I can not come out of my funk by myself. I need a constructive overall outcome, and I am in poor strength. I am weak I choose to be strong, I want everything “In Presence of Spirit,” has stated, and documented, and Published.
Important time!
I need to work, on loving with one heart to heal through Jesus Christ. I fell down literally, I am going to feel it later. Wrist, elbow, shoulder, sciatica on the left side, Wonderful!
I have to, I need to, I should, no more excuses.
Get out of your rut. Your lack of energy, your lack of enthusiasm, your lack of love, understanding, patience, understanding, courage, endurance, guidance, weak, need the ignition switch to ignite, and guide me out of lack of abundance.
I am worthy.
I am abundantly blessed with all my extensions of my times, “In Presence of Spirit, with The Lord.” They are etched in my mind, heart, and soul. I wish to be with them in heart, mind, and soul, and raise my inner awareness, to peak out, and help me find the people that need to know now.
Help me spread the news that, The Lord God Almighty is present, “In Presence of Our Spirit.” “Everyone’s!”
For the Love of God is here, and I want to feel again. I want to be ignited with the passion of the ever presence. I want to be alive in Spirit. In the here, and now of yesterday’s, tomorrows.” May 21, 2017, Wendy Yvette Greenwell
for forgiveness for everything I have done that is not right with you.
Access better resources for my today’s which will benefit tomorrow.
Forgive me for cussing. Forgive me for my misery. Forgive me for not forgiving the ones that hurt me the most. Help me forgive them. Forgive me for being overweight, uneducated, sad, depressed. I am not lonely, but I do need some spark to ignite the light of love in my heart again.
Help me, Lord.
Give me the strength to carry on. Help me Lord with all I need to do. I need You, Lord. I Love You, Lord. I am screaming inside I need your help! I need You, Lord. Jesus, I Love You. Show me Your way again. Hold fast my love for You and bring me out of darkness into the light of Your Ever Presence. I am calling out! Can you hear me?
I aspire to complete my mission of “In Presence of Spirit.”
Expedite into a paycheck and a way to get all my grand-kids some Christmas Presents. Sale the books so I can help Richard pay the taxes and get Richard his lift chair, and the other essential things he needs. Handicap accessible.
I have to start with the old, in with the new day, the new outlook on everything,
I need to do, to access better resources for my today’s which will benefit tomorrow. I have written some pretty awesome conversations with the Lord. I have shared it since September 2011. Six years, to my first love first, Blogger, The Website on December 13, 2013.
Do it, Wendy!
Do it! You can do it. Yes, you can! You can do it and get over it. Work your mind, walk, plant your garden. Do it!
Finally,
I admitted that the husband of my youth was not nor ever had been my one true physical love. For me, he does not exist. My God and Lord saved me from any more damnation. Even though I have had to deal with all my children’s choices. I am tired and they are all in their thirties. I am 57 the years have not been easy. Love me or not. May 21, 2017, Wendy Yvette Greenwell “I can not believe myself sometimes.”
“Exact the timing of events all on an evolutionary roller-coaster through the passages from your darkest hour.” me
Today it is scripture and awesome excerpts of “A Course in Miracles.” So I am going to start. “It is precise fusion, with the one truth of existence. The Kingdom of Heaven within.” Talk later. Yeah Right!
Fear of the Lord is the beginning of knowledge. Proverbs 1:23 Turn you at my reproof: behold I will pour out my spirit unto you, I will make known my words to you.
Proverbs 1:32 For the turning away of the simple shall slay them, and the prosperity of fools shall destroy them.
Proverbs 3:5,6 Trust in the Lord with all thine Heart, and lean not unto thy understanding. 6. In all thy ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct thy paths.
Proverbs 4:7 Wisdom is the principal thing, therefore, get wisdom and with all thy getting get understanding.
“Exact the timing of events
all on an evolutionary roller coaster through the passages from your darkest hour.” 96.’
Proverbs 4:23 Keep thy heart with all diligence, for out of it, are the issues of life.
Well, I checked to see if it is legal for me to put a piece of beautiful writing from, “A Course In Miracles.” I am going to do it because it is beautiful, and it reinforces All our oneness, even though how can it be? Let’s Go!
“Course in Miracles”
“A choice made with the power of Heaven to uphold cannot be undone.” “You will become his messenger, returning Him unto himself.” “The gates of Heaven, open now for you, will you now open to the sorrowful.”
I am on Chapter 27 “A Course In Miracles.” Kim lent me the book which I am thankful for it because I was drowning all over again. The ancient writings, the ancient scriptures, the ancient song, come to me in the 2000 years welcome home Jesus Christ, our loving brother In God, In Spirit, is Our Redeemer. December 28, 1999
November 21, 2009, This is important I have to share it. Okay. “A Course in Miracles”
“The Christ indwelling is awakened in me. I am aware that the Christ indwelling is awakened in me. I am grateful that the Christ indwelling is awakened in me. I make my decisions under the direction of my own indwelling Christ. Through Christ, in me, I am inwardly renewed and wonderfully alive. Through the power of Christ within me, I meet all the affairs of my life confidently. Christ within me is my unfailing source of supply.
There is but one universal Christ individualized in and through every person. I behold the individualized, indwelling Christ in you, taking care of you in every need.
Benediction thought. I am grateful that I am becoming aware at deep levels of my being that God’s only begotten Son, the Christ, is awakening in me. I patiently wait, with a doubt free and trusting mind the ever-growing understanding of the mystery of Christ in me.”
“When the body ceases to attract you, and when you place no value on it as a means of getting anything, then there will be no interference in communication and your thoughts will be as free as God’s.”
“As you let the Holy Spirit teach you how to use the body only for purposes of communication, and renounce its use for separation and attack which the ego sees in it, you will learn you do not need a body at all. In the Holy instant, there are nobodies, and you experience only the attraction of God. Accepting Him and undivided you join him wholly in an instant. For you would place no limits on your union with him. The reality of this relationship becomes the only truth that you could ever want. All truth is here.”
“Our task is to but continue, as fast as possible. For communication must be unlimited to have meaning, and {deprived of meaning, it will not satisfy completely.} It is the only means by which you can establish real relationships, which have no limit, have been established by God.”
“In the holy instant, where the Great Rays replace the body in awareness, the recognition of relationships without limits is given to you.”
“Release your power to create. Which is the only purpose for which it was given to you? His body cannot give it and seek it not through yours. Your minds are already continuous, and their union need only be accepted, and the loneliness in heaven is gone.”
I did not take down the page number, the name, it is in the Book.
My right eye has a stabbing pain, maybe that is a sure sign I should not Publish this one anyway. I have enough time to do another one today. No, this one is the one I have to share it.
I have to say I wanted to take “A Long Way,” off but I did not. It is one of those hard ones, and it has been so long ago. It was rough, but it had to come out sooner or later. It just happened to be the 19th. As for going Social, I have to find my paperwork and talk to the bank, and the Social Security Office.
I did Celebrate today; I bought myself a 20 dollar purse, some cleaning supplies, a couple of goodies from Good Will, and some hair items CVS was selling for a dollar apiece. I am satisfied.
I have kept my writings closed for the most part. Some people do read them. Thank you. I tried to go Social years ago, but I was not comfortable. I still am weird about putting a donate button on it. I do have books to sell. They are 16 years old. In plastic. I have had them since 2006 or so.
Will see what happens. It is the time for me to step up and share, “In Presence of Spirit.com,” to the ones that might need some time, “In Presence of Spirit.”
February 20, 2018, I have to say when Richard signed for this house for my children and me and then him soon after. I drove by the house I raised my kids in, U-Haul was there, she the other woman was moving out because her husband was in jail. I kept going, did not think twice about asking her what happened, or that my name was still on it.
I was comfortable right where I was. Well, I loved the house, but I did not put a dime in it. The day he got married to her there was no turning back ever. Besides the Judge severed us.
Thank you. Now tonight he is in Mississippi, and he is telling my grown adult children that it is my fault he lost the house, and that is why. Are you ready for this, he is living in it again for a whopping 200,000 he thinks I am angry. Yeah right, everything is different, but the memories are still there.
He is still trying to hurt me, and I do not care. He bought it in 1987 for our family for 56,000 plus a 13,000-second lien. I let it go a long time ago. I just sent him a message, Happy Happy Divorce Anniversary Cheers! Too funny, 22 years, is 22 years, and I am still FREE! Well, that is it. This picture was taken at Arroyo City over the water on 2/13/18 If I get in trouble oops. Got to get milk for my grand kids, I have to Publish now, I will fix the rest when I get back. February 4, 2019, Wendy
I found someone special me. I count, I am not a slave to my sin and the lie of lies.
I found someone special to me. I count, I am not a slave to my sin and the lie of lies. I saw the Truth, as they say, “The Truth shall set you free.” I take life a day at a time, and I am ready for significant changes.
I miss my children something awful, and I have no trust in him, he admitted that he did not want everything he got. He told me for years this was going to happen. I have had four surgeries, three c-sections and nine-inch cut across my gut, gallbladder four months after my Son was born, five months after surgery pregnant again.
He made significant statements and enticed me a few times
and then turned around many years later and told me, “he deliberately lured me in on purpose.” He tried every lie in his books, to drive me crazy, admits that also. Then has the need, to ask me, “how I got through it,” all I could say was, “I never gave you my heart.”
I weighed every pro and con and ultimately abandoned my life
Because my life was one big lie. Except for my children. I could not do anything. I needed restoration, major reconstruction. I put up, and masked out the truth. I weighed all the circumstances, and I could not handle anything, life was entirely out of control. I tried to work when I was a mess; I knew I needed to recharge.
The only thing I could do was to let go, and let God,
Do His work. I had to go through a lot of healing, a lot of studying, learning. I had to let go of all the misconceptions, the reasons I went through my life that way. Mind games suck. It is weird how I was freed entirely when I should have been six feet under. I was dead inside; I completed turning the other cheek, seventy times seven plus. I had to do my penance.
I am the only one that could write, “In Presence of Spirit.”
I had to live in conjunction with their pain and to put an end to the generational abuse that was passed down from generations. God was with me, even though I could not find him.
Somethings I write you might not have an understanding for, and I might sound presumptuous, forgive me. I put up with a lot of sickness, mind games, lies, constant crap. I had three assault charges on him; I was not functioning right, when I left, I knew I was not going back.
His lie was a curse, and a blessing
Even though I lost everything. I found Christ within me, and my love, and worthiness are in Christ Jesus. I am free to love with all that I have, and it is formed in truth. I am not a disgrace in God’s Eye; I tested positive. I fought for the truth, and I followed the way out of the fire of Hell. I am not unworthy of happiness, and I have gotten stronger. March 11, 1997, Wendy Yvette Greenwell
February 19, 2018, I left these out… I have to deal with it, so many women are suffering. Tomorrow is the 22nd Anniversary of my Divorce, and this year 2018 is 22 Years since I started writing in January 1996. I am going to Celebrate by going Social. “ha I did not.” I have my plugins already installed.
This is “In Presence of Spirit’s” 30th Anniversary Year. To be clear my first writing, In Spirit with The Lord. Even though I have loads of work to do on the archives and pages, the writings I have Published 86 this year, are ready.
So I found forgiveness when I was given the choice in The Book “A Course in Miracles,” I picked him to forgive. It helped so much, then later the 2005 Writings. They are an intricate part of my sharing my writings with anyone who might find them one day. By sharing with him so I thought, I was sharing with the World already.
In actuality the writings of “Reflections of In Presence of Spirit,” were’ not really inter-personal in the physical, they were all spiritual for anyone who is looking to forgive someone. Oh, my this says so much. I have to Publish it. This was written to a person, I never sent it. I mean I have Published so many, this one is different. I have not seen it for many years. I am going to Publish it now. Wendy
God Bless You, right here, right now. God Bless Everyone right here, right now.
God Bless You, right here, right now. God Bless, Everyone right here, right now. Well, what’s up? Nothing is going on in my head.
Oh Lord, show me the way to financial freedom so I can help us, and then others. We will blast out to full fruition, and everyone is part of it. No one left out.
To All The Super Beings of Existence!
In the clarity of, The Oneness of Christ, in every one of us. I Come to You, “In Presence of Spirit.” I Am One, Within the Universe! I lift the light of Forgiveness for Eternity’s sake.
I cast down all the negative of my life’s experience
into the depths of the Earth and filtrate it in the Light of Forgiveness, from The One Source of God Eternal in Everyone.
I have a lot of work ahead of me in the physical.
I am so tired of the same ole. I am a little restless. I feel I want a spontaneous trip out of dodge. I have 20 left — payday on the first and third. I am sitting outside with my trees and plants. I did some major work on this side of the yard today. The Sun moved on, and I can come out earlier. It is cooler under these trees of mine, and Mother Earth. Thank You for taking care of them when I could not force myself.
The One True Source of Existence,
And All the Arch Angels, Guardian Angels, All the Legion of Angels, and everyone else knows what I have in my Writings is the truth from God through Jesus Christ, an All Mankind.
Be that here, there, and everywhere. Things that are, that we can not see. Widen my perception again. I want to be free in the eternal presence of spirit, for all to come home to the kingdom of heaven within.
Wendy Yvette Greenwell
“You are, In Presence of Spirit, with me, in Eternity.” Anytime, whenever you read. From the Grace of God Our Father who is, the One Source of All Creation! I Love You, God. Thank You for Your Eternity Within The Inner Chamber of All Our Souls.
Bless Everyone who is searching for their One True Love. My writings are beautiful. I did it for me, myself, and I. Each one of us is me, myself and I. So I am in, the I Am Presence, Universally Entwined, “In Presence of Spirit,” In Eternity! Right here! Right Now! Forever in Eternity.
I understand it is the present tense, so it makes it omnipresent not for myself but for everyone, all at once, every time it is read. I believe this in my heart to be true. September 24, 2016, Wendy Yvette Greenwell
