I feel that by putting in the names and dates, it is significant to me, as the writer.
The book took me years to read. They were all the words; I put in, the extensions were hidden in the whole publication. This time, it is the way, it will be, in part one through fourteen.
Wendy’s, In Presence of Spirit, In Conversations with the Lord. Oh Lord, I need help. I need help, with my life. There is more; I want it, I am tired of the same ole, I want new, A life in Spirit with Our Dear Heavenly Father, here on earth and in heaven. In the Presence of Your Holy Spirit, in every soul in eternity.
The Oneness is in Jesus Christ and The Ever Presence. In the writings that were left, by Our Ancestors.
They were perpetuated to the fullness of every book in, The Holy Bible, and to those they took out. My writings are part of a whole, they are, “In Presence of Spirit.” They are my writings from You Lord, to Me, at the same time to the World. August 22, 2009, Wendy Yvette Greenwell
Oh Lord, thanks for the boost of energy and the lack of pain.
Just Wait The Way Will Be Shown
One more time! Who knows? The Lord knows. I need You, Lord. I did it; I shared eighteen thousand, seven hundred, and sixty views.
Just wait! The way will be shown.
In faith, to the promises, which were given at times beginning. The beginning of time, when “God gave His only begotten Son, that whosoever believes that Jesus Christ is Our Savior, would not perish but have everlasting life.”
In God, He is! “Jesus Christ is the Resurrection and The Life.”
The Lord, is the only way home, to the kingdom of heaven, within. Life is in the Spirit. “Life is but a dream, the trials and tribulations we face are man-made.” Every word, I wrote and shared on my blog. Has been blogged! March 19, 2013, Wendy Yvette Greenwell June 30, 2014, October 1, 2014
I know it was not “the beginning of time when God gave His only begotten Son.”
We all know that is not true. So am I a liar. No. I was writing, and that is what I wrote. Could I make-believe all my writings? No way! Before I started writing, I could not write anything of interest. To me or anyone else, or for that matter for me, myself and I.
There is a purpose, for my writings. I am not sure why, The Holy Spirit gave a sinner like me, all these beautiful messages. To share with you but, The Holy Spirit, did. So I am doing my part, by sharing it. I have not made one dime off of it. All I have is all the views. Quite a few in ten months.
In a couple of months, my writings will be viewed a million times. Seriously 508,289 from my two blogs, and since December 13, 2013, 305,130 from this Website. What are 186,580 more views? ONE MILLION that is what it, will be.
Richard is always happy to hear about my writings.
But no one else is. My family does not want to hear about it. So I keep silent. I am not happy. I am worried. Two more babies are on the way, thirteen in all and one in heaven. RH is going to be 72 this month; I can not leave for long, he has Cerebral Palsy.
I am so relieved that my Son is not going to drive The 18 Wheeler the 48 States.
He is coming home. Thank You, Lord, so very much. I have spent, so long in this short writing. I do not know why I want to complain. I am not asking anyone for anything. How can I Publish this, like this? I am because I can! Wendy Goodnight and Good Morning.
December 15, 2014, The Site has 407,965 page views. 916,264 altogether, 83,736 away from my writings being looked at, A Million times, altogether. April 21, 2015, 546,210 views on this site. 1,054,499 views altogether. Thank you for reading the writings of, “You are, and I am In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord.” The site hit a million June 3, 2016
since I started writing the book, at the beginning of 1996,
Who am I, to write what I have, and who cares, in the World. What I have done. But all the while, time and time again. It was my journey, from the darkness of my soul, to bring light to my soul. For the loss of my life, and my love.
Through my writings,
It lifts me out of darkness, into a state of grace, Grace is given by Jesus Christ. I know my pain was buried, my pain was ugly. My pain was in my face. When I left, I was in shock.
I searched deep into myself, all the readings, all the prayers, all the crying, mourning, the things I put up with, the emotional roller coaster of the negative, that had consumed our lives.
I had no cover-up, for my abused self, from him and me, for losing me, to the lie. Because that is all, it was. I once said, “that if this was all a game, everyone lost.” Well you know, the only thing we lost, was the fight.
My straightforward being, is a constant, in the writings.
Only in the Spirit of Our Dear Heavenly Father, that made my experience, A Gift, Not A Curse.
A Gift, To Mankind, for The Remission of The World’s Sins. In God, I live through Jesus Christ, and His Holy Spirit has ignited the light in my soul. To Induce, The Omnipresence, of every prayer for humankind. To open up the kingdom of heaven within, each one of us.
Oh please, Who am I? No one of myself, pick me apart. The Lord through me, gave me, His Holy Spirit. “To Perpetuate An On-Going Dialogue With Him, “In Presence of Spirit.” That is what is up. All summed up for me alone? No! not for a second.
It is made, “In Presence of Spirit,” for His Purpose, to stay with me, until the end of time, and forever.
Now, this is the only forever, and I can only imagine. It was never a competition against or with the husband of my youth. Although it is obvious, I am not retarded. I stayed unmarried, and he is married all but three months of the fourteen years. Our kids are Adults; his kids are in the first grade, and kinder. Now he is staying, making it right.
His little game caught up with him. Now that I know it was all his game, because he always competed with me, for some strange reason. The reasons that have come to pass.
I survived every obstacle to come to complete for me, mine and the Lord’s, “In Presence of Spirit.” To be shared. A must of my desire and my quest.
I can not in my mortality, state it any different.
I refuse to be embarrassed about my small part in this, repeat, “but what oneself is, To You Dear Lord.” He gave me my heart, and my soul back. “In Presence of Spirit,” The Original Writing.”
I thought long and hard about that, the first piece of my heart, that he gave me eyes’ to see, to write it. “In Presence of Spirit,” and then closed they went. I was part of the negative inside me. Not just my negative, but everyone. Take it any way you want it.
I have to see it through; no door has opened yet, this is all or nothing. What do I have to lose? I guess I am the one, that is going to open, that door. Hey! What? the door has been opened, and no one dared, to come into, “Wendy’s, In Presence of Spirit.” When they do, I know I will feel better.
I love it, he gave me meaning before, during, after, my misery.
In the presence of my misery, Jesus took my hand, and guided me out of darkness, into the light of, His Ever Presence. I have been a silent partner with Christ in me, the hope of Glory. Silent, I must not be anymore. Too many are suffering. Although I still do not speak what I wrote, and if it is the Holy Spirit’s will for me to speak, at that time, so be it. With one heart to heal. October 27, 2008, Wendy Yvette Greenwell
“Peace In The Multitude of, Everyone’s Heart.” From the Christ Spirit, within us all. All it needs is the activation. You become inwardly purified, piece by piece, until you are whole, in the blood of Jesus Christ. Resurrection to Life Eternal, In Spirit, through Spirit, with Spirit, In the Presence of the Holy Spirit. God left for us, to find.
God is the Life and Light of Our Hearts. Lord Jesus Christ, You are the beginning of me, the present of me, and the presence You share with me, I share, To The World. From You, through me. You, Jesus Christ, are, The Only, “One True Love,” that means everything to me, and every one of my brothers, and sisters. From a time that has gone by, now and into, Eternity.
You are, The One True Love. Out of You, came, The Forgiveness of Sins, The Resurrection to Life, Eternal, With You, In One Heart. One Mind, Too The Purification of everyone’s Soul.
To the lost, by now you are not lost anymore. I pray that for you. Every one of you that ever was, that is, and whoever, will be. Until the end of eternity, but eternity is never-ending.
When We All Join Together, In One Heart, One Mind, One Love, We Are All Home In, The Kingdom of Heaven Within. We are not without, The Holy Presence of Spirit, anymore. Amen. Lord Jesus Christ, the ruler of my heart’s quest, this was, is, and will ever be, written on my heart.
Thank You, My Lord and Savior, for: The Presence of Your Holy Spirit, In Your Authorship, through me. A Witness, A Testimony of Length. “A Song, A Praise, A Verse, A Prayer, A Poem. In The Presence of You, Father God, Father Son, Father of The Holy Spirit. Which covers this manuscript, with the means, to bring gladness and understanding, that you will receive, once you let go of self will, will be, the acceptance, of the truth, of our existence. August 23, 2010
Are Our Only Source, Through You, is Life. Only through, “Christ,” can you be born, into The Spirit of Our Oneness, with The Almighty, with the truth of all existence?
To reach and go beyond, that which seems unable, in the outer, is truth stirred up, practiced, and strengthened.
To the ultimate explosion of answers to questions, having not had answers, until now, when all will be known.
Lord, grant a new beginning, with every benefit, for our children. For every Family but, personally my own. I need your spark, ignited for regeneration purposes. I am stagnating in inability.
I rise above the exhausted responses of the negative and go one hundred percent in heart, mind, and soul. To forwarding The Cause, that my life, is as millions. Stop The Suffering. December 1997 Wendy Yvette Greenwell
To leave your family, your belongings and follow you? How can I learn scripture? How do I, withstand the fiery darts of attacks of the negative?
How do I find you? Where are you? I feel so alone. How do I get to you? How do I feel you? How do I communicate with you? How can I be forgiven? How can I forgive? What can I do? Where am I? San Antonio.
Where am I going? back home. Who am I? Oh, Jesus all these questions you have answered. You showed me the way to get to You. The way home to Father God, Father Son, and You Father, The Holy Spirit of Jesus Christ. Thank You for Our, “In Presence of Spirit.” January 6, 2010, Wendy Yvette Greenwell
You Are Mine Internally, and I Have Shared You To The World
While writing, you are here with me. You are the most sacred secret, in my being. You have always been with me, even when I was in darkness. I went against to fight the fires.
So few people were’ put in my direct path.
I needed to do it, once in the fire, back away, closed up, no understanding, new things, nothing stuck, years flew by, many I feel I lost, but I was there all the while. Do you understand? No feeling, dead inside, no life, the utter loss and destruction of the end of the desolation, was downright horrible, as bad as bad can be.
I lost you let me fight, till the bitter end.
I knew I was leaving but when the time was shown, no other second would have sufficed. You completely enveloped my life. I want you back complete. You are The Presence of Spirit. You are, The highest. You are my life, my love, my peace, my substance, my feelings, my understanding.
You are the first and last breath, I take.
You are Soul. You are Spirit. You are Life. You are my beloved, in the very depths, of the sphere, that you are from me. Through You and Only You, is Life Internally Eternal.
The Light of Your Love envelops my spirit, with yours.
You walked into me at the Arroyo, I felt you, it was not my imagination.
You wanted me to live with you forever.
I Love You. You are mine internally, and I have Shared You, To The World, through, My Love For You. In the writings, that Your Comfort Brought, To The Knowledge You Unfolded. Through the Love of God the Father, God the Son, God the Holy Spirit.
Oh, this was supposed to be in secret. As it is written, “there is not one thing in secret, that will not be revealed.” Blessed too, “In Presence of Spirit.” January 17, 1997 Wendy Yvette Greenwell
The answers are coming clearer; we’re getting closer to, An Atomic Spiritual Consciousness, and every day, feels like an eternity. Knowledge is not going anywhere. I still am weak. I know man, better be doing, for our children, what he should have, been doing, since their births.
It is not just the children; God blessed me with,
But the two, who were inappropriate, terminated of life, which left me in darkness, to the light. The pain, the isolation, the unworthiness, the grief. I give myself to anyone, who needs to be consoled, you can trust. With Christ, there is no shame. How can you be ashamed, of the perfection of freedom, from damnation?My life is an open book. I’m opening it further; then you can imagine, ha! I have nothing to hide.
How can I be ashamed, of the pain, the isolation, the experience, of millions of Women? The Degradation and Deterioration of Our Babies, Our Families, Our Heritage, from Every Country and Nation.
“WE ARE HERE FOR A PURPOSE!”
The purpose is unveiling in simplicity, clarity; so innocent, but hiding until now, when all will be known. Time is nigh. Revolutionary progressions of truth, are going to be heard, through the airwaves.
People will be hearing, The Son of God, is here, giving the prophecy, the time is due.But we have to continue, the sequential steps, (cannot rush) but gotta stay open, honest, and willing.
Should haves-oh, well.Self-centered, false pride, feelings easily hurt, fears, worries, and anxieties. If only, I had done this, or that, well. I withdrew some of the time but came out when needed.We could have solved man’s demise, a long time ago, but circles became cycles, and darlings, ours go back to Eve. We are okay. The answers are coming to pass.
Our lives are difficult, they will be difficult, but we will have strength,
because we will not be, alone anymore.My God, there are children, on the streets. Each One of Us is A Child of God. Why the fear, to give a hand, a little work, a friend from the heart?Why all the stupid questions? Life is terrible right now; we need to act now!
What is more critical, gadgets or souls, breathing, living people who need a friend to share time with, no one likes to ask; everyone is too proud.
“Oh ye of little faith,” open up and let the sunshine in,let’s put an end to loneliness. Let’s put an end to abuse. Let’s put an end, to history repeating itself, and throw it away. The passages of time, have eloquently, dropped their pile of dung, on our generation, from the oldest people living, to the youngest just conceived.
Join together as one.
Do not take the woman down after she has been smothered out of self. We need to cleanse, not only our years but our ancestors. The cycles, needed, to be completed, and the circle needs to be broken. The answer, we have always had, is simple: through Jesus Christ Our Savior.
“Moms understand all your pain because of her pain of deterioration of the self from abuse. People were scared little children, with these idiots, who made them controllers!We will not believe anymore that sex is love. It is controlling; it is the possession; it is a lie when it is not through Christ.
Join together as one. The answers we always, have had, are simple, but regeneration is a process, you have to flow through. You can’t rush, but you can help, it along, by being with women and children. We need to bring our families, together. Stop isolating; everyone needs a friend.
My gift to you,
Is for all my lonely years, isolated from the outside world, was for a grand reason. To be part of a solution, where women gain, their strength back, and take care of business, in cleaning up, “Our Universal Rights.”
Accepting Christ, in your heart is a revelation, a realization. An awakening of your spiritual quest, since your conception. The emptiness, the void in your breastplate, will disperse.
The pain will fly away, like the spirit, takes the garment off fast, and it is thrown to time past. Then you feel a calm, through the rockiest year, of your life, but with the strength, and guidance, Christ offers, through, The Magnificent Gift. January 20, 1996, One month before my Divorce. Wendy Yvette .
So, how can I go from no words, literally, to writing, “In Presence of Spirit’s,” extensions, “With God all things are possible.”I would have had a more difficult time without my times, “In Presence of Spirit.” Wendy Yvette Greenwell May 10, 2014, This one is a hard one for me. My first writing of 1996.
January 20, 2019, twenty-three years ago today I wrote “Knowledge,” 8395 days ago, I started writing a book.
So Happy Anniversary Wendy, for staying steadfast in working on inpresenceofspirit.com, all the extensions of “In Presence of Spirit’s,” offspring for two decades and three years, and of course since I started Publishing on The Internet in October 2011.
Thank you for spending time with, “You are and I am In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord.”inpresenceofspirit.com Wendy
