Thank You, Jesus, for The Presence of Your Holy Spirit
Only in You, is life eternal, only in You, is the Salvation, of the World, In You, Through You, Round About: The Glory of You. In Your Excellence. In Your Omniscience. In Your Omnipresence. Your Holiness, throughout the ages.
Thank You, Jesus, for Your Love,
Your Understanding, Your Knowledge, Your Courage, Your Patience, Your Wisdom, Your Guidance, Your Passion, Your Presence, In Spirit.
Thank You, for leaving Your, Holy Spirit, To Minister, to the darkened corners of, everyone’s soul. In their time, they will come home, to the Christ Spirit, Within Us All.
“Christ in you the hope of Glory.”
Our time has come to Jesus, my Jesus. I must share, what you have shared with me. In Our Spirit To Spirit, Communications, the Conversations, I have with You, Jesus is Omnipresent, and They are Passionate. Even, in my seeming, unworthiness. I am worthy, to complete and submit for, Publication.
Open the door to sharing, the writings.
So we can make way, for my final publication, of the Twenty-First Century, and yes, I am allowed, to be positive, about my role, in this quest, I have undertaken.
Thank You, Jesus, for, The Presence of Your Holy Spirit,
throughout my writing, “In Presence of Spirit.” There were’ no words, until You sparked the light of, Salvation, in my heart. You walked me, out of the midst of the fire. You guided me, out of darkness, into the light, so shining through, “In Presence of Spirit,” You ignited the light, in my heart and soul.
You took the pain away. The fear. The impatience. No understanding, no knowledge, no courage, no wisdom, no meaning, no words and put beautiful words of encouragement. To light the way, for others, to find, that You are, Our Father, Son, and Holy Spirit.
You are The Presence of Spirit.
You are, Our Savior, Lord Jesus Christ. You are The Light of The World. You are, my love and my life, You are, my only reason for living still. Jesus Christ, I Love You. Bless You, Jesus Christ, for Your, giving Yourself, for all Mankind. To find You, in their internal, eternal house.
Open up my mind, heart, and soul again. Lord Jesus, guide and direct me, out of darkness into the light of, Your Ever Presence. Give me, the courage, to follow through, with all that you, have given me, to share.
Lord Jesus Christ. I need You. I want You, I need to feel, Your Presence. I give you me, and then I take me back, forgive me, Lord, forgive me my trespasses and iniquities, and give me the strength, I need to complete Our, Yours and Mine, “In Presence of Spirit.” August 3, 2009 Wendy Yvette Greenwell
Your forgiveness comes from Jesus Christ, The Lord’s Ever Presence.
To Touch The Presence of Your Holy Spirit
Only through You Lord, I can be forgiven. Only through You Lord is Salvation. Only through Jesus Christ, can the ignition to The Holy Spirit, be activated to the total cleansing of one’s heart, mind, and soul.
So the internal purification, is always in motion, even if you backtrack. You’re getting closer, to the truth, about your existence in the God Family of Jesus Christ Our Savior and Lord.
Only through Jesus Christ, is Redemption.
Only through Jesus Christ, is Ever Lasting Life. Only through Your hands Lord Christ Jesus, are we healed. Only on Your feet Lord, can I stand? Only in Your Arms Lord, can I rest?
Only through Your Holy Spirit, is Your Presence in Spirit, guiding me home. Home, to the kingdom of heaven within. Only in You God The Father, God The Son and God The Holy Spirit, lies the truth of our existence. Only through You Lord Christ Jesus, the eternal pain is taken away. Only in You Lord, is The Presence of Spirit, given to us, for sanctification, and justification.
To reach and go beyond, our human capabilities. To touch, The Presence, of Your Holy Spirit Lord, You left us. So we can find You, Lord, in our hearts, minds, and souls. In our inner chamber, where You are Lord, and ever shall be.
Only in You, Lord Christ Jesus is life after death.
Only in You God, can death in the flesh, be cured. Only in You, God is Peace. Only in The Father, The Son, and The Holy Spirit, You are The Resurrection and The Life. Only in Christ, is Life Eternal.
Only in You, Jesus Christ is the kingdom of heaven, attainable. Only in You, God Will Be Peace on Earth. Good Will Towards All Mankind.
Only You can see me through, from darkness to the light of, Your Ever Presence, in all our writings. Only You, brought the words, out of my spirit. Thank You, so much.
Only Through You, is escape from bondage.
The bondage of your inner being, torn and ripped apart, with no way of escape. You, Lord, are their only escape, from darkness to the light. Your Presence is captured in the pages of my conversations; I have with You. I Love You, Jesus Christ.
Thank You for the book the whole book of, “In Presence of Spirit.”
Not leaving the first book out, it is in the extended version — the whole book from end to beginning, and soon to be beginning to end.
Certified, Documented, Library of Congress, and Published, for anyone to read, for the first time. Awesome.
This time I feel, it will be read,
so I can do all that is stated in this book of mine, soon to be yours, and mine. Anyone who wants to read, “In Presence of Spirit.” I told my twin, I am a World writer, she laughed and went into the house. But in the essence of the entire book, “Writings,” that is exactly what I am and ever shall be. 7:17 p.m. December 26, 2009, Wendy Yvette Greenwell
I know I am extremely bold in my writings. Sure sometimes I try to edit, but all and all, they are as is. I refuse to be ashamed of my boldness. These are my times in solitude with the Lord, “In Presence of Spirit,” and it seems like, I am writing to you at the same time.
The first part is revised, into the present tense: “My forgiveness, comes from Jesus Christ, and The Ever Presence. Only through You, I can be forgiven. Only through You is Salvation. Only through You can the ignition to You, activate the total cleansing of my heart and soul.
So the internal purification, is always in motion, even if I backtrack. I am getting closer, to the truth, about my existence. In The God Family of Jesus Christ my Lord and Savior.
Only through You is Redemption. Only through You, is Everlasting Life. Only through Your Hands, am I healed. Only on Your feet can I stand. Only in Your Arms, can I rest. Only in Your Spirit, is You, guiding me home. Home to the Kingdom of heaven within.
Only in You, lies the truth of my existence. Only through You, the eternal pain is taken away. Only in You, is Your Presence In Spirit, given to me, for sanctification and justification.
To reach and go beyond my human capabilities. To touch the Presence of Your Spirit, You left me. So I can find You, in my heart, in my mind, and soul. In my inner chamber, where You are and ever shall be. Only in You, is life after death. Only in You can death in the flesh be cured. Only in You is Peace. Only in You, You are The Resurrection and The Life. Only through You is Life Eternal.
The cycle is not being targeted or amended. We would have to modify, in Jesus Christ World Awakening, forever.
What will be, is meant to be, take the legalization of Abortion, off the face of the map, use protection or do not do it — the change from child to complete responsibility, for your new life. It is not hard. Transfer!
Stop legalized Abortion, completely! Stop children, from making up their minds. They have scars for life. Nothing, is ever the same, inside. The innocence has vanished.
The love that could have been, has been taken away,
The newness of life is gone. Always, having the pain of loss, of love, of life, literally. Abortion is not the answer.Bring back the innocence, in our children. Do not let them make a choice that will scar, them until they meet their maker. Give them two options. Have the baby. Or Adopt the baby to someone who needs to love a precious angel.
Now they do not let Parents involve themselves with the immediate details, of which their children are going through. Why has their choice been given to them? Every day you never forget, especially when you have nine grandchildren. In three’s at the same time, in nine years, one passed away at four months, SIDS.
This decision of termination, of a pregnancy, to a child, is insane.
The scars from the experience, do not just last, for a day. They are, ever-present, and there is not one thing, you can do about it after it is done. You suffer alienation, guilt, depression, anxiety, a secret, (among other repercussions,) then when you are pregnant with your Husband, you feel insecure, you think, you are going to be punished, for the tragedy, that befell you. You grieve not just days, weeks, months; you grieve for years. I am telling you. My happiness was destroyed, inside of me.
Clean, The World Up.Bring Back The Love, Understanding Innocence of The New Day.
Bring It Back Into The Hearts of Mankind.Take Abortion, out of their, vocabulary. If you want to play, you play for keeps, or you adopt your child — no more excuses.Russian rue-let, you play with adult matters. There are only seventy-two hours, to get pregnant, a month.
How many bull’s eyes? Millions. Do not do it. It is not fun. It is not loving, compassion, understanding, it is a servant, to the guy and then on call 24-7 for years, for your baby. Stop, Look, Listen! Does your gut say, No, but your body says yes, that is when you say, No and go home?
Always go with your gut instinct, that is Jesus,
Telling you to go the other way, and you decide to go, your way. Your approach is the wrong way. If you listen to that gut instinct, it will always be the right way. You cannot, go wrong.
You do not live with the guilt, that smothers the very presence of your inner being because it is clouded with heavy darkness. Because of that one time was devastating after that I was a mess, With what seems like, no way, out of the pain, and isolation, one goes through, in the in and out, of, The Abortion.
That is it! No turning back ever.
Only to the pain, and misery of that decision, that is made out of fear, no means, no childhood — a child taking care of a child. Or anyone’s agony having made such a huge decision, or someone else making that decision for you. Not knowing the repercussion of that horrible experience you can never take back. September 22, 2009
February 24, 2013,“My number one reason for Publishing this, is for the ones, that are about to make a choice, that will have a negative impact, on their life.”To make the ever after choice, is better, than the other — my misery to prove it.
NO! is the only choice. Give it to God. Think of God. Give yourselves through Jesus Christ to God. He is here in the here and now of yesterday’s, tomorrows. Go into your inner being accept His gift a new awakening shall take place. How can “Show them the way,” “Sweet Mercies,” “Abortion,” “In Presence of Spirit,“ be given to the ones that need to know now?I can not do it by myself. Wendy Yvette Greenwell
The Accounts, are, therefore, brought forth, To Be Certified, when completed.
The following, It is a sparse account, of my life in order, to fulfill my heart’s desire? I must, therefore, take appropriate measures, to fulfill, my heart’s quest. If Only For The Truth, of My Innermost Being, and The Acknowledgement of The Reality, of The Distance, Between Space and Time.
Read on to learn, what misunderstandings, can do to people’s lives, plus how it is in all honesty, someone’s My worst nightmare, especially after total realizations, and accounts of such. November 25, 1995, Wendy Yvette Lyke, Wendy Yvette Greenwell, The funny thing is, I had not started writing, yet.
The Beginning of The End of my writing, this personal declaration of being, “In Presence of Spirit.”
of the end of my writing, this personal declaration of being, “In Presence of Spirit.” Each and everyone, of “My Conversations with the Lord,” is mine, To Share, and Share I Must Do.
In the name of The Father, The Son, and The Holy Spirit, I Pray, for World Healing, In and Through, The Love of God The Father, God The Son, and God The Holy Spirit, of You, Jesus Christ. In One, “With The Holy Spirit of Your Ever Presence.”
I have captured in writing, all my years of being, “In Presence of Spirit.” With You, Dear Lord, My Love, My Life. The Only One, who took that lost, alone, gut-wrenching pain, right out of me, and gave me, all my times, “In Presence of Spirit,” with You, where I want to be. no date Wendy Yvette Greenwell
2 Peter 1:21, For the righteous man dwelling among them,
The capture of the true meaning of life is in our hearts, planted there since time began.
in seeing and hearing vexed his righteous soul from day to day with their unlawful deeds.
2 Peter 3:8, but beloved, be not ignorant of this one thing, that one day is with the Lord as a thousand years and a thousand years as one day.
1 John 3:18, My little children, let us not love in word, neither in the tongue, but in deed and truth.
1 John 4:2, Hereby know ye the Spirit of God: Every spirit that confesses that Jesus Christ has come in the flesh is of God.
1 John 4:4 Ye are of God, little children and have overcome them because greater is He that is in you than he that is in the world. King James Version
Present Tense In All Principles of The Laws of The Universe.
God is All!God is Good! God is, Omnipresent, In Infinite Grace, Binding In, The Glory of, Our Savior Jesus Christ. Only through all, diligent search. Can entreat, my soul, to so much knowledge, and understanding of the past, essence of sin.
It is through Jesus Christ, in heart and soul, that we live, through the forgiveness, of sins, for which, Our Savior and Lord Jesus Christ, died for us.People think who is she, she is no one, with no money, behind her, she has not worked for pay.
I worked through, round about me, iniquity was surrounding me, everywhere I turned. Husband, liar, deceiver, manipulator, abuser, emotional, spiritual, physical, (at times), conclusive to torture of one’s reality of hell.
Nothing was good enough because everything was a lie. Turn your cheek, seventy times seventy, asking the Lord; I do not understand what you mean?
How do I get to you?
I’ve sinned so treacherously; I’ve not had the strength to hold steadfastly; lust, greed, and all the abominations are ’round about; cannot let go of my mistakes; cannot stop hurting; being dead entirely of feeling, of life, of spirit. I am tired after fourteen and a half years. I needed a rest, desired work.
There was no one on earth, as convicted as I, in sin, with being in limbo, for the revelation of, Jesus Christ, is a moment away, but seems like a lifetime.
The road is long and hard for the search of the truth. It is one within, but to go within, you need to let all, the outside distractions go.The capture, of the true meaning of life, is in our hearts, planted there since time began. For the redemption of our sins, Christ lived. Christ lives, in every one of us.
It is not human lusts, that will fulfill you, for there is nothing in materialism. You cannot take anything, with you. Not only that which is nothing, anyway, but the inner pain of loneliness, grips all of us, with or without people around us, loneliness, that is omnipresent.
For it is not, through lusts, that we live, move, and have our being,
But through, “The Blood of Jesus Christ Our Savior,” who is past, present and future. Who is life, now and forever. For without, Our Lord Jesus Christ, we are but pained, in the midst, of our world, alone. Lost, among the scattered sheep, searching, but not finding. For the answer, lies within, deep within, the passages of time, since the beginning of time.
I have, as with the world, live in ourselves. Knowing it does not matter. There is no satisfaction in the reality of the physical world for me. There is no meaning in it. All is material, greed, self-enveloped, self-absorbed, non-fundamental.
For it is through Christ Our Savior,
that peace, patience, endurance, and long-suffering, will have justification, in the end. Freed from the offspring of a man, with no shepherd.
The shepherd is calling us in.
All the scattered sheep, are coming home to, Father God through Jesus Christ Our Savior. Cool. Thank you, Lord, for understanding. In Jesus’ name, Lord, we are going into tomorrow. Twenty-four hours. Lord, help me be in your graces, the day through. Let my work, be through you, for in the world, as it is, there are memories of a marriage, that could have been rectified, in working through Christ, but was not forgiven, for a purpose.
Lord, if he chooses to marry her, I wish them no guile, for I am with you in truth. Deceit and no-trust do not become me. God’s way, is the true direction. For I was lost, without You, and now I am found. For My Love, Is In You, Through You, ‘Round About You, for You Are The Only Truth, That Is Omnipresent, Yesterday, Today, and Tomorrow.
Lord, please guide our children. Let them know, I am working on me with you, and it hopefully, be your will for me, to be with our children again. Your will be done, when it is your time, Lord. Thank You, Lord Jesus, In Your Ever Present Blood. In Jesus We Trust. Thank You, Heavenly of Heaven. He was already married, yes we got Divorced on February 20, 1996, and they married, May 18, 1996, I did not find out till later. I had already given it to the Lord. Amen! May 29, 1996, Wendy Yvette Greenwell
So accessing, a surprise divorce attack, on October 23, 1997. I feel the imminent need, to write a note to you, regarding your answer, about divorce. Oh, your answers are glorified, but it is the man’s answer, not, The Woman’s, to any degree.
Outsiders, do not understand, why these women, have lost themselves, to jealousy, possessiveness, out of control obsession: it is a degenerative process.
After the honeymoon, then what?
The woman takes care of the man’s every need; feedings, not feelings, cleaning, do this, do that, get, this, get that, don’t do this, don’t do that, lecturing of bull dung and submitting ourselves, to their, every whim, their nights out, and all our, nights alone.
Then there comes the baby; then the child is first. Extra work, cycles into a degenerative process, and the women drown. Name-calling, acts of disrespect, the drinking days, become more frequent. The man gets less cared for, because the wife, is tending to the baby’s needs, which are on call, twenty-four hours a day. Who, does not know, that?
The woman is exhausted! The days, cycle to weeks, weeks to months, months to years. Baby two, once again days weeks, months. Baby three, no time off. 82, 84, 86, Gallbladder surgery September 28, 1984, nine-inch cut, sixty-nine stones. Four months, after my son, was born.
Even, if the woman, is not working out of the home.
She is taking care of not herself, but everyone else. No time off! Financially dependent, isolated, all needs magnified with Mom. Especially when left on her own, to do the daily devotional, and then nightly routine, day after day, week after week, month after month, year after year, the same routine, exhausted.
We lose our spontaneity and independence. Our husbands have to male bond, with outings of drinking, hearing the same stories, while wife gets over neglected.
The love that once was has taken a journey, to the other side. The control of the situation becomes a negative cycle. “silent abuser” anger, frustration, fights over money, man being dominant, over the woman, intimidated, isolated, controlled, acts of violence, called ugly disgusting names, having to submit to lies, deceit, etc.
They have their life, and we isolate with our children. We are beaten down verbally daily: nothing is good enough except sex-Ha! Of course we get poked, pinched, pulled, thrown, spit on, cursed at, called ugly disgusting names, squashed, joint crunches, bloody lips, bruised on the extremities, plus crunches in the glands around the jaw, that do not show bruising but hurt for so long, slaps, and pokes with objects. (Once is too much) Intimidated, we feel we are unworthy, so we withdraw deeper. We do complain, to a few, and we get told to leave the situation, but we know we cannot. It is not that easy.
The repetitious cycles, close ourselves off to relief, and we feel and are bound, in silent emotional, physical, mental, spiritual, verbal anguish.
Our Spirit of Life has hit, the darkened corners of, Our Presence, “death in the flesh.” Our soul, our life, is in bondage; the chains are linked, through the cobwebs of years, submitting to our alcoholic, controlling, dominating, male chauvinist, pig “Narcissist husbands. Then we find out, all the while, Our Once Beloved, has been loving someone else while abusing Us.
I am speaking for Women, in the World, who have lived the degradation of a blessed unity, that has turned to crap.
All of Us Will Overcome, Through The Blood of Christ Jesus. Where lies Justification, In Him, Through Him, Round About Him. From God Through Christ Jesus, To Us. Total Salvation, In The Oneness of Spirit, Through Christ Our Lord.
I demanded justification from the Judge Then I ended up losing my husband, my children, my home, and all my belongings, my choice at thirty-six years old, only having worked out of the house, a couple of months. I refused to say, I did not want, A Divorce. I turned to the system thirteen and a half years too late, and it did not recover me, and my three children.
So I gave my burden to God through Christ Jesus, and he and his new wife have everything. I found understanding, of the wherefore art thous, on these critical issues, and will publish a book, for all the afflicted. In Christ Jesus’ hands, this matter lies. I did send it to her, did not hear back.
He took me to Child Support Court, two months, before he gave me back, all three of my Children, January 17, 1998.
On the 17th, I came down to the Valley to go to Child Support, to tell them what he was doing. They said it was OK, so I went back, and on the 18th, I took total responsibility for my three teenagers.
9/3/15 At that time, I had two years of my book, and that is what is in, “In Presence of Spirit.” It was what I had ready. It was not complete. It took me till, October 1999, for them to take me off the CS and give me complete custody of my three Teenagers, oh and credit me, what I had paid, and what they said I owed, they did not pay me back a cent.
We lost two years, ten, twelve, fourteen, got them back twelve, fourteen and sixteen. So now all these years later, The second Mrs. of the husband of my youth, tells me on the phone, that My only and ever Husband, is not the Father, of my three living children, and my nine grandchildren, one in heaven, are not his grandchildren.
Blood-wise, they are, but he was not there for the grand-babies births or for that matter anything else. He has not even met his eighth grandchild, second girl. Yes, I did not want him, to go to jail, for his outstanding Child Support bill, so I wrote a note to the Attorney General and said I want to take it off, but it was only because everything he did for me when I did not work. I stayed home with my babies, where I wanted to be and he too.
So whatever I personally cost him, I am paid in full, and we are severed. He had the kids two years, 0 to ten, twelve and fourteen, then twelve, fourteen, sixteen, to date, To mention I carried them for 27 months of pregnancy. I am the one that has been here for them. August 3, 2014
October 12, 2014, Seriously I cannot force myself to fix this one, and Publish it, the right way. I cannot draft it, so your reading, as is, for now. It is the hardest one. oh man, I have to update. November 17, 2014, It is fixed as best as I can personally do. Thanks for reading. Wendy. Okay, I fixed it and added a little bit. Thank you for reading the writings of inpresenceofspirit.com. Wendy
A gift from God do you accept Jesus Christ as your Savior
It Is The Being, One with, The Most Holy of Holy. It is Peace, Without Calamity. It Exacts, The Timings of Events, all on an Evolutionary Roller Coaster, through The Passages, from yours, Darkest Hour.
The events are high points, with a lot of punches, through the transition. With the unfolding of each phase, comes the understanding of the reasons, these events took the last place.
At this point, you are ready, to abandon, your will,
To God, entirely and accept, the transitions, as stepping stones, to a broader range, of one’s consciousness. Through, The Spirit of Christ our sin is forgiven, and our hearts realize, the truth of existence, and we know we are loved.
Once the will is given up, the process of elimination continues its journey, through the darkest corners of your soul, replacing it with forgiveness, and understanding.
Putting away, all the pain, of your past, and leaving the pain, and anguish where it belongs. In the destruction of the desolation. Left in the fire, from sin to forgiveness, in turn, separating your soul, from anymore, destruction. It is total abandonment, of one’s own will.
At the point, where there is a substantial confrontation,
there is a gift offered! The mind has had all information, from man, formation from a not so distant past — all the while, the most significant power comes from the beginning and the end.
The real realization comes in: The confrontation is the seventh mountain, which you have climbed. All in the journey, through your place, in existence. We come at different stages, in time,a gift offering. A gift from God, through Jesus Christ. It is sitting, there as pretty, as you please.
Your choice to accept in totality, or deny in more disaster. I am offered a gift, from God, but how can I accept it? I am not worthy, of a gift. My mind knows there is a God, but my heart, has no peace, no feeling.
The Gift Offered: Do You Accept Jesus Christ as Your Personal Savior?
Yes. I have tried six times. It did not take.How do I get to Christ? Here is a gift, Salvation. What does this mean? Look into your heart, My heart does not feel.
Do you accept the gift? Look down deep within. How can I accept it? I am a sinner. A Gift from God. Do You Accept Jesus Christ as Your Personal Savior? Yes!
“All questions still unanswered.” Then, in the pure giving up, of a futile fight, of self-will, there is a tiny opening, in the core, of your heart. The spark ignited, you know you can, feel it. At this time, the question asked again. Yes, I accept God’s Gift. I Accept Jesus Christ, as my Personal Savior.
From that second, you accept him, completely.
Your life starts unfolding. The old misconceptions, of life, are being eliminated, through a process of transition, which takes, a ritual cleansing. The life which was without hope is placed in and through Jesus Christ, for the purification of the soul, in its rightful, place.At this time, there is no shame, no embarrassment of accepting Christ.
Directly following the unfolding, is clarity, in receiving the understanding of God’s Words, in The Holy Bible. At this time, Baptism offered. Still no shame, and seven days later. The Baptism, In The Name of The Father, The Son, and The Holy Spirit, occurs.The death of the old life, a life, knew, in the journey, from sin, into clarity, of our real, reality.
The distinction of precise fusion, with Jesus Christ My Personal Savior, is Describable, Authentic.
The Passion of Christ, entreats your being, with the answers, of the whole. With Christ, they are not subject to change; for through Jesus Christ, is life, by the gift, of accepting him, unconditionally. There is no exception, to the rule.
Through, Christ’s love for us, generates, the love for us, and walks with us, out of the midst of the fire, and brings you out whole, this is justification, to which, there is no other. The scars cured of pain, and the knowledge, of the envelopment, is granted.
The truth is the only reality, and there is only one truth. That truth is God and The Holy Words: by Faith, We Receive, The Holiest of Sacraments, The Armor of Jesus Christ Our Lord and Savior. Blessed with, The Most Holy Spirit, The Holy Ghost, which lives in us. In Jesus Christ’s Omnipresent Name. Selah. Amen December 1, 1996, Wendy Yvette Greenwell
To all the people who are reading my writing by the tag name “Calamities”, I am glad you like it. “State of Being,” is the name though. It is a very special writing. I wrote it in San Antonio, in the car, while my twin was seeing her patient. In one afternoon.
I was literally ready, to write it. It just flowed out, altogether. I miss writing. I have been working, so hard on all the writings, that I do not write anymore. I hope someday, maybe I will again. God bless all of you, for finding my special gift from, The Lord, to anyone who will ever read my times, “In Presence of Spirit.” Wendy
