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2008

NO COVER UP FOR MY ABUSED SELF

You know I have felt, over the years,

Only In The Spirit of Our Dear Heavenly Father

since I started writing the book, at the beginning of 1996,

Who am I, to write what I have, and who cares, in the World. What I have done. But all the while, time and time again. It was my journey, from the darkness of my soul, to bring light to my soul. For the loss of my life, and my love.

Through my writings,

    It lifts me out of darkness, into a state of grace, Grace is given by Jesus Christ. I know my pain was buried, my pain was ugly. My pain was in my face. When I left, I was in shock.

    I searched deep into myself, all the readings, all the prayers, all the crying, mourning, the things I put up with, the emotional roller coaster of the negative, that had consumed our lives.

    I had no cover-up, for my abused self, from him and me, for losing me, to the lie. Because that is all, it was. I once said, “that if this was all a game, everyone lost.” Well you know, the only thing we lost, was the fight.

My straightforward being, is a constant, in the writings.

    Only in the Spirit of Our Dear Heavenly Father, that made my experience, A Gift, Not A Curse.

    A Gift, To Mankind, for The Remission of The World’s Sins. In God, I live through Jesus Christ, and His Holy Spirit has ignited the light in my soul. To Induce, The Omnipresence, of every prayer for humankind. To open up the kingdom of heaven within, each one of us.

    Oh please, Who am I? No one of myself, pick me apart. The Lord through me, gave me, His Holy Spirit. “To Perpetuate An On-Going Dialogue With Him, “In Presence of Spirit.” That is what is up. All summed up for me alone? No! not for a second.

It is made, “In Presence of Spirit,” for His Purpose, to stay with me, until the end of time, and forever.

    Now, this is the only forever, and I can only imagine. It was never a competition against or with the husband of my youth. Although it is obvious, I am not retarded. I stayed unmarried, and he is married all but three months of the fourteen years. Our kids are Adults; his kids are in the first grade, and kinder. Now he is staying, making it right.
    His little game caught up with him. Now that I know it was all his game, because he always competed with me, for some strange reason. The reasons that have come to pass.
    I survived every obstacle to come to complete for me, mine and the Lord’s, “In Presence of Spirit.” To be shared. A must of my desire and my quest.
I can not in my mortality, state it any different.
     I refuse to be embarrassed about my small part in this, repeat, “but what oneself is, To You Dear Lord.” He gave me my heart, and my soul back. “In Presence of Spirit,” The Original Writing.”
    I thought long and hard about that, the first piece of my heart, that he gave me eyes’ to see, to write it. “In Presence of Spirit,” and then closed they went. I was part of the negative inside me. Not just my negative, but everyone. Take it any way you want it.
    I have to see it through; no door has opened yet, this is all or nothing. What do I have to lose? I guess I am the one, that is going to open, that door. Hey! What? the door has been opened, and no one dared, to come into, “Wendy’s, In Presence of Spirit.” When they do, I know I will feel better.
I love it, he gave me meaning before, during, after, my misery.

    In the presence of my misery, Jesus took my hand, and guided me out of darkness, into the light of, His Ever Presence. I have been a silent partner with Christ in me, the hope of Glory. Silent, I must not be anymore. Too many are suffering. Although I still do not speak what I wrote, and if it is the Holy Spirit’s will for me to speak, at that time, so be it. With one heart to heal. October 27, 2008, Wendy Yvette Greenwell

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1996

I KNOW IN MY HEART

I know in my heart,

I Know In My Heart We Are Going To Have A Safe Haven
we are going to have a “Safe Haven for the transitional year,” in every City, where Women are having their, “Last Fight.” It has been going on for Centuries. We are going to throw the abuse away, and bring back the beautiful aspects of life, for our sisters, families, neighbors.

   

    For Centuries, Women have been mistreated, been there, done it, more than we know. Now we know we are not alone. Everyone in their way has prayed for a way out. I have been living lifetimes in a day, the cleansing of heart and soul.

    No one got here by themselves! So we should share our recovery from the deterioration of what is most important for our Families! Save the Women. Save the Children, Stop the cycle of abuse.

    We need to help regenerate, Our God-Given Rights, “Reach out and touch somebody’s hand, make this World a better place if we can.”

    We Can! Our way has been shown. Not for greed, but for compassion, understanding, help in gaining knowledge.

    The process is harder, if you are on your own, by that time you are so hurt, you just do not have any fight left. I have been fortunate in the first two and a half months, I went to sixty Al-anon meetings. 

    When are we going to get up, and use our knowledge for the multitudes, as Christ did, and is doing through all the people, that have been afflicted through misunderstanding? January 21, 1996 Wendy Yvette Lyke @at the time

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2010

LIFE AND LIGHT

In Jesus Christ Name, 

Tahiti or Hawaii somewhere in between
You, Jesus Christ, Are The Only, “One True Love”

“Peace In The Multitude of, Everyone’s Heart.” From the Christ Spirit, within us all.  All it needs is the activation. You become inwardly purified, piece by piece, until you are whole, in the blood of Jesus Christ. Resurrection to Life Eternal, In Spirit, through Spirit, with Spirit, In the Presence of the Holy Spirit. God left for us, to find.

    God is the Life and Light of Our Hearts. Lord Jesus Christ, You are the beginning of me, the present of me, and the presence You share with me, I share, To The World. From You, through me. You, Jesus Christ, are, The Only, “One True Love,” that means everything to me,  and every one of my brothers, and sisters. From a time that has gone by, now and into, Eternity.

    You are, The One True Love. Out of You, came, The Forgiveness of Sins, The Resurrection to Life, Eternal, With You, In One Heart. One Mind, Too The Purification of everyone’s Soul. 

    To the lost, by now you are not lost anymore. I pray that for you. Every one of you that ever was, that is, and whoever, will be. Until the end of eternity, but eternity is never-ending.

     When We All Join Together, In One Heart, One Mind, One Love, We Are All Home In, The Kingdom of Heaven Within. We are not without, The Holy Presence of Spirit, anymore. Amen. Lord Jesus Christ, the ruler of my heart’s quest, this was, is, and will ever be, written on my heart.

 

    Thank You, My Lord and Savior, for: The Presence of Your Holy Spirit, In Your Authorship, through me. A Witness, A Testimony of Length. “A Song, A Praise, A Verse, A Prayer, A Poem. In The Presence of You, Father God, Father Son, Father of The Holy Spirit. Which covers this manuscript, with the means, to bring gladness and understanding, that you will receive, once you let go of self will, will be, the acceptance, of the truth, of our existence. August 23, 2010 

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1997

ACCESS

Accessing my life’s circumstances under,

 

A unique photo
The Portal of Awareness Is Expanded In The Now Time and Reason

The Authority of Christ Jesus, Power Calling. Has made the days, accessible. To a broader range, of the conscience, of humanity, to heal itself. In the revelations, from sin to forgiveness.

    The portal of awareness is expanded, in the now, time of reason. Beyond, the misconception, of the multitudes. To bring forth, love, understanding.

    Courage to follow His Voice, In The Unveiling of The Truth, which is in, Everyone’s Soul. The Process of Faith is Forward. To The Dawning of Life, To Uphold, Our Savior Christ Jesus, In His Majestic Works, of Infinite Encouragement.

    The Fulfillment of God’s Gift, To Mankind, In One Heart, One Soul, One Love, One Faith. The Joy of The Everlasting Past, Present, Future Estates, The Promises, From time’s beginning. The Fulfillment, of God’s Promises. That is given to the offspring of Our Forefathers. December 8, 1997, Wendy Yvette Greenwell

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1997

REFLECT

In Jesus Christ’s name, I pray in writing.   

Yosemite
To Reflect The Inner World To Outer Declaration

To be seen. To reflect the inner world, to the outer declaration.

The arrival of the positive flow of energy, energizing itself, to solid granite fruition ha.

What does this all mean? 

What is Your will for me? I can work now, and make money.

    I talked to my guardian angel, I told her she is the only one who believes in me; she said, “for me to believe in myself.” Oh Lord what is Your will, if it had not been for You, I would be no more. Make thy way straight, through the threshold of, Your Ever Presence of The Spirit of God the Father, God the Son, God the Holy Spirit. In Jesus, I trust, Amen. 1997 Wendy Yvette Greenwell 

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NO DATE

BLOG IT

“In Presence of Spirit,”

One of my Moon's
To You Who Are Reading My First Internet Transactions

“Show them the way,” original name “Stop Legalized Abortion,” “Abortion” and “Sweet Mercies.”

To you, who are reading, my first internet transaction, of all four of my writings, up front, and very personal.

I must do as much as I can, for this transaction. I have to complete my part, now because I have narrow-angle glaucoma, and I have scar tissue, from ninety-nine glaucoma attacks.

    So when you say, I have an eye migraine, pain in the whole socket, sharp pain, tunnel vision with fog, nausea, no relief, blindness, halo’s, piercing light for six days. 

    Let me put it this way, the first time you have debilitating eye pain. Go to the Eye Doctor or emergency room, tell them to check your eye pressure. I suffered because emergency did not understand Eye Migraine that is Glaucoma and it took ninety-nine attacks, for these people to help me. no date Wendy Yvette Greenwell 

    I am not crying, it is only by The Grace of God, that I can still see, besides it hurts me to cry, for days. My Optic Nerves in both eyes are holding there own. The holes are still opened from the laser, and the cataracts are not bad enough to take out. I am always signing and dating, when I have to do major changes. I have to attach every picture. I have had Glaucoma since August 20, 2005

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The Beginning

HEAVY HEART

I am writing with a heavy heart 

Twin Waterfalls
I Am Writing With A Heavy Heart

Nothing seems to be going right. I seem to be in a never-ending slump. For a lot of years, I told myself I was going to read the Bible, so finally, I started, Easter of this year. I read Matthew, Mark, Luke, and half of John. I read almost every day for a month, and I was praying to and, then I stopped.

I was helping others, and the stress of all the problems brought me down.

    I have a little marital problem; I do not deal with very good. My husband is a workaholic, and he loves Mustang Classics. He talks to everyone except me, and that drives me up a wall.

    We very seldom talk, and then when I do have something to say he is either watching TV or whatever and ignores me. I am feeling neglected. I told him tonight he did not pay attention. When he lectures, all ears have to be on him.    

 For a long time, I found it very hard, to submit.

    Now I do some, but what?  I have been giving a mile, and he does not even give an inch. He is supporting us well, but that is not all a Husband is for, he got neglected quite a bit, when I was having babies, and being Mommy, twenty-four hours a day. I tried to do what I could for him. More than I am getting now.     

What is a person to do?

    I thought he was my friend. The only other person is my sister, and she is my twin, we are different. I have affirmed on and off for years; I am healthy, active, young, powerful, loving, harmonious, prosperous and happy, but when? And how? Do I get there and stay there.    

I know it’s through Jesus Christ, and I do believe, he died for our sins.

    I do love Him. How do I stay constant? My sister said a minute ago, “are you going to spill your guts to them? Do you know someone is going to read that?” Well, no one else understands my story, maybe whoever you are, you will, a little anyway.    

My husband makes friends with everybody; he can talk to anyone.

    I have no friends, and it does not look like he is my friend either. I do have a friend, Jesus. I do, have to put, all this mess, in his hands. August 15, 1987,  W.Y.L. This was to, Silent Unity.  Wendy Yvette Greenwell 

    January 16, 2016 “Once I was lost, and now I am found.” I Love having conversations with, The Holy Spirit of Jesus The Christ, to send forth, the forgiveness of sin, and to put an end to it, through Jesus Christ Our Lord and Savior of Eternities Souls, each and every one of them.

    God Bless The World! “Bring gladness to hearts for sure there is an end to the pain.” Thank You, Lord, for Your Presence in Spirit. Even though some may not see that, does not mean, it is not true. Hello! Wendy

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2011

THANK YOU JESUS

Thank You for taking my internal pain away.

Over yonder
Thank You For Giving Me, In Presence of Spirit

Thank You for giving me, “In Presence of Spirit.” Thank You, for accepting me, with all my flaws, with the pain, I suffered, in the fire of my soul.

    Thank You, for igniting the light of You, in my heart. Thank You, for all my conversations, In Spirit, with You. Lord, I am so grateful, You gave me something fulfilling to do. For me, and you, and anyone who finds, the kingdom of heaven, is within our reach, just waiting to be, activated.

    Thank You, Jesus, for all the lessons you have given me. In the name of The Father, The Son and The Holy Spirit of You, Jesus Christ, and Your Ever Presence, Omnipresent, Omnipotent. “As it was, in the beginning, is now, and ever shall be, The World without end.”

    Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank you for this day, this moment. Thank You for Your Love, The Inspiration, You passed on through your precious moments, that you gave all of your followers from beginning to end. The Healing’s You give to all that believe.

    You are, The Son of God, who takes away the sins of the World, through Your Birth, Through Your Life, Through Your Ministry, Through Your Death, Through Your Resurrection To Life Eternal.

    In Your Hands, of Mercy, Your Ever Presence is Ever Present, Writings on the heart of my soul, In Spirit, With You in The Awakening of each and every soul. Bring all of them, “In Presence of Spirit.” All who are searching, and not finding You, in their inner chamber.

    Oh Lord, help me, Jesus Christ, through, The Threshold of Your Ever Presence. To The Presentation of, “You are and I am In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord.” Lead me where I need to be, Lord.

    Show me the way, the means, and the associates, to make these things come out. To The Glory of God The Father, God The Son, and God The Holy Spirit. Thank You, for all the blessings of Your Resurrection To Life Eternal, In You, With You, Beside You, Through You, Round About The Glory of You Jesus Christ in Your Omniscience. June 5, 2011, Wendy Yvette Greenwell,

    I have been praying for this for a long time. This is called “Fruition.” It has, come to pass. This means, all of it, is meant to be, even if it is, written by me, because I am sharing my writings, with the World. Thank You, for reading my writings, Wendy.

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