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2008

NO COVER UP FOR MY ABUSED SELF

You know I have felt, over the years,

Only In The Spirit of Our Dear Heavenly Father

since I started writing the book, at the beginning of 1996,

Who am I, to write what I have, and who cares, in the World. What I have done. But all the while, time and time again. It was my journey, from the darkness of my soul, to bring light to my soul. For the loss of my life, and my love.

Through my writings,

    It lifts me out of darkness, into a state of grace, Grace is given by Jesus Christ. I know my pain was buried, my pain was ugly. My pain was in my face. When I left, I was in shock.

    I searched deep into myself, all the readings, all the prayers, all the crying, mourning, the things I put up with, the emotional roller coaster of the negative, that had consumed our lives.

    I had no cover-up, for my abused self, from him and me, for losing me, to the lie. Because that is all, it was. I once said, “that if this was all a game, everyone lost.” Well you know, the only thing we lost, was the fight.

My straightforward being, is a constant, in the writings.

    Only in the Spirit of Our Dear Heavenly Father, that made my experience, A Gift, Not A Curse.

    A Gift, To Mankind, for The Remission of The World’s Sins. In God, I live through Jesus Christ, and His Holy Spirit has ignited the light in my soul. To Induce, The Omnipresence, of every prayer for humankind. To open up the kingdom of heaven within, each one of us.

    Oh please, Who am I? No one of myself, pick me apart. The Lord through me, gave me, His Holy Spirit. “To Perpetuate An On-Going Dialogue With Him, “In Presence of Spirit.” That is what is up. All summed up for me alone? No! not for a second.

It is made, “In Presence of Spirit,” for His Purpose, to stay with me, until the end of time, and forever.

    Now, this is the only forever, and I can only imagine. It was never a competition against or with the husband of my youth. Although it is obvious, I am not retarded. I stayed unmarried, and he is married all but three months of the fourteen years. Our kids are Adults; his kids are in the first grade, and kinder. Now he is staying, making it right.
    His little game caught up with him. Now that I know it was all his game, because he always competed with me, for some strange reason. The reasons that have come to pass.
    I survived every obstacle to come to complete for me, mine and the Lord’s, “In Presence of Spirit.” To be shared. A must of my desire and my quest.
I can not in my mortality, state it any different.
     I refuse to be embarrassed about my small part in this, repeat, “but what oneself is, To You Dear Lord.” He gave me my heart, and my soul back. “In Presence of Spirit,” The Original Writing.”
    I thought long and hard about that, the first piece of my heart, that he gave me eyes’ to see, to write it. “In Presence of Spirit,” and then closed they went. I was part of the negative inside me. Not just my negative, but everyone. Take it any way you want it.
    I have to see it through; no door has opened yet, this is all or nothing. What do I have to lose? I guess I am the one, that is going to open, that door. Hey! What? the door has been opened, and no one dared, to come into, “Wendy’s, In Presence of Spirit.” When they do, I know I will feel better.
I love it, he gave me meaning before, during, after, my misery.

    In the presence of my misery, Jesus took my hand, and guided me out of darkness, into the light of, His Ever Presence. I have been a silent partner with Christ in me, the hope of Glory. Silent, I must not be anymore. Too many are suffering. Although I still do not speak what I wrote, and if it is the Holy Spirit’s will for me to speak, at that time, so be it. With one heart to heal. October 27, 2008, Wendy Yvette Greenwell

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2010

LIFE AND LIGHT

In Jesus Christ Name, 

Tahiti or Hawaii somewhere in between
You, Jesus Christ, Are The Only, “One True Love”

“Peace In The Multitude of, Everyone’s Heart.” From the Christ Spirit, within us all.  All it needs is the activation. You become inwardly purified, piece by piece, until you are whole, in the blood of Jesus Christ. Resurrection to Life Eternal, In Spirit, through Spirit, with Spirit, In the Presence of the Holy Spirit. God left for us, to find.

    God is the Life and Light of Our Hearts. Lord Jesus Christ, You are the beginning of me, the present of me, and the presence You share with me, I share, To The World. From You, through me. You, Jesus Christ, are, The Only, “One True Love,” that means everything to me,  and every one of my brothers, and sisters. From a time that has gone by, now and into, Eternity.

    You are, The One True Love. Out of You, came, The Forgiveness of Sins, The Resurrection to Life, Eternal, With You, In One Heart. One Mind, Too The Purification of everyone’s Soul. 

    To the lost, by now you are not lost anymore. I pray that for you. Every one of you that ever was, that is, and whoever, will be. Until the end of eternity, but eternity is never-ending.

     When We All Join Together, In One Heart, One Mind, One Love, We Are All Home In, The Kingdom of Heaven Within. We are not without, The Holy Presence of Spirit, anymore. Amen. Lord Jesus Christ, the ruler of my heart’s quest, this was, is, and will ever be, written on my heart.

 

    Thank You, My Lord and Savior, for: The Presence of Your Holy Spirit, In Your Authorship, through me. A Witness, A Testimony of Length. “A Song, A Praise, A Verse, A Prayer, A Poem. In The Presence of You, Father God, Father Son, Father of The Holy Spirit. Which covers this manuscript, with the means, to bring gladness and understanding, that you will receive, once you let go of self will, will be, the acceptance, of the truth, of our existence. August 23, 2010 

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1997

ARM YOURSELVES

Arm yourselves with the blood of Jesus.

Stop The Suffering

Are Our Only Source, Through You, is Life. Only through, “Christ,” can you be born, into The Spirit of Our Oneness, with The Almighty, with the truth of all existence?

    To reach and go beyond, that which seems unable, in the outer, is truth stirred up, practiced, and strengthened.

    To the ultimate explosion of answers to questions, having not had answers, until now, when all will be known.

    Lord, grant a new beginning, with every benefit, for our children. For every Family but, personally my own. I need your spark, ignited for regeneration purposes. I am stagnating in inability.

    I rise above the exhausted responses of the negative and go one hundred percent in heart, mind, and soul. To forwarding The Cause, that my life, is as millions. Stop The Suffering. December 1997 Wendy Yvette Greenwell

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2010

WHAT DOES IT MEAN?

What Does It Mean?

You Showed Me The Way To Get To You
To leave your family, your belongings and follow you? How can I learn scripture? How do I, withstand the fiery darts of attacks of the negative?

    How do I find you? Where are you? I feel so alone. How do I get to you? How do I feel you? How do I communicate with you? How can I be forgiven? How can I forgive? What can I do? Where am I? San Antonio.

    Where am I going? back home. Who am I? Oh, Jesus all these questions you have answered. You showed me the way to get to You. The way home to Father God, Father Son, and You Father, The Holy Spirit of Jesus Christ. Thank You for Our, “In Presence of Spirit.” January 6, 2010, Wendy Yvette Greenwell

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1997

A LETTER TO YOU

I am writing, a letter to you in secret.

Over Seas
You Are Mine Internally, and I Have Shared You To The World

While writing, you are here with me. You are the most sacred secret, in my being. You have always been with me, even when I was in darkness. I went against to fight the fires.

 So few people were’ put in my direct path.

    I needed to do it, once in the fire, back away, closed up, no understanding, new things, nothing stuck, years flew by, many I feel I lost, but I was there all the while. Do you understand? No feeling, dead inside, no life, the utter loss and destruction of the end of the desolation, was downright horrible, as bad as bad can be.

I lost you let me fight, till the bitter end.

    I knew I was leaving but when the time was shown, no other second would have sufficed. You completely enveloped my life. I want you back complete. You are The Presence of Spirit. You are, The highest. You are my life, my love, my peace, my substance, my feelings, my understanding.

You are the first and last breath, I take.

    You are Soul. You are Spirit. You are Life. You are my beloved, in the very depths, of the sphere, that you are from me. Through You and Only You, is Life Internally Eternal.

The Light of Your Love envelops my spirit, with yours.

    You walked into me at the Arroyo, I felt you, it was not my imagination.
You wanted me to live with you forever.

I Love You. You are mine internally, and I have Shared You, To The World, through, My Love For You. In the writings, that Your Comfort Brought, To The Knowledge You Unfolded. Through the Love of God the Father, God the Son, God the Holy Spirit.

    Oh, this was supposed to be in secret. As it is written, “there is not one thing in secret, that will not be revealed.” Blessed too, “In Presence of Spirit.” January 17, 1997 Wendy Yvette Greenwell

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