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2022

FINISH OFF THE YEAR

I called my hosting.

Rain Photo in the back yard
I like my night photo’s

I talked to the one, and only person that could help me go through the process of deleting large amounts of files, in the heart of the server. Massive amounts of data, I deleted in one click. On another issue, she said, I would have to talk to my Developer. I said, I do not have one.

    Now, I am here for the rest of 2022. God willing. I wonder what the year is going to bring. The site hit 94,647 page views for this year. Only because I have worked on it.

    My site is secure, and the threat of losing it is gone. It is a relief. I did not know what I was going to do with my time. Especially after Publishing 60, in sixty nine days.

    I need to revise a quote I wrote, last Publication. My personal conversations with the Lord, are priceless to me, they are also, timeless. Even the one’s I have the dates on.

    The Dr., the Assistant Physicians Assistant, a couple of RN’s, LVN, came over to check on Richard, they have discharged him from the services.

     They did not order any devices that would help in anything. No bed rails.  A Hoyer Lift, of some sort, or something he could grab on to, to help me dress him, for goodness sake. They were’ no help at all.

© 2022-2023 inpresenceofspirit.com Wendy Yvette Greenwell

2022

HERE WE GO AGAIN

I am on my own again. My brother, and twin sister, left yesterday.

Photo's in the dark
The photo’s are unique, and I Love all of them

    I have two days left, on Godaddy.com. I did not do anything on the Security. I did delete all the back ups of the past.

    I do not know what to think about all of this. How can I do it all over again. I can not. I bought a 1 TB hard drive so I can save it. I need to figure it out, how to do it.

    I also read that I do not have, to have a privacy page because I am a closed Website, no transactions what so ever. It has not made a cent.

    This gift was given freely, and I shared it, without putting any kind of price on it. It is a priceless manuscript, to me.

    I followed through with every entry into, “In Presence of Spirit.com.” It is my own, everything. It is the reason I am breathing still. It is my desire to share my times, In Presence of Spirit, with anyone who finds it. 

    Now, I cannot be spontaneous, because they might shut me down on the 11th for something, I did not do. Who do I talk to, they are all workers from home. I want to talk to the President of the Company. Who is that.

    Hello, I am not freaking out.  Whoever you are that has been following, in your own way, inpresenceofspirit.com, it might not be here on the 11th of March. I am not mad. I am not crying. I had nothing to do with them setting up my Security. I can say, WTF.

    So, with all of this, as I once said, I asked no one’s permission, advise, input. I have Published 580 writings, maybe I went over board on the Photo’s. I do not have time to take them off again.

    I felt the, I have to of it all. It is done. I can not change what I have done. I wanted to share since the beginning with “In Presence of Spirit,” the first writing. Over, three decades ago.

    I produced it, in my website. By myself. I went into a foreign zone, the internet. It is oh so weird, that I would have the courage to do this. The boldness in all the words that came out of my experience. Looking past myself, to complete my website.

    I do not know how it is going to turn out. With God’s Holy Spirit, all things are possible. I put inpresenceofspirit.com, in your hands, Lord. Wendy

© 2022-2023 inprsenceofspirit.com Wendy Yvette Greenwell

2022

TURN AROUND

Hello, my name is Wendy.

Back yard photo at night with a flash
Till death do us not part

I have been sharing my innermost conversations with the World, since December 13, 2013, on this site.

    It has grown into a massive website. 358 GB are stored in the hosting, back ups, security, SSL, four domains, DNS, for all four.

    I messed it up again, and lost another day of data. To my surprise, I get a e-mail, from the Security team, that has me thinking, I have a few more days, until I change course on my website, and the destination it has lived at since December 13, 2013.

    I was afraid to check the site, because yesterday I could not get into my dashboard. I did something that I should have left alone. So, I downloaded the 2nd of March, and then restored it, everything.

    Then late last night I got a message saying, that I need to find another Platform. By the 11th of March. Are you serious. Yes, I am. My kind of website is not for their servers, etc.

    So, what am I supposed to do. I have know idea, but to back it all up on a couple of memory devices. I am going to get one terabyte. I am not a usual website. I do not feel like it is a blog. I have to say it is not a book. I left that behind a long time ago.

    Like they say sharing is caring. I believe beyond a shadow of doubt, that all my writings are meant to be shared. No matter what avenue, I will take in the future.

    The two I Published in March got deleted. So, I am going to Publish them again. Will see what tomorrow will bring. I have a few days to figure it out. Take care, and know, all I want to do is share time with you, “In Presence of Spirit.” Wendy

© 2022 inpresenceofspirit.com Wendy Yvette Greenwell

2022

GREATER CALLING

Dear Jesus Christ in your name I pray:

Beautiful Sunset and dark clouds
Back in the day when I took dark clouds, and Sun Photos

Lord I need to wake up, and do something. I am sleeping way to much. I am asking in the name of Jesus Christ to open my heart to understanding again.

    I am asking in your name, Jesus, to open my mind, my heart, my perception, my love, my knowledge, my courage, my boldness in writing, my patience, my life to even a greater awareness than you have given me in time past.

    I am bored, I need creative thought, guide, and direct me to your greater calling, Lord Jesus. Help me get out of my shell again.

© 2023 inpresenceofspirit.com Wendy Yvette Greenwell

2022

IT IS NOT TO LATE

Jesus, I am sorry, I did not promote our book,

Close up of a rain drop
Rain drop with a bright light

it is not to late. I need to bypass the Publishing Company. I place, “In Presence of Spirit,” the book in the Holy Spirit’s, hands.

    In touching the presence in Spirit Lord, it is an honor to have been able to write, the writings, the Holy Spirit, guided, and directed.

    I am reading truth books again, and so, I pray to be able to reach you, in the here, and now of yesterdays, tomorrows. I wish to be able to write again, and put the extensions together in a journey that I went on with you.

    I love you Lord. I need you. I pray to learn all over again, the treasures, the guidance, the wisdom, courage, understanding, and knowledge, the patience, fortitude, the passion for living in the spirit of our heavenly Father.

    I desire the ability to overcome my present obstacles, and so wish to demonstrate, a calm spirit in you. With assurance, and dedication to get this job done.

    I want to concentrate, and meditate the new awakening spirit to be accepted. I want to be part of the solution. Help me Lord, to gain depth, length, and width, height, guide me to where you want me to be. Oh Lord, help. Wendy

© 2023 inpresenceofspirit.com Wendy Yvette Greenwell