November 25, 1995

Coastal view with beach and distant hills.

To Whom It May Concern:  “I am of sound mind and body. The accounts are therefore brought forth to be certified when completed. The following is a sparse account of my life to fulfill my heart’s desire. I must, therefore, take appropriate measures to fulfill my heart’s quest. If only for the truth of my innermost…

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Burnt Out

Waterfall cascading over dark rocky cliff.

I am burnt out, and I need some solitude. Isolation in the mountains. In mortal eyes, it is wishful thinking. In spiritual eyes, miracles do happen.  Like this one, all my writings, desks, books, and everything I require are with me, in my bookroom. I do have grievances. I am sick and tired of cleaning…

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Million Pieces

Calm river with pink clouds above.

Who was going to pick my million pieces up, Only Christ. Who is going to help me with the presentation of “In Presence of Spirit”? That is Wendy, all by myself mortally, with Jesus Christ’s Holy Spirit backing me up.  Everyone is suffering. The pain will be relieved. Peace will be granted.  God willed it to…

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Meaning in View

Tall waterfall cascading over rocky cliff.

Oh, Jesus, Forgive me for letting fear hurt my judgment and put undue strain on the family. I cannot go back; it was a hard fourteen and a half years, and I had no one to help me. Jesus, I know you weathered me through every storm to bring my Christ again. Where you have been, …

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Boost Our Book

Coastal landscape with ocean and lush greenery.

In YoIn Your Ever-Loving Name, Jesus Christ, I come to You “In Presence of Spirit.” I know now it is the end because I am fixing to boost our book out there; actually, it is going to be a full-blown liftoff for me. Coming out of my closet full force, straight up and straight out, of the devastation…

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I Wrote It Down.

Tropical beach with palm trees and hills.

I heard the call, and I wrote it down. My writings are my times in solitude, and I am putting them together as I have. No one else would have done this job for me. I had to have meaning in my personal, miserable existence. Jesus showed me the way out of darkness into the…

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No What!

Half Dome framed by pine trees.

No fear, No consciousness, no guilt, no shame, no understanding, no wisdom, no patience, no courage, no guide, no knowledge, no feeling, no remorse, no love, no friend. The only true friend that can shed light on understanding the whole, entire world in the twinkling of the ever-present Holy Spirit is Jesus Christ.Lord, help us and guide us to Your…

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My Brokenness

Sunset over calm lake and silhouetted hills.

OK, I have to fix my brokenness. Through Christ who stands before me. I must, therefore, take my stand for Him, for Us, for The Whole World. Even in the darkness, with no light at the end of the tunnel.There is that very well-known peephole, ready to ignite the light of Jesus Christ, in everyone’s internal,…

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Past Behind

Bright moon surrounded by dark, cloudy sky.

Putting all the past behind and being in the ever-present sphere of time. I have put my children, my hope, my guidance, my ex-husband and his wife, my love, my life, and my belongings, which are few, in God’s hands. My writings are in spirit. I have accomplished and set goals that were prescribed to me…

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Focus Clarity

Sunset over field with distant trees.

It is funny. I have to focus on clarity for the release of the pain. Hopefully to the reader’s understanding. What is not about understanding? I went from scrabbling with five percent (more than that, I was just critical of myself, sorry) vocabulary. To someone who appears to be educated, with a dramatic difference from death in the flesh.  To life from…

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