For all the blessings you have bestowed on my children, and I. Please protect my children, and grandchildren. The significant others, and all their families. My families on both Parents side, cousins, aunt, uncles, that I will never meet, or see again.
Bless Richard, and help me help him.
Oh Lord, I need you. I need your presence again. I need Your Holy Spirit to activate a ritual cleansing for me to finish off what we started Jesus Christ in, “In Presence of Spirit.”
Help me love again.
Open my heart to understanding again. Bring words alive through Your precious love. I need understanding, courage, patience, wisdom, endurance, faith, knowledge, love, like, fortitude, acceptance, serenity.
Show me the way out of the associated misconceptions.
Hold my hand, show me your way, my way does not work. Heal the People of the Congregation of Our Lord, and Savior Jesus Christ. In God the Father, God the Son, God the Holy Spirit, in One with the Holy Trinity. Guide, and direct me back to your power calling from you.
Accentuate the positive
That has come out in all the writings; you blessed me with. Tell me what I need to do. Show me Your way again. Etch it in my DNA, open, spark, ignite the light of You in my heart.
Hold me, Lord, bring me back to where you want me to be. I miss Your Presence in Spirit. I miss the sparks of light lets dancing in my heart mind, and soul. I miss being one with you, “In Presence of Spirit.”
Jesus Christ, I Love You!
Ignite the light of You in me again. I so long want to fulfill your purpose for my existence. Give me the strength to carry on. Help me forgive. Oh Lord help me, forgive me, give me the courage to go past my fears, and into the solution of Your Presence in Spirit. Open my eyes, widen my perception. Let me find happiness, health, wealth. Help me be bold again in Your name Jesus Christ with Love, Wendy May 16, 2017
And I have the future outcome on paper, see for yourself, the soul reveals the truth of ancient prophecies. I have not given up the vision for the transitional year. Although the seeds were’ planted then, they will flourish when it is the proper time. God’s Time.
The situation was entirely out of control. I went through the system. When The Police asked me to take in a fourteen-year-old friend of my daughter’s home with us, I did until my end. She attacked her Mom violently several times that is why the Police were involved. She was murdered eight months later.
The system could not break the barrier between one’s rage of life’s collisions and peace.
Our children are affected by us, with all our afflictions taken over our souls, the degeneration is destined to utter destruction. Which is continuing in all children, it is getting worse, not better. The answers lie within. We have to bring this World to peace, all the pains, all the misconceptions of existence can be eradicated through the love and passion of Jesus Christ from God. God through Jesus Christ to and through us.
My children are suffering, The three and a half years before I left was the deterioration of a cycle of degeneration that has affected the balance of our real existence. It is time for the balance of God’s Omnipresent Spirit to take over the whole and bring peace within to all. January 1997
February 24, 2018, Today is “Thoughts,” “Faith and Cause.” 22nd Anniversary
I will say, four days after I got my maiden name back. I gave it all to the Lord. Although of course, I mourned between sessions, “In Presence of Spirit,” I had a lot of sheathing to do. The good thing is I do not have to do that again. I am twenty-two years from that, all year.
I am sharing my recovery with you and me at the same time. I wanted to share every writing. I lost some but I cannot fret about it, it would have made me sick, I gave it all to the Lord. Knowing He is going to take care of all of it. He has, he surely has because I am going to continue Publishing “In Presence Spirit.com.” These writings are meant to be right here, right now in the here and now of yesterday’s tomorrow.
Wisdom acquired
I completed two months of experience in which knowledge was gained, masked by darkness a clearing of the wants and understanding of the needs. July 1997
Lord help me,
Guide me light the light of your tender touch in me, ignite it with your Eternal Presence. I am lost without You, and I can not lose You again. August 20, 1997
Too much work ha. In each writing, write all vocabulary, and Thesaurus of words used from the Bible in the heavenly state that they are made. No too much work. Omnipresent inform past, present, future to those that can understand the writings in the pages of, “In Presence of Spirit.” October 17, 1997
Your well being and others that are suffering,
The same things are under unfortunate circumstances that have been past down, generation to generation. I have another court date October 28, 1997, for Child Support, just a few short days away. I will probably be there by myself, for it, but you know who cares.
I have nothing still, just something else to be laughed at. I can live with that for a short time, more, and then, you will be benefited, compensated and have your cake and eat them too, in the future. Yes!
He served my Dad my papers for Child Support, my Dad told me. I did not have to go, but I did. They charged me Child Support, then he turned around and gave me my children back January 18, 1998, two and a half months later.
It took me having to come back here to take him to Court. October 1999, I got full custody, My 3000 income tax return. That he said was his, ha, I proved him wrong. CS took it off of me, and put it on him. Their little game cost them more. Hello!
Then he got behind real fast, several years, so we went to the same Judge, he gave him 18 days in jail if he did not comply, he was going to give him 15 months. That is when he got in trouble.
Then while he was in prison 2005, I said I would take it off. He did not deserve it, but he was not in jail for Child Support. 2008 I did, take it off of him. Did not tell his wife until 2010. A promise is a promise, even though he did not deserve it, and he broke every promise he ever made to me. When he came over yesterday, I did tell him my million cents of the whole situation, in a few short minutes. Wendy Yvette Greenwell As is, is, as is.
In the former sense the activity of God whereby he makes himself known to men, in the latter, the knowledge thus imparted. The Biblical idea of revelation must be elicited by means of a broad induction of evidence which I have of which the briefest outline must here suffice.
Our withdrawal from understanding is everyone is on top of you,
the do’s of being wife, and mother with the husband being the alcoholic, and or generational abuser, then the Women having scars possibly more severe inside, then man’s control over women.
Man is bred to believe he is over Women.
Remember who bore these men hey, we did! Give us a hand! Is it our fault they treat us like sex objects, then throw us away?
They have their lives, and we isolate with our children,
We are beaten down verbally, nothing is good enough, except sex ha., and of course we get poked, pinched, pulled, thrown, spit on, once is enough, cursed at, called ugly disgusting names, squashed, joint crunchers, bloody lips one time it was bad, bruises on the extremities, plus the crunch in the glands around the jaw that does not show bruising but hurt for so long, pokes with objects after our separation.
Intimidated we feel we are unworthy,
So we withdraw deeper, we do complain to a few, and we get told to leave the situation, etc. But we know we cannot. It is not that easy. Too many years for me. February 8, 1996, WYL
February 23, 2018,
These are just a few things that Women all over the World go through. The silent abuser, few on the outside, know the real story behind the life of a union, that was not a union at all. I say this in real time because I left these writings for this time because I have to Publish something before 12.
This one is in the book; I just did not run across it until now. I am going to Publish it because I had a rough day, and I am almost done editing. He did come over this morning he fixed my lawn mower and brought my Son’s stuff to me from his last job. We do not talk much anymore since 2016. The most significant part of my Divorce is not ever being abused again. Wendy Yvette Greenwell February 7, 2019, Wendy
“Exact the timing of events all on an evolutionary roller-coaster through the passages from your darkest hour.” me
Today it is scripture and awesome excerpts of “A Course in Miracles.” So I am going to start. “It is precise fusion, with the one truth of existence. The Kingdom of Heaven within.” Talk later. Yeah Right!
Fear of the Lord is the beginning of knowledge. Proverbs 1:23 Turn you at my reproof: behold I will pour out my spirit unto you, I will make known my words to you.
Proverbs 1:32 For the turning away of the simple shall slay them, and the prosperity of fools shall destroy them.
Proverbs 3:5,6 Trust in the Lord with all thine Heart, and lean not unto thy understanding. 6. In all thy ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct thy paths.
Proverbs 4:7 Wisdom is the principal thing, therefore, get wisdom and with all thy getting get understanding.
“Exact the timing of events
all on an evolutionary roller coaster through the passages from your darkest hour.” 96.’
Proverbs 4:23 Keep thy heart with all diligence, for out of it, are the issues of life.
Well, I checked to see if it is legal for me to put a piece of beautiful writing from, “A Course In Miracles.” I am going to do it because it is beautiful, and it reinforces All our oneness, even though how can it be? Let’s Go!
“Course in Miracles”
“A choice made with the power of Heaven to uphold cannot be undone.” “You will become his messenger, returning Him unto himself.” “The gates of Heaven, open now for you, will you now open to the sorrowful.”
I am on Chapter 27 “A Course In Miracles.” Kim lent me the book which I am thankful for it because I was drowning all over again. The ancient writings, the ancient scriptures, the ancient song, come to me in the 2000 years welcome home Jesus Christ, our loving brother In God, In Spirit, is Our Redeemer. December 28, 1999
November 21, 2009, This is important I have to share it. Okay. “A Course in Miracles”
“The Christ indwelling is awakened in me. I am aware that the Christ indwelling is awakened in me. I am grateful that the Christ indwelling is awakened in me. I make my decisions under the direction of my own indwelling Christ. Through Christ, in me, I am inwardly renewed and wonderfully alive. Through the power of Christ within me, I meet all the affairs of my life confidently. Christ within me is my unfailing source of supply.
There is but one universal Christ individualized in and through every person. I behold the individualized, indwelling Christ in you, taking care of you in every need.
Benediction thought. I am grateful that I am becoming aware at deep levels of my being that God’s only begotten Son, the Christ, is awakening in me. I patiently wait, with a doubt free and trusting mind the ever-growing understanding of the mystery of Christ in me.”
“When the body ceases to attract you, and when you place no value on it as a means of getting anything, then there will be no interference in communication and your thoughts will be as free as God’s.”
“As you let the Holy Spirit teach you how to use the body only for purposes of communication, and renounce its use for separation and attack which the ego sees in it, you will learn you do not need a body at all. In the Holy instant, there are nobodies, and you experience only the attraction of God. Accepting Him and undivided you join him wholly in an instant. For you would place no limits on your union with him. The reality of this relationship becomes the only truth that you could ever want. All truth is here.”
“Our task is to but continue, as fast as possible. For communication must be unlimited to have meaning, and {deprived of meaning, it will not satisfy completely.} It is the only means by which you can establish real relationships, which have no limit, have been established by God.”
“In the holy instant, where the Great Rays replace the body in awareness, the recognition of relationships without limits is given to you.”
“Release your power to create. Which is the only purpose for which it was given to you? His body cannot give it and seek it not through yours. Your minds are already continuous, and their union need only be accepted, and the loneliness in heaven is gone.”
I did not take down the page number, the name, it is in the Book.
My right eye has a stabbing pain, maybe that is a sure sign I should not Publish this one anyway. I have enough time to do another one today. No, this one is the one I have to share it.
I have to say I wanted to take “A Long Way,” off but I did not. It is one of those hard ones, and it has been so long ago. It was rough, but it had to come out sooner or later. It just happened to be the 19th. As for going Social, I have to find my paperwork and talk to the bank, and the Social Security Office.
I did Celebrate today; I bought myself a 20 dollar purse, some cleaning supplies, a couple of goodies from Good Will, and some hair items CVS was selling for a dollar apiece. I am satisfied.
I have kept my writings closed for the most part. Some people do read them. Thank you. I tried to go Social years ago, but I was not comfortable. I still am weird about putting a donate button on it. I do have books to sell. They are 16 years old. In plastic. I have had them since 2006 or so.
Will see what happens. It is the time for me to step up and share, “In Presence of Spirit.com,” to the ones that might need some time, “In Presence of Spirit.”
February 20, 2018, I have to say when Richard signed for this house for my children and me and then him soon after. I drove by the house I raised my kids in, U-Haul was there, she the other woman was moving out because her husband was in jail. I kept going, did not think twice about asking her what happened, or that my name was still on it.
I was comfortable right where I was. Well, I loved the house, but I did not put a dime in it. The day he got married to her there was no turning back ever. Besides the Judge severed us.
Thank you. Now tonight he is in Mississippi, and he is telling my grown adult children that it is my fault he lost the house, and that is why. Are you ready for this, he is living in it again for a whopping 200,000 he thinks I am angry. Yeah right, everything is different, but the memories are still there.
He is still trying to hurt me, and I do not care. He bought it in 1987 for our family for 56,000 plus a 13,000-second lien. I let it go a long time ago. I just sent him a message, Happy Happy Divorce Anniversary Cheers! Too funny, 22 years, is 22 years, and I am still FREE! Well, that is it. This picture was taken at Arroyo City over the water on 2/13/18 If I get in trouble oops. Got to get milk for my grand kids, I have to Publish now, I will fix the rest when I get back. February 4, 2019, Wendy
I found someone special me. I count, I am not a slave to my sin and the lie of lies.
I found someone special to me. I count, I am not a slave to my sin and the lie of lies. I saw the Truth, as they say, “The Truth shall set you free.” I take life a day at a time, and I am ready for significant changes.
I miss my children something awful, and I have no trust in him, he admitted that he did not want everything he got. He told me for years this was going to happen. I have had four surgeries, three c-sections and nine-inch cut across my gut, gallbladder four months after my Son was born, five months after surgery pregnant again.
He made significant statements and enticed me a few times
and then turned around many years later and told me, “he deliberately lured me in on purpose.” He tried every lie in his books, to drive me crazy, admits that also. Then has the need, to ask me, “how I got through it,” all I could say was, “I never gave you my heart.”
I weighed every pro and con and ultimately abandoned my life
Because my life was one big lie. Except for my children. I could not do anything. I needed restoration, major reconstruction. I put up, and masked out the truth. I weighed all the circumstances, and I could not handle anything, life was entirely out of control. I tried to work when I was a mess; I knew I needed to recharge.
The only thing I could do was to let go, and let God,
Do His work. I had to go through a lot of healing, a lot of studying, learning. I had to let go of all the misconceptions, the reasons I went through my life that way. Mind games suck. It is weird how I was freed entirely when I should have been six feet under. I was dead inside; I completed turning the other cheek, seventy times seven plus. I had to do my penance.
I am the only one that could write, “In Presence of Spirit.”
I had to live in conjunction with their pain and to put an end to the generational abuse that was passed down from generations. God was with me, even though I could not find him.
Somethings I write you might not have an understanding for, and I might sound presumptuous, forgive me. I put up with a lot of sickness, mind games, lies, constant crap. I had three assault charges on him; I was not functioning right, when I left, I knew I was not going back.
His lie was a curse, and a blessing
Even though I lost everything. I found Christ within me, and my love, and worthiness are in Christ Jesus. I am free to love with all that I have, and it is formed in truth. I am not a disgrace in God’s Eye; I tested positive. I fought for the truth, and I followed the way out of the fire of Hell. I am not unworthy of happiness, and I have gotten stronger. March 11, 1997, Wendy Yvette Greenwell
February 19, 2018, I left these out… I have to deal with it, so many women are suffering. Tomorrow is the 22nd Anniversary of my Divorce, and this year 2018 is 22 Years since I started writing in January 1996. I am going to Celebrate by going Social. “ha I did not.” I have my plugins already installed.
This is “In Presence of Spirit’s” 30th Anniversary Year. To be clear my first writing, In Spirit with The Lord. Even though I have loads of work to do on the archives and pages, the writings I have Published 86 this year, are ready.
So I found forgiveness when I was given the choice in The Book “A Course in Miracles,” I picked him to forgive. It helped so much, then later the 2005 Writings. They are an intricate part of my sharing my writings with anyone who might find them one day. By sharing with him so I thought, I was sharing with the World already.
In actuality the writings of “Reflections of In Presence of Spirit,” were’ not really inter-personal in the physical, they were all spiritual for anyone who is looking to forgive someone. Oh, my this says so much. I have to Publish it. This was written to a person, I never sent it. I mean I have Published so many, this one is different. I have not seen it for many years. I am going to Publish it now. Wendy
I am a bit unlearned, in your spiritual writing to the Lord. So I am stuck with the I have to finish my part, even though, I am unsure about your piece. It is for, The Lord and this is how, He made me come out to you, in prayer.
I always wrote something interesting about the Spirit of God. Man to bad! You know it does not matter, because I am conversing, In Spirit with Our Dear Heavenly Father.
So, I am, nor was I ever, alone. So, no regrets. It is nice to share it with you now. The only thing is I keep, keeping them. It is because they all have writings, and every time, I write to you, I feel now, I have to edit. That is why I have so many writings.
We are sharing an insight, into a gorgeous realization of, the one hope in Christ we are.
I think my misspellings, and my punctuation, is insignificant, on the opening of the whole realm of existence. I can not pick at one part, I would lose myself, because there are, so many beautiful prayers. A little bit of different writing. Statements of truth, verses, prayers, poems, praises, thanks, understanding, knowledge, wisdom.
Sharing, a piece of the whole incredible trip
From beyond the dead to life, In Christ, is so awesome, and each person has the opportunity to see for him or her, own self. I have been procrastinating the inevitable. You know through all my years of prayer’s, Writings in Faith of, the glorious treasure of the kingdom of heaven within.
I knew, to share with you. I was sharing with the World,
Not through you, but because of you, and you were’ the only person, to do that, through Jesus. I am sorry for you having to deal with my inescapable pain, you were’ not the cause, and surely we had good times, but because the last three and a half years of our marriage, was awful. I chose to close that part of me, and give it to God. I can not do anything with it, pain, suffering, frustration, degraded, below the bottom, I mean.
I am a living, breathing, capable of a loving person,
That is sharing, her relationship, with Our Father in Heaven, to the World. I can do that, you know. It is mine to share. For the love of the Lord.
I was looking for an answer that I did not find, and that, well, I need to let you go. Now, what is my motive? When you fall hard, do the unthinkable, and your reward is in sharing. I am content, to be home, and take care of Richard, and my grandchildren.
So if we end up on the street in a month, we won’t because we will be forced to get an apartment. I will lose all my trees; I planted all eighteen of them, where will I put my plants? Well, this is why drastic measures, under dramatic circumstances.
I have something to share and say, and Sweetheart, I said it.
I really and honestly did it. I can not believe myself. No one on earth could have told me yea or nay, who would I listen. When I was ordered from Him, that sent me to open up your eyes, and “to turn them from darkness to the light and from the power of Satan unto God, that they may receive forgiveness of sins and inheritance among men which are sanctified by faith that is in me.” Jesus Christ Acts 26:17 or 18.
Some people think I should have written about the daily trauma. But you know for what purpose, it is a big negative, and the book is, Positively, In Spirit, of the Ever Presence. How long has it been since I told you, I love you? November 13, 2005, Wendy Yvette Greenwell
I read A Prayer of Consecration to The Holy Trinity, on a candle.
He guided, and directed me, even through a lot of adversity.
I had no idea, reason being; I am forty-five years old. I was Baptized young and confirmed, confirmation, about thirty-eight years ago, and I left the religion because I was cut off.
It was pretty much, a devastating experience,
And then when you told me the Church does not accept us as ever being married, well that pretty much sunk the ball in the basket. So I ended up bypassing any Religion.
Anyone else’s view on my self-worth. I went straight to Jesus Christ, Himself and you know he heard me. He answered me. He gave me incredible passion in The Ever Presence.
He guided, and directed me, even though a lot of adversity.
You know, I was thinking about this last night, and what makes ours a unique revelation, (is the only word to use.) I know what I have. I know what I have been working on for ten years, plus everything else. But I was Given A Purpose To Fulfill A Destiny with Hope, Joy, and Love, through Jesus Christ Our Lord and Savior, In God We Trust.
As you can see, I have given my pain to the Lord.
I am still in the flesh, and I still have spurts of cussing, still going through our children’s everything, even though they all are, young adults.
All these years later to read all these, Beautiful Prayers In Spirit of Our Dear Heavenly Father, and all the while, Praying In Spirit for World Healing and Reunion, Through and In Jesus Christ Our Lord and Savior, In God He is.
I share this with you
Because you were’ not meant to go through this the awakening of your spirit behind bars, by yourself. Jesus is here. I am here to help you through your journey, beyond the dead to life in Christ; it is so awesome. I have not felt this way until you gave me insight on such a one on one, openness.
My prayers were always projections of Jesus’ teachings through the ages,
and I captured such intimacy in prayer with Jesus Christ, my beloved. Now I am sharing in a different way, because of your understanding, because all the letters you have sent to the kids, and the twenty I have received from you.
I was and am worthy, deserving of, all the Spirit of the Lord, has to offer through, the magnificent gift of Salvation, through Jesus Christ.
My studies solitary were’ entirely what Jesus Christ ordered. But of course, first you have to ask, and you will receive an insight into the universal laws of cause, and effect.
I took action because the wages of sin had consumed the World. The World needed prayer. To get back to the matter at hand, I had sent out a lot of letters in the beginning. To no avail.
I always gave it to the Lord because no one understood the understanding of the words through the Spirit of Our Lord and Savior. I prayed I wrote, I wrote directly to Jesus Christ. I know Jesus has given us this time together, and for this, I am grateful Jesus.
I know you are, in the Spirit of Our Lord, and the Holy Spirit is guiding and directing your eternal path, be that as it may. The World needs to find its way. November 10, 2005, Wendy Yvette Greenwell
Jesus Christ, “In Presence of Spirit,” and “Conversations with the Lord,” is our work of art.
Thank You, Jesus, for The Inspiration, and The Will to Share Your Love, To The World.
Thank You, Jesus, for the inspiration, and the will to share Your love, to the World. I can not draw, or paint, but the words you put in my heart, to describe our love affair of your heart, mind, and soul, in the spiritual awareness of time, space, and significant reason, are overflowing with joy in my heart because I am going to complete my job for you.
First, Jesus Christ and from you to the World,
Thank You for everything. You are awesome. You are incredible. You are my night and Shining Armor. You are the one and only ruler of our souls.
You are my life. My love. My reason for living still. I fall at your feet again with a holy kiss of love. To embrace the perfection of freedom from damnation, through You Christ Jesus.
Our pain subsides, and we can breathe, the passion of Your Words, through the Prophets, through researching, your heart, mind, soul, through Jesus Christ, it is so much fun.
There is meaning in my life.
The true meaning of every word from You Lord, the passion comes from within, my eternal house with You, The Angels, all who have been before, all waiting to be let free, in liberty, and justice for all. Through Your Hands, from mine.
I was the only one in the World that could write, “In Presence of Spirit.” Thank You for the internal purification. Thank You for every single word I wrote, sorry for the punctuation.
Thank You for understanding.
Thank You for the sight which transpired into The Love of Christ’s Vision, For Our World Reunion. Jesus Christ, I am not anonymous anymore.
I still can not pray outside of myself. You brought it inside me. Thank You, Jesus. Know one still believes. R.H. and me, only two, that know this excellent experience, from beyond the dead to life in Christ, is so awesome.
Thank You for the husband of my youth, even though we are not together,
and even if he did not care about me in all his actions. I know we had to split. He did love me in his way but not, Your Way Lord Jesus.
I need major healing. Major research. Significant isolation to the innermost part of my soul. You brought your words alive, through me, and for that I am grateful.
Thank You, Jesus Christ, for The Inspiration, and The Will to Share Your Love, To The World.
He is going to share, I know he is. You are in him and he in you, his letters prove this to be true. Can not fake the Lord’s Mercy. Thank You for hearing all our prayers and personally my own. I can say that.
It is going to be my second grandsons birthday, three years old. Thank you for my 6 grandchildren, my grown children. Lord Jesus, protect the husband of my youth. Oh Lord protect him and everyone else. September 15, 2005, Wendy Yvette Greenwell
