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1997

A LONG WAY

I have come a long way since my separation.

Night Photos in the rain
I found someone special me. I count, I am not a slave to my sin and the lie of lies.

    I found someone special to me. I count, I am not a slave to my sin and the lie of lies. I saw the Truth, as they say, “The Truth shall set you free.” I take life a day at a time, and I am ready for significant changes.

    I miss my children something awful, and I have no trust in him, he admitted that he did not want everything he got. He told me for years this was going to happen. I have had four surgeries, three c-sections and nine-inch cut across my gut, gallbladder four months after my Son was born, five months after surgery pregnant again.

He made significant statements and enticed me a few times

and then turned around many years later and told me, “he deliberately lured me in on purpose.” He tried every lie in his books, to drive me crazy, admits that also. Then has the need, to ask me, “how I got through it,” all I could say was, “I never gave you my heart.”

I weighed every pro and con and ultimately abandoned my life

Because my life was one big lie. Except for my children. I could not do anything. I needed restoration, major reconstruction. I put up, and masked out the truth. I weighed all the circumstances, and I could not handle anything, life was entirely out of control. I tried to work when I was a mess; I knew I needed to recharge.

The only thing I could do was to let go, and let God,

Do His work. I had to go through a lot of healing, a lot of studying, learning. I had to let go of all the misconceptions, the reasons I went through my life that way. Mind games suck. It is weird how I was freed entirely when I should have been six feet under. I was dead inside; I completed turning the other cheek, seventy times seven plus. I had to do my penance.

I am the only one that could write, “In Presence of Spirit.”

    I had to live in conjunction with their pain and to put an end to the generational abuse that was passed down from generations. God was with me, even though I could not find him.

    Somethings I write you might not have an understanding for, and I might sound presumptuous, forgive me. I put up with a lot of sickness, mind games, lies, constant crap. I had three assault charges on him; I was not functioning right, when I left, I knew I was not going back.

His lie was a curse, and a blessing

Even though I lost everything. I found Christ within me, and my love, and worthiness are in Christ Jesus. I am free to love with all that I have, and it is formed in truth. I am not a disgrace in God’s Eye; I tested positive. I fought for the truth, and I followed the way out of the fire of Hell. I am not unworthy of happiness, and I have gotten stronger.  March 11, 1997, Wendy Yvette Greenwell

February 19, 2018, I left these out… I have to deal with it, so many women are suffering. Tomorrow is the 22nd Anniversary of my Divorce, and this year 2018 is 22 Years since I started writing in January 1996. I am going to Celebrate by going Social. “ha I did not.” I have my plugins already installed.

This is “In Presence of Spirit’s” 30th Anniversary Year. To be clear my first writing, In Spirit with The Lord. Even though I have loads of work to do on the archives and pages, the writings I have Published 86 this year, are ready.

    So I found forgiveness when I was given the choice in The Book “A Course in Miracles,” I picked him to forgive. It helped so much, then later the 2005 Writings. They are an intricate part of my sharing my writings with anyone who might find them one day. By sharing with him so I thought, I was sharing with the World already.

    In actuality the writings of “Reflections of In Presence of Spirit,” were’ not really inter-personal in the physical, they were all spiritual for anyone who is looking to forgive someone. Oh, my this says so much. I have to Publish it. This was written to a person, I never sent it. I mean I have Published so many, this one is different. I have not seen it for many years. I am going to Publish it now. Wendy

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1997

TWO PLUS TWO

People know what two plus two is.

Perfect Foggy Night
Our Society is in dire need of mass awareness

What about the whole of society and it’s properties? The putrid decay of our Families.

We are in bondage that has repeated itself to damn many times,

With so many Families over the World being affected by the degenerative powers of the negative side of doom.

    Our Society is in dire need of mass awareness to the point, if something is not done soon, many more will suffer the same misconceptions past down from generation to generation.

    The near-destruction of our Society is plagued by the outer abominations of desolation which is the break up of the family unit, has caused less than desirable situations for our children.

    Everyone is affected the loss of identity — no real meaning to life. All the questions that do not have answers in the outer, do have in the inner. Isolation, confusion, fuses easily lite, alcoholism, dependence, abuses mental, emotional, verbal, physical, anguished from lies and deceit, called names, forced submission, games played, devious, manipulations in degrees from the self-centered addicted person.

    Women are the hardest hit. It cycles into a way of life, and it is hard to break the cycle. The circle of events brings decay of one’s ever-presence. Exhausted from breathing, the fears, worries, and anxieties weigh on your soul, the pain is grief in any realm.

    As has been written, “the abominations repeat themselves to total degeneration to destruction as seen in my family, and in or for the regeneration to take place there has to be total abandonment from one’s own will.” “Past Events” 1996. What is the point? Mass Awareness because so many are suffering for nothing. August 17, 1997, Wendy Yvette Greenwell

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1997

WILL IT BE

Oh Lord Help!

Gorgeous My Son sent it to me
Will it be? Could it be? Yes, it can be Published.

Will it be? Could it be? Yes, it can be Published. In Jesus I trust. Love in Spirit for Mankind to heal itself from without to within, in His Precise Precision. Entwined in The Spirit, of the regeneration of our hearts; In One With Our Lord Christ Jesus. In God We Trust.

     To Whom The Promises Were’ Made. To The World through Christ Jesus Our Lord and Savior. To the fourth heaven, the heavenly dimension. Where lies the truth of all our existence.

Entwined in The Presence of Our Dear Heavenly Lord of Lord.

    In Him, we are in Him. We are, Guided by Him. We are Protected. In Him, is Strength. In Him, is Understanding. In Him, is The Knowledge. In Him, is Fortitude. In Him, is Love. In Him, the sufferings of The World can cease.

    In Him, we can be alive. In Him, We are of Him, In One Heart, One Mind, One Soul, To The Promises from an age gone past. In Him, We Stand. In Him is the Faith, To Be Released; the ignition of the mustard seed opening, heartfelt, giving up self, to the Unveiling of The Christ that lies within. To help through the negative cycle of the abominations that have conquered all in unawares.

The multitudes will be relieved.

    In mass regeneration to the Future of God’s Kingdom, not men. In Him, through Him the fog is lifted, round about Him, all the cobwebs of heart and soul, in conscience in the subconscious. Your heart is relieved of pain, all the pain. All the pain that keeps us closed from His Heavenly Presence.

To reach and go beyond to the clearing of Life’s negative battle,

same ole, destructive human-made abominations. Throwing wife away for a new one, why? He cannot stand up for his mistakes, with the wife of youth. The putting up with affliction. Whose affliction is it anyway?

Lord Thank You for the times and a half.

    We are the generation to bring you back. All Multitudes for The Glory of God is upon us. Lord Grant Everyone’s Soul, The Presence of Your Spirit, In Mass Regeneration to The Truth of Your Existence, in each and everyone’s Soul. From the least to the greatest. To whom can understand, the reading on the core of yours, ours, everyone’s soul. Every person is a soul waiting to be let free, from the lack of the truth.

Abominations continue until the seed falls

    To the one, it was destined for. One Heart, One Mind, Through Christ In Christ, With Christ, Christ Round About Me and You, You and I Round About Christ, to the clearing of the misfortune, misconceptions of the negative side in doom. To The Promises That Are Given To All In Christ Jesus.

    Time is nigh. The progressions have been progressing. God takes His Stand Now! For all to achieve the oneness In Him To You With Love, Compassion, Fortitude, Understanding, Guidance. Through to the Christ in Our Soul, Now and Forever. Amen and Amen December 1997 Wendy Yvette Greenwell

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1997

REPLACE IT WITH THE POSITIVE

I place this negative, I have forced back in my being in Jesus Christ’s hands.

Stormy Sun, and Clouds
I guess, “As Is,” Is “As-Is.”

I am going through a change of state of being. Understandable, To attain a reputable stature for, The Testimony of Jesus Christ. I will be scorned, I already have been, but for the more significant, to help people that are fighting for the same answers, to the repeated questions, through out our being.

    Answers will be attained, through total immersion and The Testimony of Jesus Christ, in all the “Omnipresent Works.”

    Lord help me in all my decisions. I need You to take my hand. I cannot control my destiny, so I am placing it in Your Hands.

     In Your time, I place this negative, I have forced back in my being, and replace it with the positive so that the achievements can be in progression, not degeneration, all over again.

    Lord no other word (I left out) left to describe the crap endured. To find a solution for my existence. Was not yucky, because it is Your life, Your Hope, Your Guidance, Your Endurance, Your Courage, Your Ever Lasting Life, To Fulfill, The Designated Time. July 13, 1997 Wendy Yvette Greenwell

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1997

SEEDS HAVE BEEN SOWN

The bride has made herself ready,

Backyard Sunset
The Glory of God is upon Mankind, right here in the here and now of yesterday’s tomorrow’s

Your call for the Glory of God is upon Mankind, right here in the here and now. The seeds have been sown for a welcomed today, and an awesomely blessed tomorrow, for all concerned. Amen For two months, since February 16, 1997, I did not work on, “In Presence of Spirit.” I was working C N A daily and sleeping. I needed those hours, making up for a messed up cycle.

Although I struggled in the decision of the future of, “In Presence of Spirit.”

I left it with a friend to read, (My Guardian Angel) It took me two months to get back to the Valley.

I missed the writings so.

I had all originals all the while, but I had handwritten seventy-three edited pages with more writings yet unedited.

Once I settled back down a little from all the hours, I worked

to get to my children and the trip itself, I sat down and re-read the writings, and now someone in Truth needs to read and advise me. I need the right door to open, in Your time Lord. I hope it is soon. Love with one heart to heal. April 18, 1997

God’s Presence is established,

In the designated time from, You Lord. Completed now for the work in progress. I have been working on the writings. I have re-written and edited fourteen more writings, which brings the total to eighty-seven pages. Well, let me stay steadfast in the completion of, “In Presence of Spirit.” “Your will be done.” April 19, 1997

Do not stop writing,

because it is a testimony of Jesus Christ. You are bringing me where You want me to be Lord. I follow You and do what I have to in my mortality, which is not perfect. But I am gaining strength anyway. Yes, I am no negative. I will have my children back. I need to put the writings together. April 28, 1997, Wendy Yvette Greenwell

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