The site has more activity than it is used to. Thought I would raise it an octave higher even yet. I had a right eye migraine, high pressure all night.
The RN Coordinator for my health services called yesterday, and straightway asked me about my eyes. I told her I have to wear glasses all the time. When I try not to wear any glasses, be that 2.0 reading glasses, and my eight sunglasses. Inside, outside, in the stores, I even have one pair for night driving, because I do not have to wear glasses to drive.
I told her my eyes hurt on the sides and it is blurry, and I do not like the way it feels. She said, “You need to call the Doctors office and tell them, she would call me back.” I called, the receptionist told me I have an appointment on the 6th of February. Hours later having pain like I have not had in my eyes since the surgeries in October.
The thing is high-pressure glaucoma attack is an emergency every time. I need to be seen sooner. Maybe it is nothing but how can that be, legit discomfort and pain.
Thus I am not over obsessing about the light shows anymore. My eyes had never captured with flash all that I have since I was night blind to all the light pictures I took. This video is from the last three days.
I would say, anyone who wants to take pictures in the dark when it is drizzling, foggy, rainy, cold, snowing, all with a flash or video with a light. It is the elements of nature fusing themselves to a magnificent light show from Gaia.
It is fun working on the writings again. It has come full circle. Now I am to complete my part of this journey with my writings joined together for the first time live on this site. Let’s see how this video raises the GB’s. Well, Happy January 20, 2018, just because. Wendy Yvette Greenwell
God knows who wrote all my writings. I did, with Him,
that you come and read my writings again. God knows who wrote all my writings. I did, with the Holy Spirit, who gave me all my special times, “In Presence of Spirit.”
So why would anyone want to deprive me of a little acknowledgment, for my steadfastness, in my writings, all of them, “In Presence of Spirit.”
Take credit for what? You can take my writings, and get credit for them, and give me a year subscription, so I can see who is following my writings on your website. That is new to me. It just does not make sense. I came out of my closet and shared my conversations with the World, so someone else could benefit financially?
Still, God knows, who wrote every writing, every quote, every word, every sentence, every paragraph, every name, I did. I shared it to be shared, not taken. With my Blogspot.com and all. Hello out there, is it fair? Truly!
On the top of My, “In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord,” I have: All Rights Reserved Copyright (c)2013 by Wendy Yvette Greenwell “In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord.” 9:21 p.m. September 26, 2013, Wendy Yvette Greenwell, This is when I started dating and signing every writing I Published. Now on the website I am taking the dates off but it does not show that on the phone. Oh well.
I Am, going to complete this: For All The Broken Hearts of Existence!
The prayers, and talks with Jesus, Lord Jesus Christ, God, Have Mercy on, Us All. All of Us, My jaw is tight, my teeth are cling-ed, my brain is empty.
Oh to be “In Presence of Spirit,” again,
It would be so beautiful, to be able to write again, would be awesome. There are so many words that came from and through me, from and with the Holy Spirit of Our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ, God, have mercy on, Us All.
All of Us, The Whole Family of You, God The Father, God The Son, God The Holy Spirit,
in Heaven and on Earth. Forgive Us our wondering, hold steadfast Your Love for Us All and help me come back to, “In Presence of Spirit.” To Make Clear Your Call, to All Your People World Without End.
Thank You, Jesus Christ,
in Your Blood of Blessings, for Mankind to Come Home to Father God, Father Son, and Father of The Holy Spirit of Our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ January 7, 2008
DREAM OR VISION
What do I do? I have thought of it, as a vision coming true. Where do I start? Where do I finish? A dream come true, although I have never thought of it as a dream. I have thought of it, as a vision coming true.
God’s Vision of Peace on Earth, Good Will to Mankind. All is said in, “In Presence of Spirit,” for me anyway, but it needed the rest, to be complete, and now it is getting closer. I believe, so it is coming to pass.
Oh, Jesus Christ Holy Spirit, The Prayers To You are Incredible, they are irresistible. They are Your Presence in Spirit. Oh Lord, they are a gift to anyone, who someday will read, from You, through Me. February 8, 2008
BROKEN HEARTS
I finished the input, that was the easy part. I Am, going to complete this: For All The Broken Hearts of Existence! I am finally getting to the ones that were put aside, not sure if their home is already in place, in the writings. Oh well. Still ahead I have some straightening up of, one hundred thirty thousand words and growing.
I Am, going to complete this: For All The Broken Hearts of Existence! Because I Can! “GOD HAVE MERCY ON US ALL.” “CHRIST HAVE MERCY ON US ALL.” “LORD HAVE MERCY ON US ALL.” “HOLY COMFORTER HAVE MERCY ON US ALL.” “JESUS CHRIST HAVE MERCY ON US ALL.” “PRINCE OF PEACE HAVE MERCY ON US ALL.” “LORD OF LORD HAVE MERCY ON US ALL.” “CHRIST JESUS HAVE MERCY ON US ALL.” “THE ONE AND ONLY RULER OF OUR SOULS HAVE MERCY ON US ALL” “HOLY SPIRIT OF JESUS CHRIST HAVE MERCY ON US ALL.” January 28, 2008, Wendy Yvette Greenwell
These three writings belong together. Besides, I do not want to Publish little ones anymore. I have to say, that as of this morning there were’ 66 hours of people spending time “In Presence of Spirit,” As of the morning of the 19th of January 2018 17, 18, 19 5,179 views. 12,518 this year. I have not seen this kind of activity since before the break down of my sites. Thank you, for taking the time to be “In Presence of Spirit,” with everyone else who is reading it including me. January 12, 2019, Wendy
These letter writings are the most personal, that I had to do.
That I had to do, not just for him, it was all for me. Once that was acknowledged, it transferred into, me sharing my journey, through the darkness of my soul through the light that is shining through, in forgiveness, not his, mine.
As far as my 2005 writings are concerned; it was the first time, I got to open up in spirit, with someone else, in writing, no less, to the husband of my youth, “Reflections of In Presence of Spirit.” It was a surprise to me.
I know I have shared intimate conversations with the Lord,
And the husband of my youth, In Spirit, not in the flesh, and I know, they were always meant to be shared. What is of the Lord: his letters to him, had writings, all of them, so everything that is, “In Presence of Spirit,” is in all my writings. Not just these writings, but all the years, before and all these years after, are all, “In Presence of Spirit.”
I can write this, and share this, because I am not ashamed of my relationship, To The Father, The Son, and The Holy Spirit. God Blessed these writings, through Jesus Christ, because; I found who I was searching for. The proof is in the writings.
I know, people have to think I am strange, to write like this.
But I have been doing it for so long. That is, it just cannot sit here in my book room, accumulating, and not be free to fly around the World, without wings, only open to fall into someone’s hands, that needs a little time, “In Presence of Spirit.”
I want to tell you the status. Of my website: My very own: wendyyvettegreenwell.blogspot.com and wendygreenwell.com. Make it: Wendy Yvette Greenwell Copyright (c) 2013 All Rights Reserved
August 25, 2013,
I started Publishing my writings to the husband of my youth, not just for him and me, but for anyone, who needs to spend some time, “In Presence of Spirit.”
By August 31, 2013, I had Published: Sixty four writings. In seven days this blog had 2,377 views. Then came September, are you ready, 249, and now October 12, 2013, 120 views.
This is because the RSS reader.com swiped them right out from underneath me.
I made a few changes, and I sent the .com twenty-five emails. I was compulsive for a purpose and on October 10, 2013, I was given my writings, the right direction home, to Me. But there are still twenty-six writings on his site. And as far as the twenty-one members, to my blog, over there go, “too bad I did not get a chance to see, the outcome of your views, to my site.
I am all by myself, up there in members, no comments, a blog, that is not a blog? Just my writings. No activity whatsoever. Well, a little in view. How many did he get in September?
All I have to say about organizations that offer to tell you, your rights, have been transferred, Go to the person who sent the email, and copy, paste, all your content from this site, with the logo’s, their terms and services, in a bunch of emails, and tell him, how you really feel, in every email. It made me feel better.
I have been on for so long, with no one bothering to come, and say Hi Wendy. Well, I am still with the Lord in all of this. So I keep firm in my resolution. At least 2,746, views. My other site has 49,823 views, but that one slowed way down also. My highest was 2986 in a couple of hours. Seven days of over 2000, then once again, a few here and there.
September 7, 2013, was the last time I got 2,332 views, in hours. I do not know what I am supposed to do with this site. Only time will tell. For now, it is not fun anymore. Wendy Yvette Greenwell 10/12/2013 My writings have had some activity, thank you for giving me back, what is rightfully mine, to share.
Thank you for forgiving me, my death in the flesh, and I forgive you for everything under God’s Creation. I hope you do not think; I haven’t arranged something awesome, and incredible, to the full heart of Christ Jesus, and yet to the ones that have not found that the kingdom of heaven is within.
All they need is Jesus, to cleanse them of the lie. We have never been without. All the while the pain, anguish, the no reason for being still, is gripping at our internal, external existence, and there is no escape, so it seems.
Until the great fall and there is your submission. I can not, but You Can! Come, Jesus Christ, come out of the grave of the outer abominations of desolation. In the presence of spirit, which brings you freedom from the bondage of time, place and reason.
All are joined in Christ Jesus, to come to the healing waters of cleansing heart, mind, and soul. In the process of internal purification. To The One Truth, Christ is.
All we have to do is reach down deep and accept God’s gracious gift of Salvation,
“ask in my name” but you know it is essential to ask for forgiveness of sins, understanding, knowledge, patience, wisdom, fortitude, courage, in everything. Reach and go beyond the norm. The heavens are not even the limit. Jesus in his infinity has given me faith in the ever-presence of his majesty. My Lord, My God, my only reason for living still.
See when you asked me to pray with you, God heard you, when you wrote it on the envelop, So, in essence, you opened up the passage for me. You are the one that ignited the light in my heart again, and I have four hundred seventy writings to prove this.
“I have worked like I do not need the money.” I asked the Lord for understanding and wisdom and boy “I have loved like I have never been hurt,” Love Mercy.”
You once again sparked the light of Jesus in my heart. When you were writing that only message to me, the wife of your youth, on that letter to our young adults. The word was given to me directly because I had already started writing to you.
In The Spirit of Our Most Wonderful Sovereign Most High of the Holy of Holy, in Jesus, “I Am,” my sweet friend of Our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ.
My brother, the reason, “In Presence of Spirit,” came to be,
If my pain was not enough! We took on a major undertaking in commitment to the Lord. We new, but we did not know. The questions were’ asked, the knowledge was granted, even though no one believed Jesus gave me heaven when he gave me, “In Presence of Spirit,” the first writing, and you of all people, no that for a fact.
I am going to send this letter first. I pray that you, not be afraid in any way shape or form. That I would be rude or obnoxious the way, I was in the last three letters. It was everything I had to say. Thank you for forgiving me for that. I was burnt out from all the trauma’s in our daily lives, everyone’s choices, not having three but seven, eight at times and two more on the way, and “dance like nobody is watching,” I remember.
I have some significant revelations for you.
They are all written in the letters, I sent you and were’ returned. So they are copyright. Every writing is signed and dated the day I edited them and the date of creation.
Today is your departure from owing me, Child Support. Congratulations. One heavy load, you do not have to carry anymore, I can relieve you of, and it is done. “Your Welcome”
As for your lack of what you did not do, for the children or what you did not do, by all the abominations of desolation. You are admonished of your past life. Forgive yourself through Christ Jesus love.
Give it to Him; He wants that part of you to be clean. He wants no dark spots, in hidden crevasses of your inside being. Leave it in the darkness and come into the light of Christ Jesus World Awakening.
Please do not put yourself down. You are, one in spirit, one in the Lord. He has called you into the inner chamber of His Ever Presence, and He is healing all your wounds. All your scars, all your wondering, all your lack of the truth, we all can possess.
It is not enough to ask; it is so much broader a process, we have to flow through, you can not rush it. You can help it by not putting yourself down. You are special. You are a unique human being of spiritual, and flesh, you are in Him, and He is in you.
You are freed from the bondage that has plagued humanity. You are forgiven. Acknowledge that fully, completely and ultimately. Yes, there are things you could have done differently, forgive yourself for not doing it, and give it to the Lord.
Hand it over.
It is not yours anymore. You are one in The Lord. You are among, The Spiritual Awakening of World Union, through Jesus Christ. He has forgiven you. Now you have to forgive yourself.
The grown adult children love their Daddy. OK, their forgiveness is in the Lord, and it will come in their time, and the Lord’s. You can not force it.
I would like for you to know that I believe along with R.H., that all this is meant to be accomplished. The writings are received and nurtured for God’s purpose. He is the real Author for without Him in Spirit, and in every true aspect of Him, in His entire eternity. I could and can do nothing without Him.
With Him, I am alive in Spirit. Without, I am in darkness. Having had been in the light, I wished so much to be in Spirit. Thanks again, for opening the channel of communication, because this is what I love, letting it all hang out, in the blood of Jesus Christ. I believe, so it is so. I enjoyed writing this letter.
Look how long it takes to get to Christ. We need to give the faster way; you can not push it, you can help, though. Your, letters of Jesus are the omnipresence of the Lord, in His Glory.
The Holy Spirit, is calling The People, them that can hear, let them understand the writings of their souls. Through Jesus Christ, there is a passage that all can enter and attain.
Then Jesus Christ Holy Spirit guides you every step of the way. Sometimes you do not think you can take another envelopment, and then a bigger one. The sin is eradicated, from the ever presence of our being. We are being cleansed of everything that hurts us in any way, “the old is passed away, the now in consciousness is tomorrows reality.”
It is the truth of our existence. Ask the questions from the simplest to the most complex, and you will get the answer through Jesus Christ. He has all the answers in His Omnipotence.
He is Our Guide.
He is the Highest. He is the Alpha and Omega, The Beginning and the End, The only ruler of our souls. He is the Master of the Universe. He is welcoming everyone into the kingdom of heaven within. There you shall knock, and the door has been opened.
OK, are you ready for the other revelations. My writings, my book, “In Presence of Spirit.” I have, because of you, my ex-husband, the husband of my youth. The only one in ten years that asked me to pray with you.
Can you imagine, what an envelop did?
It is opening me up to perseverance, through Our Lord Jesus Christ. I have in me, A Present from Our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ and Wendy, In Writing.
“Reflections of In Presence of Spirit,” by Wendy. This I share with you. All I am giving you is peace in return. Eighteen years, it is just that. How can one writing, so precious, and pure, not be carried through to eternity?
It is heavenly, it is, In The Presence of Jesus Christ Holy Spirit, and is Presented in Love of Our Only Ruler of Our Ever Lasting Souls. He is the only answer. My past love, but the one way through Christ, was granted, and you do not even know yet. (still does not know)
“I have worked like I do not need the money.” Everyone is telling me to get a job, let’s see Michael is seven months, on the first, Orlie is four, Christopher is three. R.H. is 63 on the 27, and he needs full assistance.
I have been writing for fifty-six days. The first seven days, it was all to you, to a three-stage, day, eye migraine, from the sudden expansion of my brain. I exploded in awe, and all the words came traveling out of my inside being.
Once again I expressed in totality, on paper to you, who asked me to pray with you from conception to full fruition. I loved, and I am loved in Spirit. To The Christ Spirit within us all. Cheers!
You are happy in the Lord. He makes every step you take worth breathing. He frees you from the inside pain of no solution, the inner turmoil, of no reason for being still. In the resurrection of the soul, is life through Christ Jesus.
He is the one that guides you through the internal purification of heart, mind, and soul. It does not matter where you are just that you have the kingdom of heaven within your inner house, where restoration of heart, mind, and soul are cleansing the internal house of your ever presence.
Replacing it with forgiveness, and putting on the Armor of Our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. He is calling! Can you hear Him? I hope you understand the vastness of what I am saying.
It is ours. It is our legacy. It was given to share. It will do, what it’s purpose was, is and ever will be, to do. Just because, “In Presence of Spirit,” has not sold, does not mean it is not going to sale, “be shared.”
It will be captured, the true essence of my book of Jesus Christ, with Jesus Christ Holy Spirit, walking on His feet, in His Arms of Mercy, there go I.
You have always been part of me, no matter what we endured in our marriage, and after. While it was going on, I was in the Lord, and He kept me from falling apart. Nothing was cut and dried, and forgotten especially you, even though we had rough years.
We knew we were reaching for help. We just missed the bull’s eye, and so as it is with everyone, in their time, and season, they will come — the whole lot of them. I know in my heart that something giant is going to happen, it has been happening.
I did not know how many significant writings, I was holding on to. Even though you are someone else’s, I can share you in spirit; it is OK, God has given the OK.
I have six writings from 87′, to 95′, and from 1996-2005. Ten years, I kept writing all these years. I have beautiful inspiring, healing through Jesus Christ Love. He gave it to me.
Remember when I said, “I was a gift to you and yours and from you and yours, to put an end to the pain, and peace to our souls.” It was for you, the husband of my youth, because of your pain, my pain, world pain.
I Had To Find My Purpose! and I Did! and I Have! and I Am Completing for Publication. I thought I had a five-year deadline, and it was ten years. I jumped the gun by five years and twelve thousand dollars.
Oh well, the book will sell, when it is God’s time, and then I will be able To Publish Myself, “In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord.”My whole big baby, not a partial replacement no. No, it is to good to keep in secret, and I was the one it was made for because it all came out of my inner being, where Jesus Christ Holy Spirit is, and ever will be.
So whatever comes of this journey, I am undertaking is the completion of what was given in Spirit, eighteen years ago. This is, “In Presence of Spirit,”Anniversary Year,and every one of my writings, have a name, all four hundred and seventy of them, plus I am still editing.
I have gone through significant transitions in my life, all because I was praying the old fashioned way, but not forgetting where I had been, for many praying sessions In Spirit of The Lord. My writings, prove this to be true.
My prayers have been for World Healing. So when you wrote that *W G,* You opened the windows of heaven. The second you asked me to pray with you, when you finished your letter, closed it, sealed it, and wrote that on the envelope, I was already writing. Every letter I wrote you has a writing. They are all Consecrated In Spiritual Love.
Well, I hope this letter finds you better than ever, full of joy, and forgiveness and understanding. With some knowledge, and lots of wisdom. Yes in Christ all gifts are acquired and registered like this. To you with love, the wife of your youth, and Mother of your first three children. October 25, 2005, 6/2/2013 04:50:46 AM Wendy Yvette Greenwell 2495 words longest one!
January 19, 2018, I am going to put them in the order as I had them on their temporary home. It is easier than jumping around. Thus the longest writing to the husband of my youth. I have Published it before.
I am going to Publish it here. In a while. I tried to take the dates off of one and the computer did not let me so everything is as is. More personal that way. Thank you to Grammarly for helping me with the comma mistakes, etc. I do not have the Pro. I wonder how bad of a writer I am.
Actually to me, I am “In Presence of Spirit” again, working on my writings, and I am happy to be working on putting all my Published writings together for the very first time. I am going to Publish it as is. I can not believe myself sometimes. Bold for the Lord. January 12, 2019, I am at writing, 370, one hundred thirty-three to go. Wendy
Managed WordPress: No Stats, no C-Panel, none of the things, I already learned
No Stats, no C-Panel, none of the things, I already learned. I had to have unlimited bandwidth and everything else. My resources were at an all-time low. From one to two live sites. One of the Specialists at Go-daddy said it is a large site.
It is going to take twenty-four hours to migrate. It cost 124.00, so now https://inpresenceofspirit.com and https://wendygreenwell.com, has Managed WordPress, with all kinds of goodies, to make my sites faster, and whatever it is they will be doing, it is all new to me.
Unlimited-
Now, this is an incredible moment in time. The Pictures my Son took, are so beautiful. He was in Oregon, no Mount Hood picture. Dorrance gave me three options for the image on the book, because, I procrastinated the photo for months. I did not know what mountain it was for many years.
It is my 21st Anniversary Year with my writings. And in a few days, I will be Divorced from him for 20 years. February 20, 2016, and on the same day in 1983, we Baptized our firstborn. She gave me the certificate 25 years later; I had to cry with that one.
Pretty messed up,
All these years have not been easy. Going on 14 Grand Children, one in heaven. The 14-year-old wants me to pick him up in another town, only five miles, my eyes are not fond of the dark. My Son and daughter have the flu, in the living room, all day long. I want to Lysol, Oh my, all the kids have been coughing all over the house, all day. Valentine Barbecue.
I am saying a one-year-old, one and a half-year-old, three-year-old, two-five years old, a 10-year-old, and the 14-year-old, I have to get. I got there safe, and I got us home safe.
It has been a rough day.
I hated “sorry,” Managed WordPress. No Stats, no C-Panel, none of the things, I already learned. Oh, my. Well, it ended up losing my sites, it was a mess, a big gigantic mess. A very kind person took over two hours, with me on the phone, to fix. Thank you so much.
I love my C-Panel,
I have not even learned all the plugins that Installatron has waiting for me to activate. I tried to go where I had never been before, and I almost lost two and a half years of work. Remembering I do not get paid for doing this.
So it was quite the experience.
Very stressful, with all the other stresses surrounding me, and me well I am not okay. I am tired, and I can not pick up after six other people. I want to leave, and I have nowhere to go. I want to stay here, but I am not comfortable here.
Gee’s I have put up with enough. Help Jesus, please help me finish the writings you gave me to share. I love the writings, all of them.
Thank you for spending time with me, “In Presence of Spirit.” I want to Publish before the 16th. Have a good night, and good morning. The sites need some adjustments. This one especially all of the pictures, I have to upload again. All I have are the numbers. A job in itself. But I Will fix it, not tonight.
Mike is coming over. Ha just joking. Wendy February 15, 2016, Wendy Yvette Greenwell 11:42 I activated all the plugins that I wanted, and my pictures appeared. Thank You, Lord. May 28, 2017.
Now the writings are recovering, the rest of the extensions are coming home. I love it. WYG, January 11, 2019, I can not make the pictures bigger because I do not have my pictures from the other computer. So no featured images and the pictures are only 300/169, I do not want to change the pictures so I have to leave them as is. Wendy
Welcome to, “In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord,” with “Reflections of In Presence of Spirit.”
Welcome to, “In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord,”
It has been a long time to figure out, how to make it, into its site. Accomplished today with the help of GoDaddy.com. Thank you.
These writings have been hidden away on its Mother site, inpresenceofspirit.com.
I am going to edit these writings, add the pictures, and do all the other stuff, from scratch. Publish one by one, not all at once, like before.
I bought three domains and I thought it was iposconversations.com, that had the writings on it, but it ended being wendyyvettegreenwell.blogspot.com that I changed to wendygreenwell.com. So I am stuck with my name. All and all, they are all my writings.
Now,
The Writings of, “In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord,” with “Reflections of In Presence of Spirit,” have their site. Thank You, Lord. So, it is a critical time, for me, to separate my writings.
These writings are,
“Reflections of In Presence of Spirit.” So I decided to make it the tag name, as such. It is a journey from darkness to light. The mission that I must share.
Stats, starting at 0. So with this, God Bless You and The World. Wendy Yvette Greenwell January 18, 2016, February 18, 2016, One month Anniversary of this site. Now it is wendygreenwell.com. I deleted all the writings off of inpresenceofspirit.com, that are on here. They took up a lot of space, maybe that is why I am not having any resource problems on editing right now. Wendy Greenwell and now home with all of “In Presence of Spirit’s,” extensions.
All the writings I have Published are going to be right here on my, “In Presence of Spirit.com” “You are, and I am In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord.”
I have not been content since all the mess in February of 2016. Now I am recovering from my separated writings. I have all my writings on wendygreenwell.com changed from wendyyvettegreenwell.com. Mistake but oh well. I will say it is in the transition from over there to here where they belong.
It is an exciting morning.
I am going to finish off editing and forwarding wendygreenwell.com to Publish on here. My twin is leaving in a couple of hours. She had five fusion back surgery in 2016. She is in pain — all the time. Her Husband always is in pain. I cannot get away from all the pain that is in this house. Richard does not complain at all. He is 75 now 16 years we have been companions. Living in this comfortable home, he put his signature on, for My Children, Myself, Grandchildren and Him. I did not let his Mother down.
I am his friend caregiver. I am disabled. We are a separate family. Best friends, not blood Family. I am comfortable although seeing him day after day, week after week, month after month, year after year going on 17 years. He is so frail and well being born with Cerebral Palsy it has taken its toll. But he is active with a little help from his friend. That is me. You know I am A-Okay home bound because my car needs a new engine.
My Son got his Van back new/used engine. It still has a problem, so I do not need to go anywhere. I do not want to drive him past Doolittle Road, and drop him off at his truck. He is going to Houston. It is icy cold outside. Like his saying is, “I’m Good.” I got the insurance right after he got it, his license plate is still good for a month, but someone took his tag. Again, need to get it inspected.
I have decided to put the first 35 writings on before the 2005 Writings. I put 47 letter writings on one notepad. Interesting, I am going to add some together and then the super long ones will be by themselves. I panicked a little and decided I did not want to Publish them again.
They are an essential part of “In Presence of Spirit’s Extensions.” So I must, I am just going to wait until I finish these. I do feel better that I forwarded wendygreenwell.com here. So I am going to Publish as is like I do most often. I have a goal.
Let’s see if I will meet it on February 10, 2018, my 58th Birthday Wendy Yvette Greenwell January 17, 2018, I am going to leave the featured picture out because it is too small. I downsized to help with bandwidth, and I messed it up. WYG January 10, 2019, Wendy
Inspiring, Verification, of Communication in The Oneness of “The I Am Presence,”
Inspiring, Verification, of Communication in The Oneness of “The I Am Presence,” for everyone in, The Universe, and Multi-universe. In July 2016 I looked up Orbs, then I went straight to Archangel Michael, and now I have received hundreds of transmission of information. So many Positive Writers, but I feel I am still stuck. It is great to know that my writings are meant to be, just like all of yours. Thank You, Universe for helping me find Verification! June 17, 2017
6/29/17
It is the person, the people that lose their way time and time again. This song is perfect. It is a reinforcement for the people who are searching. It is my will to be lost and stagnant and worn out from all life’s experiences. This song assures me even in my darkest hour, where there is no light. He is in the midst of me weathering me yet through another storm. “Sorry do not know what song I was talking about but All The Christian Artists lead you to God.”
Before you enter into Salvation, Pain, No Relief from the burdens that have made me or you hit rock bottom. When the light of Love through Jesus Christ enters you, that gut-wrenching pain in the inner person is given to The Holy Spirit in Reconciliation. God does not break his promise. We get weak from all life’s experiences from the beginning to this very moment. June 29, 2017
June flew by.
So much is happening in the whole World. Write a letter to the Lord, directly to him. Have your conversation with the Lord. I got all caught up in the sharing and the work it all entails, that I have worked very little on the writings since last July 2016. I have the previous edit to do, and then, we will see what I do.
God Bless The World with Your Presence in Spirit Lord. I am still sharing but very few. I do not think that my writings are just for me. I am enjoying working on them again. They make me feel better, and that counts for a whole lot of blessings for humanity not just myself. Wendy July 1, 2017,
Apology:
I want to apologize for not Publishing or working on my website. I have no pep in my step. I am resting from December 29, 1995, to date August 14, 2017. Twenty-two years since the awful night, I fell off the face of the earth.
My seventeenth grandchild will be here in three months. I feel I can not take care of any more children. I think it is my 31, 33, 35, children’s responsibility because I am burnt out.
As we might know I got my children back on January 17, 1998, he had them for almost two years. They started having babies 2001 October 4 the first one; we moved into this house when he was one month old. So we have been here sixteen years in November.
Time has flown by. I am 57 and Richard my best friend and companion is 74. I have kept my promise to his mother, and we are here — no place else to go, but here is just fine and dandy as cotton candy.
I love my trees and my plants. I have someone cutting the grass once a month. Although he came over here the other day, I did not answer the door. He is not due back for three weeks. I will be rude if he does it again.
I do not want to have to do the yard myself; I have no energy for it. If he comes back before three weeks, I am firing him. (He came by three more times, I did not answer the door.) But when he does come back, the yard is ready, and I will have forty to pay him. R.H. and I, split the cost. Once a month.
“He came back I asked him why he kept coming over here, he said he needed work.” I said, “I told you four weeks. So while he was doing the yard my sister and I went to the store when we got back he was throwing four-foot pieces of my live Plumeria, upfront in the pile. I picked them up, took them to the back cussing, I had a major fit. Later I cut them down to size and re-potted them. They will grow, I do not understand why people do that.
I brought up my book and my website a while ago. I said I could not force myself to work on it. I am not as inspired as once I was. I do not know how to get back. It seems like the past is in the history and I am right here, right now, on the outside looking into the past of me, that I wish was present.
I would be excited to work on the writings and Publish them as I went on and on. I still have so many, but I am stuck. These writings are in the present, even though I wrote them in the past. I am still at a standstill. So what must I do? That is the question.
About “Someone Said,”
What a name, first name to pop up. August 20, 2017, I wonder why I made it private. I think it is because I knew I would not do it right away. Today is Twelve Years since my first sign of Narrow Angle Glaucoma. I suffered horrible all Richard could do sit in the darkroom with me while I was in severe pain, blindness, 99 times. I was not diagnosed for four years. Pretty pathetic.
By The Grace of God, I can still see. Although they took a test, I am blind at night, but I already knew that. I cannot see my black trash can at night. ” I know, I am going to get a neon light sticker so I can see my trash can at night.” My Eye Dr. told me the cataracts are ready to be taken out. So on the 18th of September, I will have the first surgery on the right eye, and then on October 2 the left eye. Wonderful. She said the narrow angles of glaucoma would have a little room, when she does whatever, it is, that she is going to do. I am not watching a video about it.
This is the day I started writing 2005 writings to my husband of my youth. We parted ways last July 2016. It took him 21 years to ask me if I have ever been in love, I laughed, and said, “yes with my illusion.” He had no more reasons to see me in any way shape or form. Even though we have three grown adult children and going on 17 grandchildren, one in heaven. We are severed! We have been since the day of our Divorce.
A note:
It is September 18, 2017, I worried so much about my Son and driving into two Hurricanes from here to Miami to Connecticut and all the surrounding areas, then back to Miami before the Hurricane. Then driving to all the flooding in Houston, Pasadena Hello! Then back to Pennsylvania, then to Miami to fix the car $80 worth, headed straight for Florida’s Hurricane, then back to the Valley. He got home safe. I will have my first cataract removed on the 2nd of October. I have a fear of it.
August 24, 2017, It was time, to cease all communication. Boy, that did it, and a nine-hour conversation about the truth. That I thoroughly realized on that eventful night, he asked me that one question. “We were’ just friends we were never together again he came around because our children and grandchildren were here.”
August 30, 2017, The devastation of this monster hurricane is devastating. My Son is driving right into it, From Dania Beach Florida through Miami, Houston bound, as far as he can go to Deer Park and Pasadena for drop off of supplies, I am so worried. He left yesterday, and he is almost to Texas.
I am worried about everything right now. I dreamed my first love last night, and it is so weird how after forty-one years, I felt him in my presence, the way I did, back in my youth. I made myself forget the dream and the feeling.
I decided to put these short notes on here together because I need to Publish something. My relay and battery are out. Hopefully, my Son will fix it before he leaves again. He did fix it.
Sorry but I am sick of what is going on in The World. Seriously how can you detach from the catastrophic episodes going on daily? Oh My God. So I am going to take some advice from Faery Guidance 222 and take a week off from all the worrying I am doing. I am going to leave the fear of my upcoming surgeries on my eyes behind because it is stressful. They might take my Medicaid away, so I have to have the operations. How will I get my medicine for my eyes that I have to put in for the rest of my life? If they take the Medicaid away. Hello! I am not going to watch the news.
September 29, 2017, I read it all again, and I feel I need to Publish. I am having surgery on my right eye on Monday. I have all the necessary registrations and Dr. appointments, and exams and flu shot out of the way, I have to change so many things, I am less fearful about the surgery. Because I read about the effects of Cataracts, you can go blind with Cataracts also, and I have been experiencing several of them. That is why I stopped working on my writings. I think that is a good reason.
My car is broke down again, a more severe problem. Son leaves tomorrow to Alabama, then further up. My twin sister is coming to my rescue. She is taking me to Surgery, and she will be with me until the Anesthesia wears off and for a couple of days after.
Last time my eye got dilated I went blind for six days. Every Surgery is a major surgery. Have to do what I got to do.
My Dad wants to see us. I asked if I could travel after the surgery, she said I need to go back the next day, she said no. She did not say anything about the days after, but I do not feel after all these years of suffering from my eyes that I dare go an hour and a half away to return the same day. It is too much. My sister’s husband stays with Richard when we go. I can not transport Richard away from home anymore. Just to Dr.’s appointments, not trips.
I have to say I talked to my oldest daughter yesterday and she brought up her Dad. She says, maybe I should not tell you I said, yes I want to hear. He is going back 36 years saying that I was his one true love.
He has been married to her for 21 years. He is wasting his time even talking about me. It was too late the day he married her three months after our Divorce. I am telling you right now you were never my one true love.
This is a long gibberish kind of publication but it is all I have done. I am doing alright, my Dr. is a Great Specialist and I have to trust her and her team that will be working on my eye tomorrow. Thurmond Eye Associates Deborah Alexander has been my Eye Specialist since 2010. October 1, 2017
