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2018

OCTOBER 9, 2018

October 9, 2018,

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I vow to myself to remove all the codes in record time, now years later I am putting them back on in record time.

I am not Publishing anything with analytics in it. The site has been robbed of its rightful views! Godaddy.com Hosting is taking care of the sites Personal Statistics, since day one. 

I have only done 46 removals = 92.

    But I vow to myself to remove the 497 plus the pages that have snippets of my Personal Property in Google Analytics. The Countries, the People who are on my Account, have nothing to view anymore and or make the profit. All because I did this Solo, with no outsiders physical help, you understand. Sure possible I could set up all that entails making a nest egg, so I can help my children with going on 18 grandchildren one in heaven.

    Get the lift chair and shower chair, for Richard, for that matter take that bathtub out and get a handicapped accessible shower with a rolling shower chair for him because it is dangerous to do it the way we have to do it. His back does not bend it is fused, his hands and fingers are crippled, his arms do not open, his right knee is twisted to the inside, and his feet and legs are crooked, atrophy but he is still walking.

    He is 75 years old, born with Cerebral Palsy. I have been his right-hand friend for 17 years, companion, girl Friday, not the provider, we are friends, even though everything he can not do for himself I do it for him, He can still walk and do his business on his own. Thank you, Lord. Oh, my brother has bought him a brand new wheelchair, it will arrive tomorrow, home delivery. Thank you, Bobby.

I am appalled at the fact that I needed new Statistics,

A system that I did not know how to use, and did not have the money to pay for the advertising and such as it is. I cannot sit here and have a fit for letting others steal my views and revenue, but I guarantee you it has happened. I have not activated certain facets of my homegrown business that attracts a variable income for me to continue productively. 

    I am anticipating being more productive in this quest I have been on for quite some time. I am letting go of the snippet analytics code to my property. As I edit, I will be deleting every last code on the original and the page, while I am using Grammarly.

I am starting at the beginning again.

    At least I found the discrepancy and instead of deleting the Analytics first, I am taking it off my site as I edit for the last time. I will be working on it until I finish.

    I have been editing, and reading all three, the Original, the Page and the Media, of each correspondence, I have Published. I have a notebook, and I am writing the name, date, and year, for each month I Published, so there is an order in my endeavor. I am inputting the https:// and all the relevant things I should have done in 2016 when they messed my site up.

Now is different,

because now is the time that I need a lot of time “In Presence of Spirit,” as I share to myself, I am sharing with you, who just might need a little time with me, “In Presence of Spirit.”

inpresenceofspirit.com,

hit 202,315 views 2018. I have been Publishing my writings since October 2011. It was on my to-do list for 15 years. Just typing away my conversations with the Lord, and sharing them with whoever reads them. Pretty amazing, even though I am silent in all this, I still need to share. I have to until I cannot anymore.

    October is my favorite month, the first cold front. Now I will be able to take Richard for a walk, me to for that matter. So to hit this off, all year is “In Presence of Spirit” 30th Anniversary Year, I wrote it in April 1988.

    Eleven thousand forty views to hit 2,000,000 since I began Publishing. I am not bragging; I have shared my conversations with the Lord. The profit I have is, I fulfilled my part in sharing a treasure chest of my special times in “You are, and I am In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord.” Thank you for reading inpresenceofspirit.com. Wendy Yvette Greenwell October 9, 2018 Now, I am put the code back on. 3/29/2022

©2018-2023 inpresenceofspirit.com by Wendy Yvette Greenwell

 

2008

I SHARE MY EXPERIENCE

“In Presence of Spirit,” is twenty years old, in April,

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I can not write without only within

It has matured into over 600 writings and prayers, awesome quotes from The Holy Spirit through me. I can not write without only within, to the presence in every one of us.

I share my experience and once I share ultimately,

    I have helped in The Eternal Presence of Our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. It is evident if you have read this far you are finished. Yeah right!

So what do you think?

    Do you think, I am crazy? Insane? Well, whatever, this is meant to be not from me, from The Lord who sent me to the fulfillment of our “In Presence of Spirit.”

Jesus Christ Holy Spirit and Wendy in writing

to have seen past the veil even though all the calamities of all existence,

Christ stands and says,

    “I Love You each and every one of you. Take the blinders off your heart and soul and give them to me.”

All the negative is not owned.

    It is the lie, the guilt, the pain, and anguish, it is the betrayal of our ever-presence because we are truly and forever in eternity forever with The Lord Christ Jesus in Love for mankind to come out of the outer and into the inner presence in each one, “In Presence of Spirit.”

    Jesus, I give You our total book of a lot of words for sure. Thank you for igniting the light of Your Holy Spirit in me, Wendy from darkness to the light of Your Presence in all the words you guided me to write. It was and is and ever will be my big testimony of Jesus Christ my Personal Savior. March 31, 2008, Wendy Yvette Greenwell

© 2008-2023 inpresenceofspirit.com Wendy Yvette Greenwell

1996

STARTED WRITING

I started writing in January 1996,

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Flash Backs they are not as severe as they once were

The unveiling of the past was sheathed as shedding skin. The writings are through The Holy Spirit. I am going to put the entire pages together and see what The Lord wants me to do after that. In Jesus, Christ Name, Guide me Holy Spirit to do the right thing always. Show me through Jesus Christ my personal Savior. “Thy Will Be Done.” Thank You, Lord Jesus. July 29, 1996

In the last seven months,

    I have absorbed the Bible in all its glorious words. I have written with a power greater than possibly imaginable. I declare the truth of Jesus Christ Our Savior. I have felt Jesus Christ and I know the truth of His Eternal Presence. In the writings, I know The Spirit of Christ was working through me. The visions of The Highest are manifested in my writing. If I may share them I will share them with you. Thanks be to God The Father, God The Son, God The Holy Spirit, “In Jesus Christ We Trust.” July 9, 1996

Flash Backs

    They are not as severe as they once were. All were tightly weighing on my mind, my husband with another among the whirlwind of his alcoholism for eight and a half straight years. The last horrible months before my departure.

    Every breath was a struggle until the pain was lifted right out of me. Then the next months proved to be the stepping stones to understanding, more awareness, a way to find a purpose, the reasons for my existence. Was not stupid because it is God’s life. I know what God means when he says, “go into thy inner chamber, there ye shall knock and the door shall be opened.” July 1996

Live-in Position

    The elderly man I care for poked me with his big finger on my gallbladder scar and it hurt, I showed him where he poked me, my nine-inch scar across my gut. I had to tell him do not poke me and do not punch me and your sarcastic jokes with intent to hurt need to stop.

    The tests I have been through, I have passed every one of them. They do not have much to complain about me. I am sick of doing laundry. I am forming a regular twenty-three days plus more to come. Thank you for encouraging me to go from a pauper to making the first step into a paycheck, it was an excellent experience. God tested me. I passed by the hair of my chin. When its God’s time.

I have been so deep in the inner chamber,

    Studying in the Holy Spirit, through the Holy Spirit, round about the Holy Spirit, the Holy Spirit, has been shown to me personally, and I am in Spirit been taught every day, it is so cool, I wish I could share, but I am still a baby in Christ.

     All my questions have been answered in the Bible, in my supplications, in my mourning for six months. In my giving, and my understanding. My observations round about, everyone is in hell around me, screaming, the anger, no positive, the lifeless energy oppressed with wants, super demands, abuse, neglect, each not taking care of their oneness with Christ. Judging has shown itself, and they are blind to it. July 25, 1996

Boundaries

    I hope I have not crossed your boundaries by making plans. Thank you for all your blessings of knowledge, understanding, and all my trials, and tribulations. They have been worth it to come to you totally, with Your stretched out arms that caught me through pure inexhaustible love.

    Lord, preserve the peace you have bestowed upon me. If it is your will for me to write let me continue. Lord grant that I may stay steadfast in Your Grace, in the insight You have bestowed on me. Your compassion through Your Spirit is felt. No one seems to see.

    Thank You for the job, the room with your treasures in it. Thank You In Jesus Christ I trust, I have felt You, Awesome. Peace to You God, and Jesus Christ, the Holy Spirit, and all Your People. I Love You. July 29, 1996, Wendy Yvette Greenwell

© 1996-2023 inpresenceofspirit.com Wendy Yvette Greenwell

1996

SLUSHY MUCK

I have been reading a lot, and understanding

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I know all my diligent study in The Bible is helping my future

the knowledge of the Word of God. It is utmost in my life now. It seems when I let go of my devotionals, and I take control. I deeply recede into this fountain of slushy muck. I start reading and writing a lot of vocabulary in the Bible.

When I think of my children, I remember how everything was broken, and I could not put any pieces together. So then I place them in the Trust of God and the ex’s quest to be other than a deadbeat Dad, as he so always said, last three or four years.

All the things

    He was not to the children he has to be now, and sometimes I think he is not going to be able to do it. He realizes all the responsibility for it not just financial. I hope he is strong enough. See I do not wish harm on him, he is not that strong. Children needed their Dad they never had. I hope he is that man and dad he wanted to be. You know there is a negative side to this, I hope he is being all he can be, Importantly not letting our children down. Cause Mom doesn’t have anything. I am handling it.

    It is quite late. I am glad I got to talk to you. Thank you for your insight, and inspirations, you have blessed me with a real understanding that I have needed desperately for years. My growth is not limited, and is exceeding in the right progression, for what I have been through.

    I wish not to leave my children out of this, but I can only do something for me for their benefit tomorrow. I am building a tower of precious jewels positive thinking, etc. All resources are being tapped in. I believe the spirit is working preparing the way for me to help benefit others, use my knowledge, etc. to help people in my condition, “World Condition.”

I have faith in all God’s Words Past, Present, Future; we

can only get there one day at a time. A lot of my writing is different don’t you think. May the grace of God adorn you in all your works through Jesus Christ Our Lord and Bless You Complete. June 3, 1996

OVER AGAIN

    If I had it all to do over again. I would have listened to my Lord because I heard him. I was part of a circle that needed to come to an end of the cycle. Thank you, Lord. June 7, 1996

    God is the foundation that gives us life. Man is dominant only in his stupidity; alcohol destroys Families. “Write God’s words to begin to end, what exactly He and only he says, through the from The Holy Spirit through Christ Our Lord Amen.” “but know got caught up in the moment,” “make them look.” June 8, 1996

    Reading and writing, knowledge is limitless. The Bible is past present, future. Omnipresent since it’s writings. The heart searches for it’s home all it’s born day. The heart is the home of the highest. The soul, choose to live, and you will have everlasting life. Through Jesus Christ Our Lord.

    Six mountains to climb the seventh you rest with and through Jesus Christ. While the sheathing of the old ways,  memories with pain, the sins you have in yourself, and those that have affected your life adversely. The new seeds are planted through the regeneration of The Truth, we all have, inside us. June 10, 1996

    I have ups and downs. I know we all do. I know all my diligent study in The Bible is helping my future. The regeneration is regenerating itself through the energy that is Jesus Christ Holy Spirit. I can see it around me. June 13, 1996

    Solitary Have not been sleeping, restless, lonely probably, no dwelling of my own, no escape, no fantasy, dealing with reality. I am using my time wisely not bee idle in mind. I needed a lot of knowledge to get through this spiritual awakening solitary. Me and the Spirit of Our Heavenly Father.

I have not wasted this last six months at all.

    Painful, but I have an inside understanding of the degeneration that has haunted man in our sphere of time and reason. It took giving up sole possessor of everything, even my stuff, left with nothing. Two months later I got my maiden name back.

    I fought through hell to come back to some forgiveness of myself reasons, situations, circumstances. I have to get out in public but all my time, in the research of God’s word I have run across quicksand. No one believes you accept my guardian angel. Quick to judge, sure to condemn.

    Whose condemnation is it? Not mine, your time will come, my time was just sooner. Believe what you may, All the words written in The Bible are yesterday, today, is tomorrow.

    Past, Present, Future, God’s gift is the present sheath the past through Jesus Christ Holy Spirit and look forward to the future. For it is only through Jesus Christ that we can be forgiven, He is the opening of our souls. Then the Baptism the death of sin, rebirth through and with Jesus Christ the redemption of our sins the cleansing sometimes continues you do not think you can take another development and a bigger one comes around. June 14, 1996

Perceive

Now, I can perceive. Before, when I was in the muck of destruction, I could not think. Now I have an unlimited span in my mind’s eye. There stands firm in my being. June 16, 1996,

    Confused: I am confused about my spiritual awareness, the knowledge is there, it is all in my writings, my keepsakes, which are essential to me. I know the meaning of truth. I can write it, but I can not speak it.

     June 17, 1996, In the past five and a half months, I have been reading God’s Words, studying daily for hours. I have written prayers, letters, vocabulary, set a definite consciousness of the presence of God, which I felt I could not reach. All the things that need to be done will be done in perfect order in perfect time. June 17, 1996, Wendy Yvette Greenwell

© 1996-2023 inpresenceofspirit.com Wendy Yvette Greenwell

1996

BACK IN THE BIBLE

I am back in the Bible.

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It is easy reading when you have an understanding.

I have been reading, writing vocabulary, and writing scriptures. I cannot sing right now. I am not going to give up on getting a job.

    You know I needed to be with my twin. For many years I was hurt, she was not with me back in the day, she hid out so to speak. Anyway, I have overcome a lot of things from the past. Boy, my twin and I are  Twins. I feel safe with her; I wait for her, miss her. God did Bless me with a Twin. Growing up we always had each other period. So I was not ever a people person.

When you are a kid time is so slow,

    It feels, then, fifteen years have gone by Nineteen years she has lived in San Antonio and me in the Valley. I have been here since February 10, 1996, my thirty-sixth birthday. I have been gone since December 29, 1995. I left. I had to for the kids; they refused to go to the shelter with me. I had no other choice.

    This scripture is why I know it was and is right that I left. Malachi 4:6 “And he shall turn the heart of the fathers to the children, and the heart of the children to their fathers, lest I come and smite the earth with a curse.”

It is easy reading when you have an understanding.

    As it is written, “as it is unto this day,” in many of the verses in the Bible. Writings pertain to the past, the present, the future.

The fascinating, powerful scriptures are Romans:

    The whole Epistle. That is the one which should be read through in Church. The Gift is there in totality. If everyone read the Romans, they would have more understanding. Everything pertains, and we all have to find the Christ within.

    I like reading the Bible, and when I come to a word Supplications entreat earnestly address in prayer. Daniel 9:23 “beginning of thy supplications the commandment came forth, and I come to show thee, for thou art greatly beloved; therefore understand the matter, and consider the vision.”

This is fun for me.

    The Thesaurus of these words is incredible, so many words mean the same thing, all meaning in one word from God. I do freak out sometimes when we are on the expressway there are so many people, and how many are searching? How many are afflicted by abuse? How many? I try to see my part of society, and I withdraw. I lost fifteen years, and I am judged. I have some obstacles to jump over but, at least I am going forward. I am getting stronger, further from the past.

I have no idea what tomorrow is going to bring.

    I do not know where I stand with my pre-teens. It has been a month since I have seen them. I have no plans to go down there, even if I wanted to it would be on someone else’s wallet, car time, so when I can do it myself, and when I am ready I will go, I might be being stingy, I am still affected by my loss, and I need more time.

    I have accepted all of it because it was my choice in leaving, it is just a shame that I fell and lies prevailed. It is a shame. It is like I am dead. What is there to be here for but I am destined not to die to until He is ready to take me. I am probably depressing you sorry.

    I am working on working I will overcome this sooner or later will see what time brings. I hope something good. This is the pits. May 14, 1996, Wendy Yvette Greenwell

     Now why would I Publish my writings like this. My conversations, with my guardian angel. This one is a letter to her. It belongs with all the rest, no matter how uncomfortable I am at times. Wendy

© 1996-2023 inpresenceofspirit.com Wendy Yvette Greenwell

2007

STAND STILL

In Jesus Christ name I pray,

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Holy Spirit of You Jesus Christ, help me, guide me, direct me to where You want me to start working on the writings again

Jesus, I do not know what to do. I am at a standstill, and I am having a lot of eye pain, migraines,  “that were not migraines at all.”

Oh, Jesus where is my passion?

    Where is my focus? Where is my love? My life? My understanding? I am missing You, Oh Lord in Your Holy Spirit, I am calling out Lord Jesus Christ my Lord, my life, my only reason for living still.

I want to feel Your Presence.

    I want to feel Your soft touch. I want to hear Your still small voice saying, “Complete Wendy what I have given you to do. Finish “In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord.” 

I believe with all my heart

    You are the Author through Your Holy Spirit with me and guided me even if sometimes I think I am alone. My Lord, My Savior, My Holy Father, My Husband, My Friend, My Companion, My Master of Creation, My Jesus Christ through Your Holy Spirit, I need to hear from You. April 23, 2007

Dear Lord in Your Name I do Pray.

    Thank You, Jesus Christ, for this day help me, and everyone in all Your Ways. Bless The World with Your Salvation, Your Love Throughout All Ages.

Help me Lord do Your Will.

Holy Spirit of You Jesus Christ, help me, guide me, direct me to where You want me to start working on the writings again. I so desire to get closer to You. To hear You, when You speak, to be lit up with the joy of Your Everlasting Breath.

    Bless me to understanding Your Words through the scriptures and whatever books, I need to read on getting closer to You. Thank You, Jesus Christ, Thank You Holy Spirit of Jesus Christ. April 21, 2007, Wendy Yvette Greenwell

© 2007-2023 inpresenceofspirit.com Wendy Yvette Greenwell

 

2008

DIFFERENCE



See there is a difference in our letters, and my writings.

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See there is a difference in our letters and my writings

His are to his first family, well our family, and they are significant to the fulfillment of “In Presence of Spirit,” as a whole developmental process from beginning to end.

The first book is the credentials

that I had done at the time; it was in no way complete. So I am sitting here with 330 books that are complete in regard, it is a book of its own.

It has been read by the family on my mom’s side only.

    I have the rest of everything I wrote, and that makes it three books in one. But what? There are three more years of writing after “Reflections of In Presence of Spirit,” that I did not realize until 2008. So I guess that makes it, more parts of the whole.

So with all this,

I am going to merge his letters with my writings a unique combination of flesh versus spirit, in this remarkable journey we have been on. I unite my writings  2005 with that of the letters the husband of my youth wrote the children and me, and I share them with anyone who wants to read it. I assure you, you will not get bored. “I decided long ago to leave his letters out; I gave him credit where no credit was do, honestly. I need to Publish for Publishing’s sake right now.”

It is from the Spirit of Christ, and he joined us,

as one in Spirit, because we never got here when we were’ married.

This love for him is better in Spirit,

So we may never again be entwined in the flesh, we are and will always be in the Spirit of “In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord, and of course, “Reflections of In Presence of Spirit,” in which we share in our commitment and our communications with each other, our love and understanding of the knowledge that is given through Jesus Christ our Savior, the only ruler of our souls. March 22, 2008, Wendy Yvette Greenwell, I am going to have to Publish as is because I can not change it, and I am running out of time.

© 2008-2022 inpresenceofspirit.com Wendy Yvette Greenwell

2010

SO WHAT!

In the name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit.

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So what am I supposed to do

“As it was, in the beginning, is now and ever shall be the world without end.”

So what am I suppose to do? The Book says to be positive and affirm positive attributes and dedicate yourself to your conviction, and I have. Time, and time again. Through out the length of my writing days, and then some. I acknowledge that you have given me the greatest gift being, in presence of spirit with you in all my writings. January 14, 2010

Laser Tomorrow

Mr. Errol Grannum will be performing drilling a hole in my left eye and the will re-open the hole in my right eye. The ones that made this happen are Knights Templar out of Illinois. Thank you. They are paying for my surgery on my left eye, and since my Dad and His Wife paid in cash the first surgery and preliminary Doctor’s appointment, he is going to open the hole in my right eye.

    It is a stressful time for me on the 27th I go before the Social Security Disability Judge, my third appeal. I have not had very many Doctor appointments because I do not qualify for any help because once again I am a pauper because I quit June 2007 because I was suffering from my eyes and yes forever thought they were’ eye migraines, turning out to be Narrow-Angle Glaucoma, with Cataracts that are not bad enough to take out.

    I am not even eligible to get the help of any kind from the commissions for the Blind. Now if I were going to go back to work, they would help me. I figure I will go to them if I get denied again.

My brother is coming down from California

for my Twin and My 50th Birthday. Weird how swift time flies.

You see back in early 1996 I wrote a piece,

    I asked the Lord for a friend, not a husband, Ha. There is a difference. He gave Richard and me our friendship. We have lived in this comfortable House for eight years. When I worked, I paid for my part. But since I have not worked in two years and seven months, he has taken care of all of it. It is only Him, my Son and me now. The girls have since seven months moved out.

    Although I care for Richard with his needs, he has provided. Home for me. We remain friends, and of course, we are companions, we even share a room, but it does not mean we are common law married. “He is 75 now. Cerebral Palsy has taken its toll on him. I am thankful that God gave me the ability to care for him day in day out, although we like the nights I hate the Sun, the heat of South Texas.” Jesus Christ thank you for Richard, my best friend. Only a friend. I am worried, and no one will still help.

    Oh Lord in your name I do pray.  I am so confused about what I am supposed to do. I need your help in all areas of my life, my love, my book, the complete book. The Surgery on my eyes tomorrow, The court in front of the Judge for Disability with my Lawyer at least I will not be alone.

I have been reading 2005 writings

“Reflections of In Presence of Spirit.” To the husband of my youth, from the wife of his youth. It is beautiful that is when I had my first glaucoma attack. I am already on page 59. He still has not read it But my reading and editing further a feeling the vibration of such power prayers to the husband of my youth that is over one hundred pages and 29,000 plus a word count. Second to the highest words from all the years of writing.

    It is for anyone, not just him. Truly it is verified. Hopefully, prayerfully you can find forgiveness in your heart, mind, and soul, it takes a ton of layers of your past and gives you the room to breathe through the cleansing of your hearts pain.

I know it works because that gut pain has not come back.

    Even in extreme difficulties, to describe mine to the minute status. How else could I state that? I have choice minutes of anxiety depression, fear, I do not have the means and resources I need. Still, no transportation. January 21, 2010

I know I have been working on the writings, no one else was going to do it.

    I told my Lawyer it is my hobby, Ha, it is a lot more than that, but because, “In Presence of Spirit,” only sold one book. There is no money involved it has nothing to do with my Court. I worked for The Lord and He will provide in His time. This, all this, is not, for greed it is to help, in the regeneration of our souls. Seriously I followed through with what I was given in Spirit to do. Even in my Mortality with my own problems and the way I am. The Holy Spirit of Jesus Christ blessed me with His Presence of Spirit.

    Thank you, Jesus Christ, there is no way I would have made it through without you and our “You are and I am In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord.” “Knowledge had but impatiently been misplaced”

    I knew that was the beginning of my book. I was going to be writing while I worked on it on the side. I was still writing every word that would one day be my complete, to be certified Book, of the offspring of my first, in writing communication, “In Presence of Spirit.”

      Jesus Christ heard my prayers and answered it at the beginning of my soul’s voyage in search of peace in my soul. Now we know it is not all about me. It is for anyone who is searching and not finding. It is for you and for me. I still do not speak about all this, I have no questions to answer. My eyes feel better today. January 28, 2010, Wendy Yvette Greenwell

©2010-2023 inpresenceofspirit.com Wendy Yvette Greenwell