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FLIGHT OUT OF DODGE

    My five day Respite, I flew to Houston, then to San Antonio. I caught this aerial phenomena. I did not see it until I got home. So I Published it on YouTube.

 

 

    I have not Published anything here for a year. A lot has happened. I got my latest Pet Scan results, last week. I have one 1.5 cm nodule in my left lung. They do not know what it is. Cat Scan in three months.

    My friend I lived with for 24 years, with Cerebral Palsy, etc. went into the Nursing Home on November 16, 2024. My older sister passed away on March 9, 2025. I am here with my 92 year old Father.

    102 days, I have been with my Daddy, by myself. So this flight out of dodge is special. Hope it is alright I am putting it on my website.

© 2025 inpresenceofspirit.com Wendy Yvette Greenwell

MIKE 2

If you are married, double sorry,

One of those perfect photo nights

if you have a girlfriend sorry. It is what it is. Seeing what happened on February 9, 2011, that fateful day you called, and said what you did to me. I do not remember word for word and that is a good thing.

    It would have been worse had you been married. POWER AND CONTROL. I wanted you to know that he gave my kids back. Twenty three months after our Divorce. I needed to re-coop. I had never worked, the kids would not go to the shelter with me.

    When you made that special, is that you activated something in me when you got my attention. You rubbed your hands together, then clapped your hands, and  then I looked. Wow, you made me smile, you just stayed with me after that.

    It was what sparked a light in my heart, and sent me on to Jesus Christ and my writing. I have been sharing since, October 2011. That is what your short, and sweet conversation did to me. Let me be free to Publish 615  so far writings.

    I am telling you this because if I die during the lung surgery, which is serious, you will never know, if you do not already. I loved you then, and I love you now in my Wendy way.

    Up until February 9, 2011 before you called. I needed closure and your spirit presence was ripped right out of me. My writing after that was different. Better in ways. I really never let you go though. Even though.

    You are the one that activated it, and what up with our eye contact. Not even with my first love, did we ever look as intense as we did, without saying a word. Several times. You took his place ha.

    Well, so, inpresenceofspirit.com/mike/, there is a writing or letter to you. It is a long one. I kept adding, over the years. I put it in private several times. Now it is on-line. I have no idea how you will take it, but thank you for acknowledging my existence, it helped me in so many ways.

    This site is 358 GB’s. So nothing is summed ? up in a few words. But, “Mike,” will tell you what happened, and why I share my writings with the World, and I am not Social, and I have not made a cent. It is for anyone who wants a little or a lot of time, “In Presence of Spirit.com.”

    Dear God I need to, I have to send this to Mike. Surgery three pm., out patient, only one and a half centimeters. I want nothing from you. Well today blood work preliminary before a major surgery the eighth of February, the surgery. If I make it through.

    The 12th anniversary of that phone call. Then the 10th my 63 birthday, and my twin 23 minutes later on the 11th, 1960. Big week a head. Chow, I was hurt, I understood why, and it was the best, look what it produced all my writings, and Publications.

    I want to say more. My times, “In Presence of Spirit,” are the now time forever more. They were’ written in the now, and forever level of awareness, they became a massive conversation with the Lord, in Spirit.

    I am writing in Spirit of every thing I wrote, and you need to know in case I die on Wednesday the 8th of February. Oh Wow. Do I have the courage to send this to you, after telling all that transpired from the acknowledgment to the deliverance, and then actually delivering.

    My Mom told me the day you saw me in the convertible. To pray to God for you to be with me. I said no Mom, I will not ever do that. I pray with you in Spirit.

    Universal Spirit, a Spirit of one heart, one mind, one soul, entwined in the light of love that transpired when I started writing, the pieces. 1996-2023, December 13, 2013-2023, since it became inpresenceofspirit.com.

    I hope one day you will find it. It does not look like you have. I just wanted you to know it was in light, not darkness. I still believe it is in the heaven, and on earth. Even when I am gone.

    I guess only so much time. I think I will put the break in. I will not rely on anyone else, while I am recouping, and waiting for the verdict.

    It all goes together, piece by piece. It will always be meant to be shared. It will probably be read when I am gone. That was morbid. Truth hurts. I will be under anesthesia, when they go explore in my lung. Sarah, is gone, she passed November 10, 2022, three years after my Son’s passing, November 09, 2019 {Tomorrow  03/03/03, is when my  grandson passed.} RIP

    Oh, well am I, would I, could I, should I, will I, send it to you. I think I can at the least you are, in presence of spirit with me in my knowing. What true love really is. It is in my writings, with the Lord in Spirit, Universal as one in Spirit, one in the Lord Amen, to everyone for-ever-more.

I am going to Publish, because I can.

    It is March 27, 2023, I have been on the patch since February 8, 2023. I have four 21 mg patches left then on to Step 2.  Straight up and straight out. It has been 47 days tonight, not one cig. I am not able to force myself to finish a post that is in draft.

    I will say, the biopsy is benign, another Cat Scan sometime in the next few weeks. The Radiologist said, three months, the Doctors want it sooner.  I am sleeping way to much, staying in my room most of the time. It is to hot in the rest of the house.

    The television hurts my ears. 75 – 80 volume at times. I have been Publishing for a decade on this site. Right now I am stuck, the analytics are not executed right. So, it is like I am not a nothing kind of site.

    It is for me first, “In Presence of Spirit,” because I wrote it, and it was always meant to be shared. So, I freak out some times because the everything I wrote, and the 620 that I have Published. I was meant to write the website, word for word, to share. Until, whatever is going to happen in the future.

   I am recovering, and still obligated, my friend, completely bed ridden. He has a CNA, that comes to bathe him, once a day, 5. Which is a big help, they give him an hour, in fifteen minutes. I stopped complaining. They have a lot of patients but…it does not matter.

    I am not working on here, so it has only less than 9000 views this month. Not sure what I am supposed to do! 06/017/2023 46,917 views without working on it for five months. I guess this is not that bad. Well compared to last year 413,000 views. I worked on it a lot.

    I had my second cat-scan the one and half centimeter was .02, but there are some small one’s in the right lung. Cat-scan November 3, 2023. Wasting time, I need to do something out of the ordinary to finish this off. My daughter is having a baby at 40, going on 19 grandchildren, and one great grandson, one in heaven.

    I hope you are alright about my personal conversations with the Lord, that I have shared with the World. If you do not know about my website, oh well. Wendy, I am leaving it on here.

© 2023 – 2025 inpresenceofspirit.com Wendy Yvette Greenwell

BEAUTIFUL DAY

Thank you God, for this beautiful hot day here in deep South Texas.

The tree froze, had to cut it down, but not forgotten.
My mirror image Norfolk Island Pine that the freeze froze

    Where am I, when I am without the Holy Spirit? The teaching is even though we might think we are without the Holy Spirit, we are not. By the grace of the divine blood.

    In the name of our Father that has conquered defeat. The Holy Spirit lives, in every one of us. All we have to do is activate the ritual cleansing to ritual purification in the Spirit, with the Spirit, beside Spirit, through Spirit, round about the Glory of God, in presence of Spirit. I am fixing to let it fly out of the nest.

    My nest of omnipresent writing in spirit. “In Presence of Spirit,” with the Holy Spirit, and Wendy, writing to the World. I am bold because in spirit I have achieved an understanding that I once, and for all have to share.

    It was, is and will always be the I have to of it all. I did the right thing. Even those closest to me that new, did not care to know. It has always been okay because I know, and Richard knows, my writings are significant to the fulfillment of my hearts desire, and my hearts quest.

    In presence of the Holy Spirit, has guided me through. I will not let my love, and my life not be read. I believe with all my heart, with all my soul, that the Holy Spirit is my eternal companion, and it is for God’s purpose that I share. It never was for me alone. God the Father, God the Son, God the Holy Spirit, are “In Presence of Spirit,” with everyone. May 7, 2009 Wendy

©  2009- 2023 inpresenceofspirit.com Wendy Yvette Greenwell

BLESSING TO ALL

Oh, dear God in heaven, I need your help.

I used to love taking photos at night

I feel I have done my time being a friend for someone in tremendous need. I need help Lord. I need the stars to collide, not all of them, I need a miracle, and a retreat.

    What do we do from here? Where do we go from here? How will we go from here? We are to be freed from bondage. Free to fly in the wings of a prayer, of all the prayers, I have prayed, in presence of spirit.

    You see, “In Presence of Spirit,” is all mine, the whole thing. I would not have written, if it was not meant to be. It is in my heart, and soul, it is part of me, and part of everyone. Even the ones that will never read it.

    It is in the wind. It is in the atmosphere, up and away, light years away. It has reached every dimension of time, place and significant reason. It is in the Cosmos, it is one in Spirit, one in the Lord. Forever more.

    Oh Lord, open up the heavens, and rain down blessing to all. Blessings of your love and kindness. Blessing of union with you in Spirit. Blessings of unification World wide, in the eye of the needle.

    Bring us out of darkness, and into the light of the ever presence of your Majesty. I Love You, I need you, I want to be one with you, in presence of spirit, in the awakening of all our souls. January 24, 2023 Wendy Y. Greenwell

© 2023 inpresenceofspirit.com Wendy Yvette Greenwell

FREE TO CAPTURE

January 07, 2023,

Still interesting

To all my brothers, and sisters, in eternity, now and forever, right now. That means, everything that is at this time. “In the Holy Congregation of, “You are, and I am In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord.” since, 2009, “Sweet Mercies,”

    To be free to capture spirit communication, is the ultimate. I want to be there again. engulfed with, and in Spirit, instead of the present circumstances. That is a major shift in this body’s health, and well being.

    I have a pea size nodule, on the bottom left lung. Alright as I write, I am smoking one of my last cigarettes’. I am a freak. I did not care about the consequences. “in my own little corner.”

    I have always known that if I get Covid any variant I will not make it. I wear a mask when I go out in Public. For as short as time as possible. My children, and grandchildren, none of them are up to date. Some have not been vaccinated, even though the severity. Unreal. We, have four Elderly, people in this house.  With health issues.

    Until the day I die I will wear two mask. in Public. Yuk, double yuk, there are still germs everywhere in the air.  I double my masks and I wear a nose guard which is perfect. My nose does not get disturbed.

    I do not trust anyone, I was talking to my neighbor after three years. She tells me, I have had covid for four days. I freaked, as soon as I could, I got my first test, because they gave me a lot of Doctor appointments to go through seeing it has been a couple of years since I did my yearly exams.

    What can I do. Open up, and let the light shine on the darkened corners of our hearts. We all make choices. Thing is, when the Holy Spirit sparked the light in my heart, he gave me wings to fly to a higher awareness.

    I had spurts over the years. In totality I had a lot of time, inpresenceofspirit.com. In a whole special way, it was always meant to be shared. Wendy

 ©  2023 inpresenceofspirit.com Wendy Yvette Greenwell

CONVERSATIONS

I had a short conversations with my twin

I need to make a video of all of them

about my Publications. She said, “I once said, that it will help the Universe.” I would say, if you wrote a book, I would read it.  Yeah, right me, yes, no one of them want to write.

    I had to keep to myself, because mortally I am withdrawn, isolated myself, all the responsibilities, for the friendship of it all.  My 40, and 37, year old daughters, all eighteen grand children, one in heaven, one great grandson. The ex-wife, and two other significant others of my Son’s, baby mommas.

    So, back to my twin. I told her if the site were’ to go Social complete. I would have to do it in the next few days.  She says, “but people would be able to read it. Yeah, and what about the comments. Yeah, well. I can not combat anything I have written or take it out.

    I told her I love all my writings, and I am not embarrassed. But still who am I. A friend to the World, to the Universe, Multi-Universe, every dimension,  The Cosmos, the multitudes of Galaxies. The every thing that is, is God’s, with all of us.

    Twenty seven years, since my departure, my abandonment. On the twentieth of January 1996, I started writing. I do not know how to end it. So I keep it open, it is in heaven, and on earth.

    It is love united, as one in spirit, one in the Lord, for eternity. The words of this website, will never die. It is my personal conversations with the Lord. It is a treasure house of spirit communication. I do reflect on the times I spent, in presence of spirit.

    This must go out to the World. I am weary. I have the Lord to back me up, but no human person has touched my writings. Yes, all done by me. Massive amounts of data, I have Published, without  no contact.

    My conversations are from the past. We are all, one in presence of spirit. I shared 610, personal conversations I had, in presence of spirit, with anyone who stops, and reads it.

    Now, is the time I must force myself to get all the accounts. I have to look past myself again, and send it out to the World. I delete, not on my website.  I freak that is why this website has been silent, so to speak. Few have found it. 10,555 views since it hit 400,000 page views. Bringing the total to 2,599,450 since December 13, 2013. That is not a drop in the bucket.

    It is significant to me. Sharing is caring. Always, and forever meant to be shared. I believe this in Eternity. What do I do? Waller or get this show on the road.

    Maybe some, will understand. The heart know what is written is, in presence of spirit. It is a gift of thanksgiving of God the Father, God the Son, and God the Holy Spirit. In faith of the Unities of our eternal existence. December 29, 2022

December 30, 2022, I was full of Publications at the first of the year. Publishing for the first time with no actual dates, 2022, it was out of the ordinary, for me in every since of the word.

     Then the responsibility, as family, and friend, I worked on it, and I had fun. That was then, now is now. The site had not made 400,000, in several years. This year was the biggest, anyway round about. The writings of 2022 are from 1996 to 2022.

    Pieces put together to become the whole of 2022 writing, Publications. From the past, future, and now. No matter when I wrote them. They mean the same thing, which means they were written in the present. Which is now, at all time.

    The precious  times I have “In Presence of Spirit,” was for all of us. No one left out. No how, no way, could I have come up with this website without the Presence of the Holy Spirit, and the Holy Communion of Souls in eternity.

    It all fell into place, each piece on its own. It stopped being a book a long time ago. I shared around twenty five writings on Facebook, freaked out, and deleted all of it.

    Then In October of 2011, Sarah set me up with blogger.  I felt the need for protection so I enrolled my site into Godaddy.com hosting, among other things.

The whole, “In Presence of Spirit.com,” is my gift to anyone who will ever read my conversations with the Lord.

December 31, 2022, 12:03 am,  Twenty four hours, and 2022 is gone forever. The site will be starting at 0. I can not change the past, the least, I worked it, and hit over 410,000 page views in 2022.

    What can I say, 2023, should hit the bull’s eye. Even though some might think it is gibberish .  I love it all. I have some changing to do. It is weird. I have to be the one to put it out there, everywhere. One of My last will, and testament.

    It has surpassed the tests of time. It is still here, and it is thirty four years old, “In Presence of Spirit,” It is the most precious gift I was given from above, that grew so big. I could not keep silent anymore. Accept or deny, it does not change the authenticity of being in spirit, communication. Wendy

2023 01-05. Love you, God bless you to, in presence of spirit, at the same time, every where in the Cosmos.  It is in the air. I know, I am blessed to have a beautiful, website, that has nothing to sale but, some time to be, in presence of spirit. Wendy Yvette Greenwell 2023

© 2023 inpresenceofspirit.com Wendy Yvette Greenwell

SPREAD MY WINGS

Wow, brother flying in from California today.

These light would appear. I had fun.

I get to pick him up, he used to rent cars. Not anymore, cuz he bought the home, one.

    The stress in my life, I want to abandoned my life again.

    Although this time. Richard is going to get a full time, care giver. Until, the Dr. steps in. Twenty two years of my life, I have been his right, and left hand servant. I refuse to call myself his provider, caregiver, I call myself his friend.

    Come on, only Wendy would take away all independence from her self. Well, I am ready to spread my wings and fly. I am out of here, my twin was the first to know.

    Yeah, I drove to the races by myself last Saturday. I did not stay till the end. I get tired when I drive the F-150 2000. I am taking off to San Antonio in it. I am not  afraid of it anymore, when I drive it. It has been 27 years since I stayed with my twin. 

    It is November 5, 2022 4:59 am. The  Doctor’s Assistant is going to see Richard on Monday.

    I do not know what to do anymore. He has always been frail. I thank God he took the fear away from me of living with a severely handicapped person for 22 years. 

    I was out of here . Then bam, my brother reacted, threatened to take my room away. I felt threatened of my little territory that has been my own for only a year.

    I can not leave. God said, no Wendy not yet. How would I maintain myself. My Daddy, we clash a bit, my older sister spends time with him. 

    My twin was over, she left yesterday, three or four nights, with two large cats. Peanut could not come in. My little dog, she never grew. Chihuahua. The female cat, kept biting my sister’s feet when she had to get up. She got me a few times. 

    It is still to hot to go anywhere. I need to at least take my brother up on two days, and two nights. 48 hours off since the last time he was here. He is leaving on Friday. 

     My courage is not what it used to be. I have gotten used to driving my Son’s Monster Truck. Ford F150 2000, might be old but he roars. 

    My Son in law that really isn’t my legal one, said, Miss Wendy, he calls me that all the time. That truck is a Man’s Truck. I laughed. 

    Well, it is what my Son left me not his Father. I will go to a safe place on the Island. I do not know. Mike you want to go with me. That is funny. 

    OMG, 27 years. Dude, me, get over it. The spirits were together in the spurts of spiritual essence in Spirit with the Lord.

    He guided me through the darkest hour of my soul, and gave me words to write, to share, in presence of spirit, because I Am, in all the writings, in Spirit with anyone who reads any of it.

    The I Am totally, In Presence of Spirit. I want to be there again. What has been written is meant to be shared. Opened up so, more than thousands of people read it but millions. 

    I have 18 grandchildren, one in heaven, one great grand son. My two daughters, my Son’s significant other’s, with children. How can I help them hiding in the web. Not being open, and receptive to what is going on in our lifes right now. 

    I believe, In Presence of Spirit.com, is meant for more people. I do not know what to do. So I am piddling, and paddling, in, not doing but what is essential. I can not tell you how many times I have woke the man up asking him if he is okay. Probably thousands. Twenty two years is a long time. 

    Well, what the PA, is going to see is Richard, completely bed ridden. I am not able to transfer, not even into a wheel chair. He has atrophied since he was born.

    He has not walked in two years. His body, is atrophied, serious, can not straighten his arms, his finger are barely working. His back, and legs do not bend, his legs do not, open an inch.

    It is technique to maneuver him. I could teach but I have no credentials. He could not do it without me, and I could not do it with out him. All the years.

    My back hurts. Routine, “day by day, week by week, month by month, year by year, time never ending but standing still.”

    Now, it is a whole different ball game. I learned how to do what I do from my first patient from the Nursing Home. He had Polio, he was quite small. But the great thing is that I never forgot. So, I know what to do, and know how do it,  everyday, and night. 

    I do not know how to be a free bird anymore. A path I chose, but none-the-less, what do I do?

    I keep my writings on-line because I have to share. I worked for 27 years on my project, and at one point in time I will have to close. But until then there is not a day that, I do not think of In Presence of Spirit, and what I am supposed to do with it other than share it.

    I can not communicate with anyone. I never have. That is why I am not on full fledged Social. It is here, and there but not every where. 

    Millions do not even know it exists. This is entirely my fault. I wanted to share my way. Not many come to my site. It is on the updates the writing get views. I am not embarrassed, when I do work on it, it gets a lot of views.

    There were 31,000 views in October, I barely worked on it. Yesterday, it was at 377,037 page views for the year. 

    This page hit a thousand thirty seven words. Not all from this morning actually 6:56 am. I feel a change in the air. I have to follow through. 

    If I do not do it. No one else is, ha, ha. My hearts desire written on inpresenceofspirit.com, six hundred, and four writings, a few more pages. I can not figure that one out yet. 

    “Essentially, this is a gift to you, and yours and from, you and yours to put an end to the pain, and peace to our souls.” me 1996

    Now, how can I say that, this was to my husband of my youth initially, but it is for every one, that needs to know, Christ is alive in our hearts, and all we have to do is, I need you to bring me back to the I of me, that is one, in presence of spirit, with you Lord. I love you. Wendy

© 2022 inpresenceofspirit.com by Wendy Yvette Greenwell