I have hit rock bottom again. I need to repeat for reaffirmation to someone the right one. I know where to go from here, but I got to go to people and spill the beans, all over the table. I need help, Jesus! Who do I go to? What am I suppose to say? Who is going to understand, what dilemma, I am in, and me, lousy shape! Not just in physical. So what am I to do?
Show me the way out of my affliction.
In the light of Your Ever Present Love, let me understand what has be-failed me and walk out into the answer. Forgive me my iniquities.
Lord bring me to where I need to be, so I can do Your Will, whatever that may be. I have some ideas, but they are sparks of light, and then out they go. Help me stand firm in my conviction even though I am behind in the times. I know it is engraved in my heart. That needs the spark to “ignite the light that is Yours, in my heart.
I feel the need for speed.
But don’t make me do anything to fast. Lord help me to financial independence so that I can survive the rough times, so I do not have to go out there, Lord.
Lord forgive me for my sins. Jesus Christ We started this; We have to see it through. I poured out what The Holy Spirit, led me to write. I could not have written without Spirit. We will overcome this burden that has be-failed my entire Family, and the Families in the World.
Reach out and touch, Christ’s hands.
He is the only one, who can make this a better place if left in His Hands. Lord have mercy on us all. Christ has compassion on us all, God has mercy on us all, “as it was, in the beginning, is now and ever shall be the world, without end.”
The Spiritual Universe, where lies Our True Selves, with no doubts, with the all-knowing, All-Powerful, Wisdom of Our Holy Father’s Spirit, to the unveiling of, Our Christ within, to cleanse, and to put right, what has been done, so wrong.
To give peace to the multitudes, and light, to their eyes.
To bring joy, where all there’s been is sorrow. Lord Jesus Christ fill Our hearts with The Ever Presence of Your Spirit. Ignite The Passion of Christ, in every soul, in The Universe, that ever was, that is, that ever, will be.
For You Jesus Christ, for Giving Yourself for, All of Us, Every one of Us. No that is not my job. Lord, I give You my entire burden, and You know the responsibility that lays on my mind, heart, and soul. The day to day drama, with hot sauce.
Jesus Christ, in Your Blood of Blessings.
Let the People hear about, “In Presence of Spirit.” It is waiting to be let free. Lord help me with R.H. and my family, even though they are of age, they still need me. But it is so hard to be there, drama and more drama. I can not take the screaming, name calling anymore. Help the husband of my youth, win the Lotto, so he can pay the child support or something.
You know, Jesus. I am so sorry he made a mess of things. That is sad, he had such high expectation, we should not have, but we did. get married. Forgive me, the husband of my youth, for my insecurity, and my reason, I had a reason not to trust you. It was destined to happen. our divorce.
Take hold of my hand Jesus Christ and let us do Your Will. You know what that is. I in my memory banks somewhere know the desire of Your Ever Presence. I am just kind of functioning not properly right now. I am burnt out. So where do we go from here? I can not go any lower. Oh, Jesus Christ help me find, Your Way, again. November 16, 2004, Wendy Yvette Greenwell
The site has more activity than it is used to. Thought I would raise it an octave higher even yet. I had a right eye migraine, high pressure all night.
The RN Coordinator for my health services called yesterday, and straightway asked me about my eyes. I told her I have to wear glasses all the time. When I try not to wear any glasses, be that 2.0 reading glasses, and my eight sunglasses. Inside, outside, in the stores, I even have one pair for night driving, because I do not have to wear glasses to drive.
I told her my eyes hurt on the sides and it is blurry, and I do not like the way it feels. She said, “You need to call the Doctors office and tell them, she would call me back.” I called, the receptionist told me I have an appointment on the 6th of February. Hours later having pain like I have not had in my eyes since the surgeries in October.
The thing is high-pressure glaucoma attack is an emergency every time. I need to be seen sooner. Maybe it is nothing but how can that be, legit discomfort and pain.
Thus I am not over obsessing about the light shows anymore. My eyes had never captured with flash all that I have since I was night blind to all the light pictures I took. This video is from the last three days.
I would say, anyone who wants to take pictures in the dark when it is drizzling, foggy, rainy, cold, snowing, all with a flash or video with a light. It is the elements of nature fusing themselves to a magnificent light show from Gaia.
It is fun working on the writings again. It has come full circle. Now I am to complete my part of this journey with my writings joined together for the first time live on this site. Let’s see how this video raises the GB’s. Well, Happy January 20, 2018, just because. Wendy Yvette Greenwell
I Am, going to complete this: For All The Broken Hearts of Existence!
The prayers, and talks with Jesus, Lord Jesus Christ, God, Have Mercy on, Us All. All of Us, My jaw is tight, my teeth are cling-ed, my brain is empty.
Oh to be “In Presence of Spirit,” again,
It would be so beautiful, to be able to write again, would be awesome. There are so many words that came from and through me, from and with the Holy Spirit of Our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ, God, have mercy on, Us All.
All of Us, The Whole Family of You, God The Father, God The Son, God The Holy Spirit,
in Heaven and on Earth. Forgive Us our wondering, hold steadfast Your Love for Us All and help me come back to, “In Presence of Spirit.” To Make Clear Your Call, to All Your People World Without End.
Thank You, Jesus Christ,
in Your Blood of Blessings, for Mankind to Come Home to Father God, Father Son, and Father of The Holy Spirit of Our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ January 7, 2008
DREAM OR VISION
What do I do? I have thought of it, as a vision coming true. Where do I start? Where do I finish? A dream come true, although I have never thought of it as a dream. I have thought of it, as a vision coming true.
God’s Vision of Peace on Earth, Good Will to Mankind. All is said in, “In Presence of Spirit,” for me anyway, but it needed the rest, to be complete, and now it is getting closer. I believe, so it is coming to pass.
Oh, Jesus Christ Holy Spirit, The Prayers To You are Incredible, they are irresistible. They are Your Presence in Spirit. Oh Lord, they are a gift to anyone, who someday will read, from You, through Me. February 8, 2008
BROKEN HEARTS
I finished the input, that was the easy part. I Am, going to complete this: For All The Broken Hearts of Existence! I am finally getting to the ones that were put aside, not sure if their home is already in place, in the writings. Oh well. Still ahead I have some straightening up of, one hundred thirty thousand words and growing.
I Am, going to complete this: For All The Broken Hearts of Existence! Because I Can! “GOD HAVE MERCY ON US ALL.” “CHRIST HAVE MERCY ON US ALL.” “LORD HAVE MERCY ON US ALL.” “HOLY COMFORTER HAVE MERCY ON US ALL.” “JESUS CHRIST HAVE MERCY ON US ALL.” “PRINCE OF PEACE HAVE MERCY ON US ALL.” “LORD OF LORD HAVE MERCY ON US ALL.” “CHRIST JESUS HAVE MERCY ON US ALL.” “THE ONE AND ONLY RULER OF OUR SOULS HAVE MERCY ON US ALL” “HOLY SPIRIT OF JESUS CHRIST HAVE MERCY ON US ALL.” January 28, 2008, Wendy Yvette Greenwell
These three writings belong together. Besides, I do not want to Publish little ones anymore. I have to say, that as of this morning there were’ 66 hours of people spending time “In Presence of Spirit,” As of the morning of the 19th of January 2018 17, 18, 19 5,179 views. 12,518 this year. I have not seen this kind of activity since before the break down of my sites. Thank you, for taking the time to be “In Presence of Spirit,” with everyone else who is reading it including me. January 12, 2019, Wendy
Thank you for forgiving me, my death in the flesh, and I forgive you for everything under God’s Creation. I hope you do not think; I haven’t arranged something awesome, and incredible, to the full heart of Christ Jesus, and yet to the ones that have not found that the kingdom of heaven is within.
All they need is Jesus, to cleanse them of the lie. We have never been without. All the while the pain, anguish, the no reason for being still, is gripping at our internal, external existence, and there is no escape, so it seems.
Until the great fall and there is your submission. I can not, but You Can! Come, Jesus Christ, come out of the grave of the outer abominations of desolation. In the presence of spirit, which brings you freedom from the bondage of time, place and reason.
All are joined in Christ Jesus, to come to the healing waters of cleansing heart, mind, and soul. In the process of internal purification. To The One Truth, Christ is.
All we have to do is reach down deep and accept God’s gracious gift of Salvation,
“ask in my name” but you know it is essential to ask for forgiveness of sins, understanding, knowledge, patience, wisdom, fortitude, courage, in everything. Reach and go beyond the norm. The heavens are not even the limit. Jesus in his infinity has given me faith in the ever-presence of his majesty. My Lord, My God, my only reason for living still.
See when you asked me to pray with you, God heard you, when you wrote it on the envelop, So, in essence, you opened up the passage for me. You are the one that ignited the light in my heart again, and I have four hundred seventy writings to prove this.
“I have worked like I do not need the money.” I asked the Lord for understanding and wisdom and boy “I have loved like I have never been hurt,” Love Mercy.”
You once again sparked the light of Jesus in my heart. When you were writing that only message to me, the wife of your youth, on that letter to our young adults. The word was given to me directly because I had already started writing to you.
In The Spirit of Our Most Wonderful Sovereign Most High of the Holy of Holy, in Jesus, “I Am,” my sweet friend of Our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ.
My brother, the reason, “In Presence of Spirit,” came to be,
If my pain was not enough! We took on a major undertaking in commitment to the Lord. We new, but we did not know. The questions were’ asked, the knowledge was granted, even though no one believed Jesus gave me heaven when he gave me, “In Presence of Spirit,” the first writing, and you of all people, no that for a fact.
I am going to send this letter first. I pray that you, not be afraid in any way shape or form. That I would be rude or obnoxious the way, I was in the last three letters. It was everything I had to say. Thank you for forgiving me for that. I was burnt out from all the trauma’s in our daily lives, everyone’s choices, not having three but seven, eight at times and two more on the way, and “dance like nobody is watching,” I remember.
I have some significant revelations for you.
They are all written in the letters, I sent you and were’ returned. So they are copyright. Every writing is signed and dated the day I edited them and the date of creation.
Today is your departure from owing me, Child Support. Congratulations. One heavy load, you do not have to carry anymore, I can relieve you of, and it is done. “Your Welcome”
As for your lack of what you did not do, for the children or what you did not do, by all the abominations of desolation. You are admonished of your past life. Forgive yourself through Christ Jesus love.
Give it to Him; He wants that part of you to be clean. He wants no dark spots, in hidden crevasses of your inside being. Leave it in the darkness and come into the light of Christ Jesus World Awakening.
Please do not put yourself down. You are, one in spirit, one in the Lord. He has called you into the inner chamber of His Ever Presence, and He is healing all your wounds. All your scars, all your wondering, all your lack of the truth, we all can possess.
It is not enough to ask; it is so much broader a process, we have to flow through, you can not rush it. You can help it by not putting yourself down. You are special. You are a unique human being of spiritual, and flesh, you are in Him, and He is in you.
You are freed from the bondage that has plagued humanity. You are forgiven. Acknowledge that fully, completely and ultimately. Yes, there are things you could have done differently, forgive yourself for not doing it, and give it to the Lord.
Hand it over.
It is not yours anymore. You are one in The Lord. You are among, The Spiritual Awakening of World Union, through Jesus Christ. He has forgiven you. Now you have to forgive yourself.
The grown adult children love their Daddy. OK, their forgiveness is in the Lord, and it will come in their time, and the Lord’s. You can not force it.
I would like for you to know that I believe along with R.H., that all this is meant to be accomplished. The writings are received and nurtured for God’s purpose. He is the real Author for without Him in Spirit, and in every true aspect of Him, in His entire eternity. I could and can do nothing without Him.
With Him, I am alive in Spirit. Without, I am in darkness. Having had been in the light, I wished so much to be in Spirit. Thanks again, for opening the channel of communication, because this is what I love, letting it all hang out, in the blood of Jesus Christ. I believe, so it is so. I enjoyed writing this letter.
Look how long it takes to get to Christ. We need to give the faster way; you can not push it, you can help, though. Your, letters of Jesus are the omnipresence of the Lord, in His Glory.
The Holy Spirit, is calling The People, them that can hear, let them understand the writings of their souls. Through Jesus Christ, there is a passage that all can enter and attain.
Then Jesus Christ Holy Spirit guides you every step of the way. Sometimes you do not think you can take another envelopment, and then a bigger one. The sin is eradicated, from the ever presence of our being. We are being cleansed of everything that hurts us in any way, “the old is passed away, the now in consciousness is tomorrows reality.”
It is the truth of our existence. Ask the questions from the simplest to the most complex, and you will get the answer through Jesus Christ. He has all the answers in His Omnipotence.
He is Our Guide.
He is the Highest. He is the Alpha and Omega, The Beginning and the End, The only ruler of our souls. He is the Master of the Universe. He is welcoming everyone into the kingdom of heaven within. There you shall knock, and the door has been opened.
OK, are you ready for the other revelations. My writings, my book, “In Presence of Spirit.” I have, because of you, my ex-husband, the husband of my youth. The only one in ten years that asked me to pray with you.
Can you imagine, what an envelop did?
It is opening me up to perseverance, through Our Lord Jesus Christ. I have in me, A Present from Our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ and Wendy, In Writing.
“Reflections of In Presence of Spirit,” by Wendy. This I share with you. All I am giving you is peace in return. Eighteen years, it is just that. How can one writing, so precious, and pure, not be carried through to eternity?
It is heavenly, it is, In The Presence of Jesus Christ Holy Spirit, and is Presented in Love of Our Only Ruler of Our Ever Lasting Souls. He is the only answer. My past love, but the one way through Christ, was granted, and you do not even know yet. (still does not know)
“I have worked like I do not need the money.” Everyone is telling me to get a job, let’s see Michael is seven months, on the first, Orlie is four, Christopher is three. R.H. is 63 on the 27, and he needs full assistance.
I have been writing for fifty-six days. The first seven days, it was all to you, to a three-stage, day, eye migraine, from the sudden expansion of my brain. I exploded in awe, and all the words came traveling out of my inside being.
Once again I expressed in totality, on paper to you, who asked me to pray with you from conception to full fruition. I loved, and I am loved in Spirit. To The Christ Spirit within us all. Cheers!
You are happy in the Lord. He makes every step you take worth breathing. He frees you from the inside pain of no solution, the inner turmoil, of no reason for being still. In the resurrection of the soul, is life through Christ Jesus.
He is the one that guides you through the internal purification of heart, mind, and soul. It does not matter where you are just that you have the kingdom of heaven within your inner house, where restoration of heart, mind, and soul are cleansing the internal house of your ever presence.
Replacing it with forgiveness, and putting on the Armor of Our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. He is calling! Can you hear Him? I hope you understand the vastness of what I am saying.
It is ours. It is our legacy. It was given to share. It will do, what it’s purpose was, is and ever will be, to do. Just because, “In Presence of Spirit,” has not sold, does not mean it is not going to sale, “be shared.”
It will be captured, the true essence of my book of Jesus Christ, with Jesus Christ Holy Spirit, walking on His feet, in His Arms of Mercy, there go I.
You have always been part of me, no matter what we endured in our marriage, and after. While it was going on, I was in the Lord, and He kept me from falling apart. Nothing was cut and dried, and forgotten especially you, even though we had rough years.
We knew we were reaching for help. We just missed the bull’s eye, and so as it is with everyone, in their time, and season, they will come — the whole lot of them. I know in my heart that something giant is going to happen, it has been happening.
I did not know how many significant writings, I was holding on to. Even though you are someone else’s, I can share you in spirit; it is OK, God has given the OK.
I have six writings from 87′, to 95′, and from 1996-2005. Ten years, I kept writing all these years. I have beautiful inspiring, healing through Jesus Christ Love. He gave it to me.
Remember when I said, “I was a gift to you and yours and from you and yours, to put an end to the pain, and peace to our souls.” It was for you, the husband of my youth, because of your pain, my pain, world pain.
I Had To Find My Purpose! and I Did! and I Have! and I Am Completing for Publication. I thought I had a five-year deadline, and it was ten years. I jumped the gun by five years and twelve thousand dollars.
Oh well, the book will sell, when it is God’s time, and then I will be able To Publish Myself, “In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord.”My whole big baby, not a partial replacement no. No, it is to good to keep in secret, and I was the one it was made for because it all came out of my inner being, where Jesus Christ Holy Spirit is, and ever will be.
So whatever comes of this journey, I am undertaking is the completion of what was given in Spirit, eighteen years ago. This is, “In Presence of Spirit,”Anniversary Year,and every one of my writings, have a name, all four hundred and seventy of them, plus I am still editing.
I have gone through significant transitions in my life, all because I was praying the old fashioned way, but not forgetting where I had been, for many praying sessions In Spirit of The Lord. My writings, prove this to be true.
My prayers have been for World Healing. So when you wrote that *W G,* You opened the windows of heaven. The second you asked me to pray with you, when you finished your letter, closed it, sealed it, and wrote that on the envelope, I was already writing. Every letter I wrote you has a writing. They are all Consecrated In Spiritual Love.
Well, I hope this letter finds you better than ever, full of joy, and forgiveness and understanding. With some knowledge, and lots of wisdom. Yes in Christ all gifts are acquired and registered like this. To you with love, the wife of your youth, and Mother of your first three children. October 25, 2005, 6/2/2013 04:50:46 AM Wendy Yvette Greenwell 2495 words longest one!
January 19, 2018, I am going to put them in the order as I had them on their temporary home. It is easier than jumping around. Thus the longest writing to the husband of my youth. I have Published it before.
I am going to Publish it here. In a while. I tried to take the dates off of one and the computer did not let me so everything is as is. More personal that way. Thank you to Grammarly for helping me with the comma mistakes, etc. I do not have the Pro. I wonder how bad of a writer I am.
Actually to me, I am “In Presence of Spirit” again, working on my writings, and I am happy to be working on putting all my Published writings together for the very first time. I am going to Publish it as is. I can not believe myself sometimes. Bold for the Lord. January 12, 2019, I am at writing, 370, one hundred thirty-three to go. Wendy
I gave them their own home on my very own wendygreenwell.com.
I will be able to see it in my posts. I waited forever with the other site, to write something on this page. The most important one, the place just appeared when it was time.
I am not able to get specific functions; I have on the Parent Weblog. So once again, I am going to leave it, “as is,” until I figure it out. I am over here, not over there. This is a big change for me.
I just figured out that these 101 writings
that were inserted into the Parent Website were not getting analyzed. It was like they were not even there. So I gave them their own home on my very own wendygreenwell.com.
I had to do it.
Because these writings deserve to be appropriately, Published, I am not going to push myself. Besides, when my eyes start hurting, I have to go to sleep. But I intend on Publishing these writings, every day until February 10th my 56 birthday. Hopefully, nothing will keep me from it.
It has been two years,
I had to start with them being drafted, this time. “In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with The Lord.” with “Reflections of In Presence of Spirit.” It is meant to be on its own, right here, right now.
The pictures are new from my Son’s West Coast Adventures
As a team driver on the 18 wheeler. Last year he did the East Coast. The views are so beautiful, for some reason, this application will not let me blow the image up like on the Parent Site. Oh well, I have to live with it or change themes. I do not want to do the two sites, identical, this time.
This is a significant time.
I have carried on to accomplish my goal, to share my writings, with The World. Some may think I am crazy, but it never was just for myself. It was always meant to be shared. The only way I could do that was to Weblog my way to fruition. Not costing anyone a cent but me, and my time. I will see what time brings.
I hope I may write again, someday. These writings are from my past but they are as significant today as they were the day I wrote them. So with this, thank you for stopping by, “In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with The Lord,” with “Reflections of In Presence of Spirit.” Wendy Yvette Greenwell now of course all my writings are on https://inpresenceofspirit.com
