I can not come out of my funk by myself. I need a constructive overall outcome, and I am in poor strength. I am weak I choose to be strong, I want everything “In Presence of Spirit,” has stated, and documented, and Published.
Important time!
I need to work, on loving with one heart to heal through Jesus Christ. I fell down literally, I am going to feel it later. Wrist, elbow, shoulder, sciatica on the left side, Wonderful!
I have to, I need to, I should, no more excuses.
Get out of your rut. Your lack of energy, your lack of enthusiasm, your lack of love, understanding, patience, understanding, courage, endurance, guidance, weak, need the ignition switch to ignite, and guide me out of lack of abundance.
I am worthy.
I am abundantly blessed with all my extensions of my times, “In Presence of Spirit, with The Lord.” They are etched in my mind, heart, and soul. I wish to be with them in heart, mind, and soul, and raise my inner awareness, to peak out, and help me find the people that need to know now.
Help me spread the news that, The Lord God Almighty is present, “In Presence of Our Spirit.” “Everyone’s!”
For the Love of God is here, and I want to feel again. I want to be ignited with the passion of the ever presence. I want to be alive in Spirit. In the here, and now of yesterday’s, tomorrows.” May 21, 2017, Wendy Yvette Greenwell
for forgiveness for everything I have done that is not right with you.
Access better resources for my today’s which will benefit tomorrow.
Forgive me for cussing. Forgive me for my misery. Forgive me for not forgiving the ones that hurt me the most. Help me forgive them. Forgive me for being overweight, uneducated, sad, depressed. I am not lonely, but I do need some spark to ignite the light of love in my heart again.
Help me, Lord.
Give me the strength to carry on. Help me Lord with all I need to do. I need You, Lord. I Love You, Lord. I am screaming inside I need your help! I need You, Lord. Jesus, I Love You. Show me Your way again. Hold fast my love for You and bring me out of darkness into the light of Your Ever Presence. I am calling out! Can you hear me?
I aspire to complete my mission of “In Presence of Spirit.”
Expedite into a paycheck and a way to get all my grand-kids some Christmas Presents. Sale the books so I can help Richard pay the taxes and get Richard his lift chair, and the other essential things he needs. Handicap accessible.
I have to start with the old, in with the new day, the new outlook on everything,
I need to do, to access better resources for my today’s which will benefit tomorrow. I have written some pretty awesome conversations with the Lord. I have shared it since September 2011. Six years, to my first love first, Blogger, The Website on December 13, 2013.
Do it, Wendy!
Do it! You can do it. Yes, you can! You can do it and get over it. Work your mind, walk, plant your garden. Do it!
Finally,
I admitted that the husband of my youth was not nor ever had been my one true physical love. For me, he does not exist. My God and Lord saved me from any more damnation. Even though I have had to deal with all my children’s choices. I am tired and they are all in their thirties. I am 57 the years have not been easy. Love me or not. May 21, 2017, Wendy Yvette Greenwell “I can not believe myself sometimes.”
Can you imagine it? I started the first part in March 1996. Then I decided I wanted to work on “Reflections of In Presence of Spirit.”
I cannot work on it like I used to. I am not ready to activate Social Media. I tried, but I have deactivated and deleted my Pinterest. I can go to Go-daddy and sign in with my Facebook account, but now I am okay behind the scenes. Besides they send me messages to buy my server, my resources are not unlimited.
The possibilities are endless
But I choose to follow through without the get it, of it all. We will see, what tomorrow is going to bring. You need some tender love and care. You cannot do the same ole anymore. You need to open up and let the light of love come in and help the cause from the effect. Yes, I said it. I am down, and I have to pick myself up and do the work to get me where I need to be in action, not distraction.
I got to climb out of this hole. Need to be alive in Spirit. I want to feel the excitement and dynamics of what I have honestly done, Sharing my “In Presence of Spirit,” and hundreds of the extensions.
Shallow Breathing! Nothing in my brain!
Thoughts, episodes in floating thoughts that have not entirely healed. Coming out of a flat-lined state, not able to go forward with all that has been left for me to share. I do not know in the physical who to ask for help! That means I have been lost in my past sins, and my children’s choices, no forgiveness angry with myself.
Thoughts February 24, 1996 “Thoughts flowing with nowhere to hide, for all is gone, and you are thee who lights. The light of thine heart, soul, breath, and mind is exalted from the world ’roundabout.
For it, thy will be done. For the strength I have is from thee. The knowledge I have received through my tribulation is wisdom, and it has given me the courage and faith that belongs to Our Father in heaven.
For it is our Father in heaven who walked with and protected me through the threshold of death and showed me life. I have taken my cross and borne it for many. I was buried and awakened in the name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Ghost. I have been delivered of my trespasses and iniquity. I have no liens on one thing, not even my children.”
This was written four days after my Divorce.
I am finding my way back into the Presence of Jesus Christ Holy Spirit. I have been stagnant, not knowing which way to go. Upside, downside, inside, outside, roundabout. I long to have the passion of these my conversations with The Lord. Shared but not found. It is okay their time will come.
I am waiting, for the right time.
I do not feel right. I need reconstruction. Do not need to evaluate, out with the old in with the new. Each writing is new to anyone who reads them. I love working with them or excuse me used to work on them. It is because I have shared it.
I have not activated any resources to elevate resources and income. It is my right, and I do not know how to ask for abundance. As for users/subscribers, most try and get in my admin. Their usernames and mail .com’s do not look right to me. To me, you want to read them they are here. I am out here by myself. No need to activate Social Media because I can not do any more than I have done and the little that I am doing is not enough. My eyes needed a rest.
These writings I wrote were’ my therapy, my times, “In Presence of Spirit,”
Were’ just what I needed, to get through, my times of having conversations with the Lord. In Spirit, not without. It was not an easy ride. It has almost been a year in July that I finally admitted, to not marrying my one true love. To his face. He asked, and I answered. After that, we have talked a few times. I mean, please. I finally texted him and told him he has no reason to come here again. I missed him some. But for all the reasons that be, when the Judge said we are severed, we were’. A lie cannot last forever. It was his lie.
It is thirty-six years on the 30th of May the first, and last time I will ever get married. I did not re-hash. The way I see it the whole marriage was a lie from day one. Played the part from hell into His Heaven, I had a price to pay, and I paid dearly. May 21, 2017, Wendy Yvette Greenwell
Ask for everything. Open your mouth and ask the Lord for what you want. I want to do everything I need to do to share my writings with a lot more People. Hundreds of thousands, of People, will read Our Writings. They are all, “In Presence of Spirit.”
I need and want the house to be handicap accessible,
I need and want all the essential things to help Richard be more comfortable, I need and want a working car, a good one, I want to write. I want to be happy, healthy, active, loving, harmonious, prosperous and happy.
I want to be organized.
I want to write with You Lord. I want to share our writings with The World. I want to take my family on vacation. I want to see my Dad at the Arroyo.
I want to see my first love again.
I wish all the best for Him and His Family. I want him to make it big, his dream come true. “I want to love as I have never been hurt.” I want a new outlook on life.
I am depressed at this time, lack of energy, enthusiasm, no spark.
Sure I love the writings. I am just all by myself in this. I want prayers for comments. Open up the World too, “In Presence of Spirit.” I Love You, God. I Love You “Father of All Mankind.” I Love You with all of my heart.
I want more views; I want all the positive to come true in all the writings, I want to let my ex-husband go completely, I want to not ask for a person in my life because he is not out there. I do not want superficial love. I do not need anything outside of You Lord and me.
I want a cure for Glaucoma and Cataracts, “did the Cataracts, new lenses.”
Save The World, Millions even Billions of People. I want to help heal the Multitudes in the blood of Jesus Christ. I want to be alive in Spirit. I want to be happy. I want to change Lord through “In Presence of Spirit,” that You shared with me.
I Love You, Jesus Christ. Help me accomplish everything that has been written, and let’s share these precious moments, I have with You, and Your Holy Spirit, “In Presence of Spirit.com” October 30, 2013, Wendy Yvette Greenwell February 28, 2018, I took this picture yesterday a. m. with a different phone. Interesting size.
I want to know why, oh why, I always felt like I had to share my writings? It is so weird to me, why couldn’t I just keep them to myself, it is a mystery to me. I always felt the I have to, and now all these years later, I do not know why. So where do I go from here? I am going to finish up, Print my writings, figure out what I am going to do with this massive site. December 26, 2019
To capture such spiritual romance in the understanding of the past essence.
To capture such spiritual romance in the understanding of the past essence. The Glory of God in the internal soul of time and reason, to the eternal state of being, it can be acquired, and maintained.
What is Your plan for me, Lord? I realize I have more to edit; it needs to be done. I wish I would have kept better track, but I got what?
I wrote it down, it came from Wendy, from Jesus Christ Holy Spirit, that is Our Savior in the Spiritual Oneness, that was a promise to be given. Then appeared to the multitudes, and were’ past down from generation to generation, until now when all will be known.
The secret mysteries are from and through the Passion of Christ, through the promises to our fore fathers, through the passages of time, to a greater awareness of the dysfunction of the negative, to the positive which is through Christ.
Only through Jesus Christ Life, Ministry, Death, Resurrection to Life Eternal, In Him, Through Him, Round about Him, One can find hope through Salvation, mind to heart eighteen-inch transition. Acceptance, The Baptism, then Deliverance. August 5, 1997, Wendy Yvette Greenwell
For all the blessings you have bestowed on my children, and I. Please protect my children, and grandchildren. The significant others, and all their families. My families on both Parents side, cousins, aunt, uncles, that I will never meet, or see again.
Bless Richard, and help me help him.
Oh Lord, I need you. I need your presence again. I need Your Holy Spirit to activate a ritual cleansing for me to finish off what we started Jesus Christ in, “In Presence of Spirit.”
Help me love again.
Open my heart to understanding again. Bring words alive through Your precious love. I need understanding, courage, patience, wisdom, endurance, faith, knowledge, love, like, fortitude, acceptance, serenity.
Show me the way out of the associated misconceptions.
Hold my hand, show me your way, my way does not work. Heal the People of the Congregation of Our Lord, and Savior Jesus Christ. In God the Father, God the Son, God the Holy Spirit, in One with the Holy Trinity. Guide, and direct me back to your power calling from you.
Accentuate the positive
That has come out in all the writings; you blessed me with. Tell me what I need to do. Show me Your way again. Etch it in my DNA, open, spark, ignite the light of You in my heart.
Hold me, Lord, bring me back to where you want me to be. I miss Your Presence in Spirit. I miss the sparks of light lets dancing in my heart mind, and soul. I miss being one with you, “In Presence of Spirit.”
Jesus Christ, I Love You!
Ignite the light of You in me again. I so long want to fulfill your purpose for my existence. Give me the strength to carry on. Help me forgive. Oh Lord help me, forgive me, give me the courage to go past my fears, and into the solution of Your Presence in Spirit. Open my eyes, widen my perception. Let me find happiness, health, wealth. Help me be bold again in Your name Jesus Christ with Love, Wendy May 16, 2017
I need to say for some reason I call them excerpts
He would not have enabled me to write as I have and not do anything with it.
when in actuality they are extensions that are part of the one whole of all of, “In Presence of Spirit.com.” This is going to be five parts. I am ready.
Writing Excerpts
I have been writing excerpts from all the writing in which I was inspired to write. My 73-year-old living Guardian Angel and co-worker read seventy-three pages of the writings, and told me to continue in my quest for someone eventually to Publish. LOL!
My family say, “they are only for me, not anyone else.” oh what a shame. I have placed it all in God’s time, and I feel God’s time is near. He would not have enabled me to write as I have, and not do anything with it. I know, “In Presence of Spirit,” will be published, and many people will be soothed with the promises God has given us all along. January 20, 1997
We need proof of demise
And what happened outcome from an evasive past of the end of sin to find Christ as my Savior. I have a different perspective on this years later, but I can write it with emotions. This I must do. April 1997
Lord guide me, direct me, ignite the light of you in my heart.
Galatians 41:10 “ye observe days, and months, and times and years.” August 14, 1997
Help Me!
Where is my life as it is supposed to be? The seeds have been sown, and I demand fruition. The wages of yuk dung have fallen hard; we need to break the chains of bondage of any kind again until they cannot form one more time.
We are purposely here, to reach, and go beyond a radical potential that has been sleeping for ages. Go forward to the clearing of the misconceptions of Human Hood Into the Presence of the Most High, right here on Earth in the here, and now.
I want to write again,
I want to get out of these mundane perceptions, and jump into the truth that is ours for the asking. I cannot spend on trivia. I need to go beyond the comprehensible. I have to jump off the mountain and fly out into, “In Presence of Spirit,” Radical changes Wendy, where do you start?
Instant help stability satisfaction guarantee or you can stay in darkness. Get the job and start picking up again. October 7, 1997, This is an integration process that can be obtained by everyone, World over. Mass Awareness of the degenerative forces that have utterly consumed the planet with inexhaustible repetitious cycles of total deterioration. October 16, 1997, Wendy Yvette Greenwell Whoa, I had to put it in.
And I have the future outcome on paper, see for yourself, the soul reveals the truth of ancient prophecies. I have not given up the vision for the transitional year. Although the seeds were’ planted then, they will flourish when it is the proper time. God’s Time.
The situation was entirely out of control. I went through the system. When The Police asked me to take in a fourteen-year-old friend of my daughter’s home with us, I did until my end. She attacked her Mom violently several times that is why the Police were involved. She was murdered eight months later.
The system could not break the barrier between one’s rage of life’s collisions and peace.
Our children are affected by us, with all our afflictions taken over our souls, the degeneration is destined to utter destruction. Which is continuing in all children, it is getting worse, not better. The answers lie within. We have to bring this World to peace, all the pains, all the misconceptions of existence can be eradicated through the love and passion of Jesus Christ from God. God through Jesus Christ to and through us.
My children are suffering, The three and a half years before I left was the deterioration of a cycle of degeneration that has affected the balance of our real existence. It is time for the balance of God’s Omnipresent Spirit to take over the whole and bring peace within to all. January 1997
February 24, 2018, Today is “Thoughts,” “Faith and Cause.” 22nd Anniversary
I will say, four days after I got my maiden name back. I gave it all to the Lord. Although of course, I mourned between sessions, “In Presence of Spirit,” I had a lot of sheathing to do. The good thing is I do not have to do that again. I am twenty-two years from that, all year.
I am sharing my recovery with you and me at the same time. I wanted to share every writing. I lost some but I cannot fret about it, it would have made me sick, I gave it all to the Lord. Knowing He is going to take care of all of it. He has, he surely has because I am going to continue Publishing “In Presence Spirit.com.” These writings are meant to be right here, right now in the here and now of yesterday’s tomorrow.
Wisdom acquired
I completed two months of experience in which knowledge was gained, masked by darkness a clearing of the wants and understanding of the needs. July 1997
Lord help me,
Guide me light the light of your tender touch in me, ignite it with your Eternal Presence. I am lost without You, and I can not lose You again. August 20, 1997
Too much work ha. In each writing, write all vocabulary, and Thesaurus of words used from the Bible in the heavenly state that they are made. No too much work. Omnipresent inform past, present, future to those that can understand the writings in the pages of, “In Presence of Spirit.” October 17, 1997
Your well being and others that are suffering,
The same things are under unfortunate circumstances that have been past down, generation to generation. I have another court date October 28, 1997, for Child Support, just a few short days away. I will probably be there by myself, for it, but you know who cares.
I have nothing still, just something else to be laughed at. I can live with that for a short time, more, and then, you will be benefited, compensated and have your cake and eat them too, in the future. Yes!
He served my Dad my papers for Child Support, my Dad told me. I did not have to go, but I did. They charged me Child Support, then he turned around and gave me my children back January 18, 1998, two and a half months later.
It took me having to come back here to take him to Court. October 1999, I got full custody, My 3000 income tax return. That he said was his, ha, I proved him wrong. CS took it off of me, and put it on him. Their little game cost them more. Hello!
Then he got behind real fast, several years, so we went to the same Judge, he gave him 18 days in jail if he did not comply, he was going to give him 15 months. That is when he got in trouble.
Then while he was in prison 2005, I said I would take it off. He did not deserve it, but he was not in jail for Child Support. 2008 I did, take it off of him. Did not tell his wife until 2010. A promise is a promise, even though he did not deserve it, and he broke every promise he ever made to me. When he came over yesterday, I did tell him my million cents of the whole situation, in a few short minutes. Wendy Yvette Greenwell As is, is, as is.
