Eternal in You. Bring You Up Front, and Personal, Out in The Open, through me can you imagine. I can not Ha. I did it, all the writings. August 1, 2010
It is funny in a way, I am a Published Author that has not been read. Essentially it is a secret even though it is accessible, few have found it.
From year to year, every year I thought I was finishing up. While I was ending another beginning would come up. Piece by piece, I put it together.
It goes like this I am okay, alright! The process of transition, ritual cleansing, from darkness to the light, and light to darkness,
It is to this end; I must give my book an end. I have these moments that I say I am not worthy, and I feel I am not worthy. But I know the whole thing is meant to be. I am not embarrassed about what I have written or that my life is an open book Ha. “My life in writing.” August 1, 2010, Wendy Yvette Greenwell
“And they that weep, as though they wept not, and they that rejoice, as they that rejoiced not 31. And they that use this world, as not abusing it, for the fashion of the world passeth away.
Romans 11:8 According as it is written, God hath given them the spirit of slumber, eyes that should not see, and ears, that they should not hear; unto this day. For if the casting away of them be the reconciling of the World, what shall the receiving of them be, but life from the dead
THROUGH ALL THIS PAIN
Letter: Through all this pain and suffering also for my children. I am not a disgrace to God. For it is with him I live, move, and have my being. I am waiting for the Lord for His Justification because through the Judge; God set me free from bondage to well, “Internal House Cleaning.”
I am working on the Bible, and with all my Spirit I will not lose track.
We need to work on “regeneration.” See I have shed some layers of the afflictions that were’ put upon me. Long generations of time past are surfacing in time and reason.
Abuse in the physical, mental, emotional, verbal, spiritual, alcoholism past down generation to generation. How Long? A long time, covetous, possessiveness, control, rage, shame, blame, jealousy, should I go on, we know we can go to the Bible and find the reason. “It keeps regenerating itself until destruction.”
For my Dears, not man’s will but, “God’s will be done,” any way round about.
Reading Chapters of Scripture in Church, a must, show the World how much security you have in bringing in more than you can hold.
2 Corinthians 6:1-18, 7:1-16. When you read scripture, you read a chapter. God’s words flow through the writings, you know that. Man’s way is not right with God. For all have come short of The Glory of God, but what can one Church do? What can one couple of Ministers do? You can make known God’s way complete.
2 Corinthians 4:4 (For the weapons of our warfare are not carnal, but mighty through God to the pulling down of strongholds;) 5. Casting down imaginations, and every high thing that exalteth itself against the knowledge of God, and bringing into captivity every thought to the obedience of Christ.
Corinthians 12:9 “My grace is sufficient for thee, for my strength is made perfect in weakness.” Most gladly, therefore, will I rather glory in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me.
See when I told you I was prophesying. I was.
It is for The Glory of God. Christ my Salvation, My Baptism, my reaffirmation, I got Delivered on 2/9/1996. The prophecy I carry is “God’s Words.” Who knows what miracles he has planned for his chosen and I know I am one. I am a baby in Christ, and I have always known in my heart there is a God, and I walked willingly through the fire of my soul.
I had no one but the burning coals of his search for disaster, greed, materialism, adultery,
I was safe in my mind. God brought me through, and he has to do everything. Everyone is watching him. He likes attention.
See God does not need an interpreter because every word that is written is “God’s Word.” For all generations. We are the regeneration of God’s Word, what He said, has come to pass, is right now, and He needs, the mass multitudes because He is alive, and calling the chosen to come together, so we can be home. Finally after all generations. For our soul’s search has intertwined with all the generations of God. March 17, 1996, Wendy Yvette Greenwell
Can you imagine it? I started the first part in March 1996. Then I decided I wanted to work on “Reflections of In Presence of Spirit.”
I cannot work on it like I used to. I am not ready to activate Social Media. I tried, but I have deactivated and deleted my Pinterest. I can go to Go-daddy and sign in with my Facebook account, but now I am okay behind the scenes. Besides they send me messages to buy my server, my resources are not unlimited.
The possibilities are endless
But I choose to follow through without the get it, of it all. We will see, what tomorrow is going to bring. You need some tender love and care. You cannot do the same ole anymore. You need to open up and let the light of love come in and help the cause from the effect. Yes, I said it. I am down, and I have to pick myself up and do the work to get me where I need to be in action, not distraction.
I got to climb out of this hole. Need to be alive in Spirit. I want to feel the excitement and dynamics of what I have honestly done, Sharing my “In Presence of Spirit,” and hundreds of the extensions.
Shallow Breathing! Nothing in my brain!
Thoughts, episodes in floating thoughts that have not entirely healed. Coming out of a flat-lined state, not able to go forward with all that has been left for me to share. I do not know in the physical who to ask for help! That means I have been lost in my past sins, and my children’s choices, no forgiveness angry with myself.
Thoughts February 24, 1996 “Thoughts flowing with nowhere to hide, for all is gone, and you are thee who lights. The light of thine heart, soul, breath, and mind is exalted from the world ’roundabout.
For it, thy will be done. For the strength I have is from thee. The knowledge I have received through my tribulation is wisdom, and it has given me the courage and faith that belongs to Our Father in heaven.
For it is our Father in heaven who walked with and protected me through the threshold of death and showed me life. I have taken my cross and borne it for many. I was buried and awakened in the name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Ghost. I have been delivered of my trespasses and iniquity. I have no liens on one thing, not even my children.”
This was written four days after my Divorce.
I am finding my way back into the Presence of Jesus Christ Holy Spirit. I have been stagnant, not knowing which way to go. Upside, downside, inside, outside, roundabout. I long to have the passion of these my conversations with The Lord. Shared but not found. It is okay their time will come.
I am waiting, for the right time.
I do not feel right. I need reconstruction. Do not need to evaluate, out with the old in with the new. Each writing is new to anyone who reads them. I love working with them or excuse me used to work on them. It is because I have shared it.
I have not activated any resources to elevate resources and income. It is my right, and I do not know how to ask for abundance. As for users/subscribers, most try and get in my admin. Their usernames and mail .com’s do not look right to me. To me, you want to read them they are here. I am out here by myself. No need to activate Social Media because I can not do any more than I have done and the little that I am doing is not enough. My eyes needed a rest.
These writings I wrote were’ my therapy, my times, “In Presence of Spirit,”
Were’ just what I needed, to get through, my times of having conversations with the Lord. In Spirit, not without. It was not an easy ride. It has almost been a year in July that I finally admitted, to not marrying my one true love. To his face. He asked, and I answered. After that, we have talked a few times. I mean, please. I finally texted him and told him he has no reason to come here again. I missed him some. But for all the reasons that be, when the Judge said we are severed, we were’. A lie cannot last forever. It was his lie.
It is thirty-six years on the 30th of May the first, and last time I will ever get married. I did not re-hash. The way I see it the whole marriage was a lie from day one. Played the part from hell into His Heaven, I had a price to pay, and I paid dearly. May 21, 2017, Wendy Yvette Greenwell
I could not have made it through all these years without my times, “In Presence of Spirit,” with The Holy Spirit of The Lord.
A person wrote that my inpresenceofspirit.com is from my ego. Her ego is getting convicted. That is why she cannot fathom the depths of my life’s misery from without to within, “In Presence of Spirit.” Ego has nothing to do with it, period end of the story.
I have thrown out there hundreds of writings, from both my sites. I do not call the forgiveness of sins and who is responsible for me to write in the way I did, I have, and I am. It is in the I of me that is “In Presence of Spirit,” with The Holy Spirit of The Lord. I tell all of you, I could not have made it through all these years without my times, “In Presence of Spirit,” with The Holy Spirit of The Lord. Repeat on that one.
My private conversations with The Lord has been out there since September 2011. I threw it out there all messed up, and I had to put it all together again. May 6, 2017
I have been shouting out to the World my writings since September 2011.
Too bad, I deleted everything on Facebook. I went for it because I had to tell my first love before I could figure out how I was going to say it to The World about, “In Presence of Spirit,” and the extensions.
I am content with not having any substantial personal comments about my writings in General. I ran across one on the web where my writings are some of them anyway a woman wrote, “that all of it comes from my ego.” I do not see that. There was nothing left of me when I sunk into my inner chamber and accepted in complete totality, The Savior’s gift to me. Forgiveness of sins and the inheritance of His Gift to me, a sinner in bondage, straightway from my hell into His Heaven.
The Spirit of The Lord lifted me out of darkness into the light of His Ever-presence.
In One with God The Father, God The Son, God The Holy Spirit. The instant I accepted him into my innermost being, He sparked the light lets of His Divine Promise to me broken from bondage to prepare a way for me to write all our times, “In Presence of Spirit.”
That they are, I was not having conversations with myself. I am having conversations with The Lord. Since the beginning. I knew one day I would share them with the World. It is for the Spirit of The Lord’s purpose that I continue to share my writings.
I am not in good shape. I have several issues, what is the use? Close it up. Who cares. So I have begun my manuscript. I have kept myself from mourning my 2007 HP Pavilion and all its contents. I still have the pictures on the sites.
For years, my ex-husband would pop up.
He came to see the growing family, visit, stay the night. Not with me on the couch. Then one night in July 2016 he shows up for an all-niter. He saw the six people who were living here then; he visited with Richard then he found me outside in the backyard, with my plants and trees.
The first thing that comes out of his mouth was, “Have you ever been in love.” “My reaction, I laughed and said yes with my illusion.” Boy, that opened up a nine-hour conversation. Which caused me a bad break out of Rosacea and Glaucoma attack and I missed my Eye Specialist appointment that day.
In the end, he wanted a hug, well Lexie the German Shepard stood up and tried to bite him, on the face, if he had not reacted as he did, hand up protecting his face and hand in the dog’s mouth. He would have been bitten. He says oh I have one more beer you want to talk some more I said no and went in, agony.
I felt relieved though.
On the other hand, the truth set him free from me. Scratch his truth about our marriage. He claimed he loved me and would take care of me. It all became the lie that lost itself in the day to day not marrying your one true love.
I felt I did not deserve him because I was tainted and I would never be worthy. But this guy smoothed talked his way to marrying me fast. We made a pact he would take care of me, and I would not cheat on him. I did not want to stay with my parents. I was in no condition to work.
Since July 2016 I have only seen him five times.
We do not talk on the phone anymore. He is a truck driver like our Son. He asked me one time, “do you worry about me?” I said no that’s not my job. My Son had to pick an 18 Wheeler job cross country, across the United States back down, then up again every 36 hours. I hate it. I have to put you in the Lord’s hands Son. Drive Careful. He loves it.
My oldest daughter is expecting her sixth child. That makes the total seventeen grandchildren one in heaven. We never got to be Grandparents together. That is sad in a way. I miss him. There is just nothing left for us, to say to each other.
It really is a good thing. He made his choice the day he left our family, never to return to once was. Thank You, Lord. I am happy to be free, not chained and gagged.
I have written pages that I can Publish. Will I? Can I? Could I? Should I? We will see. Thank You, Lord, for all our times, “In Presence of Spirit.com” Short ones, long ones, all of them the whole bunch of our writings in, “You are, and I am In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord.” May 8, 2017, Wendy Yvette Greenwell
For all the blessings you have bestowed on my children, and I. Please protect my children, and grandchildren. The significant others, and all their families. My families on both Parents side, cousins, aunt, uncles, that I will never meet, or see again.
Bless Richard, and help me help him.
Oh Lord, I need you. I need your presence again. I need Your Holy Spirit to activate a ritual cleansing for me to finish off what we started Jesus Christ in, “In Presence of Spirit.”
Help me love again.
Open my heart to understanding again. Bring words alive through Your precious love. I need understanding, courage, patience, wisdom, endurance, faith, knowledge, love, like, fortitude, acceptance, serenity.
Show me the way out of the associated misconceptions.
Hold my hand, show me your way, my way does not work. Heal the People of the Congregation of Our Lord, and Savior Jesus Christ. In God the Father, God the Son, God the Holy Spirit, in One with the Holy Trinity. Guide, and direct me back to your power calling from you.
Accentuate the positive
That has come out in all the writings; you blessed me with. Tell me what I need to do. Show me Your way again. Etch it in my DNA, open, spark, ignite the light of You in my heart.
Hold me, Lord, bring me back to where you want me to be. I miss Your Presence in Spirit. I miss the sparks of light lets dancing in my heart mind, and soul. I miss being one with you, “In Presence of Spirit.”
Jesus Christ, I Love You!
Ignite the light of You in me again. I so long want to fulfill your purpose for my existence. Give me the strength to carry on. Help me forgive. Oh Lord help me, forgive me, give me the courage to go past my fears, and into the solution of Your Presence in Spirit. Open my eyes, widen my perception. Let me find happiness, health, wealth. Help me be bold again in Your name Jesus Christ with Love, Wendy May 16, 2017
I am pre-diabetic, and only I can change it. By doing physical activity that I am not used to doing. I set my intentions on, “In Presence of Spirit!” The first conversation. The inception of all my times, “In Presence of Spirit.” Inception: beginning, start, commencement, begun, concept, conception, inception, origin, outset, source, root.
It is a sorry shame that happened to me in my youth, that set the stage of my life’s trials and tribulations.
Oh Lord forgive me from the depths of my heart. I love You, Jesus Christ. I need the faith I carried for so long to be reactivated in my life right here, right now.
I Claim Us, “In Presence of Spirit,” through and through, “In Presence of Your Holy Spirit Lord”
That saved me from my demise. I felt excited every time I studied, and started writing from the depths of my being to the light so shining through the days, weeks, months, and years that I was in Communication with You, andthe Ever Presence of Your Majesty. I was bold. I want to be bold again. I want to be Alive in Spirit, andDeclare My Presence in Spirit with You Lord.
I intend to wake up my faith,
my love, my compassion, my understanding, my patience, my vibration level of fulfillment of all my years of writing, “In Presence of Spirit’s Extensions All of them.”
I want to be ignited by the light of love that is in Your Eternal Hands.
God the Father, God the Son and God the Holy Spirit. Open my heart, and mind to the heavens, and let’s proclaim Your Very Presence in Spirit.
I want to be alive again in Spirit.
I want to be happy, I want to have energy. I want to complete my part in producing all the things that were’ prescribed to me while I was in, “In Presence of Spirit.” July 25, 2017, Wendy Yvette Greenwell OMG, I have to update. I was so bold. I did not lose it, it is all right here on inpresenceofspirit.com.
I need to say for some reason I call them excerpts
He would not have enabled me to write as I have and not do anything with it.
when in actuality they are extensions that are part of the one whole of all of, “In Presence of Spirit.com.” This is going to be five parts. I am ready.
Writing Excerpts
I have been writing excerpts from all the writing in which I was inspired to write. My 73-year-old living Guardian Angel and co-worker read seventy-three pages of the writings, and told me to continue in my quest for someone eventually to Publish. LOL!
My family say, “they are only for me, not anyone else.” oh what a shame. I have placed it all in God’s time, and I feel God’s time is near. He would not have enabled me to write as I have, and not do anything with it. I know, “In Presence of Spirit,” will be published, and many people will be soothed with the promises God has given us all along. January 20, 1997
We need proof of demise
And what happened outcome from an evasive past of the end of sin to find Christ as my Savior. I have a different perspective on this years later, but I can write it with emotions. This I must do. April 1997
Lord guide me, direct me, ignite the light of you in my heart.
Galatians 41:10 “ye observe days, and months, and times and years.” August 14, 1997
Help Me!
Where is my life as it is supposed to be? The seeds have been sown, and I demand fruition. The wages of yuk dung have fallen hard; we need to break the chains of bondage of any kind again until they cannot form one more time.
We are purposely here, to reach, and go beyond a radical potential that has been sleeping for ages. Go forward to the clearing of the misconceptions of Human Hood Into the Presence of the Most High, right here on Earth in the here, and now.
I want to write again,
I want to get out of these mundane perceptions, and jump into the truth that is ours for the asking. I cannot spend on trivia. I need to go beyond the comprehensible. I have to jump off the mountain and fly out into, “In Presence of Spirit,” Radical changes Wendy, where do you start?
Instant help stability satisfaction guarantee or you can stay in darkness. Get the job and start picking up again. October 7, 1997, This is an integration process that can be obtained by everyone, World over. Mass Awareness of the degenerative forces that have utterly consumed the planet with inexhaustible repetitious cycles of total deterioration. October 16, 1997, Wendy Yvette Greenwell Whoa, I had to put it in.
And I have the future outcome on paper, see for yourself, the soul reveals the truth of ancient prophecies. I have not given up the vision for the transitional year. Although the seeds were’ planted then, they will flourish when it is the proper time. God’s Time.
The situation was entirely out of control. I went through the system. When The Police asked me to take in a fourteen-year-old friend of my daughter’s home with us, I did until my end. She attacked her Mom violently several times that is why the Police were involved. She was murdered eight months later.
The system could not break the barrier between one’s rage of life’s collisions and peace.
Our children are affected by us, with all our afflictions taken over our souls, the degeneration is destined to utter destruction. Which is continuing in all children, it is getting worse, not better. The answers lie within. We have to bring this World to peace, all the pains, all the misconceptions of existence can be eradicated through the love and passion of Jesus Christ from God. God through Jesus Christ to and through us.
My children are suffering, The three and a half years before I left was the deterioration of a cycle of degeneration that has affected the balance of our real existence. It is time for the balance of God’s Omnipresent Spirit to take over the whole and bring peace within to all. January 1997
February 24, 2018, Today is “Thoughts,” “Faith and Cause.” 22nd Anniversary
I will say, four days after I got my maiden name back. I gave it all to the Lord. Although of course, I mourned between sessions, “In Presence of Spirit,” I had a lot of sheathing to do. The good thing is I do not have to do that again. I am twenty-two years from that, all year.
I am sharing my recovery with you and me at the same time. I wanted to share every writing. I lost some but I cannot fret about it, it would have made me sick, I gave it all to the Lord. Knowing He is going to take care of all of it. He has, he surely has because I am going to continue Publishing “In Presence Spirit.com.” These writings are meant to be right here, right now in the here and now of yesterday’s tomorrow.
Wisdom acquired
I completed two months of experience in which knowledge was gained, masked by darkness a clearing of the wants and understanding of the needs. July 1997
Lord help me,
Guide me light the light of your tender touch in me, ignite it with your Eternal Presence. I am lost without You, and I can not lose You again. August 20, 1997
Too much work ha. In each writing, write all vocabulary, and Thesaurus of words used from the Bible in the heavenly state that they are made. No too much work. Omnipresent inform past, present, future to those that can understand the writings in the pages of, “In Presence of Spirit.” October 17, 1997
Your well being and others that are suffering,
The same things are under unfortunate circumstances that have been past down, generation to generation. I have another court date October 28, 1997, for Child Support, just a few short days away. I will probably be there by myself, for it, but you know who cares.
I have nothing still, just something else to be laughed at. I can live with that for a short time, more, and then, you will be benefited, compensated and have your cake and eat them too, in the future. Yes!
He served my Dad my papers for Child Support, my Dad told me. I did not have to go, but I did. They charged me Child Support, then he turned around and gave me my children back January 18, 1998, two and a half months later.
It took me having to come back here to take him to Court. October 1999, I got full custody, My 3000 income tax return. That he said was his, ha, I proved him wrong. CS took it off of me, and put it on him. Their little game cost them more. Hello!
Then he got behind real fast, several years, so we went to the same Judge, he gave him 18 days in jail if he did not comply, he was going to give him 15 months. That is when he got in trouble.
Then while he was in prison 2005, I said I would take it off. He did not deserve it, but he was not in jail for Child Support. 2008 I did, take it off of him. Did not tell his wife until 2010. A promise is a promise, even though he did not deserve it, and he broke every promise he ever made to me. When he came over yesterday, I did tell him my million cents of the whole situation, in a few short minutes. Wendy Yvette Greenwell As is, is, as is.
