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1997

A LONG WAY

I have come a long way since my separation.

Night Photos in the rain
I found someone special me. I count, I am not a slave to my sin and the lie of lies.

    I found someone special to me. I count, I am not a slave to my sin and the lie of lies. I saw the Truth, as they say, “The Truth shall set you free.” I take life a day at a time, and I am ready for significant changes.

    I miss my children something awful, and I have no trust in him, he admitted that he did not want everything he got. He told me for years this was going to happen. I have had four surgeries, three c-sections and nine-inch cut across my gut, gallbladder four months after my Son was born, five months after surgery pregnant again.

He made significant statements and enticed me a few times

and then turned around many years later and told me, “he deliberately lured me in on purpose.” He tried every lie in his books, to drive me crazy, admits that also. Then has the need, to ask me, “how I got through it,” all I could say was, “I never gave you my heart.”

I weighed every pro and con and ultimately abandoned my life

Because my life was one big lie. Except for my children. I could not do anything. I needed restoration, major reconstruction. I put up, and masked out the truth. I weighed all the circumstances, and I could not handle anything, life was entirely out of control. I tried to work when I was a mess; I knew I needed to recharge.

The only thing I could do was to let go, and let God,

Do His work. I had to go through a lot of healing, a lot of studying, learning. I had to let go of all the misconceptions, the reasons I went through my life that way. Mind games suck. It is weird how I was freed entirely when I should have been six feet under. I was dead inside; I completed turning the other cheek, seventy times seven plus. I had to do my penance.

I am the only one that could write, “In Presence of Spirit.”

    I had to live in conjunction with their pain and to put an end to the generational abuse that was passed down from generations. God was with me, even though I could not find him.

    Somethings I write you might not have an understanding for, and I might sound presumptuous, forgive me. I put up with a lot of sickness, mind games, lies, constant crap. I had three assault charges on him; I was not functioning right, when I left, I knew I was not going back.

His lie was a curse, and a blessing

Even though I lost everything. I found Christ within me, and my love, and worthiness are in Christ Jesus. I am free to love with all that I have, and it is formed in truth. I am not a disgrace in God’s Eye; I tested positive. I fought for the truth, and I followed the way out of the fire of Hell. I am not unworthy of happiness, and I have gotten stronger.  March 11, 1997, Wendy Yvette Greenwell

February 19, 2018, I left these out… I have to deal with it, so many women are suffering. Tomorrow is the 22nd Anniversary of my Divorce, and this year 2018 is 22 Years since I started writing in January 1996. I am going to Celebrate by going Social. “ha I did not.” I have my plugins already installed.

This is “In Presence of Spirit’s” 30th Anniversary Year. To be clear my first writing, In Spirit with The Lord. Even though I have loads of work to do on the archives and pages, the writings I have Published 86 this year, are ready.

    So I found forgiveness when I was given the choice in The Book “A Course in Miracles,” I picked him to forgive. It helped so much, then later the 2005 Writings. They are an intricate part of my sharing my writings with anyone who might find them one day. By sharing with him so I thought, I was sharing with the World already.

    In actuality the writings of “Reflections of In Presence of Spirit,” were’ not really inter-personal in the physical, they were all spiritual for anyone who is looking to forgive someone. Oh, my this says so much. I have to Publish it. This was written to a person, I never sent it. I mean I have Published so many, this one is different. I have not seen it for many years. I am going to Publish it now. Wendy

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2016

OH

OH! OH! OH!

Rocky Hills
God Bless You, right here, right now. God Bless Everyone right here, right now.

    God Bless You, right here, right now. God Bless, Everyone right here, right now. Well, what’s up? Nothing is going on in my head.

    Oh Lord, show me the way to financial freedom so I can help us, and then others. We will blast out to full fruition, and everyone is part of it. No one left out.

To All The Super Beings of Existence!

    In the clarity of, The Oneness of Christ, in every one of us. I Come to You, “In Presence of Spirit.” I Am One, Within the Universe! I lift the light of Forgiveness for Eternity’s sake.

I cast down all the negative of my life’s experience

into the depths of the Earth and filtrate it in the Light of Forgiveness, from The One Source of God Eternal in Everyone.

I have a lot of work ahead of me in the physical.

    I am so tired of the same ole. I am a little restless. I feel I want a spontaneous trip out of dodge. I have 20 left — payday on the first and third. I am sitting outside with my trees and plants. I did some major work on this side of the yard today. The Sun moved on, and I can come out earlier. It is cooler under these trees of mine, and Mother Earth. Thank You for taking care of them when I could not force myself.

The One True Source of Existence,

And All the Arch Angels, Guardian Angels, All the Legion of Angels, and everyone else knows what I have in my Writings is the truth from God through Jesus Christ, an All Mankind.

    Be that here, there, and everywhere. Things that are, that we can not see. Widen my perception again. I want to be free in the eternal presence of spirit, for all to come home to the kingdom of heaven within.

Wendy Yvette Greenwell

“You are, In Presence of Spirit, with me, in Eternity.” Anytime, whenever you read. From the Grace of God Our Father who is, the One Source of All Creation! I Love You, God. Thank You for Your Eternity Within The Inner Chamber of All Our Souls.

    Bless Everyone who is searching for their One True Love. My writings are beautiful. I did it for me, myself, and I. Each one of us is me, myself and I. So I am in, the I Am Presence, Universally Entwined, “In Presence of Spirit,” In Eternity! Right here! Right Now! Forever in Eternity.

    I understand it is the present tense, so it makes it omnipresent not for myself but for everyone, all at once, every time it is read. I believe this in my heart to be true. September 24, 2016, Wendy Yvette Greenwell

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2005

INSIDE ITS WRITINGS

My book, “In Presence of Spirit,”

and the writings of,  “In Presence of Spirit In Conversations with the Lord.”

My favorite plant
Lord Jesus my Savior of Eternities Souls.

    Has inside its pages, writings, prayers, poems, songs, praises, supplications, lamentations, conversations with the Lord, it is identifying transition, clarity, understanding, patience, guidance, knowledge, wisdom, fortitude, love, joy, happiness, forgiveness, encouragement, gratitude, serenity, light, awakening.

Salvation through Christ granted.

    Deliverance from sin. The cleaning process attained. Writings from the depths of my soul. To you, who are still in darkness. Come to the light of Christ Jesus Our Savior and Lord. He has called.

    Come home to the inner chamber of your soul, and accept His Gift of Complete Salvation, Baptism, Deliverance, Internal Purification, is the only way you can be free in Christ Jesus, Love of World Healing.

“Go into thy inner chamber, there ye shall knock and the door shall be opened.”

    Leave all your worries, pains, and anxieties, at the step of the altar, leave them there in Christ Jesus, stead. “Here my gracious Lord Jesus Christ, I give you my six grandchildren, and my three young adult children, parents.

    I place the Worlds babies that are with you, Lord. Bring back our babies, our families, bring love, and understanding and the real freedom that is through You, Lord Jesus, our only reason for breathing still.

Lord Jesus my Savior of Eternities Souls.

    Take my life, my love, and bring it all together, in the writings, Your Salvation Blessed me. You made my inner being alive through You, and I am, and I will always be eternally grateful.

    What I have shared, is not just a piece of heaven, it is heavens essence, from You, My Lord and Savior Christ Jesus. In Your Hands, I place our voyage from beyond the dead to life in Christ, in Your Ever Presence, because Your Ever Presence is Ever Present, in all Our Writings.

Thank You, Jesus, for keeping me steadfast,

    Even though I thought I was not writing, I was. Lord Jesus, my death in the flesh was a voyage of a negative approach which is human, seeking to find peace within, and not understanding, the spirituality of our existence.

Only by You can we be free, to receive the forgiveness of sins.

    Our real existence, which is in reach for each one of us to come home to Our Christ Jesus, within our beings, “to bring gladness to hearts for sure there is an end to the pain.” I implore you Gentiles and every person, religion, non-religion, everything that has been taught.

    Jesus speaks through me, and I have been given the Kickoff, we are in action. November 30, 2005, Wendy Yvette Greenwell Generally the writings are as is: I am not bold like I used to be. But I feel, I must still Publish. So that you know, I am stressed to the max. I need You, Jesus Christ! I know I am bold, in the writings. I had to Publish as is.

©2005-2023 inpresenceofspirit.com Wendy Yvette Greenwell

2005

A BIT UNLEARNED

I hope all is well with you.

Night flash Photo
So I am stuck with the I have to complete my part

    I am a bit unlearned, in your spiritual writing to the Lord. So I am stuck with the I have to finish my part, even though, I am unsure about your piece.  It is for, The Lord and this is how, He made me come out to you, in prayer.

    I always wrote something interesting about the Spirit of God. Man to bad! You know it does not matter, because I am conversing, In Spirit with Our Dear Heavenly Father.

    So, I am, nor was I ever, alone. So, no regrets. It is nice to share it with you now. The only thing is I keep, keeping them. It is because they all have writings, and every time, I write to you, I feel now, I have to edit. That is why I have so many writings.

We are sharing an insight, into a gorgeous realization of, the one hope in Christ we are.

    I think my misspellings, and my punctuation, is insignificant, on the opening of the whole realm of existence. I can not pick at one part, I would lose myself, because there are, so many beautiful prayers. A little bit of different writing. Statements of truth, verses, prayers, poems, praises, thanks, understanding, knowledge, wisdom.

Sharing, a piece of the whole incredible trip

    From beyond the dead to life, In Christ, is so awesome, and each person has the opportunity to see for him or her, own self. I have been procrastinating the inevitable. You know through all my years of prayer’s, Writings in Faith of, the glorious treasure of the kingdom of heaven within.

I knew, to share with you. I was sharing with the World,

    Not through you, but because of you, and you were’ the only person, to do that, through Jesus. I am sorry for you having to deal with my inescapable pain, you were’ not the cause, and surely we had good times, but because the last three and a half years of our marriage, was awful. I chose to close that part of me, and give it to God. I can not do anything with it, pain, suffering, frustration, degraded, below the bottom, I mean.

I am a living, breathing, capable of a loving person,

    That is sharing, her relationship, with Our Father in Heaven, to the World. I can do that, you know. It is mine to share. For the love of the Lord.

    I was looking for an answer that I did not find, and that, well, I need to let you go. Now, what is my motive? When you fall hard, do the unthinkable, and your reward is in sharing. I am content, to be home, and take care of Richard, and my grandchildren.

    So if we end up on the street in a month, we won’t because we will be forced to get an apartment. I will lose all my trees; I planted all eighteen of them, where will I put my plants? Well, this is why drastic measures, under dramatic circumstances.

I have something to share and say, and Sweetheart, I said it.

    I really and honestly did it. I can not believe myself. No one on earth could have told me yea or nay, who would I listen. When I was ordered from Him, that sent me to open up your eyes, and “to turn them from darkness to the light and from the power of Satan unto God, that they may receive forgiveness of sins and inheritance among men which are sanctified by faith that is in me.” Jesus Christ Acts 26:17 or 18.

    Some people think I should have written about the daily trauma. But you know for what purpose, it is a big negative, and the book is, Positively, In Spirit, of the Ever Presence. How long has it been since I told you, I love you? November 13, 2005, Wendy Yvette Greenwell

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2005

FIXING TO EDIT

I am fixing to edit the letter writings I wrote to you,

Moon without a flash
This is getting difficult

    Everything that pertains to it took me this long to find them. All your letters to the children and I are in a notebook, each one in their plastic protector. At this point, I am not going to read the ones from 1994. “I still have them, fourteen years old, now.”

We have an excellent start,

    Well actually finish. I have the material; now I can edit. Give me the authority to publish your writings and letters, with mine, I promise all will be of God the Father, God the Son, God the Holy Spirit. And since we are partners, as far as I am concerned! I guess your answer was in spirit, yes, in the flesh? “We were’ never partners even in marriage.”

Alright!

    That was an excellent acceptance writing, so we are together in this, and you know what is so cool. I have never shared like this, spirit to spirit.

It is a rewarding experience,

because it is my one, and the only husband, I will ever have, had, and it is not, nor has it ever, or will it ever be, a problem with me, to continue without my husband, in spirit, and the flesh. “two hearts become one.”

    Who’s?” Someone Else’s, or ours together again, only in spirit, or in the flesh? or In Spirit Entwined As One, in the Love of Jesus Christ, to the fulfilling of, “In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord.”

Is this a one way, or two-way conversation?

    “It was always one way, he never received them. Was I insane or just passing the time away.” OK, I am going to be professional, and I accept you in the spirit completely, ultimately, at this point, I will take you any way I can get you. This is more important than anything in, The World, to me. Us sharing, in spirit together. I am rambling. “His letters do not belong in here because they don’t.”

This is getting difficult.

    I should not be doing this to myself. I am going back to work on my book, and I am going to put you away. I place you; In Jesus’ hands, because I can do nothing more, your wife should be praying, with you, I have to quit, by for now. November 6, 2005, Wendy Yvette Greenwell

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2005

SPIRITUAL KNOWLEDGE

How are you doing today?

Purple Haze Interesting
There is nothing in secret, that will not be revealed,

    I hope you are fine and growing in spiritual knowledge. Your letter is on the way to you. It is a powerful letter, so by the time you get this letter, New York Times will have received my package, which is going to consist of: My Book, “In Presence of Spirit,” your sixteen pages edited writing and ten letters that are still sealed. I am giving them permission to open your letters and read them.

I have the original; these are the edited writings out of your letters.

    You have the originals; the underline is the writing, the other is regular talk, as you can see. There is nothing in secret that will not be revealed, and I was the last to know, it was going to be you, to wake me up.

Thanks, I appreciate you asking me to pray with you.

    I think you know what I am doing, this is called, Wendy is Promoting her Books, “Writings,” both at the same time. Incredible, I think, how about you?

I have had a great time writing again.

    It is so refreshing, it is so spiritual, and the heavens are listening, and they all know what is going on. I am completing my voyage from beyond the dead to life in Christ.

There is no shame involved; it is the gift of God.
The way I see it dramatic times takes drastic measures, and since this is my spontaneous nature.

    I will overcome any obstacle. I am doing all of it, for Jesus World Awakening. I believe with all my heart and soul. The verification I have is, His Presence in Spirit, felt, heard, accepted. Conducted ritual writing of pure loving faith for all God’s People.

    To come into the light of Our Lord Jesus Christ so that the pain can cease, and healing can begin. October 29, 2005, Wendy Yvette Greenwell “just a note,” I did not hear back from, The New York Times. Everyone thinks I am insane. I can not look back on the writings I sent out, that did not get answered. At least I tried, and I can not pick these writings apart, even though I would like to, they are going in as is,” Wendy Yvette Greenwell

    As I stated I am going to put the stats up and finish Publishing the rest of “Reflections of In Presence of Spirit,” until the 10th my 58th Birthday, this is my present to myself and to “In Presence of Spirit.com” I have posted 70 writings in 22 days. I see my Glaucoma Specialist today she will be able to see what is going on in my eyes. Wendy

Day Number of visits Pages Hits Bandwidth
01 Feb 2018 70 1,654 2,126 25.69 MB
02 Feb 2018 94 1,916 2,324 32.60 MB
03 Feb 2018 64 2,643 3,114 49.04 MB
04 Feb 2018 90 2,233 2,887 41.00 MB
05 Feb 2018 87 2,119 2,863 36.38 MB
06 Feb 2018 23 550 804 14.12 MB
Average 71 1,852 2,353 33.14 MB
Total 428 11,115 14,118 198.84 MB
Month Unique visitors Number of visits Pages Hits Bandwidth
Jan 2018 565 2,614 33,442 48,137 17.06 GB
Feb 2018 169 428 11,115 14,118 198.84 MB
Total 734 3,042 44,557 62,255 17.25 GB

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2005

WOW THIS IS PERFECT

Inspiring right in the bull’s eye.

Atmospheric anomaly rain, humidity, flash,
I have an idea of how it is all going to work out

    That is what, “In Presence of Spirit,” is to me, “Conversations with the Lord,” and has transpired before my very eyes to Presenting “In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord.” Awesome, Thank You, Jesus. September 27, 2005

I have thought of you and hoped you would write.

    A lot of things have changed. I for one, you opened me up to an explosion of prayers, songs, praises, verses, poems, you unlocked my dead heart again. You have no idea what Jesus has done on my part, and I am not exactly sure how I am going to tell you. So bear with me.

    Well, remember the letter you sent to the kids that have, “*W G*, Please pray with me, for our son, and all of you and our children.” On the back of an envelope. By asking me for prayer, you opened me up to expand my horizons. Do you say in what way?

Dear Husband of my youth,

     You opened my world, to the Christ Spirit, within, that captured one hundred eighty-eight more writings. There are one hundred forty-four in the book.

    I needed to promote the book, and the only time, that came to me personally was, when you asked me for prayer. No, you asked me to pray with you, that is a big difference.

I thank you and Jesus thanks you,

Because I needed to start working on my writings again. I am sure the writings, prayers, are going to touch your heart, and anyone you share them with. This one is one of those writings because I am drained.

    I put in six weeks of significant writing, editing, reading everything, I wrote, filing putting eleven years of writing in order by year. Some of my writings are long.

It is a blessing to be able to have written again, and all along.

    I have an idea of how it is all going to work out, but as for completing the task at hand. I have to follow through and finish it. Well, after this, I have to put it all together. I can use the book for the punctuation, but that is it, (I did not.) They are all separate writings, and the book is together — a significant change, not for me.

That is how big you inspired me,

Like an explosion of words, I wish I could see your expression when you receive all ten letters, at the same time, and which ones you are going to read first. Awe sweet reward. October 1, 2005, He still to this day has not read them, he knows I am going to follow through, even though it has been eight years. Wendy Yvette Greenwell

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2005

JESUS WILL OPEN

To see beyond the veil has given The Grace of God to the Multitudes.

Another Night Rain Photo
I am not kidding about any of this.

    Grace be to you, and all the people that you are with day in day out. Jesus will open up the new horizon. He is our light, our refuge, our real source of love is from Him to the seed of Christ, one heart, one mind, in the purity of Christ Jesus. September 20, 2005, Wendy Yvette Greenwell

To The Point:

    I am at the point; I just do not get it. Spiritually I do, but the bull dung on earth is messed up, and I  Wendy in the flesh can say that.

I do not care who is embarrassed about what I have to say or write.

    I am not kidding about any of this. No matter what; this is going to accomplish, what it was given to do. Even though their eyes are darkened, His will is done.

How can you take eleven years separated, ten years divorced

And put them together for the reunion of our souls, everyone’s, Me and You, even behind bars. Yes, of course, here we are in, “In Presence of Spirit,” it has been part of my life for eighteen years. Who knew it was going to grow into, “Conversations with the Lord.” The rest of the legacy, because it is.

    I guess I got tired and it is already over two hundred pages in three weeks. I mean who could have done that? I had to take it to the limit. The offer came, and the decision was already made. A lightning bolt struck my heart, actually before your letter got here.

The awe we had good times.

    I do not remember them. I gave all my insignificant memories away; they were all based on lies. We were not the only ones in dire straights, look around, pain and more pain, and catastrophes, daily, I mean it is bad everywhere.

I believe there is the only solution, in Christ Jesus.

    To come down in everyone’s hearts, to stop the decay and regenerate our God-Given Rights. We all make a difference. Change your thinking and place your existence in the hands of Our Father, who is in heaven, and on earth.

    There to be content, Come Holy Father “bring gladness to hearts for sure there is an end to the pain.” Lord recognize, I who am writing, as a messenger of Your Good Will, to The Multitudes, because I can do nothing of myself, but through, The Grace of God, there go I, To complete in its entirety. “In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord.” September 21, 2005, Wendy Yvette Greenwell

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