“I am there if you need me, but I will not come to you.”
We are all searching for the answers
I will give if you ask, but I will not reach out, even knowing dramatic conditions. (I did not ask for help.) It is Okay, We survived. I sat many nights on my roof, many a night, writing future events. Souring, finding, searching for the answers, not just for myself but for mankind.
My insights are man’s secrets. The wherefore art thou on Women is long suffered. Women know that even if she is blinded by darkness. That she is Caregiver to many.
Dear Sweet afflicted Children of God. It is not God’s fault. This deterioration of Family is Man’s fault. He has exhausted, controlled, raped us of all our dignity, and left us for dead.
We have been beaten down, put down, slammed down for too long. We are not supposed to be under thumb. We are the Caregivers.
We need to join together. Truth is an opening to The Heavens. We are all searching for the answers. February 8, 1996, Wendy Yvette Greenwell
To see it beyond the veil has led us through hell and back unsheathed
we need to put away old things. This means we are one with God and behold all things become new, “In Christ Jesus.”
Everyone needs to stop looking outside of themselves, for the answers. The answers lie with no end. Inside your hearts and guess what, our hearts will overflow, with a burst of fourth of July lights. It hurts like hell, but the end will be justified, and then all will be free in Christ Jesus, infinite World with no end.
Who are we to judge each other? You have been faithful to your wife, too long, it is time for a change. Pain while being abused. Verbally, emotionally, physically at times, spiritually, mentally.
They induce fear. They vomit their unworthiness on us and force us to wallow in their misery. Thinking it is our own. When in fact it is not. We lose ourselves completely. Everything is for, for, for, no help, demands, criticism. We take it upon ourselves to the point, past exhaustion.
We are instinctual beings. To see beyond the veil has led us through hell and back unsheathed. Thank You, Lord. Everyone has his purpose. Man is not willing to give up his reign. He thinks he is above God. My God is more. February 12, 1996, W.Y.L
I have accumulated massive amounts of Biblical data.
I have accumulated massive amounts of Biblical Data
I am a storehouse of God’s Omnipresence. Overwhelming! I can not get enough. I know I am retaining.
Do you want to see what I read today: 1 Corinthians, 11 Corinthians the book the Epistle, Galatians, Ephesians, Philippians, Colossians, Thessalonians 1 and 11, Timothy one and two, Titus, Philemon, Hebrews.
My eyes I am tired. I sang today at the water, all the God songs, I know, exhausted me, two headaches, see I am a sponge right now, and I am rushing, don’t you think?
For me to write about God’s creations. I needed the magazines. I should have made a lot more book, but I was inspired to further my perception of life more scriptural.
Oh, Betty, I feel stronger but! I finally washed the dishes. I have been here 31, days today, 39 since I left. I have not talked to anyone since last week.
I did talk to the Police Warrant Officer, and she said, he has a warrant out for his arrest because he has not paid one ticket. I got worried but oh well. She said, “he had gone over there with the letter he had girly cue sign certified. The Warrant Officer showed it to the Judge, and she would not accept it.
I said, “good I was under duress when I signed. Court for two of the assault charges are for March 7, 1996, at 6:00 p.m. Interesting. I wonder if he got a jury. Oh, I asked for the Judge only, So this means February 20, 1996, 9:00 a. m. Divorce, February 22, 1996, 9:00 a.m. Abusive Language charges on me, and March 7, 1996, two of the assault charges, I put on him.
We know how many times I have been to Court already. I still can not take care of my children. I never wanted all this to happen, but the odds were’ against me. I had no other choice. I had to save my children, and they ended up with a liar, and his mistress. Oh whoa. It is hard to handle but better them than I. I needed a rest, long enough.
I know I will be following through with some definite plans God has for Us, Me. I am working in the Bible. I mark my lines as I read, I re-read, I answer most all the questions. Cool huh, so my Bible is getting a workout.
I feel in General I have no limitations, all in God’s time. I am thankful I am living with Jesus Christ Our Savior, and that yeah, I was dead, and during the seventh account of asking, understanding, listening, feeling, and hearing, it was Okay! I am worthy to accept God’s gift.
My World became real. My heart was opened. I could feel again. The resurrection was unknown but, I was ready. Thank you for not judging me, and believing in me, and loving me, and being the only best human friend I ever had. You are in my heart always. Faith Whoa! All We Have! The knowledge of understanding.
Incredible as far as the words, they are God’s word, all of it the whole incredible trip from beyond the dead, to life in Christ is so awesome. W. Y. L. February 8, 1996, Wendy Yvette Greenwell
I want to change it but “As Is” has to be maintained. Yeah as is, is as is. I just found the Original, checked to see that it is here, so I am editing for a major update.
Creativity, I have always wondered what I could do.
I have not soul searched
But I am idle, Not really, I am taking care of my three children. 1982, 1984, 1986. 6, 4, 2. I start things then let them go. I have not done a third of the things that Our Lord, has put me on this earth to do.
I have not been soul searching. I am not well-read; I am not organized, I feel I am in confusion a good deal of the time. So how could I write such a beautiful piece of inspiration like? “In Presence of Spirit.”
I have wasted so much time, Why no strength, I can not see the end of the rainbow, it is right in front of me, but I go right past it. My faith needs to grow stronger. Faith in every single aspect of my life. When I was young, I used to think I wanted to help people. I can not even help myself. I will not fail You, Lord. Wendy L. August 24, 1988, Wendy Yvette Greenwell
It is the Spirit that is everyone’s and is waiting to be let free
Yes, there is another, what was suppose to be union, bites the dust, and another. Oh, such pain, torment, the whole of the union is broken. So in essence, everything that was, was a lie, was a role, was a daily degeneration to destruction and how many lives are affected.
Who are the ones that care? Who are the ones that can not do one more thing about it, of the whole in any realm?
It is someone else’s game to pain, not mine anymore. The wheel within the wheel. No one understands. Ho Ho Ho. It feels right; it is not I that wrote alone, it is the Spirit, that is everyone’s and is waiting to be let free. Spirit to Spirit to Spirit. Wendy Yvette Greenwell August 28, 1997
Earthly eternal sleep; from, spirit form, possibly. I have no idea; I can’t go there. Oh well, I never said, I was educated. Never to a potential:
Where was the cause of intro-imagination? Came from the innermost depths of hell, dwelling in every crack and crevice, inside my breastplate. Where dwells thou heaven or hell? Been in emotional bondage, the inescapable repeated cycle of abuse, others alcoholism, and all the maladies.
I would instead say the abominations all concentrated in one big inclusive pile of dung, 1997. I am weak, but I am strong, getting stronger. Thank You, Lord, it was I, and I am grateful, this I must keep before You and I. Wendy Yvette Greenwell October 6, 1997
Forces of evil, are stronger when self is relying on self.
Open Up The World To Jesus Christ World Awakening
We are born from the first sin. We can be reborn, through the redemption of, Our Lord Christ Jesus
Reinstated to the actual laws,
That governs, the whole. Only in the Holy Spirit, through the Holy Spirit, roundabout the Holy Spirit. Can! Will! Open up, The World to Jesus Christ World Awakening, in heart revelation. The true realization of the oneness, in peace with Christ Jesus.
Our Lord, Our Redeemer, Our benefit into the Glory of God,
is a cleansing, to the spirit of hope, guidance, love, joy, happiness.
The veil will be lifted, and
Our Holy Comforter will be waiting for your return, from darkness to eternal light. In Christ Jesus, I put, The World, in one heart, one mind, for the purification, can take place, now. The multitudes will be set free, from the plague of bondage, that has not healed itself.
Healing is a one-way ticket from darkness;
Long-Suffering, like a superficial eternity, repeating itself, over and over again, since time began. How long? One thousand nine hundred ninety-eight years, why go further?
Mass healing for the multitudes.
Our faith lives. The Holy Spirit is, “Our Comforter.” The Holy Spirit, is here for you, to come home to Father God, Father Son and Father of All, in the Holy of Holy Spirit, in Jesus Christ, I am. January 25, 1998, 1998 to 2016, I have held on to this writing, 18 years.
It still means the same thing to me, right now. “As Above, So Below, As Below, So Above.” (I have been watching a whole new perspective, on YouTube.) “which makes my conversations with the Lord verified and fulfilled.”
The I am of me is, “In Presence of Spirit,” “Universally One In Spirit,” “Eternally One In Spirit,” “Forevermore, In Presence of Spirit.” Universally Accepted in the heavens and that covers the whole panoramic view of existence. Which is true, I believe this to be true in my, “You are, and I am In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord.” Wendy
with a sensitivity that I had forgotten. With memories that were’ thrown away and feelings, I thought I did not possess. Still waking up out of the “Last Fight,” my losses lay there waiting.
The hidden secrets of my abandonment. I am ready after one year, and seven months to write about the ending cycle of an evasive past, that was, and is a destiny to fulfill a path.
For the regenerative powers, that is only through, the Love of Christ, to the absolute truth of our existence.
Millions of families have suffered, are suffering, emotional, mental, physical, spiritual abuse. A chartered course, and the cycle is almost impossible to stop.
Who can save us? Who can stop the fear, the worries, the anxiety? Who can free us, from the horrid realities, of the negative side of doom? Who can put an end to it? Who will put an end to it? July 22, 1997, Wendy Yvette Greenwell
