To capture such spiritual romance in the understanding of the past essence.
To capture such spiritual romance in the understanding of the past essence. The Glory of God in the internal soul of time and reason, to the eternal state of being, it can be acquired, and maintained.
What is Your plan for me, Lord? I realize I have more to edit; it needs to be done. I wish I would have kept better track, but I got what?
I wrote it down, it came from Wendy, from Jesus Christ Holy Spirit, that is Our Savior in the Spiritual Oneness, that was a promise to be given. Then appeared to the multitudes, and were’ past down from generation to generation, until now when all will be known.
The secret mysteries are from and through the Passion of Christ, through the promises to our fore fathers, through the passages of time, to a greater awareness of the dysfunction of the negative, to the positive which is through Christ.
Only through Jesus Christ Life, Ministry, Death, Resurrection to Life Eternal, In Him, Through Him, Round about Him, One can find hope through Salvation, mind to heart eighteen-inch transition. Acceptance, The Baptism, then Deliverance. August 5, 1997, Wendy Yvette Greenwell
For all the blessings you have bestowed on my children, and I. Please protect my children, and grandchildren. The significant others, and all their families. My families on both Parents side, cousins, aunt, uncles, that I will never meet, or see again.
Bless Richard, and help me help him.
Oh Lord, I need you. I need your presence again. I need Your Holy Spirit to activate a ritual cleansing for me to finish off what we started Jesus Christ in, “In Presence of Spirit.”
Help me love again.
Open my heart to understanding again. Bring words alive through Your precious love. I need understanding, courage, patience, wisdom, endurance, faith, knowledge, love, like, fortitude, acceptance, serenity.
Show me the way out of the associated misconceptions.
Hold my hand, show me your way, my way does not work. Heal the People of the Congregation of Our Lord, and Savior Jesus Christ. In God the Father, God the Son, God the Holy Spirit, in One with the Holy Trinity. Guide, and direct me back to your power calling from you.
Accentuate the positive
That has come out in all the writings; you blessed me with. Tell me what I need to do. Show me Your way again. Etch it in my DNA, open, spark, ignite the light of You in my heart.
Hold me, Lord, bring me back to where you want me to be. I miss Your Presence in Spirit. I miss the sparks of light lets dancing in my heart mind, and soul. I miss being one with you, “In Presence of Spirit.”
Jesus Christ, I Love You!
Ignite the light of You in me again. I so long want to fulfill your purpose for my existence. Give me the strength to carry on. Help me forgive. Oh Lord help me, forgive me, give me the courage to go past my fears, and into the solution of Your Presence in Spirit. Open my eyes, widen my perception. Let me find happiness, health, wealth. Help me be bold again in Your name Jesus Christ with Love, Wendy May 16, 2017
I need to say for some reason I call them excerpts
He would not have enabled me to write as I have and not do anything with it.
when in actuality they are extensions that are part of the one whole of all of, “In Presence of Spirit.com.” This is going to be five parts. I am ready.
Writing Excerpts
I have been writing excerpts from all the writing in which I was inspired to write. My 73-year-old living Guardian Angel and co-worker read seventy-three pages of the writings, and told me to continue in my quest for someone eventually to Publish. LOL!
My family say, “they are only for me, not anyone else.” oh what a shame. I have placed it all in God’s time, and I feel God’s time is near. He would not have enabled me to write as I have, and not do anything with it. I know, “In Presence of Spirit,” will be published, and many people will be soothed with the promises God has given us all along. January 20, 1997
We need proof of demise
And what happened outcome from an evasive past of the end of sin to find Christ as my Savior. I have a different perspective on this years later, but I can write it with emotions. This I must do. April 1997
Lord guide me, direct me, ignite the light of you in my heart.
Galatians 41:10 “ye observe days, and months, and times and years.” August 14, 1997
Help Me!
Where is my life as it is supposed to be? The seeds have been sown, and I demand fruition. The wages of yuk dung have fallen hard; we need to break the chains of bondage of any kind again until they cannot form one more time.
We are purposely here, to reach, and go beyond a radical potential that has been sleeping for ages. Go forward to the clearing of the misconceptions of Human Hood Into the Presence of the Most High, right here on Earth in the here, and now.
I want to write again,
I want to get out of these mundane perceptions, and jump into the truth that is ours for the asking. I cannot spend on trivia. I need to go beyond the comprehensible. I have to jump off the mountain and fly out into, “In Presence of Spirit,” Radical changes Wendy, where do you start?
Instant help stability satisfaction guarantee or you can stay in darkness. Get the job and start picking up again. October 7, 1997, This is an integration process that can be obtained by everyone, World over. Mass Awareness of the degenerative forces that have utterly consumed the planet with inexhaustible repetitious cycles of total deterioration. October 16, 1997, Wendy Yvette Greenwell Whoa, I had to put it in.
And I have the future outcome on paper, see for yourself, the soul reveals the truth of ancient prophecies. I have not given up the vision for the transitional year. Although the seeds were’ planted then, they will flourish when it is the proper time. God’s Time.
The situation was entirely out of control. I went through the system. When The Police asked me to take in a fourteen-year-old friend of my daughter’s home with us, I did until my end. She attacked her Mom violently several times that is why the Police were involved. She was murdered eight months later.
The system could not break the barrier between one’s rage of life’s collisions and peace.
Our children are affected by us, with all our afflictions taken over our souls, the degeneration is destined to utter destruction. Which is continuing in all children, it is getting worse, not better. The answers lie within. We have to bring this World to peace, all the pains, all the misconceptions of existence can be eradicated through the love and passion of Jesus Christ from God. God through Jesus Christ to and through us.
My children are suffering, The three and a half years before I left was the deterioration of a cycle of degeneration that has affected the balance of our real existence. It is time for the balance of God’s Omnipresent Spirit to take over the whole and bring peace within to all. January 1997
February 24, 2018, Today is “Thoughts,” “Faith and Cause.” 22nd Anniversary
I will say, four days after I got my maiden name back. I gave it all to the Lord. Although of course, I mourned between sessions, “In Presence of Spirit,” I had a lot of sheathing to do. The good thing is I do not have to do that again. I am twenty-two years from that, all year.
I am sharing my recovery with you and me at the same time. I wanted to share every writing. I lost some but I cannot fret about it, it would have made me sick, I gave it all to the Lord. Knowing He is going to take care of all of it. He has, he surely has because I am going to continue Publishing “In Presence Spirit.com.” These writings are meant to be right here, right now in the here and now of yesterday’s tomorrow.
Wisdom acquired
I completed two months of experience in which knowledge was gained, masked by darkness a clearing of the wants and understanding of the needs. July 1997
Lord help me,
Guide me light the light of your tender touch in me, ignite it with your Eternal Presence. I am lost without You, and I can not lose You again. August 20, 1997
Too much work ha. In each writing, write all vocabulary, and Thesaurus of words used from the Bible in the heavenly state that they are made. No too much work. Omnipresent inform past, present, future to those that can understand the writings in the pages of, “In Presence of Spirit.” October 17, 1997
Your well being and others that are suffering,
The same things are under unfortunate circumstances that have been past down, generation to generation. I have another court date October 28, 1997, for Child Support, just a few short days away. I will probably be there by myself, for it, but you know who cares.
I have nothing still, just something else to be laughed at. I can live with that for a short time, more, and then, you will be benefited, compensated and have your cake and eat them too, in the future. Yes!
He served my Dad my papers for Child Support, my Dad told me. I did not have to go, but I did. They charged me Child Support, then he turned around and gave me my children back January 18, 1998, two and a half months later.
It took me having to come back here to take him to Court. October 1999, I got full custody, My 3000 income tax return. That he said was his, ha, I proved him wrong. CS took it off of me, and put it on him. Their little game cost them more. Hello!
Then he got behind real fast, several years, so we went to the same Judge, he gave him 18 days in jail if he did not comply, he was going to give him 15 months. That is when he got in trouble.
Then while he was in prison 2005, I said I would take it off. He did not deserve it, but he was not in jail for Child Support. 2008 I did, take it off of him. Did not tell his wife until 2010. A promise is a promise, even though he did not deserve it, and he broke every promise he ever made to me. When he came over yesterday, I did tell him my million cents of the whole situation, in a few short minutes. Wendy Yvette Greenwell As is, is, as is.
In the former sense the activity of God whereby he makes himself known to men, in the latter, the knowledge thus imparted. The Biblical idea of revelation must be elicited by means of a broad induction of evidence which I have of which the briefest outline must here suffice.
Our withdrawal from understanding is everyone is on top of you,
the do’s of being wife, and mother with the husband being the alcoholic, and or generational abuser, then the Women having scars possibly more severe inside, then man’s control over women.
Man is bred to believe he is over Women.
Remember who bore these men hey, we did! Give us a hand! Is it our fault they treat us like sex objects, then throw us away?
They have their lives, and we isolate with our children,
We are beaten down verbally, nothing is good enough, except sex ha., and of course we get poked, pinched, pulled, thrown, spit on, once is enough, cursed at, called ugly disgusting names, squashed, joint crunchers, bloody lips one time it was bad, bruises on the extremities, plus the crunch in the glands around the jaw that does not show bruising but hurt for so long, pokes with objects after our separation.
Intimidated we feel we are unworthy,
So we withdraw deeper, we do complain to a few, and we get told to leave the situation, etc. But we know we cannot. It is not that easy. Too many years for me. February 8, 1996, WYL
February 23, 2018,
These are just a few things that Women all over the World go through. The silent abuser, few on the outside, know the real story behind the life of a union, that was not a union at all. I say this in real time because I left these writings for this time because I have to Publish something before 12.
This one is in the book; I just did not run across it until now. I am going to Publish it because I had a rough day, and I am almost done editing. He did come over this morning he fixed my lawn mower and brought my Son’s stuff to me from his last job. We do not talk much anymore since 2016. The most significant part of my Divorce is not ever being abused again. Wendy Yvette Greenwell February 7, 2019, Wendy
Give it to God complete, he will show you where to go.
To Share with All His Family
I have memories of what? All memories are of no use. I know Wendy, tops the market. I believe with all of my heart that we will overcome these difficulties.
I am going to buy me a printer, print “In Presence of Spirit,” in its entirety. No more book one, book two, it is all together, “In Presence of Spirit,” it is magnificent it is from Spirit with Love for Mankind, not just myself.
So what if it is Wendy, Spirit gave this awesome blessing.
To share with All the Family which is everyone in The World. A lot of people think I am crazy, but I do know, who I am in true reality, behind the actual existence. I will remain Wendy, only in the writings. It is a shame what has fallen on The Universe.
Our Universe is inside our inward being; Spirit will ignite the light, that is everyone’s in their heart of hearts. Then the cleansing will take place, to redemption World Wide, and regeneration to the one heart which is one with the Universe.
Yes, my life is in straights
But I will work along with my children, and everyone else, will come inside to the Christ within, to bring peace to the Multitudes, in one heart, to the greater cause.
To Jesus Christ, in heart soul revelation. It belongs to Jesus Christ then purification of the illusion. Read Romans, Corinthians. All of the writing in the Bible. All Prophetic all contain the way home to purpose and healing before we can not anymore.
Things look bad on the outside.
But they are getting better, your reading this letter. The second year of the writings talks about inside prayers. I do not complain about my present situation.
It goes forward in faith to the truth of our existence, in one heart, one soul, to the promises that were’ passed down for the regeneration of everyone’s soul. World Union can happen, it is God’s will even though evil seems to be taken over, and the fog has got to be lifted for everyone.
I was stuck with Mom and Dad
And this came out of me, sorry my writing was not directed at you. I am going to shock the first few people who read them, this time for an answer.
No one has verified, and I alone have read them. I could not give up. I have to for Jesus Christ, because it is from The Holy Spirit, and I would be selfish to keep them to myself.
Let’s see what the Editors say; everything is going to be OK, we will have our Paradise with no worries. Yes, my situation was laughable, who do I think I am, Simply Wendy, with a gift to share from the Spirit of Christ in The Faith of The Holy Spirit’s Ever Presence, Spirit knows I love, and I love so much, I am sharing it to the World.
Please do not be embarrassed by me, it is not for greed it is for righteousness, from God through Jesus Christ to Us. The Holy Spirit of Christ Jesus, is real, everyone has to heal; everyone is hurting, fear of death drains all the maladies that have taken over. Will be eradicated in the blood of Jesus Christ.
I wanted so to share the passion that was given to write,
but you know I hit a wall, no one believed because of my outward appearance. I am sorry for the bad choices; I am sorry for the pain I ever cause, I am sorry, but we all have to live in our being, we have to give it to God then The Holy Spirit does the rest. Follow The Holy Spirit always. I hope you read the masterpiece I was guided to write by Jesus Christ Holy Spirit with love. Wendy March 26, 2000, Wendy Yvette Greenwell
“Exact the timing of events all on an evolutionary roller-coaster through the passages from your darkest hour.” me
Today it is scripture and awesome excerpts of “A Course in Miracles.” So I am going to start. “It is precise fusion, with the one truth of existence. The Kingdom of Heaven within.” Talk later. Yeah Right!
Fear of the Lord is the beginning of knowledge. Proverbs 1:23 Turn you at my reproof: behold I will pour out my spirit unto you, I will make known my words to you.
Proverbs 1:32 For the turning away of the simple shall slay them, and the prosperity of fools shall destroy them.
Proverbs 3:5,6 Trust in the Lord with all thine Heart, and lean not unto thy understanding. 6. In all thy ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct thy paths.
Proverbs 4:7 Wisdom is the principal thing, therefore, get wisdom and with all thy getting get understanding.
“Exact the timing of events
all on an evolutionary roller coaster through the passages from your darkest hour.” 96.’
Proverbs 4:23 Keep thy heart with all diligence, for out of it, are the issues of life.
Well, I checked to see if it is legal for me to put a piece of beautiful writing from, “A Course In Miracles.” I am going to do it because it is beautiful, and it reinforces All our oneness, even though how can it be? Let’s Go!
“Course in Miracles”
“A choice made with the power of Heaven to uphold cannot be undone.” “You will become his messenger, returning Him unto himself.” “The gates of Heaven, open now for you, will you now open to the sorrowful.”
I am on Chapter 27 “A Course In Miracles.” Kim lent me the book which I am thankful for it because I was drowning all over again. The ancient writings, the ancient scriptures, the ancient song, come to me in the 2000 years welcome home Jesus Christ, our loving brother In God, In Spirit, is Our Redeemer. December 28, 1999
November 21, 2009, This is important I have to share it. Okay. “A Course in Miracles”
“The Christ indwelling is awakened in me. I am aware that the Christ indwelling is awakened in me. I am grateful that the Christ indwelling is awakened in me. I make my decisions under the direction of my own indwelling Christ. Through Christ, in me, I am inwardly renewed and wonderfully alive. Through the power of Christ within me, I meet all the affairs of my life confidently. Christ within me is my unfailing source of supply.
There is but one universal Christ individualized in and through every person. I behold the individualized, indwelling Christ in you, taking care of you in every need.
Benediction thought. I am grateful that I am becoming aware at deep levels of my being that God’s only begotten Son, the Christ, is awakening in me. I patiently wait, with a doubt free and trusting mind the ever-growing understanding of the mystery of Christ in me.”
“When the body ceases to attract you, and when you place no value on it as a means of getting anything, then there will be no interference in communication and your thoughts will be as free as God’s.”
“As you let the Holy Spirit teach you how to use the body only for purposes of communication, and renounce its use for separation and attack which the ego sees in it, you will learn you do not need a body at all. In the Holy instant, there are nobodies, and you experience only the attraction of God. Accepting Him and undivided you join him wholly in an instant. For you would place no limits on your union with him. The reality of this relationship becomes the only truth that you could ever want. All truth is here.”
“Our task is to but continue, as fast as possible. For communication must be unlimited to have meaning, and {deprived of meaning, it will not satisfy completely.} It is the only means by which you can establish real relationships, which have no limit, have been established by God.”
“In the holy instant, where the Great Rays replace the body in awareness, the recognition of relationships without limits is given to you.”
“Release your power to create. Which is the only purpose for which it was given to you? His body cannot give it and seek it not through yours. Your minds are already continuous, and their union need only be accepted, and the loneliness in heaven is gone.”
I did not take down the page number, the name, it is in the Book.
My right eye has a stabbing pain, maybe that is a sure sign I should not Publish this one anyway. I have enough time to do another one today. No, this one is the one I have to share it.
I have to say I wanted to take “A Long Way,” off but I did not. It is one of those hard ones, and it has been so long ago. It was rough, but it had to come out sooner or later. It just happened to be the 19th. As for going Social, I have to find my paperwork and talk to the bank, and the Social Security Office.
I did Celebrate today; I bought myself a 20 dollar purse, some cleaning supplies, a couple of goodies from Good Will, and some hair items CVS was selling for a dollar apiece. I am satisfied.
I have kept my writings closed for the most part. Some people do read them. Thank you. I tried to go Social years ago, but I was not comfortable. I still am weird about putting a donate button on it. I do have books to sell. They are 16 years old. In plastic. I have had them since 2006 or so.
Will see what happens. It is the time for me to step up and share, “In Presence of Spirit.com,” to the ones that might need some time, “In Presence of Spirit.”
February 20, 2018, I have to say when Richard signed for this house for my children and me and then him soon after. I drove by the house I raised my kids in, U-Haul was there, she the other woman was moving out because her husband was in jail. I kept going, did not think twice about asking her what happened, or that my name was still on it.
I was comfortable right where I was. Well, I loved the house, but I did not put a dime in it. The day he got married to her there was no turning back ever. Besides the Judge severed us.
Thank you. Now tonight he is in Mississippi, and he is telling my grown adult children that it is my fault he lost the house, and that is why. Are you ready for this, he is living in it again for a whopping 200,000 he thinks I am angry. Yeah right, everything is different, but the memories are still there.
He is still trying to hurt me, and I do not care. He bought it in 1987 for our family for 56,000 plus a 13,000-second lien. I let it go a long time ago. I just sent him a message, Happy Happy Divorce Anniversary Cheers! Too funny, 22 years, is 22 years, and I am still FREE! Well, that is it. This picture was taken at Arroyo City over the water on 2/13/18 If I get in trouble oops. Got to get milk for my grand kids, I have to Publish now, I will fix the rest when I get back. February 4, 2019, Wendy
I found someone special me. I count, I am not a slave to my sin and the lie of lies.
I found someone special to me. I count, I am not a slave to my sin and the lie of lies. I saw the Truth, as they say, “The Truth shall set you free.” I take life a day at a time, and I am ready for significant changes.
I miss my children something awful, and I have no trust in him, he admitted that he did not want everything he got. He told me for years this was going to happen. I have had four surgeries, three c-sections and nine-inch cut across my gut, gallbladder four months after my Son was born, five months after surgery pregnant again.
He made significant statements and enticed me a few times
and then turned around many years later and told me, “he deliberately lured me in on purpose.” He tried every lie in his books, to drive me crazy, admits that also. Then has the need, to ask me, “how I got through it,” all I could say was, “I never gave you my heart.”
I weighed every pro and con and ultimately abandoned my life
Because my life was one big lie. Except for my children. I could not do anything. I needed restoration, major reconstruction. I put up, and masked out the truth. I weighed all the circumstances, and I could not handle anything, life was entirely out of control. I tried to work when I was a mess; I knew I needed to recharge.
The only thing I could do was to let go, and let God,
Do His work. I had to go through a lot of healing, a lot of studying, learning. I had to let go of all the misconceptions, the reasons I went through my life that way. Mind games suck. It is weird how I was freed entirely when I should have been six feet under. I was dead inside; I completed turning the other cheek, seventy times seven plus. I had to do my penance.
I am the only one that could write, “In Presence of Spirit.”
I had to live in conjunction with their pain and to put an end to the generational abuse that was passed down from generations. God was with me, even though I could not find him.
Somethings I write you might not have an understanding for, and I might sound presumptuous, forgive me. I put up with a lot of sickness, mind games, lies, constant crap. I had three assault charges on him; I was not functioning right, when I left, I knew I was not going back.
His lie was a curse, and a blessing
Even though I lost everything. I found Christ within me, and my love, and worthiness are in Christ Jesus. I am free to love with all that I have, and it is formed in truth. I am not a disgrace in God’s Eye; I tested positive. I fought for the truth, and I followed the way out of the fire of Hell. I am not unworthy of happiness, and I have gotten stronger. March 11, 1997, Wendy Yvette Greenwell
February 19, 2018, I left these out… I have to deal with it, so many women are suffering. Tomorrow is the 22nd Anniversary of my Divorce, and this year 2018 is 22 Years since I started writing in January 1996. I am going to Celebrate by going Social. “ha I did not.” I have my plugins already installed.
This is “In Presence of Spirit’s” 30th Anniversary Year. To be clear my first writing, In Spirit with The Lord. Even though I have loads of work to do on the archives and pages, the writings I have Published 86 this year, are ready.
So I found forgiveness when I was given the choice in The Book “A Course in Miracles,” I picked him to forgive. It helped so much, then later the 2005 Writings. They are an intricate part of my sharing my writings with anyone who might find them one day. By sharing with him so I thought, I was sharing with the World already.
In actuality the writings of “Reflections of In Presence of Spirit,” were’ not really inter-personal in the physical, they were all spiritual for anyone who is looking to forgive someone. Oh, my this says so much. I have to Publish it. This was written to a person, I never sent it. I mean I have Published so many, this one is different. I have not seen it for many years. I am going to Publish it now. Wendy
