I Wendy after five months of a seemingly downward spiral
It spirals into a negative routine
that has come to a brewing kettle. Well, we are in a predicament. What to do?
I am a woman of 37, now 58 I have lost a human-made battle, but I have been in the depths where the only solution is. In the depths of our immortal souls through Christ from God.
We are the chosen, and each one of us needs clearing of humanity’s missing the point. The misconceptions, idleness, lack of understanding. Being programmed by television, movies, computers, games, hours of concentration on a fantasy, and unrealistic figment of someone else’s imagination, cartoon.
Wasted time in fantasy land only when a mode takes you to the extreme, it exhausts all resources of time place, and reason. It spirals into a routine negative dogma, which takes up the concentration that can be acquired for Our Planet to save itself. Go forward to a clearing for the future. Pray for everyone. October 6, 1997, Wendy Yvette Greenwell
I have lost the spirit, and I wish to have You back.
I have lost the spirit, and I wish to have You back. I can not live another day without Your Presence. I Miss You; I Love You, I Need You, I am lost without you. What is my reason for being?
I have lost my children.
Lord, I can not be a part of their life. Oh, Jesus brings Your comfort down and rest with me for eternity. I know I took the wide and wrong path and I failed I lost Your Voice, Your guiding Presence.
The writings I wrote in Spirit are omnipresent, but I lost the gift of writing because of my stupidity. Lord guide and direct our children him and her.
To Your children, since the conception of Humanity through You Jesus Christ life is lived through the death of the old and anew life in and through You. I miss my children so much. I pray to be part of their lives.
Thank you for the job. I should not complain it is just so long but that is alright. I want to put “In Presence of Spirit” together. I have three days off after tomorrow’s 10-hour shift, I will work on the writings when I am off.
Oh Lord, where are you? Are You mad at me? I can not feel You? I can not hear You, I can not do anything without You. Help from henceforth, and forever.
You beloved Wendy, In Jesus Christ, I fall at Your feet with a heavenly kiss My Lord, My Love, My only reason for being alive still. In God, I Trust with all the Angels Congregated together to form The Union of Saints, Pure Knowledge. I love you. August 27, 1997, Wendy Yvette Greenwell
To capture such spiritual romance in the understanding of the past essence.
To capture such spiritual romance in the understanding of the past essence. The Glory of God in the internal soul of time and reason, to the eternal state of being, it can be acquired, and maintained.
What is Your plan for me, Lord? I realize I have more to edit; it needs to be done. I wish I would have kept better track, but I got what?
I wrote it down, it came from Wendy, from Jesus Christ Holy Spirit, that is Our Savior in the Spiritual Oneness, that was a promise to be given. Then appeared to the multitudes, and were’ past down from generation to generation, until now when all will be known.
The secret mysteries are from and through the Passion of Christ, through the promises to our fore fathers, through the passages of time, to a greater awareness of the dysfunction of the negative, to the positive which is through Christ.
Only through Jesus Christ Life, Ministry, Death, Resurrection to Life Eternal, In Him, Through Him, Round about Him, One can find hope through Salvation, mind to heart eighteen-inch transition. Acceptance, The Baptism, then Deliverance. August 5, 1997, Wendy Yvette Greenwell
I need to say for some reason I call them excerpts
He would not have enabled me to write as I have and not do anything with it.
when in actuality they are extensions that are part of the one whole of all of, “In Presence of Spirit.com.” This is going to be five parts. I am ready.
Writing Excerpts
I have been writing excerpts from all the writing in which I was inspired to write. My 73-year-old living Guardian Angel and co-worker read seventy-three pages of the writings, and told me to continue in my quest for someone eventually to Publish. LOL!
My family say, “they are only for me, not anyone else.” oh what a shame. I have placed it all in God’s time, and I feel God’s time is near. He would not have enabled me to write as I have, and not do anything with it. I know, “In Presence of Spirit,” will be published, and many people will be soothed with the promises God has given us all along. January 20, 1997
We need proof of demise
And what happened outcome from an evasive past of the end of sin to find Christ as my Savior. I have a different perspective on this years later, but I can write it with emotions. This I must do. April 1997
Lord guide me, direct me, ignite the light of you in my heart.
Galatians 41:10 “ye observe days, and months, and times and years.” August 14, 1997
Help Me!
Where is my life as it is supposed to be? The seeds have been sown, and I demand fruition. The wages of yuk dung have fallen hard; we need to break the chains of bondage of any kind again until they cannot form one more time.
We are purposely here, to reach, and go beyond a radical potential that has been sleeping for ages. Go forward to the clearing of the misconceptions of Human Hood Into the Presence of the Most High, right here on Earth in the here, and now.
I want to write again,
I want to get out of these mundane perceptions, and jump into the truth that is ours for the asking. I cannot spend on trivia. I need to go beyond the comprehensible. I have to jump off the mountain and fly out into, “In Presence of Spirit,” Radical changes Wendy, where do you start?
Instant help stability satisfaction guarantee or you can stay in darkness. Get the job and start picking up again. October 7, 1997, This is an integration process that can be obtained by everyone, World over. Mass Awareness of the degenerative forces that have utterly consumed the planet with inexhaustible repetitious cycles of total deterioration. October 16, 1997, Wendy Yvette Greenwell Whoa, I had to put it in.
And I have the future outcome on paper, see for yourself, the soul reveals the truth of ancient prophecies. I have not given up the vision for the transitional year. Although the seeds were’ planted then, they will flourish when it is the proper time. God’s Time.
The situation was entirely out of control. I went through the system. When The Police asked me to take in a fourteen-year-old friend of my daughter’s home with us, I did until my end. She attacked her Mom violently several times that is why the Police were involved. She was murdered eight months later.
The system could not break the barrier between one’s rage of life’s collisions and peace.
Our children are affected by us, with all our afflictions taken over our souls, the degeneration is destined to utter destruction. Which is continuing in all children, it is getting worse, not better. The answers lie within. We have to bring this World to peace, all the pains, all the misconceptions of existence can be eradicated through the love and passion of Jesus Christ from God. God through Jesus Christ to and through us.
My children are suffering, The three and a half years before I left was the deterioration of a cycle of degeneration that has affected the balance of our real existence. It is time for the balance of God’s Omnipresent Spirit to take over the whole and bring peace within to all. January 1997
February 24, 2018, Today is “Thoughts,” “Faith and Cause.” 22nd Anniversary
I will say, four days after I got my maiden name back. I gave it all to the Lord. Although of course, I mourned between sessions, “In Presence of Spirit,” I had a lot of sheathing to do. The good thing is I do not have to do that again. I am twenty-two years from that, all year.
I am sharing my recovery with you and me at the same time. I wanted to share every writing. I lost some but I cannot fret about it, it would have made me sick, I gave it all to the Lord. Knowing He is going to take care of all of it. He has, he surely has because I am going to continue Publishing “In Presence Spirit.com.” These writings are meant to be right here, right now in the here and now of yesterday’s tomorrow.
Wisdom acquired
I completed two months of experience in which knowledge was gained, masked by darkness a clearing of the wants and understanding of the needs. July 1997
Lord help me,
Guide me light the light of your tender touch in me, ignite it with your Eternal Presence. I am lost without You, and I can not lose You again. August 20, 1997
Too much work ha. In each writing, write all vocabulary, and Thesaurus of words used from the Bible in the heavenly state that they are made. No too much work. Omnipresent inform past, present, future to those that can understand the writings in the pages of, “In Presence of Spirit.” October 17, 1997
Your well being and others that are suffering,
The same things are under unfortunate circumstances that have been past down, generation to generation. I have another court date October 28, 1997, for Child Support, just a few short days away. I will probably be there by myself, for it, but you know who cares.
I have nothing still, just something else to be laughed at. I can live with that for a short time, more, and then, you will be benefited, compensated and have your cake and eat them too, in the future. Yes!
He served my Dad my papers for Child Support, my Dad told me. I did not have to go, but I did. They charged me Child Support, then he turned around and gave me my children back January 18, 1998, two and a half months later.
It took me having to come back here to take him to Court. October 1999, I got full custody, My 3000 income tax return. That he said was his, ha, I proved him wrong. CS took it off of me, and put it on him. Their little game cost them more. Hello!
Then he got behind real fast, several years, so we went to the same Judge, he gave him 18 days in jail if he did not comply, he was going to give him 15 months. That is when he got in trouble.
Then while he was in prison 2005, I said I would take it off. He did not deserve it, but he was not in jail for Child Support. 2008 I did, take it off of him. Did not tell his wife until 2010. A promise is a promise, even though he did not deserve it, and he broke every promise he ever made to me. When he came over yesterday, I did tell him my million cents of the whole situation, in a few short minutes. Wendy Yvette Greenwell As is, is, as is.
I found someone special me. I count, I am not a slave to my sin and the lie of lies.
I found someone special to me. I count, I am not a slave to my sin and the lie of lies. I saw the Truth, as they say, “The Truth shall set you free.” I take life a day at a time, and I am ready for significant changes.
I miss my children something awful, and I have no trust in him, he admitted that he did not want everything he got. He told me for years this was going to happen. I have had four surgeries, three c-sections and nine-inch cut across my gut, gallbladder four months after my Son was born, five months after surgery pregnant again.
He made significant statements and enticed me a few times
and then turned around many years later and told me, “he deliberately lured me in on purpose.” He tried every lie in his books, to drive me crazy, admits that also. Then has the need, to ask me, “how I got through it,” all I could say was, “I never gave you my heart.”
I weighed every pro and con and ultimately abandoned my life
Because my life was one big lie. Except for my children. I could not do anything. I needed restoration, major reconstruction. I put up, and masked out the truth. I weighed all the circumstances, and I could not handle anything, life was entirely out of control. I tried to work when I was a mess; I knew I needed to recharge.
The only thing I could do was to let go, and let God,
Do His work. I had to go through a lot of healing, a lot of studying, learning. I had to let go of all the misconceptions, the reasons I went through my life that way. Mind games suck. It is weird how I was freed entirely when I should have been six feet under. I was dead inside; I completed turning the other cheek, seventy times seven plus. I had to do my penance.
I am the only one that could write, “In Presence of Spirit.”
I had to live in conjunction with their pain and to put an end to the generational abuse that was passed down from generations. God was with me, even though I could not find him.
Somethings I write you might not have an understanding for, and I might sound presumptuous, forgive me. I put up with a lot of sickness, mind games, lies, constant crap. I had three assault charges on him; I was not functioning right, when I left, I knew I was not going back.
His lie was a curse, and a blessing
Even though I lost everything. I found Christ within me, and my love, and worthiness are in Christ Jesus. I am free to love with all that I have, and it is formed in truth. I am not a disgrace in God’s Eye; I tested positive. I fought for the truth, and I followed the way out of the fire of Hell. I am not unworthy of happiness, and I have gotten stronger. March 11, 1997, Wendy Yvette Greenwell
February 19, 2018, I left these out… I have to deal with it, so many women are suffering. Tomorrow is the 22nd Anniversary of my Divorce, and this year 2018 is 22 Years since I started writing in January 1996. I am going to Celebrate by going Social. “ha I did not.” I have my plugins already installed.
This is “In Presence of Spirit’s” 30th Anniversary Year. To be clear my first writing, In Spirit with The Lord. Even though I have loads of work to do on the archives and pages, the writings I have Published 86 this year, are ready.
So I found forgiveness when I was given the choice in The Book “A Course in Miracles,” I picked him to forgive. It helped so much, then later the 2005 Writings. They are an intricate part of my sharing my writings with anyone who might find them one day. By sharing with him so I thought, I was sharing with the World already.
In actuality the writings of “Reflections of In Presence of Spirit,” were’ not really inter-personal in the physical, they were all spiritual for anyone who is looking to forgive someone. Oh, my this says so much. I have to Publish it. This was written to a person, I never sent it. I mean I have Published so many, this one is different. I have not seen it for many years. I am going to Publish it now. Wendy
What about the whole of society and it’s properties? The putrid decay of our Families.
We are in bondage that has repeated itself to damn many times,
With so many Families over the World being affected by the degenerative powers of the negative side of doom.
Our Society is in dire need of mass awareness to the point, if something is not done soon, many more will suffer the same misconceptions past down from generation to generation.
The near-destruction of our Society is plagued by the outer abominations of desolation which is the break up of the family unit, has caused less than desirable situations for our children.
Everyone is affected the loss of identity — no real meaning to life. All the questions that do not have answers in the outer, do have in the inner. Isolation, confusion, fuses easily lite, alcoholism, dependence, abuses mental, emotional, verbal, physical, anguished from lies and deceit, called names, forced submission, games played, devious, manipulations in degrees from the self-centered addicted person.
Women are the hardest hit. It cycles into a way of life, and it is hard to break the cycle. The circle of events brings decay of one’s ever-presence. Exhausted from breathing, the fears, worries, and anxieties weigh on your soul, the pain is grief in any realm.
As has been written, “the abominations repeat themselves to total degeneration to destruction as seen in my family, and in or for the regeneration to take place there has to be total abandonment from one’s own will.” “Past Events” 1996. What is the point? Mass Awareness because so many are suffering for nothing. August 17, 1997, Wendy Yvette Greenwell
Will it be? Could it be? Yes, it can be Published.
Will it be? Could it be? Yes, it can be Published. In Jesus I trust. Love in Spirit for Mankind to heal itself from without to within, in His Precise Precision. Entwined in The Spirit, of the regeneration of our hearts; In One With Our Lord Christ Jesus. In God We Trust.
To Whom The Promises Were’ Made. To The World through Christ Jesus Our Lord and Savior. To the fourth heaven, the heavenly dimension. Where lies the truth of all our existence.
Entwined in The Presence of Our Dear Heavenly Lord of Lord.
In Him, we are in Him. We are, Guided by Him. We are Protected. In Him, is Strength. In Him, is Understanding. In Him, is The Knowledge. In Him, is Fortitude. In Him, is Love. In Him, the sufferings of The World can cease.
In Him, we can be alive. In Him, We are of Him, In One Heart, One Mind, One Soul, To The Promises from an age gone past. In Him, We Stand. In Him is the Faith, To Be Released; the ignition of the mustard seed opening, heartfelt, giving up self, to the Unveiling of The Christ that lies within. To help through the negative cycle of the abominations that have conquered all in unawares.
The multitudes will be relieved.
In mass regeneration to the Future of God’s Kingdom, not men. In Him, through Him the fog is lifted, round about Him, all the cobwebs of heart and soul, in conscience in the subconscious. Your heart is relieved of pain, all the pain. All the pain that keeps us closed from His Heavenly Presence.
To reach and go beyond to the clearing of Life’s negative battle,
same ole, destructive human-made abominations. Throwing wife away for a new one, why? He cannot stand up for his mistakes, with the wife of youth. The putting up with affliction. Whose affliction is it anyway?
Lord Thank You for the times and a half.
We are the generation to bring you back. All Multitudes for The Glory of God is upon us. Lord Grant Everyone’s Soul, The Presence of Your Spirit, In Mass Regeneration to The Truth of Your Existence, in each and everyone’s Soul. From the least to the greatest. To whom can understand, the reading on the core of yours, ours, everyone’s soul. Every person is a soul waiting to be let free, from the lack of the truth.
Abominations continue until the seed falls
To the one, it was destined for. One Heart, One Mind, Through Christ In Christ, With Christ, Christ Round About Me and You, You and I Round About Christ, to the clearing of the misfortune, misconceptions of the negative side in doom. To The Promises That Are Given To All In Christ Jesus.
Time is nigh. The progressions have been progressing. God takes His Stand Now! For all to achieve the oneness In Him To You With Love, Compassion, Fortitude, Understanding, Guidance. Through to the Christ in Our Soul, Now and Forever. Amen and Amen December 1997 Wendy Yvette Greenwell
