In the former sense the activity of God whereby he makes himself known to men, in the latter, the knowledge thus imparted. The Biblical idea of revelation must be elicited by means of a broad induction of evidence which I have of which the briefest outline must here suffice.
Our withdrawal from understanding is everyone is on top of you,
the do’s of being wife, and mother with the husband being the alcoholic, and or generational abuser, then the Women having scars possibly more severe inside, then man’s control over women.
Man is bred to believe he is over Women.
Remember who bore these men hey, we did! Give us a hand! Is it our fault they treat us like sex objects, then throw us away?
They have their lives, and we isolate with our children,
We are beaten down verbally, nothing is good enough, except sex ha., and of course we get poked, pinched, pulled, thrown, spit on, once is enough, cursed at, called ugly disgusting names, squashed, joint crunchers, bloody lips one time it was bad, bruises on the extremities, plus the crunch in the glands around the jaw that does not show bruising but hurt for so long, pokes with objects after our separation.
Intimidated we feel we are unworthy,
So we withdraw deeper, we do complain to a few, and we get told to leave the situation, etc. But we know we cannot. It is not that easy. Too many years for me. February 8, 1996, WYL
February 23, 2018,
These are just a few things that Women all over the World go through. The silent abuser, few on the outside, know the real story behind the life of a union, that was not a union at all. I say this in real time because I left these writings for this time because I have to Publish something before 12.
This one is in the book; I just did not run across it until now. I am going to Publish it because I had a rough day, and I am almost done editing. He did come over this morning he fixed my lawn mower and brought my Son’s stuff to me from his last job. We do not talk much anymore since 2016. The most significant part of my Divorce is not ever being abused again. Wendy Yvette Greenwell February 7, 2019, Wendy
I found someone special me. I count, I am not a slave to my sin and the lie of lies.
I found someone special to me. I count, I am not a slave to my sin and the lie of lies. I saw the Truth, as they say, “The Truth shall set you free.” I take life a day at a time, and I am ready for significant changes.
I miss my children something awful, and I have no trust in him, he admitted that he did not want everything he got. He told me for years this was going to happen. I have had four surgeries, three c-sections and nine-inch cut across my gut, gallbladder four months after my Son was born, five months after surgery pregnant again.
He made significant statements and enticed me a few times
and then turned around many years later and told me, “he deliberately lured me in on purpose.” He tried every lie in his books, to drive me crazy, admits that also. Then has the need, to ask me, “how I got through it,” all I could say was, “I never gave you my heart.”
I weighed every pro and con and ultimately abandoned my life
Because my life was one big lie. Except for my children. I could not do anything. I needed restoration, major reconstruction. I put up, and masked out the truth. I weighed all the circumstances, and I could not handle anything, life was entirely out of control. I tried to work when I was a mess; I knew I needed to recharge.
The only thing I could do was to let go, and let God,
Do His work. I had to go through a lot of healing, a lot of studying, learning. I had to let go of all the misconceptions, the reasons I went through my life that way. Mind games suck. It is weird how I was freed entirely when I should have been six feet under. I was dead inside; I completed turning the other cheek, seventy times seven plus. I had to do my penance.
I am the only one that could write, “In Presence of Spirit.”
I had to live in conjunction with their pain and to put an end to the generational abuse that was passed down from generations. God was with me, even though I could not find him.
Somethings I write you might not have an understanding for, and I might sound presumptuous, forgive me. I put up with a lot of sickness, mind games, lies, constant crap. I had three assault charges on him; I was not functioning right, when I left, I knew I was not going back.
His lie was a curse, and a blessing
Even though I lost everything. I found Christ within me, and my love, and worthiness are in Christ Jesus. I am free to love with all that I have, and it is formed in truth. I am not a disgrace in God’s Eye; I tested positive. I fought for the truth, and I followed the way out of the fire of Hell. I am not unworthy of happiness, and I have gotten stronger. March 11, 1997, Wendy Yvette Greenwell
February 19, 2018, I left these out… I have to deal with it, so many women are suffering. Tomorrow is the 22nd Anniversary of my Divorce, and this year 2018 is 22 Years since I started writing in January 1996. I am going to Celebrate by going Social. “ha I did not.” I have my plugins already installed.
This is “In Presence of Spirit’s” 30th Anniversary Year. To be clear my first writing, In Spirit with The Lord. Even though I have loads of work to do on the archives and pages, the writings I have Published 86 this year, are ready.
So I found forgiveness when I was given the choice in The Book “A Course in Miracles,” I picked him to forgive. It helped so much, then later the 2005 Writings. They are an intricate part of my sharing my writings with anyone who might find them one day. By sharing with him so I thought, I was sharing with the World already.
In actuality the writings of “Reflections of In Presence of Spirit,” were’ not really inter-personal in the physical, they were all spiritual for anyone who is looking to forgive someone. Oh, my this says so much. I have to Publish it. This was written to a person, I never sent it. I mean I have Published so many, this one is different. I have not seen it for many years. I am going to Publish it now. Wendy
To the dear husband of my youth always and forever,
Your acknowledgment of the arrival of a very important mission.
I can not wait, until I put it in complete order, even though we are apart. I received all eight letters; I sent you back and one missing — the second time around fourteen letters sent to you and thirteen letters back. I have to help you understand; I have been writing since you asked me for prayer.
I have forty writings just from August 05′.
I have been working hard on the writings. I have completed four hundred fifty-three writings, in nine weeks, that includes one hundred forty-four from the book (writings) My Book, “In Presence of Spirit.” It is incredible, the rest of the writings, I knew I had. They are vast in awesomeness. I mean each one, is its unique writing, of its own, for me anyway.
The writings are soothing,
Even though my world is in turmoil, upside down. Christ stands, and the Presence of Spirit is felt in, “In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord.”
Yes, you blessed me with the rest of my incredible trip
From beyond the dead to life in Christ. I am sorry I missed you, my bull’s eyes missed you fourteen times. Man, and you never received letters as I have for you. No, the letters did not find or follow you, they came back to mama. So, we are one in the spirit; we are one in the Lord. Praise God for His, Laws, Statuettes, Judgement, Lamentations, Supplications, in Pure Love for the Love of God is upon us.
Please do not think that I ever stopped caring about you.
I could have been a thorn, but I was not. Excuse my writing, I feel yuk, and I have written so much, thousands of words, I mean if “In Presence of Spirit,” the book has one hundred and forty-four writings. To date, I have four hundred fifty-three. Three hundred and nine writings, I have edited, re-wrote, and made handwritten copies of some for you that I sent, and they returned.
You know, I can not wait, till I put it in order, of days, weeks, months, years.
Ten years plus, of writings from my heart to yours and everyone in the World’s heart. I can not believe it is the middle of October. Time flies. I thought you already knew everything, now to find out, I have not been with you, and your acknowledgment of arrival of a very important mission. I have been on since and before our demise. October 17, 2005, Wendy Yvette Greenwell
I missed my tenth anniversary, December 29, 1995, my departure. All our writings since January 1996, to all the next 365 days, is The Writings, Decade Anniversaries.
Thank You, Jesus, for: “In Presence of Spirit,”
I have opted, to put all that is edited, so it is longer, and it states in some cases, what I was going through, not much of that Jesus because I wrote to You for the answers.
I wrote You the Praises, the Feelings, I never had in the flesh of my existence.
The words I never used, the vocabulary, I never had, the passion that was hiding, until You Sparked the Light, of my eye. Jesus Christ, I Need You, desperately to show me, what You want me to do. My Family, actually think, I am crazy. They do not understand anything, that, You have given me.
Nine envelops with twenty-eight letters, and twenty-eight writings, I sent to him. Where are they? With him, or on there way back to me? One year he has been in jail. Oh Lord, help him in his ever presence. Teach him every second.
Clean the cobwebs of misconception.
I have no energy after they fight, and put me in the middle of it, then take anyway. I do not want fifteen minutes of fame. This is for Your Glory. Your Love Throughout All Generations. Your Passion For Cause, Salvation Through You, Is The Solution. We can, and will overcome. I need to complete my book for you, through you. December 31, 2005, Happy New Year input 6/22/2013 11:16:45 PM
I have no words weird.
Well, 2005, was an experience. To this second, he has not read any of it. He knows about it. He needed prayer. I am not going to put his letters in here, because they are personally to our children, who are now 31, 29, 27. And as for the letters he wrote to me, they were useful for the time. This weblog is not about him. They are to him, because still after eighteen years now, he is the only one who asked me to pray with him.
I am not writing; it has been some time, I miss writing. I have a few that will probably find there way on my other weblog, since 2011, when I started, sharing my writings.
On the other hand, I still have quite a few to share. I will not run out anytime soon, just with this one. I am going to go through my papers and see if I left anything out of 2005 writings because sixty-four writings do not sound right. So when I find them, I will put them in. Thank you for reading my writings that are intended to share. God Bless the World, Wendy Yvette Greenwell 10/4/2013
March 2, 2016:
It has been a voyage going down memory lane with me, “Reflections of In Presence of Spirit.” I always knew, I would share them, even though or “if” he has not read them. It does not matter to me because I know someone read them, and maybe they are finding forgiveness in their hearts, and that is, all that matters.
When it was online without protection: HTTPS: The writings had 45,848 starting January 18, 2016. Last night the wendygreenwell.com had 17,888 views, since the transfer, bringing the total to 63,736 views, since I started.
I am counting all views for myself. Sharing it, for those who might want to know. Thank You for viewing my, wendygreenwell.com. Thank you for viewing, The writings, of “Reflections of In Presence of Spirit” 2005, on inpresenceofspirit.com. They are home now. January 30, 2019, Wendy
and the writings of, “In Presence of Spirit In Conversations with the Lord.”
Lord Jesus my Savior of Eternities Souls.
Has inside its pages, writings, prayers, poems, songs, praises, supplications, lamentations, conversations with the Lord, it is identifying transition, clarity, understanding, patience, guidance, knowledge, wisdom, fortitude, love, joy, happiness, forgiveness, encouragement, gratitude, serenity, light, awakening.
Salvation through Christ granted.
Deliverance from sin. The cleaning process attained. Writings from the depths of my soul. To you, who are still in darkness. Come to the light of Christ Jesus Our Savior and Lord. He has called.
Come home to the inner chamber of your soul, and accept His Gift of Complete Salvation, Baptism, Deliverance, Internal Purification, is the only way you can be free in Christ Jesus, Love of World Healing.
“Go into thy inner chamber, there ye shall knock and the door shall be opened.”
Leave all your worries, pains, and anxieties, at the step of the altar, leave them there in Christ Jesus, stead. “Here my gracious Lord Jesus Christ, I give you my six grandchildren, and my three young adult children, parents.
I place the Worlds babies that are with you, Lord. Bring back our babies, our families, bring love, and understanding and the real freedom that is through You, Lord Jesus, our only reason for breathing still.
Lord Jesus my Savior of Eternities Souls.
Take my life, my love, and bring it all together, in the writings, Your Salvation Blessed me. You made my inner being alive through You, and I am, and I will always be eternally grateful.
What I have shared, is not just a piece of heaven, it is heavens essence, from You, My Lord and Savior Christ Jesus. In Your Hands, I place our voyage from beyond the dead to life in Christ, in Your Ever Presence, because Your Ever Presence is Ever Present, in all Our Writings.
Thank You, Jesus, for keeping me steadfast,
Even though I thought I was not writing, I was. Lord Jesus, my death in the flesh was a voyage of a negative approach which is human, seeking to find peace within, and not understanding, the spirituality of our existence.
Only by You can we be free, to receive the forgiveness of sins.
Our real existence, which is in reach for each one of us to come home to Our Christ Jesus, within our beings, “to bring gladness to hearts for sure there is an end to the pain.” I implore you Gentiles and every person, religion, non-religion, everything that has been taught.
Jesus speaks through me, and I have been given the Kickoff, we are in action. November 30, 2005, Wendy Yvette Greenwell Generally the writings are as is: I am not bold like I used to be. But I feel, I must still Publish. So that you know, I am stressed to the max. I need You, Jesus Christ! I know I am bold, in the writings. I had to Publish as is.
Ever since I started my journey through the darkest corner of my soul.
Now I have a question for you? People say, to be, in the spirit, in God, of God, that you must always be happy, joyous, or you are not a Christian. If I am no religion, am I Christian, or just spiritual at times, ever since I started my journey through the darkest corner of my soul.
To the light, that is shining through, “In Presence of Spirit,” to you with love. The enemy has been on my back again and again. I am not joyous, does that mean God, is not in me? Na, How can it be?
I am going to organize the writings, put all the originals, and edited pieces together.
I jumped into it unorganized. I did not know, what the plan was, and then of course, in the process, it showed itself, ” as the tongue of a ready writer.” First things first, I have to put all 2005 writings together, “this is what I am doing now.” I have a lot of letters most all of them are with you in spirit. Thank you for offering your mind to join mine. So I could complete this, which was given to me.
To complete my part in this awesome experience,
And realizing it has always been part of you, even though you did not know it. I remember the time you said, “you are all talk, no action,” but all the while I was acting on spiritual impulse. “To the ultimate plight to the light that is Jesus Christ in The Holy Spirit’s, coming home to every heart in eternity.”
The Holy Spirit’s Eternity. The Holy Spirit’s, Ever Presence. In the Holy Spirit’s, Internal Purification. The Lamentations, and Supplications.
In the giving, the Whole Existence, to the One Truth, in the Holy Spirit, is One in Heart, Soul, Love, Faith, Cause, Omniscience. Ever-lasting Love.
The Spoken Words in Spirit to the Apostles, Prophets, and now our generation has completed the renewal of the regeneration for everyone’s soul. I believe, so it is, TRUE!
I read some letters yesterday that I had found, they made me remember the ugliness.
You told me to let you go. I thought I had. I did not interfere with any of your last eleven years. Without that person, you were’ married to for fourteen and a half years. I have not cried for you. I have given you to the Lord.
You asked me to share, and I have. I gave you what the Lord, gave me to share with you. You will see it sooner or later. The inspiration was intense, and I let you back in a lot more than I should have, but I have accepted that you are staying with her, and your two children and that is, where you need to be.
It is OK that I voiced a bit in the flesh.
Can you tell when the spirit of the Lord is moving the conversation, and or when the flesh of one’s being is taking control. There is a big difference, between the two.
What’s up! Are you going with the flow? This is an incredible experience with no one but R.H. God, Me, and now because of you. You helped me to come back to, “In Presence of Spirit,” and I love you, for this.
So where are we still? Without, No, for within we are In Spirit of Our Dear Heavenly Father who is, was, and will always be, Our Only Savior of Our Souls.
My expectations are in the Lord’s hands because I can do nothing without my love, my life, my only reason for multiplying, seventy times seventy, twenty more writings, I will have it.
Thank You, Jesus Christ, for, “In Presence of Spirit,” and “In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord.” Because if it were’ not for all this work. I would have been a very unfulfilled, bored person, but I am not.
I progressed through adversity, and obstacles but You are by my side, so this is for you, Jesus Christ,
I give You To the World, through Our Writings, Your Salvation brought, to the heart of the children of God in Jesus Christ, You are the Resurrection and the Life.
Thank You, Jesus Christ, for Your Presence in Spirit. Thank You for the name, “In Presence of Spirit,” it all just fell in to place, Your Place of Eternal Peace In You, With You, For You. Thank You, Jesus Christ.
You are The Most Precious Being, through You is Life, by The Gift of Accepting You Unconditionally, there is no exception to the rule. You know all that.
Jesus Christ, Guide Us into tomorrow, for in the World as is, I have taken my stand, For You, With You, on Your Feet, once again, Through You, From You, Because of You. Well, we are going to be OK. November 17, 2005, Wendy Yvette Greenwell
I am fixing to edit the letter writings I wrote to you,
This is getting difficult
Everything that pertains to it took me this long to find them. All your letters to the children and I are in a notebook, each one in their plastic protector. At this point, I am not going to read the ones from 1994. “I still have them, fourteen years old, now.”
We have an excellent start,
Well actually finish. I have the material; now I can edit. Give me the authority to publish your writings and letters, with mine, I promise all will be of God the Father, God the Son, God the Holy Spirit. And since we are partners, as far as I am concerned! I guess your answer was in spirit, yes, in the flesh? “We were’ never partners even in marriage.”
Alright!
That was an excellent acceptance writing, so we are together in this, and you know what is so cool. I have never shared like this, spirit to spirit.
It is a rewarding experience,
because it is my one, and the only husband, I will ever have, had, and it is not, nor has it ever, or will it ever be, a problem with me, to continue without my husband, in spirit, and the flesh. “two hearts become one.”
Who’s?” Someone Else’s, or ours together again, only in spirit, or in the flesh? or In Spirit Entwined As One, in the Love of Jesus Christ, to the fulfilling of, “In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord.”
Is this a one way, or two-way conversation?
“It was always one way, he never received them. Was I insane or just passing the time away.” OK, I am going to be professional, and I accept you in the spirit completely, ultimately, at this point, I will take you any way I can get you. This is more important than anything in, The World, to me. Us sharing, in spirit together. I am rambling. “His letters do not belong in here because they don’t.”
This is getting difficult.
I should not be doing this to myself. I am going back to work on my book, and I am going to put you away. I place you; In Jesus’ hands, because I can do nothing more, your wife should be praying, with you, I have to quit, by for now. November 6, 2005, Wendy Yvette Greenwell
Guide and direct our beings to the answers of the whole. To regenerate the oneness, that is with, and through the Holy Spirit of Our Christ, and Lord of all ages.
Thank You, Father God:
Open up the gates of Heaven for, A World Awakening. I am ready to start the process again, to achieve that which is achievable through the Holy Trinity. In Christ’s hands. August 28, 2005
Guide:
I know the Lord guided me, and I know it will bring peace to the multitudes. In one heart, one mind, to the unveiling, of the truth. Through each life. In every person, The Christ Within is waiting to be set free, to heal the inner turmoil of no meaning. It is Jesus Christ World Awakening. August 28, 2005
Worry Me:
Awe it feels good not to worry about the future. I am giving my love where love is due, entirely and ultimately, the way God Love’s, Unconditional, Holy Pure.
To give you my heart the way Jesus Christ wants me to.
This is the way I always wanted to love. My heart’s quest, “In Presence of Spirit.” After all, it is said and done, “you look, and there you will find the answers, and know all you want to be is, “In Presence of Spirit.”
With The Christ Within,
Every one of us. For, “Thy kingdom come,” “Thy will be done.” This testimony is given for improvement, and it has passed all barriers to conflict. It is released and shared with the first one that asked me for prayer. I answered.
John 4:10 If thou knew the gift of God, and who it is that saith to thee, Give me to drink; thou would have asked of him, and he would have given thee living water.
John 4:13, 14 Whosoever drink of this water shall thirst again: 14. But whosoever drink of the water that I shall give him shall never thirst, but the water that I shall give him shall be in him a well of water springing up into everlasting life.
John 4/23, But the hour come, Thank you, Jesus, and now is when the true worshipers shall worship the Father in spirit and in Truth: for the Father seek such to worship him.
24. God is a Spirit, and they that worship must worship him in Spirit and Truth.
John 4:32, I have meat to eat that ye know not of.
34. My meat is to do the will of him that sent me and to finish his work.
35. Say not ye, There are yet four months, and then comes harvest? behold, I say unto you, Lift up your eyes, and look on the fields they are white already to harvest.
36. And he that reapeth receive wages, and gather fruit unto life eternal: that both he that sow and he that reaps may rejoice together amen.
John 4:37. And herein is that saying true, one sow and another reap.
38. I sent you to reap that whereon ye bestowed no labor: other men labored, and ye are entered into there laborers.
39. Search the scriptures; for in them ye think ye have eternal life: and they are they which testify of me.
John 6:27, Labor not for the meat which perishes, but for the meat which endures unto everlasting life, which the Son of Man shall give unto you: for him hath God the Father sealed. August 30, 2005 (K J V). I had to take the eth’s off) Wendy Yvette Greenwell
