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1996

STARTED WRITING

I started writing in January 1996,

Night Photo with a flash
Flash Backs they are not as severe as they once were

The unveiling of the past was sheathed as shedding skin. The writings are through The Holy Spirit. I am going to put the entire pages together and see what The Lord wants me to do after that. In Jesus, Christ Name, Guide me Holy Spirit to do the right thing always. Show me through Jesus Christ my personal Savior. “Thy Will Be Done.” Thank You, Lord Jesus. July 29, 1996

In the last seven months,

    I have absorbed the Bible in all its glorious words. I have written with a power greater than possibly imaginable. I declare the truth of Jesus Christ Our Savior. I have felt Jesus Christ and I know the truth of His Eternal Presence. In the writings, I know The Spirit of Christ was working through me. The visions of The Highest are manifested in my writing. If I may share them I will share them with you. Thanks be to God The Father, God The Son, God The Holy Spirit, “In Jesus Christ We Trust.” July 9, 1996

Flash Backs

    They are not as severe as they once were. All were tightly weighing on my mind, my husband with another among the whirlwind of his alcoholism for eight and a half straight years. The last horrible months before my departure.

    Every breath was a struggle until the pain was lifted right out of me. Then the next months proved to be the stepping stones to understanding, more awareness, a way to find a purpose, the reasons for my existence. Was not stupid because it is God’s life. I know what God means when he says, “go into thy inner chamber, there ye shall knock and the door shall be opened.” July 1996

Live-in Position

    The elderly man I care for poked me with his big finger on my gallbladder scar and it hurt, I showed him where he poked me, my nine-inch scar across my gut. I had to tell him do not poke me and do not punch me and your sarcastic jokes with intent to hurt need to stop.

    The tests I have been through, I have passed every one of them. They do not have much to complain about me. I am sick of doing laundry. I am forming a regular twenty-three days plus more to come. Thank you for encouraging me to go from a pauper to making the first step into a paycheck, it was an excellent experience. God tested me. I passed by the hair of my chin. When its God’s time.

I have been so deep in the inner chamber,

    Studying in the Holy Spirit, through the Holy Spirit, round about the Holy Spirit, the Holy Spirit, has been shown to me personally, and I am in Spirit been taught every day, it is so cool, I wish I could share, but I am still a baby in Christ.

     All my questions have been answered in the Bible, in my supplications, in my mourning for six months. In my giving, and my understanding. My observations round about, everyone is in hell around me, screaming, the anger, no positive, the lifeless energy oppressed with wants, super demands, abuse, neglect, each not taking care of their oneness with Christ. Judging has shown itself, and they are blind to it. July 25, 1996

Boundaries

    I hope I have not crossed your boundaries by making plans. Thank you for all your blessings of knowledge, understanding, and all my trials, and tribulations. They have been worth it to come to you totally, with Your stretched out arms that caught me through pure inexhaustible love.

    Lord, preserve the peace you have bestowed upon me. If it is your will for me to write let me continue. Lord grant that I may stay steadfast in Your Grace, in the insight You have bestowed on me. Your compassion through Your Spirit is felt. No one seems to see.

    Thank You for the job, the room with your treasures in it. Thank You In Jesus Christ I trust, I have felt You, Awesome. Peace to You God, and Jesus Christ, the Holy Spirit, and all Your People. I Love You. July 29, 1996, Wendy Yvette Greenwell

© 1996-2023 inpresenceofspirit.com Wendy Yvette Greenwell

2018

WILD TURKEYS

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These two wild male turkeys held me, hostage, serious.

 

    I walked over to take pictures at the pier, and these two wild turkeys stopped me in my track. They scared me so bad. I finally got between two stumps and the Palm tree was behind me, and a woodpile was in front of me.

    They tried to attack me. I had never experienced this before. So I will never again go to the pier without some protection. My older sister lives with them every day. A flock of wild turkeys. They left after about thirty minutes.

    I went back to my Father’s house. I drove the three hours to and from The Arroyo. I had not driven on the expressway in a couple of years. My eyes did real good considering, all that they have been through. March 13, 2018,  Wendy Yvette Greenwell

© 2018-2023 inpresenceofspirit.com Wendy Yvette Greenwell

2008

DIFFERENCE



See there is a difference in our letters, and my writings.

Moon between My Trees
See there is a difference in our letters and my writings

His are to his first family, well our family, and they are significant to the fulfillment of “In Presence of Spirit,” as a whole developmental process from beginning to end.

The first book is the credentials

that I had done at the time; it was in no way complete. So I am sitting here with 330 books that are complete in regard, it is a book of its own.

It has been read by the family on my mom’s side only.

    I have the rest of everything I wrote, and that makes it three books in one. But what? There are three more years of writing after “Reflections of In Presence of Spirit,” that I did not realize until 2008. So I guess that makes it, more parts of the whole.

So with all this,

I am going to merge his letters with my writings a unique combination of flesh versus spirit, in this remarkable journey we have been on. I unite my writings  2005 with that of the letters the husband of my youth wrote the children and me, and I share them with anyone who wants to read it. I assure you, you will not get bored. “I decided long ago to leave his letters out; I gave him credit where no credit was do, honestly. I need to Publish for Publishing’s sake right now.”

It is from the Spirit of Christ, and he joined us,

as one in Spirit, because we never got here when we were’ married.

This love for him is better in Spirit,

So we may never again be entwined in the flesh, we are and will always be in the Spirit of “In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord, and of course, “Reflections of In Presence of Spirit,” in which we share in our commitment and our communications with each other, our love and understanding of the knowledge that is given through Jesus Christ our Savior, the only ruler of our souls. March 22, 2008, Wendy Yvette Greenwell, I am going to have to Publish as is because I can not change it, and I am running out of time.

© 2008-2022 inpresenceofspirit.com Wendy Yvette Greenwell

2010

SO WHAT!

In the name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit.

Moon Light
So what am I supposed to do

“As it was, in the beginning, is now and ever shall be the world without end.”

So what am I suppose to do? The Book says to be positive and affirm positive attributes and dedicate yourself to your conviction, and I have. Time, and time again. Through out the length of my writing days, and then some. I acknowledge that you have given me the greatest gift being, in presence of spirit with you in all my writings. January 14, 2010

Laser Tomorrow

Mr. Errol Grannum will be performing drilling a hole in my left eye and the will re-open the hole in my right eye. The ones that made this happen are Knights Templar out of Illinois. Thank you. They are paying for my surgery on my left eye, and since my Dad and His Wife paid in cash the first surgery and preliminary Doctor’s appointment, he is going to open the hole in my right eye.

    It is a stressful time for me on the 27th I go before the Social Security Disability Judge, my third appeal. I have not had very many Doctor appointments because I do not qualify for any help because once again I am a pauper because I quit June 2007 because I was suffering from my eyes and yes forever thought they were’ eye migraines, turning out to be Narrow-Angle Glaucoma, with Cataracts that are not bad enough to take out.

    I am not even eligible to get the help of any kind from the commissions for the Blind. Now if I were going to go back to work, they would help me. I figure I will go to them if I get denied again.

My brother is coming down from California

for my Twin and My 50th Birthday. Weird how swift time flies.

You see back in early 1996 I wrote a piece,

    I asked the Lord for a friend, not a husband, Ha. There is a difference. He gave Richard and me our friendship. We have lived in this comfortable House for eight years. When I worked, I paid for my part. But since I have not worked in two years and seven months, he has taken care of all of it. It is only Him, my Son and me now. The girls have since seven months moved out.

    Although I care for Richard with his needs, he has provided. Home for me. We remain friends, and of course, we are companions, we even share a room, but it does not mean we are common law married. “He is 75 now. Cerebral Palsy has taken its toll on him. I am thankful that God gave me the ability to care for him day in day out, although we like the nights I hate the Sun, the heat of South Texas.” Jesus Christ thank you for Richard, my best friend. Only a friend. I am worried, and no one will still help.

    Oh Lord in your name I do pray.  I am so confused about what I am supposed to do. I need your help in all areas of my life, my love, my book, the complete book. The Surgery on my eyes tomorrow, The court in front of the Judge for Disability with my Lawyer at least I will not be alone.

I have been reading 2005 writings

“Reflections of In Presence of Spirit.” To the husband of my youth, from the wife of his youth. It is beautiful that is when I had my first glaucoma attack. I am already on page 59. He still has not read it But my reading and editing further a feeling the vibration of such power prayers to the husband of my youth that is over one hundred pages and 29,000 plus a word count. Second to the highest words from all the years of writing.

    It is for anyone, not just him. Truly it is verified. Hopefully, prayerfully you can find forgiveness in your heart, mind, and soul, it takes a ton of layers of your past and gives you the room to breathe through the cleansing of your hearts pain.

I know it works because that gut pain has not come back.

    Even in extreme difficulties, to describe mine to the minute status. How else could I state that? I have choice minutes of anxiety depression, fear, I do not have the means and resources I need. Still, no transportation. January 21, 2010

I know I have been working on the writings, no one else was going to do it.

    I told my Lawyer it is my hobby, Ha, it is a lot more than that, but because, “In Presence of Spirit,” only sold one book. There is no money involved it has nothing to do with my Court. I worked for The Lord and He will provide in His time. This, all this, is not, for greed it is to help, in the regeneration of our souls. Seriously I followed through with what I was given in Spirit to do. Even in my Mortality with my own problems and the way I am. The Holy Spirit of Jesus Christ blessed me with His Presence of Spirit.

    Thank you, Jesus Christ, there is no way I would have made it through without you and our “You are and I am In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord.” “Knowledge had but impatiently been misplaced”

    I knew that was the beginning of my book. I was going to be writing while I worked on it on the side. I was still writing every word that would one day be my complete, to be certified Book, of the offspring of my first, in writing communication, “In Presence of Spirit.”

      Jesus Christ heard my prayers and answered it at the beginning of my soul’s voyage in search of peace in my soul. Now we know it is not all about me. It is for anyone who is searching and not finding. It is for you and for me. I still do not speak about all this, I have no questions to answer. My eyes feel better today. January 28, 2010, Wendy Yvette Greenwell

©2010-2023 inpresenceofspirit.com Wendy Yvette Greenwell

2010

HOLY FATHER

Holy Father bring down Your Holy Spirit.

Moon
Bring You Up Front and Personal Out in The Open

Eternal in You. Bring You Up Front, and Personal, Out in The Open, through me can you imagine. I can not Ha. I did it, all the writings. August 1, 2010

It is funny in a way, I am a Published Author that has not been read. Essentially it is a secret even though it is accessible, few have found it.

    From year to year, every year I thought I was finishing up. While I was ending another beginning would come up. Piece by piece, I put it together.

    It goes like this I am okay, alright! The process of transition, ritual cleansing, from darkness to the light, and light to darkness,

    It is to this end; I must give my book an end. I have these moments that I say I am not worthy, and I feel I am not worthy. But I know the whole thing is meant to be. I am not embarrassed about what I have written or that my life is an open book Ha. “My life in writing.” August 1, 2010, Wendy Yvette Greenwell

© 2010-2023 inpresenceofspirit.com Wendy Yvette Greenwell

2017

EGO BASED

Yeah, good name.

Special Night Photo
I could not have made it through all these years without my times, “In Presence of Spirit,” with The Holy Spirit of The Lord.

    A person wrote that my inpresenceofspirit.com is from my ego. Her ego is getting convicted. That is why she cannot fathom the depths of my life’s misery from without to within, “In Presence of Spirit.” Ego has nothing to do with it, period end of the story.

    I have thrown out there hundreds of writings, from both my sites. I do not call the forgiveness of sins and who is responsible for me to write in the way I did, I have, and I am. It is in the I of me that is “In Presence of Spirit,” with The Holy Spirit of The Lord. I tell all of you, I could not have made it through all these years without my times, “In Presence of Spirit,” with The Holy Spirit of The Lord. Repeat on that one.

    My private conversations with The Lord has been out there since September 2011. I threw it out there all messed up, and I had to put it all together again. May 6, 2017

I have been shouting out to the World my writings since September 2011.

    Too bad, I deleted everything on Facebook. I went for it because I had to tell my first love before I could figure out how I was going to say it to The World about, “In Presence of Spirit,” and the extensions.

    I am content with not having any substantial personal comments about my writings in General. I ran across one on the web where my writings are some of them anyway a woman wrote, “that all of it comes from my ego.” I do not see that. There was nothing left of me when I sunk into my inner chamber and accepted in complete totality, The Savior’s gift to me. Forgiveness of sins and the inheritance of His Gift to me, a sinner in bondage, straightway from my hell into His Heaven.

The Spirit of The Lord lifted me out of darkness into the light of His Ever-presence.

    In One with God The Father, God The Son, God The Holy Spirit. The instant I accepted him into my innermost being, He sparked the light lets of His Divine Promise to me broken from bondage to prepare a way for me to write all our times, “In Presence of Spirit.”

    That they are, I was not having conversations with myself. I am having conversations with The Lord. Since the beginning. I knew one day I would share them with the World. It is for the Spirit of The Lord’s purpose that I continue to share my writings.

    I am not in good shape. I have several issues, what is the use? Close it up. Who cares. So I have begun my manuscript. I have kept myself from mourning my 2007 HP Pavilion and all its contents. I still have the pictures on the sites.

For years, my ex-husband would pop up.

    He came to see the growing family, visit, stay the night. Not with me on the couch. Then one night in July 2016 he shows up for an all-niter. He saw the six people who were living here then; he visited with Richard then he found me outside in the backyard, with my plants and trees.

    The first thing that comes out of his mouth was, “Have you ever been in love.” “My reaction, I laughed and said yes with my illusion.” Boy, that opened up a nine-hour conversation. Which caused me a bad break out of Rosacea and Glaucoma attack and I missed my Eye Specialist appointment that day.

    In the end, he wanted a hug, well Lexie the German Shepard stood up and tried to bite him, on the face, if he had not reacted as he did, hand up protecting his face and hand in the dog’s mouth. He would have been bitten. He says oh I have one more beer you want to talk some more I said no and went in, agony.

I felt relieved though.

    On the other hand, the truth set him free from me. Scratch his truth about our marriage. He claimed he loved me and would take care of me. It all became the lie that lost itself in the day to day not marrying your one true love.

    I felt I did not deserve him because I was tainted and I would never be worthy. But this guy smoothed talked his way to marrying me fast. We made a pact he would take care of me, and I would not cheat on him. I did not want to stay with my parents. I was in no condition to work.

Since July 2016 I have only seen him five times.

    We do not talk on the phone anymore. He is a truck driver like our Son. He asked me one time, “do you worry about me?” I said no that’s not my job. My Son had to pick an 18 Wheeler job cross country, across the United States back down, then up again every 36 hours. I hate it. I have to put you in the Lord’s hands Son. Drive Careful. He loves it.

    My oldest daughter is expecting her sixth child. That makes the total seventeen grandchildren one in heaven. We never got to be Grandparents together. That is sad in a way. I miss him. There is just nothing left for us, to say to each other.

    It really is a good thing. He made his choice the day he left our family, never to return to once was. Thank You, Lord. I am happy to be free, not chained and gagged.

    I have written pages that I can Publish. Will I? Can I? Could I? Should I? We will see. Thank You, Lord, for all our times, “In Presence of Spirit.com” Short ones, long ones, all of them the whole bunch of our writings in, “You are, and I am In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord.” May 8, 2017, Wendy Yvette Greenwell

© 2017-2023 inpresenceofspirit.com Wendy Yvette Greenwell

2000

GIVE IT TO GOD

Give it to God complete, he will show you where to go.

Fog
To Share with All His Family

    I have memories of what? All memories are of no use. I know Wendy, tops the market. I believe with all of my heart that we will overcome these difficulties.

    I am going to buy me a printer, print “In Presence of Spirit,” in its entirety. No more book one, book two, it is all together, “In Presence of Spirit,” it is magnificent it is from Spirit with Love for Mankind, not just myself.

So what if it is Wendy, Spirit gave this awesome blessing.

    To share with All the Family which is everyone in The World. A lot of people think I am crazy, but I do know, who I am in true reality, behind the actual existence. I will remain Wendy, only in the writings. It is a shame what has fallen on The Universe.

    Our Universe is inside our inward being; Spirit will ignite the light, that is everyone’s in their heart of hearts. Then the cleansing will take place, to redemption World Wide, and regeneration to the one heart which is one with the Universe.

Yes, my life is in straights

    But I will work along with my children, and everyone else, will come inside to the Christ within, to bring peace to the Multitudes, in one heart, to the greater cause.

    To Jesus Christ, in heart soul revelation. It belongs to Jesus Christ then purification of the illusion. Read Romans, Corinthians. All of the writing in the Bible. All Prophetic all contain the way home to purpose and healing before we can not anymore.

Things look bad on the outside.

    But they are getting better, your reading this letter. The second year of the writings talks about inside prayers. I do not complain about my present situation.

    It goes forward in faith to the truth of our existence, in one heart, one soul, to the promises that were’ passed down for the regeneration of everyone’s soul. World Union can happen, it is God’s will even though evil seems to be taken over, and the fog has got to be lifted for everyone.

I was stuck with Mom and Dad

    And this came out of me, sorry my writing was not directed at you. I am going to shock the first few people who read them, this time for an answer.

    No one has verified, and I alone have read them. I could not give up. I have to for Jesus Christ, because it is from The Holy Spirit, and I would be selfish to keep them to myself.

    Let’s see what the Editors say; everything is going to be OK, we will have our Paradise with no worries. Yes, my situation was laughable, who do I think I am, Simply Wendy, with a gift to share from the Spirit of Christ in The Faith of The Holy Spirit’s Ever Presence, Spirit knows I love, and I love so much, I am sharing it to the World.

    Please do not be embarrassed by me, it is not for greed it is for righteousness, from God through Jesus Christ to Us. The Holy Spirit of Christ Jesus, is real, everyone has to heal; everyone is hurting, fear of death drains all the maladies that have taken over. Will be eradicated in the blood of Jesus Christ.

I wanted so to share the passion that was given to write,

    but you know I hit a wall, no one believed because of my outward appearance. I am sorry for the bad choices; I am sorry for the pain I ever cause, I am sorry, but we all have to live in our being, we have to give it to God then The Holy Spirit does the rest. Follow The Holy Spirit always. I hope you read the masterpiece I was guided to write by Jesus Christ Holy Spirit with love. Wendy March 26, 2000, Wendy Yvette Greenwell

© 2000-2023 inpresenceofspirit.com Wendy Yvette Greenwell

2015

WHAT I HAVE DONE

What I have done is meant to be.

Fog with a Flash
What I have done is meant to be.

    I have in all actuality Published my writings, for anyone to read. Now, why would I do this? I have felt from, “In Presence of Spirit,” that I am going to share my only writing with The World.

    The only constructive words that came out of the right field, Jesus Christ Holy Spirit heard my cries; my plea’s my deep pain and misery.

    The Holy Spirit, gave me my way out to capture The Holy Spirit’s,  Presence in Spirit, In Spirit of The Holy Spirit’s Presence. Thus, “In Presence of Spirit,” became all our writings together forever in eternity.

    It is already there. The writing projects the truth of what I was doing in writing each piece of the whole. October 14, 2015, Wendy Yvette Greenwell

© 2015-2023 inpresenceofspirit.com Wendy Yvette Greenwell