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2022

SPREAD MY WINGS

Wow, brother flying in from California today.

These light would appear. I had fun.

I get to pick him up, he used to rent cars. Not anymore, cuz he bought the home, one.

    The stress in my life, I want to abandoned my life again.

    Although this time. Richard is going to get a full time, care giver. Until, the Dr. steps in. Twenty two years of my life, I have been his right, and left hand servant. I refuse to call myself his provider, caregiver, I call myself his friend.

    Come on, only Wendy would take away all independence from her self. Well, I am ready to spread my wings and fly. I am out of here, my twin was the first to know.

    Yeah, I drove to the races by myself last Saturday. I did not stay till the end. I get tired when I drive the F-150 2000. I am taking off to San Antonio in it. I am not  afraid of it anymore, when I drive it. It has been 27 years since I stayed with my twin. 

    It is November 5, 2022 4:59 am. The  Doctor’s Assistant is going to see Richard on Monday.

    I do not know what to do anymore. He has always been frail. I thank God he took the fear away from me of living with a severely handicapped person for 22 years. 

    I was out of here . Then bam, my brother reacted, threatened to take my room away. I felt threatened of my little territory that has been my own for only a year.

    I can not leave. God said, no Wendy not yet. How would I maintain myself. My Daddy, we clash a bit, my older sister spends time with him. 

    My twin was over, she left yesterday, three or four nights, with two large cats. Peanut could not come in. My little dog, she never grew. Chihuahua. The female cat, kept biting my sister’s feet when she had to get up. She got me a few times. 

    It is still to hot to go anywhere. I need to at least take my brother up on two days, and two nights. 48 hours off since the last time he was here. He is leaving on Friday. 

     My courage is not what it used to be. I have gotten used to driving my Son’s Monster Truck. Ford F150 2000, might be old but he roars. 

    My Son in law that really isn’t my legal one, said, Miss Wendy, he calls me that all the time. That truck is a Man’s Truck. I laughed. 

    Well, it is what my Son left me not his Father. I will go to a safe place on the Island. I do not know. Mike you want to go with me. That is funny. 

    OMG, 27 years. Dude, me, get over it. The spirits were together in the spurts of spiritual essence in Spirit with the Lord.

    He guided me through the darkest hour of my soul, and gave me words to write, to share, in presence of spirit, because I Am, in all the writings, in Spirit with anyone who reads any of it.

    The I Am totally, In Presence of Spirit. I want to be there again. What has been written is meant to be shared. Opened up so, more than thousands of people read it but millions. 

    I have 18 grandchildren, one in heaven, one great grand son. My two daughters, my Son’s significant other’s, with children. How can I help them hiding in the web. Not being open, and receptive to what is going on in our lifes right now. 

    I believe, In Presence of Spirit.com, is meant for more people. I do not know what to do. So I am piddling, and paddling, in, not doing but what is essential. I can not tell you how many times I have woke the man up asking him if he is okay. Probably thousands. Twenty two years is a long time. 

    Well, what the PA, is going to see is Richard, completely bed ridden. I am not able to transfer, not even into a wheel chair. He has atrophied since he was born.

    He has not walked in two years. His body, is atrophied, serious, can not straighten his arms, his finger are barely working. His back, and legs do not bend, his legs do not, open an inch.

    It is technique to maneuver him. I could teach but I have no credentials. He could not do it without me, and I could not do it with out him. All the years.

    My back hurts. Routine, “day by day, week by week, month by month, year by year, time never ending but standing still.”

    Now, it is a whole different ball game. I learned how to do what I do from my first patient from the Nursing Home. He had Polio, he was quite small. But the great thing is that I never forgot. So, I know what to do, and know how do it,  everyday, and night. 

    I do not know how to be a free bird anymore. A path I chose, but none-the-less, what do I do?

    I keep my writings on-line because I have to share. I worked for 27 years on my project, and at one point in time I will have to close. But until then there is not a day that, I do not think of In Presence of Spirit, and what I am supposed to do with it other than share it.

    I can not communicate with anyone. I never have. That is why I am not on full fledged Social. It is here, and there but not every where. 

    Millions do not even know it exists. This is entirely my fault. I wanted to share my way. Not many come to my site. It is on the updates the writing get views. I am not embarrassed, when I do work on it, it gets a lot of views.

    There were 31,000 views in October, I barely worked on it. Yesterday, it was at 377,037 page views for the year. 

    This page hit a thousand thirty seven words. Not all from this morning actually 6:56 am. I feel a change in the air. I have to follow through. 

    If I do not do it. No one else is, ha, ha. My hearts desire written on inpresenceofspirit.com, six hundred, and four writings, a few more pages. I can not figure that one out yet. 

    “Essentially, this is a gift to you, and yours and from, you and yours to put an end to the pain, and peace to our souls.” me 1996

    Now, how can I say that, this was to my husband of my youth initially, but it is for every one, that needs to know, Christ is alive in our hearts, and all we have to do is, I need you to bring me back to the I of me, that is one, in presence of spirit, with you Lord. I love you. Wendy

© 2022 inpresenceofspirit.com by Wendy Yvette Greenwell

2022

SOME OF THE WRITINGS

To you who have read some of the writings of, inpresenceofspirit.com.

My favorite tree

I know that you are, in presence of spirit, in the Spirit of humanity, one in Spirit, one in the Lord. Everyone at the same time.

    If it was not for my, “In Presence of Spirit.” I would have had a horrible time. I have lost that inspiration. I do not know how to get back to the study, and pure essence of the whole situation it all came to be.

    Hold fast my love for you. I wrote for all the love in the World. No one left out. To share my personal letters with the Lord God Almighty. I wrote, it is obvious, I was not by myself.

    I long to be in presence of spirit. I had to take a rest. I was drained. I asked for help none came because they do not believe my writings need to be shared with the World.

    I am doing it still, because the messages need to be found by any one who needs a little or a lot of time, “In Presence of Spirit.” I still believe this.

    So, I can go through the rest, and see if I can find some courage to finish the year 2022, so I can give it an end. Wendy Yvette Greenwell

© 2022 inpresenceofspirit.com Wendy Yvette Greenwell

2022

THE DOCUMENTS

We are one in spirit in our conversations.

I had so much fun taking photo’s that night.

We can do it. Presence, spirit, love, heart, conversation, communication.

    First, I through diligent study wrote these documents. Each piece has it’s own identity. Then I share them to the World.

    It is what it is, a gift to you, and yours, and from you, and yours, to put an end to the pain, and peace to our souls.

    It matters! They are all beautiful writings. They are not gibberish. If it is just for me so, be it. I am sharing anyway. They are A-Okay with me.

    Something I had to do. All of it. It is big, huge, gigantic, it really is. Only a little over 2,500,000 page views since I started on December 13, 2013 to date. September 25, 2022.

    “We all will overcome by the blood of Jesus the Christ. Who is, and ever shall be World with no end. Lord bring your light to the inner parts of every one’s voyage, and let’s bring in the Celebration, of “The Father of All Mankind.” God the Father, God the Son, and God the Holy Spirit. God is in everything. We will see what is up on this my plight to the light that has enlightened the cosmos.

     All of my Posts are my personal conversations with the Lord. I am sharing with the World. They are for anyone who passes by this Website. Or update. Still not Social.

    I am still by myself in this, and I can not push some buttons. At the least I am not deleting some personal stuff. Some times, I freak, but I had to Publish, all of what I have Published.

I took some time away from the Computer. I finally have my room the way it is most comfortable. My youngest daughter is sleeping here tonight, with a mask on. It is good to have her here with me. Back to the writing.

    It is what it is. Put, an effort. You gave the effort, and God will take you out of darkness into the light of the ever presence. Realizing, I am talking to myself, Hello, but because I am this present day writer coming out of the dark. I am talking to the I am, me that makes it Universal omnipresent, present tense, right here, right now.

    Show me Lord, what I need to do to make it more accessible. Oh Lord help! I am having a conversation in Spirit, in the oneness in Christ Consciousness. The present moment of now. Right now from here in eternity. Wendy

© 2022 inpresenceofspirit.com Wendy Yvette Greenwell

2022

WE WILL BE FINE

Well, we will be fine.

Just a Moon Photo

We can do it! Yes we can! I can do it, finish this off. The whole extensions of it, everything in order.

    We can, and we will overcome by the love of God the Father, God the Son, and God the Holy Spirit. One in Spirit, altogether, no one left out. At most, in the bubble of our Unities, “In Presence of Spirit,” In Presence of the Holy Spirit.

    While the pieces are being put back together from long ago, and far away. My innocence shattered in a million pieces, inner turmoil, with gut wrenching pain. I have not felt that pain since I accepted in complete totality, Jesus Christ as my personal Savior. This is a gift from God.

    It is a burden to feel, the weight in your inner being. The clearing, and the cleansing out the cob-webs, has begun. It is the process you flow through without outside interferences. You are guided out of the darkened corners of your entire being. Inside, outside, round about.

    In every dimension of existence, as above, so below, at the same time. In every direction, height, depth, width, length of our individual existence.

    Who knows what tomorrow will bring. Prayerfully regeneration for the Unity of Our, Collective, One in Christ Consciousness.

    No one left out, for all Centuries, and generations, and all time, since the first day of existence, we are one in Spirit. Even though we may not understand we are, In Presence of Spirit, everyone of us, always and forever.

    Help me, guide me, ignite the light of spiritual upliftment in my soul. Lord Jesus Christ, open my heart, and soul to understanding, help me come into the I am of me that will overcome the obstacles that has closed myself off to happiness. Wendy

© 2023 inpresenceofspirit.com Wendy Yvette Greenwell

 

2022

DO YOU THINK

My inpresenceofspirit.com, hit 56,833 page views for this month.

Night fog photo's
I used to love foggy nights.

It is the most viewed because I am making changes, and adding code. I am a developer, that is behind in the times.

    My simple SEO, required me to shorten the main name of my website, then I had to shorten the names on many posts, making pages on them, so they doubled. This is why I have more pages, then posts, right now. 

    Now, that I know, the reason, I will go back to it another time. This month is the highest month in views, not Website views, updates, and posts, and pages.

    I have not fully opened this site, to Social. For whatever reason I have, so be it. The analytics are not working yet. Last time I looked no, so I am just going to finish this up. Posts, Pages, taking off the extra photo’s, so it is lighter. I loved the Featured Photo’s, I had to take them off.

    Help Lord, that is what a Preacher said to say, “Help Jesus.” The other woman, said to pray like that also. I do not understand that. Even though I am not able to pray, and have conversations in spirit. I still think it is so much more than, “Help Jesus.”

    I feel displaced. I do not mind sharing my room with my sister. My desks, wall unit, dresser, and book shelves, are here. The displacement is the fact that it does not feel like home anymore.

    I was left with not one, but four other people relying on me. Two bed bound, I want to cry, just a little water. I just put my medicine in my eyes, they burn, that is how I know it is working. Weird huh.

    I have to drive my sister across town, South side. I used to only go once every six months. Now, today will be six times in six months.

    Piddle paddle. At least Dad is not getting on latter’s anymore. This is not going anywhere. So, this years total is 208,172, changing in a couple of hours. Bringing the all time to the site, 2,397,067 page views. As we know I did not know how important the pages were. I thought it was the posts.

    I still have Posts to Publish. I do not have time, editing, 600 posts, and adding the pages, is a process. One by one. Now to go back when I have already completed 360, in record time.

    When I do not touch the computer, it gets less than 200 views. The highest one this month was 5,600 views in one twenty four hour period. All in all, it is a great month.

    I could not have made it this far, with all my writings, if it was not meant to be. It is, and it is all right here. So weird, how it can put 600 hundred personal posts and pages on one page. Well, that was the cue, page not post, to reiterate.

    I had a dream of my first love, I woke up, came in, and told my twin, and I started crying, the dream was, “that he hates me.” Wow, forty six years ago. Now that is weird.

    I am not following any thing about news accept for Johnny Depp. I am months behind on that. It is almost over. Good tidings of recovery for you, Mr. Depp.

    I felt like writing, and letting you know what I am doing with the site. I know that I want to wrap it up, this year, for some reason. Maybe because it is an even year. I have no idea. I have said for many years, that I was finished. Although this time, I am not writing, like I used to be able to.

    So, with all this God Bless the Universe, Space, the Cosmos, all our brothers, and sisters from here to kingdom come, with the presence of the Holy Spirit. Wendy

© 2023 inpresenceofspirit.com Wendy Yvette Greenwell

2022

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY

Happy Anniversary

Photo in the back yard
So, much light from one camera phone flash

to the Woman who married my husband of fourteen, and a half years, three months after our divorce, twenty six years ago, today.

    “May the God of Our Father adorn the souls of all existence with the presence of the Holy Spirit.” In the name of Jesus Christ, I rebuke you Satan, from eternities souls.

    One Love, One God Almighty. One Father, One Son, One Holy Spirit. All are one in the Spirit, one in the Lord. Together to bring together the people’s of the Congregation of our Lord Jesus Christ.

    Faith, of God surrounding us with the presence in spirit. On every page of my writings. I share my innermost conversations with the Lord, with you.

    Thirty four years with me, “In Presence of Spirit,” Publishing for eleven years. It is a, “I have to do it,” no matter what. I did. I did it, all by myself. 

    I was never by myself, in spirit, with the Holy Spirit guiding me to the next writing. It was all for me, my pain was deep. I needed the stars to collide, and that is what happened, when Mike and my eyes met. That is all it took.

    He is the one that got my attention. He clapped his hands, and rubbed his hands together, and I looked, and there he was. It was the most special moment of my life.

    It has lasted a couple of decades. Spiritually in every respect. I am not that crazy. My Mom before she passed in 2006, told me to pray for him, to be with me. I told her, no Mom, I will not do that.

    My prayers, are not just for me, they are for anyone who is searching, and not finding, their one true love. In one with God the Father, God the Son, God the Holy Spirit. Not leaving anyone out.

    God Bless, to All United in the Holy Family of all our existence. Just so you know, all I want to be is, “In Presence of Spirit.” Wendy

© 2023 inpresenceofspirit.com Wendy Yvette Greenwell

2022

BRIGHTER DAYS

In the years of writing, my conversations with the Lord.

My Palm Tree is 20 years old
I guess someday I will get a regular camera

Brighter days, bound, two decades here, two decades, and six years, writing the extensions of this website.

    Invitation to rise above the limits, with God there are no limits. I know in my heart it is true.

Mike, how are you? So many years, you have, in spirit, been part of a piece of eternity, with me.

    Whatever we said to each other in our incredible eye sessions were’ out of this World. It has never happened again.

     One love, one true love, it can only be in the Holy Father, the Holy Son, and the Holy Spirit. What can a man do, when the Father of All, has done it. “Thy kingdom come, thy will be done on Earth as it is in heaven.”

    In actuality, we are one in spirit, one in the Lord. The Heavens, the Earth, the Cosmos, the Galaxies, the Stars and Planets. The Sun, all the stuff man has left in space. All the chaos, and catastrophic daily occurrences.

    What is the World United, going to do? Stand in place, and reach to the heavens, and say “Glory be to God the Father, God the Son, and God the Holy Spirit,” for bringing light out of darkness. From the lie to the truth, the kingdom of heaven is within, each one of us.

     Clear the cobwebs of discontent. Be the spiritual being that you are, In Presence of Spirit. Not just for me, or you but everyone, United in Christ Holy Spirit Consciousness. Ours for the asking.

    I need to reach down deep, and I do not know how to anymore. My twin sister has a fracture on her left knee. I am holding my own, OMG! Overwhelmed but calm. She has been injured for 20 years. She had five fusion surgery, at the same time. Now this. Wow, the deck is full.

    Surgeon, appointment today 1 pm. The wheel chair rubber came off, because the way EMS, moved her. they went front ward on the curb. My way would have been the right way. Turn the wheel chair around, and go off the curb backwards, keeping the patient safe, and the rubber in tact.

    I have to transfer her into Dad’s car with a broken rubber on the tire. Fun. With her leg up, she can not bend it. Pain, pain, pain. OMG. Doctor’s offices usually have wheel chairs. Just got to get her there.

    Her husband is going to assist, he stays at his Parents, and she stays here. Since he is going to have Surgery in two weeks they are staying. He does not know how to care for her. Besides his Father is 91, and they need him there. Oh Lord, help, give me strength courage, patience, and wisdom.

    There are things that are needed. Hospital bed, Nursing coming by to check on her, and well, a provider, ha, no luck there. So who is left. Hello, twin sister. I have been assisting Richard with Cerebral Palsy, 79 years old bed bound since last November

    Then my 89 year old Dad moves in, my sister has a heart attach, and then a pace maker, and now my twin’s fall. Wow, I will be gone when I get a vacation. Not a tear in my eye, but my back can not take very much more. Well, enough. God bless you for taking the time to read in my website. Wendy

©  2023 inpresenceofspirit.com Wendy Yvette Greenwell

2022

TO YOU WHO READS

To you who reads, and does not leave.

Photo's in the back yard
Repeat Photo’s oh well

You are the one that took the time, to look past the I am of me, and feel for yourself, that you are, in presence of spirit, when you read.

    I am, and you are, In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord, when you read my writings. If “I am,” and I am! then you are, In Presence of Spirit.com.

    All of the writings are my personal times, “In Presence of Spirit,” with the Holy Spirit of God the Father. All in one. God the Father, God the Son, and God the Holy Spirit.

    The site is being coded by me. I took the codes off years ago to protect it, now I am going to attach them again, one by one.

    “Day by day, week by week, month by month, year by year, time never ending but standing still.” The days have caught up. The time is at hand. In the eleventh year that I have been Publishing.

    This year is different. It is a big deal not putting the dates on. It sounds like I just wrote it. A whole different vibe.

    I guess it gives me no privacy. Funny huh. I do not know what any one thinks about my site. Now who in their right mind could do a thing like this. One of a kind. It is done!

    No one can take away nothing. What is negative about this. If your mind does not understand, your heart does.

    Talking of the past of me that was in communication in spirit, not without. I feel I am without, trying to get it together. To much has happened, and is happening in the World.

    I have to open this up wider, farther. I am doing it one at a time, and there are 585 Publications. I think I have Published more this year. 35,556 for March 30, 2022, 115,561 for the year. 31st, 38,671, 118,676, for the year.

    Today is the last day of the month. I have been working on it so it goes out, and people find it. I do not understand it.

    We will see what tomorrow is going to bring. God bless you, and everyone, and me, in eternity. To the Christ Spirit within us all. I loved, and I am loved, in presence of spirit. Wendy

© 2023 inpresenceofspirit.com Wendy Yvette Greenwell