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THE POINT NO RETURN

It has been forever, and a day since I sat down in the back yard.

Night Photo’s with no rain

Before the freeze, that wiped out all the Norfolk Island Pines. The remanence are still standing, they should cut them all down. They are a hazard.

    It has gotten to the point of no return. On issues that are declared law. It is up to the States to pass laws for the afflicted in extreme conditions. Which is rape, incest, tube pregnancies, life or death situations.

    Here is where you protect the Women, of all ages. No female left out. Now is the time to stop playing with the males, not caring to control their release, because to them that is all it is.

    Why haven’t they made a oral contraceptive for the Men? Why only the Women?

    I had a spark of light lets in my being when the verdict of The Supreme Court, came out. It’s time for the Women to take control, and let them jack off.

    It is not about sex, and drugs, and alcohol, and fun in all the wrong places. It is going back to the innocence of our babies, our families, our heritage.

    The Supreme Court of The United States, has taken their stand. No more legal murders. That is exactly what Abortion is. Life starts at conception. The days of Roe vs Wade, are gone with the wind.

    You are wasting precious energy being mad about The Supreme Court’s decision. Make the Laws, protecting extreme cases of pregnancy.

    Make the Wellness Centers for the Women, and the Children. Make it accessible for all Women who need help in their nine months of need, and after, as well, and give them the options to adopt or keep them.

    No one is left out. Everyone of them are going to be here, not gone forever. Seventy million never got the chance, because that one woman’s circumstances.

    It has been three months, my sister has been here, broke her knee cap in half. Surgery twenty days later. Next week, she will be going home. Sharing is caring. I am tired.

    No more get up, and go just for sex. No it has to be earned. Not as payment, as love, as friendship, as partners. No more free bees, just to get your rocks off. You are hurting Women, and then you go onto another, if not sooner, than later.

    No trust, no love, no understanding, no courage, no patience, no wisdom, caught in a bodily figment of sex being love, every thing after is messed up. Sex is over, and you go on your marry way, then what happens, you shun your responsibility after which you move onto the next. Just for the fun of it. Chalk another one up.

    Who are we? Spiritual or Flesh? We are both. We need to tap into it. My scars did not go away when I was absolved all those years ago. Every time I went I confessed the same sin, that and my cussing.

    The beginning of my writing the extensions to, “In Presence of Spirit.” I blurted out, and “the two who were inappropriately terminated of life which left me in darkness to the light!”

    “I suffered the repercussions of a master piece manipulator at my gate to finish off the realm of abominations, and to put, and end to it through Jesus Christ our Savior, our Redeemer, our Deliver, our benefit into the Glory of God is a generational cleansing to a oneness in truth.”

     Cut the ties to the past. Fight against the cause, eradicate the barriers. Make a contraceptive for men. They are the ones that get the women pregnant. Hit and miss.

    I think is affects more Men. You PLAY, you pay the whole price. No more games, no more lying, no more cheating, no more. When you play, you play for keeps. Or you pay the price. Be responsible to your respective.

    If you are ready to make a family at 15, 16, 17, 18. I know, all three of my teenagers had their babies. 18 to be exact. One great grandchild, one in heaven. None of it was easy. First one 15, then three by three, they were born, it was always a reminder of the loss I suffered. The inner pain, I felt was relieved when I accepted Jesus Christ, in totality.

    The Lord, is the reason, I wrote, Heavy Heart, to In Presence of Spirit, then to all the extensions was, an incredible experience. There is not anything I want to take out.

    Even though the boldness in my writing is over the top, it is imperative, that I continue so, I can give it, it’s end. Change from darkness to the light. Stand up for your rights. Absolutely make sure you are, and he is protected in every way. Forget the spontaneity of the act.

    Think of the consequences, and there is no easy way out. Give your love, admiration to the Lord, and ask him to show you out of darkness into the light.

    Open up, and let the light shine on all the conceptions in the World, in the United States and make room for “Safe Haven’s for the transitional year after the last fight with yourself.” 

    The Supreme Court has saved the fetus for the purpose of cleaning up our Universal Rights. All the conceptions in the United States.

    Get the laws written to protect the innocent. Pass on through, fast as you can. Play time is over, this is serious. This way, Life starts at conception the way it has always been. Even though that person changed the Law. If that is Women’s Liberation, it really sucked. It gave more control to the man.

    Love is love, sex is sex, caring is sharing, as one, but how does one get to that.

    How about the disrespect, you get after. You have to feed them, and be their servant, you are left in the dark, while they have their life, and we isolate with our children. To many manipulator’s out there. It’s time for every one to have responsibility, for their actions, instead of some Abortion Clinic deleting the existence of the next generation.

    My Son has been gone, thirty three months. Nothing is the same without him. Nothing was ever the same after, I was a shell of a person.

    My pain was so deep, I do not deserve my physical one true love, to this day. He is not out there. I am still tainted even though I was absolved in the Catholic Church.

    Forty four years, and I have not gotten over it. Just tell them NO! Save yourselves from being used, and abused. Make them care, and share. Instead of shake, and bake and wham bam thank you.

    Give yourselves through Jesus Christ to God, and he will take care of everyone of us. Lets lift our hearts, and minds up to the heavens, and bring back the true beautiful aspects of life. For our children, for the families, for the Universal Rights of every conception. July 2, 2022 Wendy

© 2023 inpresenceofspirit.com Wendy Yvette Greenwell

DO YOU THINK

My inpresenceofspirit.com, hit 56,833 page views for this month.

Night fog photo's
I used to love foggy nights.

It is the most viewed because I am making changes, and adding code. I am a developer, that is behind in the times.

    My simple SEO, required me to shorten the main name of my website, then I had to shorten the names on many posts, making pages on them, so they doubled. This is why I have more pages, then posts, right now. 

    Now, that I know, the reason, I will go back to it another time. This month is the highest month in views, not Website views, updates, and posts, and pages.

    I have not fully opened this site, to Social. For whatever reason I have, so be it. The analytics are not working yet. Last time I looked no, so I am just going to finish this up. Posts, Pages, taking off the extra photo’s, so it is lighter. I loved the Featured Photo’s, I had to take them off.

    Help Lord, that is what a Preacher said to say, “Help Jesus.” The other woman, said to pray like that also. I do not understand that. Even though I am not able to pray, and have conversations in spirit. I still think it is so much more than, “Help Jesus.”

    I feel displaced. I do not mind sharing my room with my sister. My desks, wall unit, dresser, and book shelves, are here. The displacement is the fact that it does not feel like home anymore.

    I was left with not one, but four other people relying on me. Two bed bound, I want to cry, just a little water. I just put my medicine in my eyes, they burn, that is how I know it is working. Weird huh.

    I have to drive my sister across town, South side. I used to only go once every six months. Now, today will be six times in six months.

    Piddle paddle. At least Dad is not getting on latter’s anymore. This is not going anywhere. So, this years total is 208,172, changing in a couple of hours. Bringing the all time to the site, 2,397,067 page views. As we know I did not know how important the pages were. I thought it was the posts.

    I still have Posts to Publish. I do not have time, editing, 600 posts, and adding the pages, is a process. One by one. Now to go back when I have already completed 360, in record time.

    When I do not touch the computer, it gets less than 200 views. The highest one this month was 5,600 views in one twenty four hour period. All in all, it is a great month.

    I could not have made it this far, with all my writings, if it was not meant to be. It is, and it is all right here. So weird, how it can put 600 hundred personal posts and pages on one page. Well, that was the cue, page not post, to reiterate.

    I had a dream of my first love, I woke up, came in, and told my twin, and I started crying, the dream was, “that he hates me.” Wow, forty six years ago. Now that is weird.

    I am not following any thing about news accept for Johnny Depp. I am months behind on that. It is almost over. Good tidings of recovery for you, Mr. Depp.

    I felt like writing, and letting you know what I am doing with the site. I know that I want to wrap it up, this year, for some reason. Maybe because it is an even year. I have no idea. I have said for many years, that I was finished. Although this time, I am not writing, like I used to be able to.

    So, with all this God Bless the Universe, Space, the Cosmos, all our brothers, and sisters from here to kingdom come, with the presence of the Holy Spirit. Wendy

© 2023 inpresenceofspirit.com Wendy Yvette Greenwell

NAME CHANGE

Out of the blue, I cut “in Conversations with the Lord,”

Photo at South Padre Island
So few Photo’s I got to take

off the name. It did not take long to figure it out. “You are, and I am In Presence of Spirit” Tag name, Journey from darkness to the light.

    I checked out some plug-ins, took off, put on Analytics. When Awstat on my Hosting does fine by itself.

    I have been updating, and deleting, the extra photo’s, now I am going to keep the codes because one way or another they will get activated.

    I can not pay to get information. Well, I did it fifteen minutes ago, deleted for the second time in one week. I do like the SEO I installed. It is simple. Not complicated, and drawn out.

    Yesterday hit 5,607 views, most in years. It is because I am working on it fast. According to how many pages I am Publishing, for the first time.

    Now is the time, no other. My sisters, Dr. visit is on Friday. I have to transport her by myself. I did coming back from surgery. She screams in agony when she tries to get up. Tomorrow will be interesting.

     No one else to do it but me. My sister has her pace maker in. I picked her up from the Hospital, yesterday.

    Oh Lord, wrap your arms around the whole World and bring peace to all the World without end. Bring Love down, Bring your Presence in Spirit, in everyone that was, is, and ever shall be world with out end.

     Guide us through today, so every day will be full of the Grace of God the Father, God the Son, and God the Holy Spirit. Bring gladness to hearts for sure there is an end to the pain.

    I would like to say, “The month is at 30,742, this year is 182,081 views. 2,370,976 page views, all time, inpresenceofspirit.com. It is important to me to continue.

    Even, if my sister was not behind me on her Hospital bed, I would be right here on my site, working on it. Because it needs a lot of tender loving care from me. She has not walked in a month.

    Richard, is going to get 1200, for three months of someone coming over so I can water my plants, or grocery shop. So funny. That is what the woman told me. They never came.

    I wonder, some times, what I did in my past life. But what it really is, I wrote about it in the beginning. I have been Richard’s right hand for twenty one years. Now, it is time to call the Calvary. Lord please help me with this situation.

    I am okay, because I have my website to work on. Everything will fall into place in God’s time. My website, is my gift to anyone, who needs a little or a lot of “In Presence of Spirit’s extensions.”

    I am trying to get to a place where I am comfortable going every where. Because it is not every where, it is here, and there. I will figure it out. Take care, and know all I want to be is, “In Presence of Spirit.” Wendy

© 2023 inpresenceofspirit.com Wendy Yvette Greenwell

HEAVEN IS WITHIN

The Kingdom of Heaven is within, God dwells in all souls.

Photo in the back yard on a perfect night
Photo in the back yard on a perfect night

“Our Father, who art in heaven hallowed be thy name. Thy kingdom come, thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven. Give us this day our daily bread, and forgive us our trespasses as we forgive those who trespassed against us. And lead us not into temptation but deliver us from evil. For thine is the kingdom, the power, the glory forever Amen.”

“In the name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit, as it was in the beginning is now, and ever shall be World with no end.”

    What is mine is thine. Lord God the Father of all Mankind. Forgive me for my sins, and my trespasses. Forgive me for not being strong enough.

    Thank you always, and forever for Mike acknowledging my existence. It set me free, from the lie of lies. Help me, guide me, ignite the light that is yours in my heart.

    Angels, I call on help, from the heavenly realm, the spiritual highway of dimensions of time, space, and significate reason.

    My heart is closed, I have no feelings, I feel blank in my heart, and in my mind. Accept, I have flash backs of things I have not forgiven myself for.

    Help me see the light once again. I am not praying to you Angels. Prayer is of the Lord God Almighty, The Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit.

    Clear the cobwebs, free me from the lie, protect, and guide my girls, and grandchildren out of darkness into the light of the ever presence of the Majesty of our Lord Jesus Christ in Christ consciousness.

    I am confused they say to invite your Angels in. I am trying. For now I must try and go to sleep, Good Night, Good Morning, Thank you Lord for, “In Presence of Spirit.” Wendy Oh Wow! big Publish there. Not finished editing. I need the Photo. Now it is ready.

    On Friday my sister who had a heart attach, had a Pace Maker put in. Heart was at 30 percent, after the Pace Maker, 50 percent. She stayed the night, then we picked her up brought her home.

    At 1 am, I checked on my sister, and she was having spasm on her right  side. I called 911. They got here, and checked her, and said “she refused to go to the Hospital.” I said, “oh know you are not leaving this house with out her. ” They found a malfunction, fixed it, she needed to be at the Hospital.

    She is doing okay. But now, I had to call 911 again. My twin fell down, and might have a broken knee. She is at the Hospital right now. OMG. They were going home to San Antonio today. Not now. Help Lord. Wendy

© 2023 inpresenceofspirit.com Wendy Yvette Greenwell

STRENGTH, POWER, AND MIGHT

In the name of Jesus Christ,

Back yard photo's
Photo repeat, special night, sphere’s on a cloudy night

I pray for the Holy Spirit, to ignite the light of you in my heart again. Help me Lord, do your will.

    I pray for the strength, power, and might, to complete my conversations with the Lord. I Love You Jesus Christ, help me.

    I praise your name above all name, Jesus Christ my personal Savior, and Lord. Thank you.

    Oh Lord have mercy on the World, our children, and our children’s, children. Nineteen, one in heaven, one great grandbaby.

    I love you, Jesus Christ, my Redeemer, my Savior, my Deliverer, my friend, my Love for all Eternity. Wendy

© 2023 inpresenceofspirit.com Wendy Yvette Greenwell

WAIT FOR IT

Wait, wait for it.

Backyard photo at night with a flash
I have to search for a photo, and I want to Publish, right now.

What to do? No where to go! Isolated with or without a car. I asked for help none given. We are okay.

    Talk, to God, Wendy, ask for understanding, patience, wisdom, knowledge, ask for the Holy Spirit to come into me, and help me through these minutes left to the unveiling of my true hearts desire. Is to be one with you Lord, in presence of the Holy Spirit.

    I am grateful for all our times, “In Presence of Spirit,” I want more. Open my heart to understanding, all these positive attributes are in the heavens, and still part of me. As in my, I am, In Presence of Spirit, with you Lord.

    I want to be inside the oneness of truth that only you possess. I need your guidance, love, touch of spirit. I want to feel the ignition switch, ignite our, “In Presence of Spirit.com.”

    Lord, show me the way out of poverty, into the riches of the glorious treasures of the kingdom of heaven within, forever. Amen. I would like to give the attention to “Our Writings,” they are meant to be shared. Wendy

© 2023 inpresenceofspirit.com Wendy Yvette Greenwell

HERE WE GO AGAIN

I am on my own again. My brother, and twin sister, left yesterday.

Photo's in the dark
The photo’s are unique, and I Love all of them

    I have two days left, on Godaddy.com. I did not do anything on the Security. I did delete all the back ups of the past.

    I do not know what to think about all of this. How can I do it all over again. I can not. I bought a 1 TB hard drive so I can save it. I need to figure it out, how to do it.

    I also read that I do not have, to have a privacy page because I am a closed Website, no transactions what so ever. It has not made a cent.

    This gift was given freely, and I shared it, without putting any kind of price on it. It is a priceless manuscript, to me.

    I followed through with every entry into, “In Presence of Spirit.com.” It is my own, everything. It is the reason I am breathing still. It is my desire to share my times, In Presence of Spirit, with anyone who finds it. 

    Now, I cannot be spontaneous, because they might shut me down on the 11th for something, I did not do. Who do I talk to, they are all workers from home. I want to talk to the President of the Company. Who is that.

    Hello, I am not freaking out.  Whoever you are that has been following, in your own way, inpresenceofspirit.com, it might not be here on the 11th of March. I am not mad. I am not crying. I had nothing to do with them setting up my Security. I can say, WTF.

    So, with all of this, as I once said, I asked no one’s permission, advise, input. I have Published 580 writings, maybe I went over board on the Photo’s. I do not have time to take them off again.

    I felt the, I have to of it all. It is done. I can not change what I have done. I wanted to share since the beginning with “In Presence of Spirit,” the first writing. Over, three decades ago.

    I produced it, in my website. By myself. I went into a foreign zone, the internet. It is oh so weird, that I would have the courage to do this. The boldness in all the words that came out of my experience. Looking past myself, to complete my website.

    I do not know how it is going to turn out. With God’s Holy Spirit, all things are possible. I put inpresenceofspirit.com, in your hands, Lord. Wendy

© 2022-2023 inprsenceofspirit.com Wendy Yvette Greenwell

GREATER CALLING

Dear Jesus Christ in your name I pray:

Beautiful Sunset and dark clouds
Back in the day when I took dark clouds, and Sun Photos

Lord I need to wake up, and do something. I am sleeping way to much. I am asking in the name of Jesus Christ to open my heart to understanding again.

    I am asking in your name, Jesus, to open my mind, my heart, my perception, my love, my knowledge, my courage, my boldness in writing, my patience, my life to even a greater awareness than you have given me in time past.

    I am bored, I need creative thought, guide, and direct me to your greater calling, Lord Jesus. Help me get out of my shell again.

© 2023 inpresenceofspirit.com Wendy Yvette Greenwell