Where did you get all this information, he said, looking around my room. Who could have possibly taught you? Where did it come from?
I said, from the Holy Spirit of Jesus. It is etched on my heart, and soul, and is never forgotten, well, by me anyway. It came to the surface of my experience in this lifetime.
I captured the essence of Spirit on paper.
Simple, and effective, it brought about God’s reason not mine, because I gave him the honors. How could I write in such specific quotes, that as far as I am concerned, have not been used.
There is edification in the writings. There is a presence greater than my own. There is the presence of the Holy Spirit. God the Father, God the Son, and God the Holy Spirit.
I was accepted, and I am worthy, even if one person on earth, believes in my writings, and one in heaven, and there be three. Wendy
until the name changed to, “In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord.”
To me all of it is, “In Presence of Spirit,” forever more. Omnipresent writings, from end to beginning.
Fourteen years gathering my conversations with the Lord. It is fascinating to me. It always calms my Spirit. The I of me that is not a body, it is who I am, and will ever be in eternity.
We will meet in spirit. We need a miracle. A miracle from you, Jesus Christ Holy Spirit. I know I am not finished. This is to be accomplished.
This one has to be given the end. To all pain, and suffering, in heart, mind, and soul. Through the love of Christ Jesus, for humanity, and eternity.
I am ready to Publish. The name has, had a rising number of significant revelations. Adding on to the name changed, and I verified it by stating it. By means of hand written everything. By writing it, and of course by reading it, to Richard piece by piece.
All verified. I then input the whole thing. It took another five years. It is all worth it. To come to write “In Presence of Spirit,” has been a gift to me first, then to you first.
I will see the finished manuscript on paper. One of these days, will be that day. I am sending it out soon. I feel it in my internal house, home, being.
Jesus in your name, I do converse with you, pray, talk, write. I am not pretending to do it. I talk to you Jesus Christ, and you always answer me.
I guess there was never a better time than now, to complete that which you have given me so graciously.
It is my treasure house of conversations with you in spirit. I did what I did, and I think still, that it is significant to the fulfillment of my life’s desire, and my life’s quest.
Even in isolation, no transportation for sixteen months. Eyes not able to take the Sun. It is a good thing I planted twenty three trees, they shade the whole house. Then not now.
What will be, will be. It is what it is. Conversations with the Lord. Who could have thought all this up. Not me, and I am the writer.
Captured on paper so as to reflect on in Christ Jesus Great Power Calling, through me to you everyone that will find my conversations with the Lord, and read them.
I said it out loud, “Where do you want me to go from here.” I am going as fast as I possibly can to Publication. Me, myself, and the I of me, that is, “In Presence of Spirit.” I have to. It is the beginning. Wendy
It is a matter of days, weeks, months, no more years for this book.
I figure I will keep it open until the opportunity arises for the manuscript to be printed.
Oh, it has to be almost perfect. My way complete this time. Accept my quoting myself. The Spirit of me, and him who gave this beautiful book to me.
The Holy Spirit, knew I would share, even though to date it has not been read. It was a meant to be published even though it did not sale or has not been read. The first book.
“In Presence of Spirit,” still means the same thing today as it did the day I wrote them, all of them. I am still adding. I figure any one of these days will be the day I manuscript my personal writing to the Lord. Conversations with the Lord.
Thank you for showing me my place in your plan, through you Holy Spirit of Christ Jesus. The time has come, I can not wait anymore. It is step by step, it is meant to be. It is not my imagination. It is what it is. “A gift to you and yours, and from you and yours, to put an end to the pain, and peace to our souls” through Jesus Christ our Lord, and Savior.
I do not know what is going on with me. I am excited about the writings, and how big it is. All the work I have done. The Chronological is in order.
I know in my heart that it is significant, to the fulfillment, of my personal journey, from darkness to light.
My book writing days are coming to an end. What will I do? God will show me. It is not over, it is the beginning. I am sending it out soon.
I feel it. I have projected it’s out come since, “To Whom I May Concern,” November 25, 1995. It is altogether, now.
It is meant to be completed and certified into Publication. Without any outsiders making any decision against it, in any way, shape, or form.
This is a maximum input. It is maintained, it is consistent, it is extensions of, “In Presence of Spirit.com” It is the rest of, my conversations with the Lord.
It is the way I wrote them, and it is meant to be. If it was not, it would not be present, and it is all here, written by me, myself, and I. The proof, the verification, the credential, Published Book. “I still have them they are twenty years old now.” Wendy
Holy Father ruler of our souls. I come to you in presence of spirit.
So, in the essence of my being, in presence of spirit, I am talking, writing, conversing, having my conversations with the Lord. That can, and will be shared.
It is our will united to complete, I say this time, in this decade, the completion of my writings, in presence of spirit, with the Lord’s Holy Spirit.
If this is not the longest letter. I had to chop them up into their individual writings, because I want it like that.
It is more understandable, actually it is the way it was written, day, week, month, year, time never ending but standing still.
In Jesus Christ name, Holy Son of God, bring light to the entire World.
Guide and direct us to your eternal calling.
Open up the hearts, minds, and souls to the presence of your spirit.
In Jesus name, Lord, I come to you in writing so as to touch the presence of your spirit.
Jesus Christ, My Lord, and My Savior, that has blessed humanity forever, and more.
I must come to you, in presence of spirit. I think that I am in the ending of the writing you bequeathed me with. If I write I will of course put them in.
I am kind of on a non-inspirational, right now. Even though I have done some heavy reading, and writing. I wore my eyes out. Teach me Lord to pray.
Oh Lord, I say it in your name Jesus Christ. I stated it in your name Jesus Christ. Oh Lord, help from eternity. I need my eye surgeries.
Oh Lord, help me, through your love. I will not lose track. Get me in shape, exercise my brain. Publish our writings, and go for it.
Let us once and for all see that God will rain down blessings on Humanity. Through the unveiling of the great power of callings.
To you who is, in presence of spirit. Hi, God bless you, and all that you are, in the Spirit of Christ. Love with one heart to heal. Wendy
Bless this day, this week, this month, this year with the wealth of the Holy Spirit, this decade, this Century.
Bless your People with love, compassion, understanding, knowledge, patience, wisdom, fortitude, strength, harmony.
Guide us to your eternal Presence in Spirit. Hold fast your love, and rain down blessings on Humanity as one giant whole of Love.
Oh Lord, the World needs you, I need you, everyone needs you, we all need you Lord. Help!
Writings from the heart. Each one of my extensions into “In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord,”“Reflections of In Presence of Spirit,”“You are, and I am In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord.
All gathered together on inpresenceofspirit.com.
What are you going to do Wendy, with our conversations with the Lord?
Higher self, the dimensional self, that I can not see. Open my perception again, widen the narrow gate for another opening of the presence in spirit, in me.
Guide me into the depths of the understanding that I captured in writing.
Bring forth the help from One Source God Almighty, in presence, in spirit. In the I am, that I am, and forward my faith to the now of this present moment.
Bring love, guidance, patience, courage, knowledge, understanding to a oneness in truth.
I loved you then and I love you now in my Wendy way.
Always and forever. You were’ the spark that ignited the light in my soul. It is true now, as it was the very second you grabbed my attention.
It was that kick start, I needed to find my Christ Jesus again. It matters still but I really got to get over it.
I Published my writings to the World, in essence. You opened me up from hell into his heaven. Through adversity, I followed my calling. Wendy
my Father’s second wife past on, she was 101, and eight months. They were married fourteen years. He is going to be 89, the first week of February.
My Father, is living here now, with his two, fourteen year old dogs. They are good chihuahua’s. I had to take driving privilege’s away from him, he is happy about that. He has Neuropathy in his feet, and cannot feel them. It is like a foreign country here to him. He also has a pig valve, they say it is good for ten years. It has been about eleven.
I drive him in the car my brother bought for the home. Dad has his own car. Sitting in the drive way which is fine, and dandy with me.
I have a monster 2000 F-150, I took him to the storage in it, and he said, I am a good driver. I have a steel foot stool, he stands up on that, and he gets the bar, and I stand there in case he gets dizzy. Oh me, oh my.
I have not lived with my Dad since I was 21, I am going on 62. I have not watched television in a month. So funny.
I watch CSI on Pluto on my phone, and computer sometimes. I am not interested anymore. I cut news out last year. I do read my news feeds, some of them.
This is not the half of it. Richard fell down, December 9, 2020, has not walked since, he could stand and hold onto his walker. Since, November 05, 2021, he is bed bound.
My sister and I tag team, I do the transferring to, and from the porta. His body is atrophied, stiff, three fingers work on his left hand. I use a gate belt, with my left hand, and hold his three fingers that work, and pull him up and over. Then when I bring him back his legs are straight they do not bend, half way off the bed. Do the clean up, then I get the gate belt, bring his legs around on the bed. Then he pulls with his left arm, and hand to the top of his bed. Then the diaper change. My sister does the prepping. It is sad, but he is strong willed. He was not ready for Hospice. I am not going to call on them. He is 79 with Cerebral Palsy.
They are sending a Dr. over here to make a house call. It was supposed to happen last week. They canceled, I only found out because I called. I did not want an excuse. He has to wait until the 21st. They are going to give him a provider, for some hours a week. My Dad needs one also. I believe it. 1/09/2022
1/11/2022 – I think this is why I have decided to start Publishing again. Without dates. They go back in time. In sentence form even though I am indenting them all.
It has been my way, since the beginning. I am the Author of “In Presence of Spirit,” out of the blue sky. I love the writings, the prayers, the communion with the Holy Spirit. I still do not have that gut wrenching pain, so I know God is still with me.
The F-150 was my Son’s, he had it here since April 1999. I had to do the paper work for it, because I needed to go get the rest of my Father’s stuff, at Arroyo City. So, I was pushed to do it. I had already driven a 20 Foot U-Haul, from Harlingen to the Arroyo, then back to McAllen. In twelve hours. Dad was behind me.
It has power. It is big. It is my truck now. I want to go to the races by myself. I do not know anyone. I will, one of these weekends.
Talk about isolation. Twenty years here. My brother bought the house, and I do not have to worry about being booted out.
It is filled with three Greenwell’s, and one Hagen, three small dogs, and two female Albino Cockatiels, that can not hatch an egg. My sister takes care of them. Now that my Father is here, they do not scream, he said, “cut it out,” they chirp quietly, for a month. This is funny.
Oh, this one is a good one. Richard was talking to his brother in Virginia. I heard him say, “Richard do you want to stay with Wendy, or go to a Nursing Home.” He said, “I want to stay with Wendy.” You can only go into a Nursing home if you have Medicaid. He is not eligible. That is what the Nurses said from Hospice.
I panicked at the onset. My twin, reminded me how she used to take care of her bed bound patients. So, I am calm. He is not my patient, he is my friend. This is not a job. It is something I have to do, because there is no one else to do it.
The outside help is going to finally come in, and do something. Cause I can not put him in the car anymore. My sister, and I need a break. 398, no day we missed. Wow!
What are my plans for the Website? I am going to give it one more year, because I already paid for the SSL. Up to date on everything else. I am protected, with Security. Even though I am all alone.
With no outside communication, no comments, no subscribers, no social. No e-mail address. No access for others to go on my site, and do what? It’s almost antique writings. They still mean the same thing today as the days I was, “In Presence of Spirit.”
I share them with you, anyone who needs a little or a lot of time, “In Presence of Spirit.” Wendy
We need a multitude of blessing for humanity, to open up, and let the Son of God in. Holy Father, I pray to you, and the Son, and the Holy Spirit. To activate World Reunion. Free the World, from their bondage.
I do not know what to do. I am worried, and time has skipped by, and I feel drained of energy. Rain down energy on humanity, and myself. Bring the light of love back into the hearts, and souls of mankind.
Bring down your presence in spirit, to all humanity. Release the fear, the worries, and anxieties, and give it to the Lord. Bring forth your Almighty Power, and rain down heavenly manna of blessings on all humanity. Bring love to a oneness of truth. Open your hearts to understanding.
Writings from the heart. Each one of my entries into, “In Presence of Spirit,”“In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord,” to, “Reflections of In Presence of Spirit,” and briefly, “I am In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord.” To: “You are, and I am In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord.” All gathered together on inpresenceofspirit.com
What are you going to do Wendy, with your conversations with the Lord? Higher self, the dimensional self, that I cannot see yet. Open my perception again, widen the narrow gate for another opening of in presence of spirit, in me.
Guide me into the depths of the understanding that I captured in writing. Bring forth the help from One Source God Almighty, in Presence, in Spirit, in the I am, that I am, and forward my faith to the now of this present moment.
Bring love, guidance, patience, courage, knowledge, understanding, to a oneness in truth for humanity to heal itself through the Love of God the Father, God the Son, and God the Holy Spirit. God Bless Our Space in time, now and forever.
He is my best friend ever, and I am in it till the end.
That would be cruel and unjust. He is my best friend ever, and I am in it till the end. As for Mike, Lord Jesus, I give him completely, and ultimately to you. I loved him in Spirit, for the purpose you gave him to me to love, and be part with me, in the writings, you set forth when he activated the inner, and highest contact.
I had when he acknowledged me, even in our times of personal eye contact. We were talking even though we did not say a word. I had no other agenda. I can not take care of another person.
The higher self of me,
that is in existence, in my multi-dimensional self. Help me, shed some light into my 3 D Reality and bring to a higher awareness, so I can share my writings to the World. Less than 2,000,000 views is not enough. I have kept them hidden from the Social Elements of Society because of fear of a sort.
I wish to by pass every obstacle,
and reach a higher awareness, and touch, In Presence of Spirit, physically again. In Spirit to Spirit Communication. We will overcome these difficulties and find Our Christ Jesus in Spirit of the Ever Presence of the One God of All Creation. I Love You, show me the way again. Help me with the physical pain I am suffering.
Hold fast your love to enlighten the Divine Spark that is within me. To rise above my present circumstances into the higher vibration of my eternal existence, to by pass the present circumstances of The World’s Condition. To be part of the Solution in One with Our Father who is in Heaven and on Earth.
Open up, to the Spirit of The Lord, shine the ever present light in every soul,
that ever was, is and ever will be. Your will is done. Lord and My will needs to open up to the activation of The One True Law. Which is through Jesus Christ, birth, life, ministry, death, resurrection to life eternal. One in the Father, One in the Son, and One in the Holy Spirit, together forever in Eternity.
God the Father of All Mankind, The Holy Spirit is here, in the here, and now of yesterdays tomorrows. One on one communication. We are all together in this, no one left out.
So I lift my Spirit, to my higher extensions of myself, to get me out of my personal human drought.
I ask for my higher consciousness, to come and visit, and what I must do to take the writings to the next level of envelopment. My brain is clear of obstruction. I need to activate the omnipresence of the oneness, I shared in the writing, I was blessed to write.
Higher Level of Awareness, Gratitude, Manifestation of the Spirit dialog.
I always knew, I was going to share my writings. I could not wait any longer. I had to Publish each time to the World. Even when I was uncomfortable.
Hold me up, because I have fallen, and hurt my knee. I lost the spark that ignited me, to write in present tense, no matter when I wrote them. Give me strength, courage, understanding, knowledge, patience, wisdom to follow through with the course of love that I share with you, inpresenceofspirit.com, not just for me but for the World.
I feel, I want to sleep. I do not know why. I just do. Take care, and know you are loved in Spirit, with The Ever Presence of Our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ, from God Our Father of All Mankind. Love Wendy December 18, 2020 I put this in private. I am going to Re-Publish. It is significant, in so many ways, for me anyway. Take care, from me to you.
