Past Behind

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Putting all the past behind and being in the ever-present sphere of time. I have put my children, my hope, my guidance, my ex-husband and his wife, my love, my life, and my belongings, which are few, in God’s hands. My writings are in spirit. I have accomplished and set goals that were prescribed to me…

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Resentments

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Resentments of the past need to be abolished entirely.        Healing comes from within; first, seek the kingdom of heaven, then life will be added, only in and through Jesus Christ, our Savior. You have what you fixed in your creative, manipulative mind; you know how to use it; you always did. The…

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Major Realizations

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The soul’s search is Jesus Christ, The quest has been going on since birth for everyone. I cannot get back to yesterday. Stop what is going on. Open your eyes! Never hesitate! Listen! One thousand get blessed when someone finds the channel of life, in this case, millions. Well, Lord, help me, guide me, and light the…

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Mental Illness

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Mental Illness: The Cause Was Worth The Fight I choose to discuss my own. I know that everyone has their abominable reasons why they end up losing total control of their meaningless guilt. Which are not meaningless at all; they last until you give them up, through your heart of hearts, through Jesus Christ. We have our shame, from our…

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Focus Clarity

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It is funny. I have to focus on clarity for the release of the pain. Hopefully to the reader’s understanding. What is not about understanding? I went from scrabbling with five percent (more than that, I was just critical of myself, sorry) vocabulary. To someone who appears to be educated, with a dramatic difference from death in the flesh.  To life from…

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