of the blue sky. I love the writings, the prayers, the communion with the Holy Spirit. I still do not have that gut wrenching pain, so I know God is still with me.
The F-150 was my Son’s, he had it here since April 1999. I had to do the paper work for it, because I needed to go get the rest of my Father’s stuff, at Arroyo City. So, I was pushed to do it. I had already driven a 20 Foot U-Haul, from Harlingen to the Arroyo, then back to McAllen. In twelve hours. Dad was behind me.
It has power. It is big. It is my truck now. I want to go to the races by myself. I do not know anyone. I will, one of these weekends.
Talk about isolation. Twenty years here. My brother bought the house, and I do not have to worry about being booted out.
It is filled with three Greenwell’s, and one Hagen, three small dogs, and two female Albino Cockatiels, that can not hatch an egg. My sister takes care of them. Now that my Father is here, they do not scream, he said, “cut it out,” they chirp quietly, for a month. This is funny.
Oh, this one is a good one. Richard was talking to his brother in Virginia. I heard him say, “Richard do you want to stay with Wendy, or go to a Nursing Home.” He said, “I want to stay with Wendy.” You can only go into a Nursing home if you have Medicaid. He is not eligible. That is what the Nurses said from Hospice.
I panicked at the onset. My twin, reminded me how she used to take care of her bed bound patients. So, I am calm. He is not my patient, he is my friend. This is not a job. It is something I have to do, because there is no one else to do it.
The outside help is going to finally come in, and do something. Cause I can not put him in the car anymore. My sister, and I need a break. 398, no day we missed. Wow!
What are my plans for the Website? I am going to give it one more year, because I already paid for the SSL. Up to date on everything else. I am protected, with Security. Even though I am all alone.
With no outside communication, no comments, no subscribers, no social. No e-mail address. No access for others to go on my site, and do what? It’s almost antique writings. They still mean the same thing today as the days I was, “In Presence of Spirit.”
I share them with you, anyone who needs a little or a lot of time, “In Presence of Spirit.” Wendy
forgive us for not aspiring to you for our every breath.
Lord prepare the way for all to come to Father God in heart revelation, realization.
Lord I need you desperately. I have courage, and I have to follow this through for all causes. Through Christ who strengthens the World.
In one mind, one heart, one soul, to the Glory of God at the imminent coming in heart realization. Oh Lord what to do? I thought “In Presence of Spirit,” was going to get it done.
Oh Lord are you going to Help? You said, ask in my name and I will do it. I want to submit, “In Presence of Spirit.”
Oh Lord, help in all areas. Lord, help please Jesus, in your blood of blessings. Bring in all your works, to the Glory of God at your coming.
Lord help! Christ Jesus help! Forgive me, and bring right action to this pathetic situation. Bring clarity to the oneness of truth, which only you possess.
Bring your word alive. Relinquish my inability, and let’s proclaim, life through you Christ Jesus. The eye of me is Wendy still. The Spirit of me is Spiritual, is alive, is wanting the gifts that are given in Spirit.
Captured moments to recapture the majesty through Christ Jesus our Savior and Lord, from God the Father with love.
Oh Lord, we need you in our lives. We need your love, understanding, knowledge, courage, patience, kindness, gratitude, wisdom.
We need mass awareness. Lord, we are asking in prayer for you to help us, come out of darkness, and come into the presence of your great power calling.
We are here for your purpose. Even though some do not understand me, you guided me through, I lost to win through you Lord Jesus.
I am asking you to take the control, and guide us through with your touch of presence in spirit, in Jesus Christ name.
We my children, and I, and the World need you now. I will only go through you. You tell us in prayer to pray straight to you, and this is what I have done in my writings, since you blessed me to write. We are okay. We will be okay, and you do understand.
I am here, and I ask you help in Jesus Christ Living Loving name for regeneration, right here, in the here, and now of yesterdays tomorrow.
Thank you Lord Jesus, I am finding you again. Need to unveil the inner resources promptly. I feel the need to tell every one in the World the good news, Christ Jesus the Spirit of our Souls.
Wish you, Welcome Home, to God the Father, God the Son, and God the Holy Spirit, in God he is our Redeemer, Savior in all the wonderous Glory from Christ with Love. Guided back through time to the present. Wendy
We need a multitude of blessing for humanity, to open up, and let the Son of God in. Holy Father, I pray to you, and the Son, and the Holy Spirit. To activate World Reunion. Free the World, from their bondage.
I do not know what to do. I am worried, and time has skipped by, and I feel drained of energy. Rain down energy on humanity, and myself. Bring the light of love back into the hearts, and souls of mankind.
Bring down your presence in spirit, to all humanity. Release the fear, the worries, and anxieties, and give it to the Lord. Bring forth your Almighty Power, and rain down heavenly manna of blessings on all humanity. Bring love to a oneness of truth. Open your hearts to understanding.
Writings from the heart. Each one of my entries into, “In Presence of Spirit,”“In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord,” to, “Reflections of In Presence of Spirit,” and briefly, “I am In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord.” To: “You are, and I am In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord.” All gathered together on inpresenceofspirit.com
What are you going to do Wendy, with your conversations with the Lord? Higher self, the dimensional self, that I cannot see yet. Open my perception again, widen the narrow gate for another opening of in presence of spirit, in me.
Guide me into the depths of the understanding that I captured in writing. Bring forth the help from One Source God Almighty, in Presence, in Spirit, in the I am, that I am, and forward my faith to the now of this present moment.
Bring love, guidance, patience, courage, knowledge, understanding, to a oneness in truth for humanity to heal itself through the Love of God the Father, God the Son, and God the Holy Spirit. God Bless Our Space in time, now and forever.
