a lie can not, last forever. Deceit, plays havoc, in people’s lives. But one’s shame closes the soul of understanding and places decision, in someone else’s hands, which causes utter destruction.
Where there is no heart, there is no peace. Where there is no peace, there is contempt. Because one always ends up, being the doormat, of other’s power, and control.
When taken away, One becomes Self again, and Self knows, the Oneness, that is with, and through, the regeneration of an ancient past of the soul, and its rightful place in peace, without all outside obstruction. November 29, 1996, Wendy Yvette Greenwell
It is almost always understood, in the present tense. But all the while, the generation to generation is seen and heard. I feel I am undeserving, of this excellent experience.
Finding the knowledge, through the words, of God,
through the Prophets. The understanding, through the death, and resurrection of, Our Sweet Lord Jesus Christ. Ultimately, The Wisdom, That Is Given, Through The Powers of God’s, Fulfilling Words.
Even by myself, all my studies, in the past six months. With the revelations, since the transition, from sin. To fully accepting, Christ as My Personal Savior, The Baptism, The Deliverance. All the readings, and writings. Massive amounts, of knowledge, have I found, through the Scriptures.
It is all written, interpreted past, present, and future.
“The Bible to Me is, The Presence of The Most Holy, in The Omnipresent Sphere of, The Oneness through Christ Our Lord.” I know what is said throughout, The Bible, has been real, and is real, in my individual life. When I went into the fire, and when I came out. I went through all my trials, and tribulations, in search, of the truth.
Resentments had to all be abolished,
All truth needed to come out, I am awake, and it all means the same. You cannot get to heaven if you do not through Jesus’ love, sheath and cleanse your spirit, of all atrocities. Including your own, and those of the people, who are in contact, with you and yours.
Sin does not discriminate
because we bore our ancestor’s sins and their two make one.
We all know our innards;
It is outside interference, which renders us, chained, to the unraveling of the one true law. Which is through, Jesus Christ Our Savior.
The purpose is: scattered among, The Nations. With no shepherd to follow. Searching The Sea is Vast, but A Portal, to go through, all the murkiness of. To reach and go forward, to the clearing, of the absolute true law, of our total existence, which is from God to Us.
Destroyed, then individually we walk, through the portal, of the exiled inhabitants of the Earth. Through Salvation, Baptism, Deliverance, Through The Unveiling of The Christ Within. To Glorify, God in heaven, for the honor, to be one of the chosen. June 8, 1996, Wendy Yvette Greenwell, Awe now this is awesome. I love all of them. Tahitian Islands, is the picture. My brother traveled not me.
with nowhere to hide.For all is gone, and You are Thee, that Lights — the Light of Thine Heart, Soul, Breath.
Thy mind is elevated, from, The World, roundabout. For it is, “Thy will be done,” for the strength, I have is from thee. The knowledge, I have received, through my tribulations, is wisdom, and has given me courage, and faith, that belongs to, “Our Father in Heaven.”
For it is, “Our Father in Heaven,” who walked with, and protected me,
through, the threshold of death, and showed me life. I have taken my cross, and I have borne it, for many. I was buried and awakened, In the name of The Father, The Son, The Holy Ghost, Spirit.
I have been delivered of my trespasses and my iniquities. I have been granted immunity for I have no liens, on one thing, not even my children.
Lord, the seeds, which were’ planted among, the years,
I was blessed with our children, let them flourish, a thousand fold. In Jesus’ name, sprinkled with, Your blood of blessings. The seeds, good compassion, passion for causes, protection of one’s husband, no more, for if we are, abused, our children, are profoundly harmed.
Lord Help Us, Find The Way, To Get, To Your People Faster, so all can see, the Glory of God, before their very eyes.
Lord, You Are The Beginning and The End. You are The Alpha and Omega. You Are, The Light of The Universe. You sent, Jesus Christ, to be born, and show man, the way, out of the darkness.
Salvation, through Jesus Christ.
He has died, and he was risen into heaven and sits at the right hand of, The Father. Only through believing, with thine heart, that Jesus Christ is Our Savior is your Savior and graciously accepting, the testimonies, thereof. In acceptance, of Christ is in motion.
Then without shame, when the transition eighteen inches, mind to the heart is attained. We Honor Baptism, In The Script, which we die, and are Resurrected, from Our Iniquities. The cleansing process has begun, all sheaths, of past life, is shed off. Questions are answered. Everything has it’s time, place and reason. Good or evil. But it is ours, for the asking.
Seek ye, first the Kingdom of Heaven,
for it is for, and through, Jesus Christ, we live, move and have, Our Being. For if Christ, did not die for us, then all souls, would be, lost forever. For We Are, A Small Nation, No One Greater Than Other, except, The Lord Our God, wished, All His People, would come, To The Glory of God the Father, God the Son, God the Holy Ghost, Spirit. February 24, 1996, Wendy Yvette Greenwell I wrote this in pure mourning, four days after my divorce.
The loneliness is subsiding, that, there is God. Till death do us part, is as close, as one’s last breath, for with years, comes the inevitable end. The days have caught up; the time is at hand. Join Together, One and All, Your Parents, Your Grandparents, Your Children, Your Families, and Your Neighbors need You. God said, “No more suffering.” The pain remembered, oh so distant, but right at the grasp of the mind’s eye, a lifetime, in one thought.
Come out of the grave of the outer, and into the peace of the inner.
Give it, To God through Jesus Christ. Think not of yourself, but give of yourself. My mind is clear of all obstructions. The cobwebs have been cleaned. The understanding, of the parables, is precise, not just for me, and you but, for everyone concerned.
For if it is to be,
To satisfy all the lusts imaginable, why are you still without, an empty void? Awesome, Yuk, the dung of existence, for if we are without, what must it be like, within?
The Liberty of Our Eternal Existence is at hand.
Clean your internal house, clear the cobwebs. Without, you are lost, with there is no separation, for within, comes contentment.
Withdraw inward, seek the peace within. The passion comes from long-suffering. Greed comes from the lusts of man. Where is the freedom? The World is contrite. Litigation, is in an explosion of catastrophes, daily.
Seek, and you will find.
Knock, and the door will be opened. Listen, and you will hear. Enter the inner chamber, and clear the misconceptions of existence. There is only one way, one way through the narrow hall, for verily, if we sway, the way can be, reversed.
The Passion of Christ is Within.
The Promises, are of, Christ Within. The Mysteries, of Christ, are, Within. The Lusts of The World, are Deteriorating Our Existence. Fight for, The Truth.
The Truth Is In Us All. The search is final. Once found, stacked down, there is no other, The One, The Redeemer of Our Souls, is in your face. July 1996 Wendy Yvette Greenwell, I feel the need to share this again. Upfront and personal. This is my very first picture with my first cell phone without a flash. The Tree is my baby, I saved it from extinction, one root in dry soil. Yeah, I love it.
It is better to be the subject to ridicule, then to be there, oneself.
Thanks, Be To God The Father
For because if thou art there, then does not thou mean, that ye listened. “Oh ye of little faith,” for if the wise do speak their truth. Then who am I, but the messenger, disguised through glasses, eyes of heavenly dew?
For it is better to bear the pain. For when the tide rolls in, there be I, with He, who made me — whole in His entirety, straightway from hell, into his heaven.
Thanks be to, The Father, Holy art thou, who made the Heavens, and the Earth, for it is, God the Father, God the Son, God the Holy Spirit. Which has brought us out of the dunghills?
I have lost man’s way, but in God’s way, I have triumphed. For God, straightway, showed me the way, out of the darkness. Through the long tunnel of darkness. I have not been satisfied, with man’s way. God’s way, is greater than you can imagine. He is the life and light of our souls. He has not forsaken us, we have Him.
Lord, forgive us, for being, so weak, in faith. Bless people, with the ability, to know, that you have been with them, all the while, and stir their spirit.
Bring a song to their ear, throughout their being. Bring dance, to their bodies, to rejoice, in the movements, of our bodies. Bring gladness, to hearts, for sure there is an end to pain. Lord, recognize not I, who am writing, but to all the people, who yet are afflicted. February 24, 1996, Wendy Yvette Greenwell
You are doing the Universal Thing. We Are All Here To Fulfill God’s Purpose
We need massive awareness, on account of, our brothers, and sisters, who are struggling, for understanding. “The wheel within the wheel.” You are, The Truth, You are, The Knowledge. You are, Salvation, To The Degree, Your Power, is All-Mighty, All Perfect.
For if all were figured, given in vision from, The Holy Ghost, then man would consume that also, for his abominations, rightfully so. Greed, adultery, abuse-spiritual, physical, mental, materialism, utilizing plows, against the abused. The abuser goes free, and the abused struck with fire.
Rightfully so. The sheathing is the purification, of one’s heart and soul. Outside obstruction, needs to be stamped out for one cannot focus, when the mind is scattered and has known hurt, by circumstances, of all life’s experiences.
We are all here To Fulfill God’s Purpose.
Each one of us, women and men, can know the whys, and reasons for each of their thoughts. It is all in the package, which started, at time’s beginning.
God is here. God is now. God surrounds us with The Glory. If we but blot out mind corruption, and meditate on God’s perfection. “God,” is there waiting. “God is understanding.” “God” is ready to sheath the spots, which have grown in the darkness, of a pit, with no light outlet, once the light starts peeking through, Whoa! Look!
No one could help the trauma, substantially. The lack of trust was never elevated, it came, to no amends, made for transgressions. I have an understanding of why I stayed for years.
What is Your plan for me, Lord? Help me see Your Light, with Knowledge, Understanding, Fortitude, Compassion. Passion for, Your Universal Love, and courage to follow your voice, in all that is discoursing.
A Course for The Light of Jesus Christ My Savior,
The only course that means everything to me, You are my Light. You are my Refuge. You are The Truth. You are my Guide. You are the mountains, the waters, the trees, the flowers, the plants.
You are the air and the wind. You are the breath, that has inspired me. You are my world. You are my heart, my soul. You are my beloved Jesus Christ, and I bow down at Your feet, with a holy kiss of love for You, Jesus Christ. For without You, all would be no more. There is One Ruler, Lord and it is You. In Jesus’ Christ Loving Living Blood.
I ask for your speedy return, with the passion, of your life, and parable mysteries. That is right past, present, and future. I know, I walked through faith, Lord Jesus. I have tasted your strength, your courage, and your guidance. I have and can read the writing on the wall.
All the Prophets wrote, Your True Essence.
You are, You have always been, You will still be. Our Lord Jesus Christ, Savior from Our Beloved, God Almighty. God the Maker of Heaven and Earth. To show the way, through the generational deterioration of unions of people, who have accomplished little, in two thousand years.
Man’s Stride has been in vain, for himself, to possess, and control the Peoples of the Congregations, of Our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. Many, to write, “It is not too late.”
All has been accomplished.
We know all have come short of, The Glory of God. We identify seven times, must pass over. Then the realization becomes, inward understanding. All of the answers are in God’s words.
The man is cocky. He has put God’s words aside, while he is lusting in his riches, in his adulteries, in his thoughtless, thoughts of being more than dust in the wind, that has regenerated, his own, selfless self, generation by generation.
For it is in the seed of generations, that subsides, our morbid realizations, of all the evil abominations, which have conquered men’s souls, since time began. We are the generation, to end the atrocities, the decay of lies, materialism, the greed of all kinds, control, and power, with no truth, in existence.
For if done with a dead heart, which is soul, and then truth prevails, who is the loser? Not I. For with all the sheathing of my life’s knowledge, circumstances, traumas, etc., I have walked without, and now my heart is open, honest, willing.
The understanding of God’s words has opened the ultimate gate of care.
Knowledge is seen, through Christ and only through Christ, Is Salvation, Understanding, The Baptism, Brings Wisdom, all of which belong to, Our Lord Jesus Christ.
Angels are spokespersons on one’s journey, through the wilderness, help from henceforth, and forever. Amen
The wheel within the wheel is the cycle of life. The circles become cycles, days become weeks, the weeks become months, the months become years, and you are in worse dung than you were before. If the problem is taken away for a while, the self is aware of relief, but substantially, has the effect, of the cycle of abuse, for many years. February 1996 Wendy Yvette Greenwell
2 Peter 1:21, For the righteous man dwelling among them,
The capture of the true meaning of life is in our hearts, planted there since time began.
in seeing and hearing vexed his righteous soul from day to day with their unlawful deeds.
2 Peter 3:8, but beloved, be not ignorant of this one thing, that one day is with the Lord as a thousand years and a thousand years as one day.
1 John 3:18, My little children, let us not love in word, neither in the tongue, but in deed and truth.
1 John 4:2, Hereby know ye the Spirit of God: Every spirit that confesses that Jesus Christ has come in the flesh is of God.
1 John 4:4 Ye are of God, little children and have overcome them because greater is He that is in you than he that is in the world. King James Version
Present Tense In All Principles of The Laws of The Universe.
God is All!God is Good! God is, Omnipresent, In Infinite Grace, Binding In, The Glory of, Our Savior Jesus Christ. Only through all, diligent search. Can entreat, my soul, to so much knowledge, and understanding of the past, essence of sin.
It is through Jesus Christ, in heart and soul, that we live, through the forgiveness, of sins, for which, Our Savior and Lord Jesus Christ, died for us.People think who is she, she is no one, with no money, behind her, she has not worked for pay.
I worked through, round about me, iniquity was surrounding me, everywhere I turned. Husband, liar, deceiver, manipulator, abuser, emotional, spiritual, physical, (at times), conclusive to torture of one’s reality of hell.
Nothing was good enough because everything was a lie. Turn your cheek, seventy times seventy, asking the Lord; I do not understand what you mean?
How do I get to you?
I’ve sinned so treacherously; I’ve not had the strength to hold steadfastly; lust, greed, and all the abominations are ’round about; cannot let go of my mistakes; cannot stop hurting; being dead entirely of feeling, of life, of spirit. I am tired after fourteen and a half years. I needed a rest, desired work.
There was no one on earth, as convicted as I, in sin, with being in limbo, for the revelation of, Jesus Christ, is a moment away, but seems like a lifetime.
The road is long and hard for the search of the truth. It is one within, but to go within, you need to let all, the outside distractions go.The capture, of the true meaning of life, is in our hearts, planted there since time began. For the redemption of our sins, Christ lived. Christ lives, in every one of us.
It is not human lusts, that will fulfill you, for there is nothing in materialism. You cannot take anything, with you. Not only that which is nothing, anyway, but the inner pain of loneliness, grips all of us, with or without people around us, loneliness, that is omnipresent.
For it is not, through lusts, that we live, move, and have our being,
But through, “The Blood of Jesus Christ Our Savior,” who is past, present and future. Who is life, now and forever. For without, Our Lord Jesus Christ, we are but pained, in the midst, of our world, alone. Lost, among the scattered sheep, searching, but not finding. For the answer, lies within, deep within, the passages of time, since the beginning of time.
I have, as with the world, live in ourselves. Knowing it does not matter. There is no satisfaction in the reality of the physical world for me. There is no meaning in it. All is material, greed, self-enveloped, self-absorbed, non-fundamental.
For it is through Christ Our Savior,
that peace, patience, endurance, and long-suffering, will have justification, in the end. Freed from the offspring of a man, with no shepherd.
The shepherd is calling us in.
All the scattered sheep, are coming home to, Father God through Jesus Christ Our Savior. Cool. Thank you, Lord, for understanding. In Jesus’ name, Lord, we are going into tomorrow. Twenty-four hours. Lord, help me be in your graces, the day through. Let my work, be through you, for in the world, as it is, there are memories of a marriage, that could have been rectified, in working through Christ, but was not forgiven, for a purpose.
Lord, if he chooses to marry her, I wish them no guile, for I am with you in truth. Deceit and no-trust do not become me. God’s way, is the true direction. For I was lost, without You, and now I am found. For My Love, Is In You, Through You, ‘Round About You, for You Are The Only Truth, That Is Omnipresent, Yesterday, Today, and Tomorrow.
Lord, please guide our children. Let them know, I am working on me with you, and it hopefully, be your will for me, to be with our children again. Your will be done, when it is your time, Lord. Thank You, Lord Jesus, In Your Ever Present Blood. In Jesus We Trust. Thank You, Heavenly of Heaven. He was already married, yes we got Divorced on February 20, 1996, and they married, May 18, 1996, I did not find out till later. I had already given it to the Lord. Amen! May 29, 1996, Wendy Yvette Greenwell
A gift from God do you accept Jesus Christ as your Savior
It Is The Being, One with, The Most Holy of Holy. It is Peace, Without Calamity. It Exacts, The Timings of Events, all on an Evolutionary Roller Coaster, through The Passages, from yours, Darkest Hour.
The events are high points, with a lot of punches, through the transition. With the unfolding of each phase, comes the understanding of the reasons, these events took the last place.
At this point, you are ready, to abandon, your will,
To God, entirely and accept, the transitions, as stepping stones, to a broader range, of one’s consciousness. Through, The Spirit of Christ our sin is forgiven, and our hearts realize, the truth of existence, and we know we are loved.
Once the will is given up, the process of elimination continues its journey, through the darkest corners of your soul, replacing it with forgiveness, and understanding.
Putting away, all the pain, of your past, and leaving the pain, and anguish where it belongs. In the destruction of the desolation. Left in the fire, from sin to forgiveness, in turn, separating your soul, from anymore, destruction. It is total abandonment, of one’s own will.
At the point, where there is a substantial confrontation,
there is a gift offered! The mind has had all information, from man, formation from a not so distant past — all the while, the most significant power comes from the beginning and the end.
The real realization comes in: The confrontation is the seventh mountain, which you have climbed. All in the journey, through your place, in existence. We come at different stages, in time,a gift offering. A gift from God, through Jesus Christ. It is sitting, there as pretty, as you please.
Your choice to accept in totality, or deny in more disaster. I am offered a gift, from God, but how can I accept it? I am not worthy, of a gift. My mind knows there is a God, but my heart, has no peace, no feeling.
The Gift Offered: Do You Accept Jesus Christ as Your Personal Savior?
Yes. I have tried six times. It did not take.How do I get to Christ? Here is a gift, Salvation. What does this mean? Look into your heart, My heart does not feel.
Do you accept the gift? Look down deep within. How can I accept it? I am a sinner. A Gift from God. Do You Accept Jesus Christ as Your Personal Savior? Yes!
“All questions still unanswered.” Then, in the pure giving up, of a futile fight, of self-will, there is a tiny opening, in the core, of your heart. The spark ignited, you know you can, feel it. At this time, the question asked again. Yes, I accept God’s Gift. I Accept Jesus Christ, as my Personal Savior.
From that second, you accept him, completely.
Your life starts unfolding. The old misconceptions, of life, are being eliminated, through a process of transition, which takes, a ritual cleansing. The life which was without hope is placed in and through Jesus Christ, for the purification of the soul, in its rightful, place.At this time, there is no shame, no embarrassment of accepting Christ.
Directly following the unfolding, is clarity, in receiving the understanding of God’s Words, in The Holy Bible. At this time, Baptism offered. Still no shame, and seven days later. The Baptism, In The Name of The Father, The Son, and The Holy Spirit, occurs.The death of the old life, a life, knew, in the journey, from sin, into clarity, of our real, reality.
The distinction of precise fusion, with Jesus Christ My Personal Savior, is Describable, Authentic.
The Passion of Christ, entreats your being, with the answers, of the whole. With Christ, they are not subject to change; for through Jesus Christ, is life, by the gift, of accepting him, unconditionally. There is no exception, to the rule.
Through, Christ’s love for us, generates, the love for us, and walks with us, out of the midst of the fire, and brings you out whole, this is justification, to which, there is no other. The scars cured of pain, and the knowledge, of the envelopment, is granted.
The truth is the only reality, and there is only one truth. That truth is God and The Holy Words: by Faith, We Receive, The Holiest of Sacraments, The Armor of Jesus Christ Our Lord and Savior. Blessed with, The Most Holy Spirit, The Holy Ghost, which lives in us. In Jesus Christ’s Omnipresent Name. Selah. Amen December 1, 1996, Wendy Yvette Greenwell
To all the people who are reading my writing by the tag name “Calamities”, I am glad you like it. “State of Being,” is the name though. It is a very special writing. I wrote it in San Antonio, in the car, while my twin was seeing her patient. In one afternoon.
I was literally ready, to write it. It just flowed out, altogether. I miss writing. I have been working, so hard on all the writings, that I do not write anymore. I hope someday, maybe I will again. God bless all of you, for finding my special gift from, The Lord, to anyone who will ever read my times, “In Presence of Spirit.” Wendy
